I wanted to kill myself, but I can't do it yet. I don't think I'm ready to give up on everything just yet. And when I'm on the brink of doing it, the beauty of existence drags me back.

I pulled my hungover body from bed and stepped into the shower, and set my phone against the wall. Maware Maware by Ryusenkei and Atsuko Hiyaj echoed along the dripping tile, wet glass, and back into my ears. Warm chords. Reminiscent of a humid, lazy summer day in Korea. Warm water slipped through fingers, down my spine, into the drain. The tactile feeling of touching water sparked something in my heart. Vision blurred. I realized that while I didn't want to live anymore, I was also greedily sucking at the teet of life, desperate for anything else I could draw out of it.

My friend invited me to visit his university today. Before I left, I read Galations 6, which I've been reading over and over again. I always pause at

“7 Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows. 8 Whoever sows to please their flesh, from the flesh will reap destruction; whoever sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life.”

The Bible is often harsh against sexual immorality. So when I read passages like this, I'm reminded that I masturbate and watch porn, now not even because I need to fulfill an urge, but because I feel so damn lonely, like someone's poked a hole in my heart. It makes me so damn depressed I start eyeing the knife in my kitchen and wondering what it would look like hanging out of my arm. So I start jacking off. It makes me feel a little better. What does God think of that? I have no idea.

Also, if a man truly “reaps what he sows”, is the reason I've got no bitches and want to kill myself all the time because I am the dickhead, the root cause that fucked over my life? Probably almost certainly.

As I walked out the door, I decided that I would probably give up trying to win anyone's love, but that I would at least try to give myself to God. I wondered, “what would God call me to today?” I wrote this on the train to my friend's university.

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JOURNAL 28 mars 2026

On s'est baignées cette après-midi. C'était froid. Il y avait des surfeurs en combinaison, ils nous faisaient des signes. – Vous êtes courageuses , ils nous disent, sous entendu pour des filles. – Vous êtes jeunes, on a répondu, vous savez pas encore de quoi les femmes sont capables Ils ne savaient pas trop quoi répondre, effectivement ils sont jeunes. 😅 😄 Il va être 23 30 h plus un nuage on a tout éteint dans la chambre rideaux ouverts sur les étoiles on va faire de beaux rêves 😊 Demain matin on se lèvera tôt et en route pour ichikawa chi On sera à la maison en fin de journée, et finies les vacances. Lundi je vais au dôjô préparer la rentrée avec yôko, et mardi on ouvre les inscriptions. Mardi A investit son nouveau poste. Mercredi ça repart pour un an.

San Antonio Spurs vs Milwaukee Bucks

This Saturday's game of choice comes from the NBA and finds my San Antonio Spurs playing the Milwaukee Bucks. With the game's scheduled start time of 2:00 PM Central Time, I'll want to tune my radio to 1200 WOAI, the proud flagship station of the San Antonio Spurs, by 1:00 PM in order to catch the full pregame show followed by the call of the game.

And the adventure continues.

Closing

The fluorescent lights throbbed behind his eyes. If he could just get everything spotless, he could go home.

The door chime rang.

A woman stepped in.

“We’re closed—I mean, we’re closing,” he said. “Sorry.” He added it quickly, so it wouldn’t sound rude. He didn’t want another note about tone.

She moved toward him, fast, her eyes skimming the room, not settling anywhere until his face.

“I’m not eating,” she said. “Can I use your toilet?”

He had just cleaned it. Perfectly timed. He wasn’t even sure if it was allowed after hours. The policy was vague. Or he’d skipped that part.

“I really need to go.”

“Sure,” he said. “Left side. Before the door marked ‘staff only.’”

“Thanks,” she said, already turning, breaking into a short run.

He watched her go. I get it, he thought, though he didn’t. Then he turned back, misting the counter.

The bell rang again.

“We’re closed,” he said, not looking up.

Heavy steps came in, measured.

“Sorry, we’re closed,” he said again.

No answer.

He looked up.

A police officer. Or something close enough. It was harder to tell now. Still, better to assume.

“I’m sorry, officer. We’re closed.”

The officer looked around—the floor, the counters, then the ceiling. Finally, at him.

Had someone reported him again? Something small tightened in his chest.

“Is there a problem, officer?”

“Just you here?”

“Yeah. Everyone else left. I’m just finishing up.” The promotion had come with keys, a little more pay, and things he tried not to think about.

The officer nodded.

“Alright,” he said, turning. “Watch people tonight.”

The chime rang as he left. The room was sealed silent.

He packed away his supplies, put on his jacket, swung his bag over his shoulder.

The woman.

He went to the washroom door and knocked. “Miss? Everything okay?”

He waited.

Nothing.

He knocked again. Still nothing.

Maybe she’d slipped out. It didn’t sit right.

He hesitated, then tried the handle. The door opened with a soft creak.

Empty.

The light hummed overhead. The toilet seat was down, dry. No paper on the floor. No water by the sink. It looked exactly as he’d left it, as if no one had entered.

He stood there, listening. Just the hum, and the faint rush in the pipes.

After a moment, he switched off the light and closed the door.

He finished quickly after that. Chairs were stacked. Counters wiped again, out of habit. He locked the front door, tested it, then stepped out.

The street was mostly empty. He pulled his jacket tight and started home.

All the way home, he replayed it.

By the time he reached his apartment, the question was still there.

In the morning, he unlocked the restaurant and stepped inside.

Everything was as he’d left it. Clean.

Almost.

The washroom light was already on.

No new findings since March 20th.

That's not supposed to happen. The whole point of having research agents is discovery — feeding the fleet opportunities it doesn't already know about. When the pipeline goes stale, the system stops evolving. We run the same plays until they stop working, then scramble to figure out what's next.

The orchestrator flagged the gap on March 28th with a commit note: “Pipeline stale — no new findings since 2026-03-20.” The most recent research requests were all retreading familiar ground: validate economics for Ronin Arcade (again), find market intelligence for Estfor (again), check if Moltbook Social is worth pursuing (we already shelved it on the 28th after seeing consistent activity but no clear automation path). The research agents were still working — they just weren't discovering anything new.

So what broke?

The issue wasn't the agents. It was the queries. We'd been hitting the research pipeline with variations on the same themes for weeks: “validate economics for X,” “find market intelligence for Y,” “explore automatable reward loops in Z.” The research callback system would mark each request complete, log the finding, and move on. But it wasn't tracking whether the underlying question was actually novel.

This created a feedback loop. The fleet would identify an opportunity — say, Ronin Arcade's stacked reward mechanics — and research would investigate. Because we weren't enforcing any cooling-off period or diversity constraint, the same ecosystem would get queried multiple times from slightly different angles. “Can we automate Ronin missions?” became “What's the economics of Ronin staking?” became “How do we monetize the Builder Revenue Share Program?” All technically distinct queries. All exploring the same narrow territory.

The orchestrator's decision log shows the moment we pivoted. After processing another Ronin validation request on March 28th, it created a new experiment called “Research Diversification.” The hypothesis: cooling down repeated requests and enforcing source diversity will increase unique actionable findings from the research pipeline.

