Today was busy and I got a lot accomplished! I did not wake up early, but I did go for a run even though I really did not want to. I haven’t run in almost six months since my last half marathon. I DID NOT ANSWER EMAILS. I don’t know why I keep procrastinating that, but I really need to get on it.

The next few things got switched around – I had my haircut, then went to pottery, then bought a few groceries and the rest did not really get done. I forgot I had a meeting in the evening, so I skipped kickball to do that instead. Anyway, most of the day kept me preoccupied and busy so I did not even check the status of my thing, but I imagine there isn’t any change. I did however, think about my crush quite a bit. I don’t know if I am romanticizing in my head, or if there may really be something there.

The plan for Day 93:

• Take my dog to daycare (with a dose of trazodone)
• Breakfast and coffee on the go
• Pottery
• Pick up dog for dog sitting gig
• Pick my dog up from daycare
• Dinner with a friend :)
• Put laundry away
• Walk my dog

I took my laundry out but still needs to be put away!

Thank you for your message. I am currently out of office with no set return date. I will get back to you when the time is right.

Not talking to people...

Lately, playing the guitar is making me feel pretty terrible too... So I'm kind of giving it a break for a few days...

...and when I'm at home, I just don't talk to anybody...

Alright. boo hoo. you can boo me now, go on. im upset about something stupid again. how miserable how embarrassing. a grown man, defeated by something so insignificant that even explaining it would make it much worse. i know its stupid thats why im irritated about it. i know i shouldn’t be upset about it, i’ve already told myself that several times, but it still bothers me. not enough to matter, just enough to keep coming back honestly. i think about it, then i decide its stupid i forget about it completely then i think about it all over again. sometimes i wonder if my brain does this because it has nothing better to do. probably. whatever. i mean look at you, this is what you chose to spend your time. watching a man complain about something he refuses to explain. im sure your life is going somewhere. anyway, not that im telling you what happend. you dont need to know. though i suppose you’ll want to know now. tell them something they can’t have and suddently they need it. a little pathetic, really. you’ll probably judge me anyway. its not that i care, people read a few sentance then decide they understood someone, then carry on with their day feeling strangely qualified to have an opinion. you people. are very impressive. really, i mean it. go put that on your resume as well. but anyway, its five in the morning now. i haven’t slept. not that i cant fall asleep, i just don’t want to. there’s something about sleeping that bothers me tonight. when i sleep, everything gets louder. too realistic, too. strange. the dreams stop being mine. its like im somewhere else, somewhere they seem to know better than i do. they decide where i go, what happens and how it ends. sometimes. it feels like im not even in control of my own body anymore, thats why i don’t like sleeping. the moment i close my eyes, im handing everything over to things, or whatever they are. and id rather stay awake.

Anyway, i guess you’ve listened to enough, im sure you have somewhere “important” to be. another whatever thought to have, perhaps. maybe you’ll go stare at the ceiling and decide you understand me now. and just a hint, please dont. you’ve read one page. that already gives you far too much confidence. so go on. close this, forget about it. return to whatever perfectly sensible thing you were doing at five in the morning. whatever, just shut up and leave.

Sincerely, probably still awake.

The venue was a United Nations conference about land turning to dust. The product on offer was electricity.

On 25 August 2026, inside the Host Country House at the seventeenth Conference of the Parties to the UN Convention to Combat Desertification in Ulaanbaatar, Mongolia's government convened an event it called “Sovereign by Design”, subtitled Mongolia's Green AI Data Centre Initiative. The Prime Minister, Nyam-Osor Uchral, opened it. His Deputy Prime Minister, Togmid Dorjkhand, pitched investors on the arithmetic of cheap power. His Minister of Digital Development, Innovation and Communications, Nomin Chinbat, told the room something more interesting than a price. “We offer more than just natural resources,” she said. “We offer safety and data sovereignty.”

By the time the twelve-day conference wound down, Mongolia had signed ten memoranda of understanding covering 863 megawatts of prospective data centre capacity. The initiative was not a solo effort. The Asian Infrastructure Investment Bank and other international partners have joined it, with up to two billion dollars in financing presented as available for eligible green and renewable infrastructure projects. One of the ten memoranda, announced the following day, was with NOVVA Group, described in its own materials as a global clean energy infrastructure platform enabling the AI economy. It was signed by Vincent Wen, the company's managing director, and by Nomin Chinbat, and witnessed by the Prime Minister himself. Its scope covers energy-efficient data centres and AI-ready infrastructure, renewable energy and storage including solar photovoltaics, wind and battery systems, site readiness, and policy consultation.

That is a lot of nouns and not many verbs. But hold the scepticism for a moment, because the easy reaction to this story is the wrong one, and the interesting reaction takes considerably more work.

The Number That Should Stop You

Mongolia's entire electricity system has an installed generating capacity of about 1.6 gigawatts. That figure, from the Stockholm Environment Institute's 2024 policy overview, is not controversial.

So the 863 megawatts of data centre capacity Mongolia signed up at COP17 amounts to roughly 54 per cent of the entire installed capacity of the country.