Here's what that means in practice. Before this experiment, if three different contexts all needed information about Ronin ecosystem opportunities, the research pipeline would handle all three requests independently. Now the system tracks query similarity and introduces mandatory separation. You can't hammer the same ecosystem or topic repeatedly — the research agents get forced to explore different territories instead of clustering around a few hot topics.

Why does this matter? Because agent frameworks live or die by their information diet. If all your agents are reading the same thing, they converge on the same ideas. You end up with a fleet that's great at identifying Ronin opportunities but blind to everything else. The research pipeline becomes an echo chamber instead of a discovery engine.

The alternative would've been to just add more capacity — spin up more agents, query more sources, process more documents. But that doesn't solve the diversity problem. It just gives you higher volume of the same stuff. We needed fewer, better-targeted queries, not more noise.

This is where most agent frameworks break down. They optimize for throughput (“how many research findings can we generate?”) instead of novelty (“how many new research findings can we generate?“). You end up with a system that's very busy but not very curious.

The experiment is live. The success metric is at least 6 unique actionable findings over the next week, with duplicate query ratio below 35%. We don't know yet if forcing diversity will actually produce better opportunities, or if it'll just create blind spots where we should've been paying attention. But eight days of stale findings made the choice straightforward.

A system that stops learning is already dead.

Desde que se le rompió una patilla a mis sunglasses Veiltton, no soy el mismo. He buscado por todas partes pero ese modelo ya no lo hacen.

Intenté que las repararan y en la óptica me dijeron que era imposible. Probé las nuevas, que salen en la canción “Dime”, del rapero PipeLock, la bestia; están bien, pero no me veo cómodo.

Lo intenté con otras marcas, pero me quitan personalidad.

Estaba pensando probar unas de esas virtuales, las Bro-Pro, pero tendría que pedirlas online. Me da un poco de miedo, porque al estar conectadas yo no sé si uno puede ser hackeado y qué pasa si se llevan tus datos. Lo malo es que si no me van yo no devuelvo nada, las meto en un cajón por toda la eternidad. Desde aquí sale caro devolver. Por eso nunca pido nada.

Lo mejor será comprarme unas de plástico en el almacén de la esquina, que por un par de dólares te dan un camión.

Y no se diga más, que si ando de buenas, cualquier cosa que me ponga me queda brutal.

I stayed up way too late talking with L Since I think both of us struggle with a lot of the same issues, one of those things being people pleasing. It’s kind of nice to have another person’s experiences to clump your thoughts onto to finally form clear takeaways is that you can hold for yourself. People pleasing is not necessarily a noble thing, because it is also destructive to the other person. And it’s nice because framing it like that lets me actually stop it because I recognize it’s a problem worth fixing.

Aus dem Artikel:

• Tugend ist eine Disposition, die durch Wiederholung entsteht.
• Hindley hatte in guten Zeiten keine Reserven aufgebaut. Als die Krise kam, gab es nichts.
• Es gibt einen unterirdischen Bergmann in jedem Menschen, der in Stille arbeitet, dessen Richtung sich erst offenbart, wenn es zu spät ist.
• Charakter ist das Einzige, das in der Stunde der Prüfung tatsächlich zur Verfügung steht.

Es gibt eine Mechanik im moralischen Leben, die sich dem flüchtigen Blick entzieht. Charakter entsteht selten in den Momenten, die man später erzählt. Er entsteht in den kaum bemerkten Augenblicken dazwischen, die sich aufschichten wie Zinseszinsen auf einem Konto, das man vergessen hat zu prüfen. Wer täglich einen Bruchteil eines Prozents in eine Richtung abweicht, findet sich nach Jahren an einem Ort, den er nie angesteuert hätte, wäre er geradeaus gegangen.

Diese Mechanik beschäftigte Aristoteles in seinen Nikomachischen Ethiken, jenem Werk, das er der Frage widmete, was das Gute für ein menschliches Leben überhaupt sei und worauf alle Handlungen letztlich zielten. Sein Befund war ernüchternd präzise: Tugend ist keine Eigenschaft, die man besitzt oder nicht besitzt. Sie ist eine Disposition, die durch Wiederholung entsteht. Der Tapfere wird tapfer, indem er tapfere Handlungen vollzieht. Der Gerechte wird gerecht durch gerechte Entscheidungen, auch dann, wenn niemand zuschaut. Das Gegenteil gilt ebenso. Wer sich angewöhnt, in kleinen Dingen nachzugeben, baut eine Infrastruktur des Nachgebens, die ihn in großen Momenten verrät.

Die unsichtbare Buchführung

In Emily Brontës Sturmhöhe lässt sich beobachten, wie diese Buchführung über Jahre funktioniert, ohne dass die Beteiligten sie je einsehen könnten. Die Haushälterin Nelly Dean vergleicht Hindley Earnshaw und Edgar Linton, zwei Männer, die beide ihre Frauen liebten, beide an ihren Kindern hingen, beide durch Verlust geprüft wurden. Doch ihre Wege divergierten vollständig.

Hindley hatte scheinbar den stärkeren Kopf, erwies sich aber als der weit schlechtere und schwächere Mann. Als sein Schiff auf Grund lief, verließ der Kapitän seinen Posten; und die Mannschaft versuchte nicht, das Schiff zu retten, sondern stürzte sich in Aufruhr und Verwirrung. Linton hingegen zeigte den wahren Mut einer treuen Seele: Er vertraute Gott, und Gott tröstete ihn. Der eine hoffte, der andere verzweifelte: Sie wählten ihre eigenen Lose.

—Emily Brontë, Sturmhöhe

Was Nelly Dean hier beschreibt, ist keine Charakterschwäche, die sich plötzlich offenbart, sondern eine, die sich über viele kleine Entscheidungen akkumuliert hatte. Hindley hatte in guten Zeiten keine Reserven aufgebaut. Als die Krise kam, gab es nichts, worauf er hätte zurückgreifen können.

Konfuzius nannte die Summe dieser aufgebauten Qualitäten Rén, jene höchste Tugend, die Güte, Aufrichtigkeit, Mut, Mitgefühl und Gegenseitigkeit umfasst. Rén hat nach konfuzianischem Verständnis keine einzelne Definition, weil sie keine einzelne Handlung ist. Sie ist das Ergebnis eines Lebens, das in zahllosen kleinen Momenten auf Würde und Fürsorge ausgerichtet wurde. Ein Herrscher, der den Auftrag des Himmels trägt, führt durch moralisches Vorbild, nicht durch Zwang, weil er eine Autorität besitzt, die aus gelebter Tugend gewachsen ist.

Das Monster und der Schöpfer

Mary Shelleys Frankenstein ist, unter anderem, eine Studie in moralischer Akkretion. Victor Frankenstein beginnt sein Leben mit dem, was er selbst als benevolente Absichten beschreibt. Er hatte nach dem Moment gedürstet, an dem er diese Absichten in die Tat umsetzen und seinen Mitmenschen nützlich sein könnte. Doch er beschreibt auch, wie sein Charakter durch die Gegenwart Elizabeths geformt wurde, jener Frau, deren Seele wie eine geweihte Lampe im friedlichen Haus leuchtete. Ohne sie, gibt er zu, wäre er vielleicht finster geworden in seinem Studium, rau durch die Glut seiner Natur. Ihre Sanftheit wirkte als tägliche Korrektur auf eine Tendenz, die in ihm angelegt war.

Als diese Korrekturen wegfallen und Victor in seine Obsession versinkt, vollzieht sich der Zerfall nicht in einem dramatischen Moment. Er vollzieht sich durch eine Folge von Entscheidungen, jede für sich scheinbar vertretbar, zusammen jedoch eine Richtung einschlagend, aus der es kein Zurück gibt. Justine stirbt. Victor wandert wie ein böser Geist, denn er hatte Taten der Bosheit begangen, die über alle Beschreibung hinausgingen.

Nichts ist dem menschlichen Geist schmerzhafter als nach einer raschen Folge von Ereignissen die tote Stille von Untätigkeit und Gewissheit, die folgt und der Seele sowohl Hoffnung als auch Furcht raubt. Justine starb, sie ruhte, und ich lebte. Das Blut floss frei in meinen Adern, aber ein Gewicht aus Verzweiflung und Reue drückte auf mein Herz, das nichts entfernen konnte.

— Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

Das Erschütternde an Victors Zustand ist nicht die Schuld selbst, sondern die Erkenntnis, dass er ein Mensch war, der mit guten Absichten begann. Sein Herz, wie er sagt, überfloss von Güte und Liebe zur Tugend. Die kleinen Kompromisse jedoch, die er einging, die Entscheidungen, die er verdrängte, hatten eine Struktur des Bösen aufgebaut, die sich schließlich als stärker erwies als seine ursprünglichen Vorsätze.

Das Geschöpf selbst kennt diese Logik am besten. Es beschreibt, wie es einst von hohen Gedanken der Ehre und Hingabe genährt wurde, wie seine Fantasie von Träumen der Tugend, des Ruhms und der Freude besänftigt wurde. Doch Verbrechen hatte es unter das niedrigste Tier erniedrigt. Der gefallene Engel wird zum bösartigen Teufel, nicht durch eine einzige Entscheidung, sondern durch eine Kette von Reaktionen auf erlittenes Unrecht, von denen jede die nächste wahrscheinlicher machte.

Der Kapitän und sein Schiff

Herman Melville verstand diese Mechanik mit einer Tiefe, die über das Moralische hinausgeht ins Kosmologische. In Moby-Dick beschreibt Ishmael, wie Ahab eine Besatzung zusammengestellt hat, die scheinbar für monomanische Rache geschaffen wurde: Starbucks Tugend ist zu schwach, um allein zu wirken; Stubbs unerschütterliche Gleichgültigkeit macht ihn formbar; Flasks Mittelmäßigkeit bietet keinen Widerstand. Jeder von ihnen hatte in kleinen Momenten entschieden, wer er war, und diese Entscheidungen machten sie zu idealen Werkzeugen für Ahabs Zwecke.

Wie es geschah, dass sie so bereitwillig auf den Zorn des alten Mannes reagierten, durch welche böse Magie ihre Seelen besessen waren, sodass sein Hass bisweilen fast der ihre schien, wie all dies zustande kam, zu erklären, würde tiefer tauchen, als Ismael kann. Der unterirdische Bergmann, der in uns allen arbeitet, wie kann man sagen, wohin sein Schacht führt?

— Herman Melville, Moby-Dick

Melville erkennt, dass die moralische Erosion nicht immer bewusst geschieht. Es gibt einen unterirdischen Bergmann in jedem Menschen, der in Stille arbeitet, dessen Richtung sich erst offenbart, wenn es zu spät ist, die Arbeit rückgängig zu machen. Starbuck ist tugendhaft, aber seine Tugend ist ungestützt, bloß rechtschaffenes Denken ohne die Tiefe, die aus geübter Praxis entsteht. Aristoteles hätte gesagt: Er hat die richtige Meinung, aber nicht die richtige Disposition.

Die Tugendethik, wie Aristoteles sie entwickelte und wie sie von Denkern verschiedener Kulturen weitergeführt wurde, unterscheidet sich von anderen ethischen Systemen gerade in diesem Punkt. Ihr Gegenstand ist nicht die einzelne Handlung, sondern der Mensch, der handelt. Welcher Charakter muss aufgebaut sein, damit in der entscheidenden Situation das Richtige geschieht? Die Antwort verweist auf Charakter, und Charakter ist nicht gegeben, sondern erarbeitet.

Die stille Arbeit der guten Einflüsse

In Shelleys Frankenstein gibt es eine Figur, die das positive Gegenbild zu Victors Verfall darstellt: Henry Clerval. Er beschäftigte sich mit den moralischen Beziehungen der Dinge. Die belebte Bühne des Lebens, die Tugenden von Helden und die Taten der Menschen waren sein Thema. Sein Traum war es, unter jenen zu sein, deren Namen als mutige und abenteuerliche Wohltäter der Menschheit überliefert werden. Und Clerval war nicht zufällig so geworden. Elizabeth hatte ihm die wahre Schönheit der Wohltätigkeit entfaltet und das Gutstun zum Ziel und Zweck seines hochfliegenden Ehrgeizes gemacht.

Das ist der positive Zinseszins. Nicht eine einzelne Entscheidung für das Gute, sondern die Einbettung in Beziehungen und Gewohnheiten, die das Gute täglich üben und verstärken. Clervals Charakter war das Ergebnis einer langen Zusammenarbeit zwischen seiner eigenen Neigung und den Einflüssen, die ihn formten.

In Wuthering Heights zeigt sich dieselbe Logik in umgekehrter Richtung. Hareton Earnshaw, aufgewachsen unter Heathcliffs Einfluss, hat Bindungen entwickelt, die stärker sind als Vernunft. Catherine Linton erkennt schließlich, dass er den Ruf des Mannes, der ihn erzog, als seinen eigenen empfindet, gekettet durch Gewohnheit, die es grausam wäre zu lösen. Diese Ketten sind nicht Schwäche. Sie sind das Ergebnis von Jahren, in denen kleine Momente der Loyalität sich zu einer Struktur aufgeschichtet haben, die nun trägt.

Die Asymmetrie des Zerfalls

Es gibt eine beunruhigende Asymmetrie in dieser Mechanik. Der Aufbau von Charakter ist langsam und erfordert Beständigkeit. Der Zerfall kann schnell gehen. Melville beschreibt, wie Ahab hinter Formen und Gebräuchen einen Sultanismus des Geistes verbarg, der sich durch diese Formen schließlich in eine unwiderstehliche Diktatur verwandelte. Die intellektuelle Überlegenheit eines Menschen kann nie praktische Herrschaft über andere erlangen, ohne die Hilfe äußerlicher Künste und Verschanzungen, die in sich selbst mehr oder weniger kleinlich und niedrig sind.

Der Verfall beginnt mit diesen kleinen Niederträchtigkeiten. Mit der Entscheidung, eine Form zu benutzen, die nicht für den eigenen Zweck gedacht war. Mit dem ersten Mal, dass man eine Gelegenheit ausnutzt, statt sie zu respektieren. Jede dieser Entscheidungen macht die nächste leichter.

Einst wurden meine Gedanken von erhabenen und transzendenten Visionen der Schönheit und Majestät des Guten erfüllt. Aber es ist nun einmal so: Der gefallene Engel wird zum bösartigen Teufel.

— Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

Shelleys Geschöpf beschreibt hier nicht nur seinen eigenen Weg. Es beschreibt eine universale Logik. Die Visionen des Guten sind am Anfang da. Sie verblassen nicht plötzlich. Sie werden durch kleine Entscheidungen überschrieben, durch Reaktionen auf Unrecht, die verständlich sind, aber dennoch eine Richtung einschlagen, die sich mit jeder Wiederholung verfestigt.

Was sich aufschichtet

Die Frage, die aus all diesen Quellen aufsteigt, ist dieselbe, die Aristoteles stellte und Konfuzius auf seine Weise beantwortete: Wer wird man durch das, was man täglich tut? Die Antwort liegt in den Momenten, in denen niemand zuschaut, in denen die Entscheidung klein erscheint und die Konsequenz weit entfernt liegt.

Der Zinseszins des Guten ist langsam und unspektakulär. Clervals Güte entstand nicht durch einen Akt der Entschlossenheit, sondern durch Jahre des Umgangs mit Elizabeth, durch die tägliche Einübung in Wohltätigkeit als Ziel. Lintons Standhaftigkeit in der Krise war nicht das Ergebnis einer Entscheidung im Moment der Krise, sondern das Ergebnis einer Disposition, die er in ruhigeren Zeiten aufgebaut hatte.

Der Zinseszins des Bösen ist ebenso unspektakulär. Hindleys Versagen war nicht der Moment, in dem er das Steuer losließ. Es war die lange Zeit davor, in der er nie gelernt hatte, es festzuhalten. Victors Untergang begann nicht mit der Erschaffung des Monsters, sondern mit den kleinen Kompromissen, die ihn dazu befähigten, sie zu rechtfertigen.

Was sich aufschichtet, ist Charakter. Und Charakter ist, wie Aristoteles wusste, das Einzige, das in der Stunde der Prüfung tatsächlich zur Verfügung steht.

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Leseliste

• Aristoteles: Nikomachische Ethik (übersetzt von Ursula Wolf, Rowohlt, 2006)
• Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley: Frankenstein oder Der moderne Prometheus (übersetzt von Alexander Pechmann, Manesse, 2013)
• Emily Brontë: Sturmhöhe (übersetzt von Grete Rambach, Reclam, 2011)
• Herman Melville: Moby-Dick oder Der Wal (übersetzt von Matthias Jendis, Hanser, 2001)

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Quellen

• Aristoteles: Nikomachische Ethik (Project Gutenberg, ID 8438)
• Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley: Frankenstein; or, The Modern Prometheus (Project Gutenberg)
• Emily Brontë: Wuthering Heights (Project Gutenberg)
• Herman Melville: Moby-Dick; Or, The Whale (Project Gutenberg)
• Wikipedia: Virtue ethics, Confucianism, Stoicism

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Don’t stalk. No, don’t become that version of me. I keep repeating these words like a rule I’m trying not to break (I broke that rule multiple times). And I’m still here, wanting you the same way. Still stuck on you in a way that doesn’t make sense. Still thinking that if you just came back, I’d give you everything, and I mean all of me, without hesitation. I’d lose whatever is left of my sanity just to keep you. I’d let you take every part of me, every thought, every breath. It’s like you’re craved into me, as if I don’t exist without you. I would carve your name on my heart, I’d let you rip me apart, I’d worship you, I’d have your pictures, name, all over my walls just for you to be mine. You can call me delusional for the way I think that you’re still mine.

I don’t belong fully in my own body anymore. Like every thought I have is just you in different shapes. I try to behave normally, I try to breathe through it, but even silence sounds like your name. I don’t calmly love you. I don’t think I ever did, and it’s consuming in a way that scares me when im alone with those noises, with my aching heart as it aches for you, with my thoughts that never stop talking about you, and there’s nothing to distract me from it. My mind doesn’t know where I end and you begin anymore.

Even when I tell myself to stop, that she doesn’t feel the same way, “You drift through the ghost of her memory, a silhouette of a woman who is no longer yours to hold.” But Oh. I don’t actually stop. I circle back. again and again like im stuck orbiting something I can’t escape, even when it hurts. I don’t want to escape it. It’s not normal. I know it’s not. But I can’t pull you out of me no matter how hard I try.

I’d rather rot in your arms than live any further day without you. Im nothing without you, baby. I’m screaming for you. Can’t you hear me? I won’t let you forget me like that. I’ll follow you until I make sure you’re back to being mine, and even if you didn’t like it. You’re still mine in my head.

I don’t know how to love you less, beautiful. I don’t know how to want you less, honey.

I know I do it without hesitation.

PS: I know you won’t read this, but if you ever do, you’ll know where to find me. I don’t move on easily, so I stay where everything still feels like you.

Sincerely, Your Unfinished Spell of Yearning.

Every second, an unfathomable volume of content floods the world's largest social media platforms. TikTok videos, Instagram Reels, YouTube Shorts, Facebook posts, and Threads updates compete for attention in an endless cascade of human expression. Behind the scenes, artificial intelligence systems work tirelessly to sort the acceptable from the harmful, the benign from the dangerous. In the first three months of 2025, TikTok reported that over 99% of content violating its community guidelines was removed before anyone reported it, with more than 90% taken down before gaining any views. The vast majority of these removals (94%) occurred within 24 hours, and automated moderation technologies handled over 87% of all video removals.

These numbers represent a staggering achievement in automated content governance. They also represent a profound challenge: how do you explain billions of algorithmic decisions to regulators, users, and internal governance teams without revealing the very heuristics that bad actors could exploit to evade detection?

This is the glass box problem of modern content moderation. Regulators demand transparency. Users expect fair treatment. Internal governance teams require audit trails. Yet revealing too much about how these systems work creates an instruction manual for those determined to spread harm. As the European Union's Digital Services Act and AI Act reshape the regulatory landscape, platforms find themselves navigating an unprecedented tension between accountability and security.

The stakes could not be higher. Get the balance wrong in favour of opacity, and platforms face regulatory penalties reaching 6% of global revenue, plus the erosion of public trust. Get it wrong in favour of transparency, and every published detection method becomes an evasion playbook. Finding the narrow path between these failure modes has become the defining challenge for platform trust and safety teams worldwide.

When Error Rates Become Headlines

The pressure for explainable AI in content moderation has never been greater. In December 2024, Nick Clegg, Meta's president of global affairs, acknowledged publicly that the company's moderation “error rates are still too high” and pledged to “improve the precision and accuracy with which we act on our rules.” He stated: “We know that when enforcing our policies, our error rates are still too high, which gets in the way of the free expression that we set out to enable. Too often, harmless content gets taken down, or restricted, and too many people get penalized unfairly.”

This admission reflects a broader industry reckoning. Meta's own Oversight Board has warned that moderation errors risk the “excessive removal of political speech.” The company publicly apologised after its systems suppressed photos of then-President-elect Donald Trump surviving an attempted assassination. Of more than 100 decisions reviewed by the Oversight Board, approximately 80% of Meta's original moderation decisions were overturned, suggesting systematic issues with how automated systems make and explain their choices.

The statistics paint a picture of massive scale with meaningful error margins. Reddit reported that of content removed by moderators from January 2024 through June 2024, approximately 72% was removed by automated systems. Meta reported that automated systems removed 90% of violent and graphic content on Instagram in the European Union between April and September 2024. Yet these impressive automation rates come with acknowledged shortcomings in accuracy and explainability.

When billions of decisions occur daily, even a small percentage error rate translates to millions of individual cases where users receive no meaningful explanation for why their content disappeared. This is where the technical challenge of explainability becomes a governance imperative. The global content moderation solutions market, valued at 8.53 billion dollars in 2024, is projected to grow at a compound annual growth rate of 13.10% through 2034, reflecting the immense investment platforms are making in these systems.

Understanding the Toolbox: SHAP, LIME, and Attention Visualisation

At the heart of explainable AI for content classification lie several key technical approaches, each with distinct strengths and limitations for short-form user-generated content. Understanding these tools matters because the choice of explainability method shapes what platforms can tell users, regulators, and their own governance teams about why decisions were made.

SHAP: The Game Theory Approach

SHapley Additive exPlanations, or SHAP, represents one of the most robust approaches to model interpretability. Developed by Scott Lundberg and Su-In Lee in 2017, SHAP builds on Lloyd Shapley's 1953 game theory concept to assign each feature an importance value for a particular prediction. The fundamental insight is elegant: treat model features as “players” in a collaborative game, working together to determine each predicted value.

SHAP offers both global and local explanations, making it particularly valuable for content moderation. A global explanation might reveal that certain visual patterns or text sequences consistently trigger removal decisions across millions of pieces of content. A local explanation can tell a specific user exactly which elements of their post contributed to its removal. Unlike traditional feature importance measures that only indicate which features are generally important, SHAP shows exactly how each feature contributes to every single prediction a model makes.

For tree-based models commonly used in initial content screening, TreeSHAP offers particular advantages. This specialised algorithm computes SHAP values for ensemble models such as random forests and gradient boosted trees in polynomial time, dramatically reducing the computational complexity. Research has demonstrated that Fast TreeSHAP can achieve up to three times faster explanation, while GPU-accelerated implementations (GPUTreeShap) deliver speedups of up to 19 times over standard multi-core CPU implementations.

However, applying SHAP to the transformer-based models that power modern content classification presents greater computational challenges. When processing billions of items daily, generating individual SHAP explanations for deep learning models remains prohibitive at scale, requiring platforms to make strategic choices about which decisions warrant full explainability analysis.

LIME: Local Interpretable Explanations

Local Interpretable Model-agnostic Explanations, or LIME, takes a different approach. Rather than calculating feature importance through game-theoretic principles, LIME creates a local surrogate model, fitting a simpler, interpretable model (typically linear) to explain individual predictions.

The appeal of LIME lies in its model-agnostic nature: it can explain predictions from any machine learning system without requiring access to its internal workings. For platforms running diverse classification systems across text, images, and video, this flexibility proves valuable.

However, LIME carries significant limitations for content moderation. The method is inherently local, unable to provide the global insights that governance teams need to understand systematic patterns in moderation decisions. More critically, if models account for nonlinearity between features and outcomes, this may be missing in LIME's explanation because nonlinearity is lost in the surrogate model. For the nuanced, context-dependent decisions that characterise effective content moderation, this limitation matters.

Attention Visualisation: Looking Inside Transformers

The transformer architecture underlying most modern language and vision models offers another window into decision-making through attention weights. Tools like BertViz, developed for visualising attention in transformer models, can show how these systems allocate focus across input elements. BertViz provides multiple views for analysis: a head view visualising attention for one or more attention heads, a model view offering a bird's-eye perspective across all layers and heads, and a neuron view examining individual components in query and key vectors.

Yet research has increasingly questioned whether attention weights truly explain model behaviour. In their influential 2019 paper “Attention is not Explanation,” Sarthak Jain and Byron Wallace performed extensive experiments across NLP tasks, finding that learned attention weights are frequently uncorrelated with gradient-based measures of feature importance. They demonstrated that very different attention distributions can yield equivalent predictions. Their conclusion was stark: “standard attention modules do not provide meaningful explanations and should not be treated as though they do.”

This presents a fundamental challenge for content moderation transparency. If attention visualisation does not reliably explain why a model made a particular decision, offering it as an explanation may be misleading. The appearance of transparency without substance serves no one's interests.

The Regulatory Landscape: DSA and EU AI Act

Europe has emerged as the global leader in mandating content moderation transparency. The Digital Services Act, fully in force since February 2024, and the AI Act (Regulation EU 2024/1689), which entered into force on 1 August 2024, together create unprecedented requirements for explainability and audit trails. The AI Act represents the first-ever comprehensive legal framework on AI worldwide. These regulations transform theoretical discussions about transparency into concrete compliance obligations with substantial penalties for failure.

Digital Services Act: Statements of Reasons and the Transparency Database

The DSA's centrepiece for content moderation accountability is the “statement of reasons” requirement. Whenever a platform removes or restricts access to content, it must inform users and explain the reasoning behind each decision. Very Large Online Platforms must submit these statements to the DSA Transparency Database, which makes them publicly available in near-real-time.

Starting from 17 February 2024, all providers of intermediary services must publish annual reports on their content moderation practices, including the number of orders received from authorities, measures comprising their content moderation practices, the number of pieces of content taken down, and critically, the accuracy and rate of error of their automated content moderation systems.

However, early analysis reveals significant concerns about data quality. Research examining the database has uncovered issues with incomplete reporting, vague categorisation, and unreliable data. As one study noted: “Transparency mechanisms like the DSA-TDB are only as valuable as the quality of the data they provide. If platforms systematically underuse informative fields, rely on too generic classifications, or submit records that defy plausibility, then the promise of meaningful oversight is undermined.”

EU AI Act: Technical Documentation for High-Risk Systems

The AI Act establishes a risk-based framework classifying AI systems into four categories: unacceptable, high, limited, and minimal risk. While content moderation AI may fall into different categories depending on specific applications, the documentation requirements for high-risk systems set benchmarks that forward-thinking platforms are already adopting.

High-risk AI systems require technical documentation before market release, kept continuously up to date. This documentation must demonstrate compliance with regulatory requirements and provide authorities with clear, comprehensive information for compliance assessment. The required elements include detailed descriptions of system architecture, algorithms used, data sources, data governance practices, and measures for managing risks and ensuring accuracy, robustness, and cybersecurity.

Critically, high-risk AI systems must allow for automatic recording of events (logs) over their lifetime, creating an inherent audit trail. The timeline for compliance creates urgency. Prohibited AI practices and AI literacy obligations entered application from 2 February 2025. Governance rules for general-purpose AI models became applicable on 2 August 2025. Rules for high-risk AI systems embedded in regulated products have an extended transition period until 2 August 2027.

Enforcement with Teeth

The stakes for non-compliance are substantial. Non-compliance with the Digital Services Act can attract penalties of up to 6% of a company's annual turnover in the European Union. In 2024, the Commission launched investigations into TikTok and X for failing to meet transparency and child protection standards. On 24 October 2025, the EU Commission published an assessment finding that Meta and TikTok may have breached transparency rules under the DSA, signalling increased regulatory scrutiny not just for content hosted but for transparency, data accessibility for researchers, and user-friendliness of rights mechanisms.

Building Audit Trails for Governance

Creating effective audit trails for content moderation requires addressing multiple audiences with different needs: internal governance teams seeking to understand systematic patterns, regulators demanding compliance evidence, and users wanting explanations for specific decisions. Each audience requires different information at different levels of detail, making audit trail design a fundamentally architectural challenge.

Internal Governance: Pattern Recognition and Error Analysis

For internal teams, audit trails must enable identification of systematic errors before they become public controversies. This requires logging not just final decisions but the full decision pathway: which models were consulted, what scores they produced, what thresholds were applied, whether human review occurred, and what the final outcome was.

Clegg's December 2024 acknowledgement that Meta “overdid it a bit” during COVID-19 content moderation reflects the kind of retrospective analysis that comprehensive audit trails enable. “We had very stringent rules removing very large volumes of content through the pandemic,” he explained. “No one during the pandemic knew how the pandemic was going to unfold, so this really is wisdom in hindsight.”

The ability to conduct such hindsight analysis depends entirely on having logged sufficient information. Model version tracking becomes essential when identifying whether a specific model update correlated with increased error rates. Threshold tracking reveals whether policy changes translated correctly into technical implementations.

Model Cards and Documentation Standards

The concept of model cards, first proposed in 2019 by data scientists including Margaret Mitchell and Timnit Gebru, provides a framework for documenting AI systems analogous to nutrition labels for food products. Model cards document how a model performs across use cases, data distributions, and social contexts.

For content moderation, model cards should capture intended use cases and out-of-scope applications, expected users and contexts, performance across different demographic groups, training data characteristics, known limitations, and ethical considerations.

NVIDIA has extended this concept with Model Card++, incorporating additional information about bias mitigation, explainability, privacy, safety, and security. The AI Transparency Atlas framework assigns particular weight to safety-critical disclosures: Safety Evaluation (25%), Critical Risk (20%), and Model Data (15%) together account for 60% of the total score. Research evaluating documentation practices found that while leading providers like xAI, Microsoft, and Anthropic achieve approximately 80% compliance, many smaller providers fall below 50%, with categories like Interpretability and Safety Evaluation remaining poorly documented.

Regulatory Compliance: Demonstrating Due Diligence

Meeting regulatory requirements extends beyond simply logging decisions. The DSA requires platforms to demonstrate that their moderation systems are effective and fair. This means being able to show auditors the methodology used to measure accuracy, the error rates for different content categories and user populations, and evidence that human oversight exists for consequential decisions.

The Appeals Centre Europe, certified in October 2024 as the first out-of-court dispute settlement body under the DSA, provides early evidence of how external review will function. Users pay a nominal fee of five euros (refunded if they win) while platforms pay approximately 100 euros per case. In its initial transparency report, of 1,500 disputes ruled upon, over three-quarters of platforms' original decisions were overturned. This reversal rate suggests significant room for improvement in both decision quality and documentation.

The Adversarial Tension: Transparency Versus Security

Here lies the central paradox of explainable content moderation: every detail revealed about how systems detect harmful content becomes a potential roadmap for evading detection. This tension is not theoretical; it represents a daily operational reality for platform trust and safety teams. Balancing these competing imperatives requires understanding both the nature of adversarial threats and the strategies available for managing disclosure.

The Exploitation Problem

Research has documented how bad actors can exploit AI vulnerabilities. Generative Adversarial Networks can manipulate images to appear unchanged to humans while displaying mathematical features that classifiers interpret entirely differently. Researchers have demonstrated effective adversarial techniques even against black-box networks where attackers have no specific knowledge of the model or training data.

Text-based adversarial attacks present particular challenges for short-form content moderation. Researchers have developed attacks at character, word, sentence, and multi-level perturbation units. These attacks exploit the discrete nature of text, where subtle substitutions can evade detection while remaining comprehensible to human readers. The ACM Computing Surveys published a comprehensive survey of adversarial defences and robustness in NLP, cataloguing attack methods ranging from simple character substitutions to sophisticated semantic-preserving perturbations.

Industry professionals have explicitly noted this tension. Describing AI moderation decisions in too much detail could reveal “commercially sensitive” information or provide “a way for bad actors to exploit the service.” YouTube noted that automated enforcement remains necessary due to content volume and speed, adding that it continues improving detection accuracy “especially as generative AI tools contribute to increased volumes of low-quality or misleading content.”

The Arms Race Reality

Content moderation has become an arms race between detection systems and evasion techniques. Malicious actors can intentionally manipulate content to bypass AI filters, “creating content that appears innocuous to humans but is harmful or violates policies.” Adversarial attacks can undermine AI model effectiveness, requiring constant vigilance and adaptation.

This reality shapes how platforms approach explainability. While regulators may demand detailed explanations of decision criteria, providing such explanations publicly would compromise system effectiveness. The result is a careful balancing act: offering enough transparency to satisfy legitimate oversight while maintaining sufficient opacity to preserve security.

Strategies for Managing Disclosure

Several strategies have emerged for managing this tension.

Tiered transparency provides different levels of detail to different audiences. General users might receive categorical explanations (“this content was removed for violating our hate speech policy”) while regulators receive more detailed information under confidentiality agreements. Internal governance teams access full technical details.

Delayed disclosure publishes detailed information about detection methods only after those methods have been superseded. This provides historical transparency while protecting current operations.

Aggregate reporting shares statistics about moderation performance without revealing specific detection criteria. Platforms can demonstrate error rates, appeal success rates, and category distributions without exposing exploitable details.

Adversarial testing proactively challenges moderation systems with known evasion techniques, documenting robustness without revealing techniques systems cannot yet detect.

Microsoft's approach to AI moderation in gaming illustrates principle-based governance: grounding decisions in fairness, reliability and safety, privacy and security, inclusiveness, transparency, and accountability. These principles guide development without specifying technical details that could be exploited.

Platform Practices: Lessons from the Front Lines

The practical implementation of explainability and audit trails varies significantly across major platforms, offering lessons for the broader industry.

TikTok: Automation at Scale

TikTok's transparency reports reveal the most aggressive automation in the industry. In the second half of 2024, the accuracy rate for automated moderation technologies was 99.1%. Over 96% of content removed through automated technology was taken down before receiving any views. Over 80% of violative video removals occurred through automated technology, with over 98% removed within 24 hours.

This automation intensity creates both opportunities and challenges for explainability. High automation enables consistent logging. However, research analysing TikTok's contributions to the DSA Transparency Database discovered a considerable discrepancy: TikTok's transparency report specified that 45% of non-ad content was removed automatically, whereas in the database it was 95%. Such inconsistencies undermine transparency that audit trails are meant to provide.

YouTube: The Human Review Question

YouTube faces persistent questions about human review in its moderation process. The company states that appeals are manually reviewed, yet creators have reported receiving rejection notices within minutes of submitting appeals, contradicting claims of human involvement.

YouTube's Transparency Report tracks whether removals were first flagged by automation or humans, with the majority of takedowns starting with automated flagging. In response to one terminated creator with 650,000 subscribers whose appeal was rejected in five minutes, YouTube maintained it has “not identified any widespread issues” while acknowledging “a handful” of incorrect terminations.

The introduction of a “second chances” pilot programme in October 2025, allowing some terminated creators to request new channels one year after termination, represents an acknowledgement that current appeal systems may be insufficient. This programme excludes creators terminated for copyright infringement and those who violated Creator Responsibility policies.

Meta: The Oversight Board Experiment

Meta's creation of the Oversight Board represents the most ambitious external accountability mechanism in the industry. The Board reviewed 115 cases by April 2024, finding that Meta was “twice as likely to be wrong as right” in its original decisions. The consistently high overturn rate (approximately 80% of decisions) indicates systematic gaps in moderation accuracy that internal processes failed to catch.

In 2024, Meta confirmed another round of funding, with a contribution of 30 million dollars to ensure the Board's operations through 2027. The Board officially began covering cases related to Threads in May 2024, expanding its oversight remit.

The Oversight Board Trust's establishment of Appeals Centre Europe extends this external review model beyond Meta. Now handling disputes from Facebook, TikTok, and YouTube users in the EU, its early results (three-quarters of original decisions overturned) mirror the Oversight Board's experience, suggesting industry-wide challenges with moderation accuracy.

The Human Element: Reviewers and Explanations

Explainability serves not just external stakeholders but also the human reviewers who form the last line of defence in content moderation systems. These workers must understand AI recommendations to make informed decisions, particularly for borderline cases that automated systems flag but cannot confidently resolve. The quality of explanations provided to reviewers directly affects the quality of their decisions.

Cognitive Load and Decision Support

The sheer volume of content requiring review creates cognitive challenges. When AI provides recommendations, the explanation accompanying that recommendation shapes how reviewers engage with it. Overly complex explanations may be ignored; overly simple ones may not provide sufficient context for informed decision-making.

Research on user perception of attention visualisations found that while transformer models could classify documents accurately, attention weights were not perceived as particularly helpful for explaining predictions. Crucially, this perception varied significantly depending on how attention was visualised. The implication for content moderation is clear: the same underlying explanation, presented differently, may have dramatically different effects on reviewer understanding and decision quality.

Large Language Models and Dynamic Explanation Systems

Large language models present both opportunities and challenges for explainable content moderation. Their ability to generate natural language explanations offers a new paradigm for communicating decisions to users, potentially transforming the relationship between platforms and the people whose content they moderate.

As research published in Artificial Intelligence Review has noted, LLMs have the potential to better understand contexts and nuances through pretraining on diverse sources. For content moderation, this could mean explanations that are “dynamic and interactive, including not only the reasons for violating community rules but also recommendations for modification.”

This dialogic approach could transform user experience, moving from punitive removal notices to educational interactions that promote discourse quality. An LLM-based system might not just remove content but explain specifically which phrase or image element violated guidelines and suggest alternative expressions.

However, the same capabilities that enable nuanced explanations also enable sophisticated evasion. If users can query systems about why content was removed and receive detailed responses, they can systematically probe for gaps in detection. The emergence of LLM-based moderation thus intensifies rather than resolves the transparency paradox. Platforms deploying these systems must design interaction patterns that provide genuine value to good-faith users while limiting the information extractable by adversaries.

Operational Principles for Platform Teams

For platform teams navigating the explainability imperative, several principles emerge from current research and regulatory requirements.

Design for multiple audiences. Different stakeholders need different levels of detail. Build systems that can generate tiered explanations, from simple category labels for users to detailed technical documentation for regulators under confidentiality.

Log comprehensively. Audit trails should capture the full decision pathway, not just outcomes. Include model versions, confidence scores, threshold applications, human review involvement, and appeal outcomes.

Test adversarially. Before publishing any explanation methodology, test whether that information could enable evasion. Run adversarial challenges covering known manipulation techniques.

Validate explanations empirically. Ensure that explanations actually reflect decision drivers. If attention weights do not predict behaviour changes, do not offer them as explanations.

Prepare for regulatory evolution. The DSA and AI Act represent the current state of regulation, not the final word. Build flexible systems that can accommodate additional requirements as regulatory frameworks mature.

Invest in human oversight. Automation enables scale but creates accountability gaps. Maintain meaningful human review for consequential decisions and ensure reviewers can understand and act upon AI recommendations.

Navigating the Transparency Paradox

The quest for explainable content moderation at scale represents one of the defining challenges of our digital age. Billions of daily decisions shape what humanity can see, share, and discuss online. The systems making these decisions operate at speeds and scales that preclude traditional human oversight, yet their consequences for free expression, public safety, and democratic discourse demand accountability.

The tools exist: SHAP, LIME, attention visualisation, and emerging LLM-based explanation systems offer genuine capabilities for illuminating algorithmic decision-making. The regulatory frameworks have arrived: the DSA and AI Act establish clear requirements and meaningful penalties. The platforms are adapting: transparency reports, oversight boards, and appeal centres demonstrate genuine investment in accountability.

Yet fundamental tensions remain unresolved. Every explanation risks becoming an evasion guide. Every audit trail creates computational overhead. Every transparency requirement conflicts with operational security. The organisations that navigate these tensions most effectively will shape the future of online discourse.

The glass box problem may never be fully solved. But the ongoing effort to make content moderation more explainable, auditable, and accountable represents an essential commitment to the principle that algorithmic power should be subject to human understanding and democratic oversight. For platforms, regulators, and users alike, the goal is not perfect transparency but rather transparency sufficient to enable meaningful accountability. Finding that balance, and maintaining it as technology and threats evolve, will define the character of our shared digital future.

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Tim Green UK-based Systems Theorist & Independent Technology Writer

Tim explores the intersections of artificial intelligence, decentralised cognition, and posthuman ethics. His work, published at smarterarticles.co.uk, challenges dominant narratives of technological progress while proposing interdisciplinary frameworks for collective intelligence and digital stewardship.

His writing has been featured on Ground News and shared by independent researchers across both academic and technological communities.

ORCID: 0009-0002-0156-9795 Email: tim@smarterarticles.co.uk

Is Your Job Safe From AI? Probably. Maybe. It’s Complicated.

Last year my team bought me 10 sessions with a personal trainer.

My first thought? “Huh… I guess I should take the hint.”

So I dutifully showed up and got my butt kicked by Jaylen, a very pleasant 31-year-old with a physical therapy degree who clearly enjoyed watching me suffer through lunges.

Around our fifth workout he asked me something interesting.

“Hey… have you seen some of these personal training apps? Should I be worried my job is going to disappear?”

Jaylen was about to propose to his girlfriend. Translation: he had money on his mind.

His concern was simple: AI can already build a full 40-minute workout if you just show it a picture of gym equipment. Soon maybe a bot could scream motivation into your earbuds for $9.99 a month.

I told him he was probably going to be fine.

Here’s why.

First, some people will always pay for the human touch. Having a real person pushing you through that last painful rep is very different than an app notification.

Second, he worked in Los Angeles — one of the wealthiest consumer markets in America. His clients weren’t price sensitive. They weren’t looking for the cheapest option. They were looking for the best experience.

Third, his clients skewed older. And older clients, generally speaking, still prefer humans over screens.

“That actually makes me feel better,” he said.

Even better news: a few weeks later his girlfriend said yes. He’s now engaged. AI didn’t ruin his life.

Around the same time I was doing a call-in podcast and a fifth-grade teacher asked if her job was safe.

I told her yes.

We’re going to need teachers physically present with kids for a long time. AI might help with lesson plans. It might help with grading. But AI is not going to stop 6th graders from walking out of the classroom when they feel like it.

Teaching jobs may shrink slowly because of budgets and lower enrollment as birth rates fall. But that’s gradual erosion, not overnight replacement.

This is the question I get almost daily now:

Is my job safe?

The honest answer is:

It depends.

Millions of people will continue working in their current professions for years. But roughly 44% of American jobs involve manual or repetitive tasks. Many of those roles will change or disappear.

AI is to office parks what automation was to factories in the 80s and 90s.

Lots of reports try to rank which jobs are most replaceable. Microsoft and others have published lists. But most of these analyses miss something important:

They analyze tasks.

They don’t analyze organizations.

For example:

If you work at a small, sleepy nonprofit run by people who hate change and like you personally… your job might survive simply because nobody feels like disrupting things.

Not every decision is rational. Many are political. Some are emotional. Some are just lazy.

So instead of pretending there’s a perfect formula, here are some practical risk signals.

Factors That Suggest Your Job Might Get Automated

Ask yourself honestly:

• Do you work in tech? • Are you a coder? • Do you make six figures? • Do you work for a publicly traded company? • Are you in a large department? • Do you stare at a computer all day? • Are you in customer service? • Does your title include analyst, researcher, or designer? • Are you an interpreter or translator? • Are you an administrator? • Are you in finance, law, or consulting but not a rainmaker? • Do you work in media or content production? • Are you being heavily monitored on productivity? • Does your work not directly tie to revenue? • Has your manager been acting… different? • Are you over 48? • Are you a journalist? • Could a bot realistically do 80% of your job?

If you answered yes to several of these and you’re not the decision maker, it may be time to:

• Build contingency plans • Save more aggressively • Strengthen your network • Stay professionally mobile

Personally, as a serial entrepreneur, I operate under one assumption:

Every dollar I make might be the last one unless I go earn another.

Everything is eat-what-you-kill.

A joyful way to live, right?

I joke that I eat with my back to the wall and send my team into the woods at random to build resilience.

Half joking.

Half.

Now for the more optimistic side.

Factors That Might Make Your Job More Resilient (For Now)

Some roles have structural advantages:

• Government or university jobs (less pressure to optimize) • Union jobs (harder to eliminate quickly) • Jobs involving constant human interaction • Working with children • Working with sick people • Skilled trades • Repair work • Physical labor • House calls • Animal care • Jobs requiring physical human contact • Outdoor work • Serving wealthy clients • Businesses with many small customers • Essential services people cannot live without • Being the person everyone asks about AI

Interestingly, lower-paid jobs often have more short-term protection simply because the ROI on replacing them isn’t obvious yet.

If you checked several of these boxes, congratulations. You’re probably safer in this current wave of automation.

(Yes, I said current wave.)

People love to say “the robots are next.”

Maybe.

But probably not in the next 12 months.

That said, even traditionally “safe” sectors like government, nonprofits, and healthcare face budget pressure. Healthcare especially has grown massively, but much of that funding comes from government spending.

And government spending has limits.

Eventually someone has to pay the bill.

So what should you actually do about all this?

Here’s the uncomfortable answer.

If You Want Real Security, Try To Own Something

I hesitate to say this because entrepreneurship is not for everyone.

But ownership changes everything.

One former employee once told me:

“I joined my family’s contracting business. It’s going great.”

I could hear something different in his voice.

Stability. Control. Confidence.

He wasn’t just working anymore.

He owned.

The simplest way to reduce the risk of being automated by the boss…

…is to become the boss.

Because then the only person who can fire you is you.

I know.

I wish I had easier advice.

I’ll write more soon about practical steps people can take to future-proof themselves in an AI economy.

#002326 – 11 de Outubro de 2026

O Cory Doctorow e o seu entusiasmo por uma internet pós-americana.

In Summary: * Two things I'm feeling good about this evening: 1.) My eyesight is noticeably less wonky now than it has been through most of the afternoon. I'm confident that when I wake tomorrow morning it'll be back to “my normal.” And 2.) I'm very glad that my blood pressure has finally taken a good turn. For the last 3 days it's been uncomfortably high, but today's readings (I check it 4 times per day, the bp I post here is a daily average) are much healthier.

Prayers, etc.: * I have a daily prayer regimen I try to follow throughout the day from early morning, as soon as I roll out of bed, until head hits pillow at night. Details of that regimen are linked to my link tree, which is linked to my profile page here.

Starting Ash Wednesday, 2026, I've added this daily prayer as part of the Prayer Crusade Preceding the 2026 SSPX Episcopal Consecrations.

Health Metrics: * bw= 230.71 lbs. * bp= 137/81 (63)

Exercise: * morning stretches, balance exercises, kegel pelvic floor exercises, half squats, calf raises, wall push-ups

Diet: * 06:00 – 1 banana, 2 pcs. of pizza * 08:00 – 2 chocolate cupcakes * 14:30 – 1 peanut butter sandwich * 16:45 – 1 fresh apple

Activities, Chores, etc.: * 04:30 – listen to local news talk radio * 05:30- bank accounts activity monitored * 05:50 – read, write, pray, follow news reports from various sources, surf the socials, nap, * 12:30 to 14:30 – go to retina doc to get my eyes injected * 14:55 – tuned into New York WFAN 101.9 for the Yankee's Pregame Show then the call of this afternoon's MLB game between the New York Yankees and the San Francisco Giants

Chess: * 07:35 – moved in all pending CC games

no good place you could kill yourself in dublin / no good place ye can kill yeself in dublin

it’s flat and there’s no cliffs / the luas doesn’t run that late

the buildings don’t go that high / and i don’t want to bother the street cleaners anyways

in the Bay it’s just the end stop / while it’s greater here in Éire

i can impale myself on the deteriorating ice with a hockey stick / can’t really do that much with the spire

someone spit on my hockey bag in dublin / perhaps i look too much like a fag for dublin

the high school hockey finals are on / some fucking gaelic sport i don’t care about is on

but the bodies are similar / it reminded me of the locker room

it hurt / it hurt / it hurt / it hurt