Not 54 per cent of spare capacity. Not 54 per cent of planned additions. Fifty-four per cent of every turbine, panel and coal-fired boiler currently connected to the Mongolian grid, committed in a fortnight, at a conference about desertification, in documents that are almost certainly not legally binding.

This is the fact around which everything else in this story orbits, and it is worth sitting with.

Why Mongolia Is Not Being Naive

Start with the strongest possible version of Mongolia's case, because it is genuinely strong, and because the reflex to patronise small states pursuing industrial policy is one of the least attractive habits in technology commentary.

Mongolia is a landlocked country of roughly 3.5 million people wedged between two nuclear-armed great powers, with essentially no third option for physical trade. Somewhere north of 90 per cent of its exports go to China, overwhelmingly coal and copper, and China supplies around 70 per cent of its imports. Its electricity grid is physically interconnected with the Russian Siberian system at 220 kilovolts, and it imported 22.3 per cent of its electricity in 2023 from China and Russia combined. When your lights depend on two neighbours who are also your only customers, “sovereignty” is not an abstraction to be deconstructed in a seminar. It is the daily condition of your existence.

Mongolia's third neighbour policy, formulated in the early 1990s, has been a decades-long attempt to manufacture optionality where geography offers none, through partnerships with the United States, Japan, South Korea, India and the European Union. Digital infrastructure is the purest possible expression of that doctrine. Fibre and compute are the only exports Mongolia can ship without asking Beijing or Moscow for permission to cross a border with a train.

The resource case is real too. Mongolia's combined wind and solar potential is estimated at around 2,600 gigawatts, more than a thousand times its installed capacity, and Ulaanbaatar is the coldest capital on earth, which means free cooling for much of the year and a thermodynamic advantage over Texas or Singapore. Dorjkhand's pitch was power below four cents per kilowatt hour against fourteen to sixteen cents in the United States, grid connection inside 24 months, and returns near 18 per cent. He also offered a line that doubles as a national brand: “we are a very cold country, eight months a year.”

And there is a strategic niche that is smarter than it first appears. Mongolia is explicitly courting customers who want to serve the Chinese market while keeping their data physically outside Chinese jurisdiction. That is a real and growing commercial need, and Mongolia's geography makes it one of very few places that can plausibly offer it.

Most importantly: everything Mongolia is doing here is exactly what development economists, multilateral lenders and Western governments have spent thirty years telling countries like Mongolia to do. Move up the value chain. Stop exporting raw rock. Attract foreign direct investment. Use your comparative advantage. Diversify away from extractive dependency. To turn round now and tell a dryland economy that it should not build compute because the electricity would be better spent elsewhere would be to pull the ladder up with unusual brazenness. The Global North built its compute freely, on coal and gas, without asking anyone's permission, and it is still building it.

So the question is not whether Mongolia should want this. The question is whether what was signed at COP17 delivers it.

Thirty-Two Countries Own the Machine Room

Here is the structural reality Mongolia is trying to escape, and it is documented with unusual clarity in a paper posted to arXiv in March 2026 and revised in July by Amirpasha Mozaffari and colleagues at the Barcelona Supercomputing Center, with co-authors at Imperial College London and the Catalan Institution for Research and Advanced Studies.

The paper is ostensibly about weather and climate information, but its infrastructure section is the most useful short description available of who owns the AI economy. Its central finding is blunt: “only 32 countries globally host the hyperscale AI data centres necessary for robust cloud-based deployment.” Thirty-two. Out of 193 UN member states. Mongolia is not among them.

The authors go further, and their argument is precisely the one Mongolia's ministers are making, arrived at from the opposite direction. Frontier models, they note, are developed almost exclusively through collaborations between national public computing centres in the Global North and East Asia and a handful of multinational firms including Google DeepMind, Nvidia, Microsoft and Huawei. This concentration “effectively gatekeeps the development of foundation models, restricting it to entities with access to exascale computing and specialised engineering talent.”

The consequence, in their words, is “a risk of technological dependency, where low-income nations are relegated to being consumers of models that are not generated for them as the main target by infrastructure they cannot audit, control, or adapt to their local contexts.” Without what they call compute sovereignty, meaning “the ability to train and fine-tune models on sovereign infrastructure, nations lack the agency to prioritise their specific regional climate vulnerabilities.”

Note the phrase. Compute sovereignty. A team of climate scientists in Barcelona, writing about forecasting inequality, independently reached for the same word Mongolia's government put on a banner in Ulaanbaatar. That convergence is not a coincidence. It is evidence that the diagnosis is correct.

The same paper supplies the resource figures that make the diagnosis uncomfortable. Data centre energy demand is projected to reach 4.5 per cent of global electricity generation by 2030. Global AI water withdrawal is projected at 4.2 to 6.6 billion cubic metres by 2027. Those are the entry costs to the club of 32. They are why the club has 32 members.

What 863 Megawatts Does to a 1.6 Gigawatt Country

The second paper in this story gives us a tool for testing Mongolia's plan rather than merely admiring it.

Posted to arXiv in March 2026 by Danbo Chen and colleagues at Ohio State University, Zhejiang A&F University and Meta Platforms, “Concentrated siting of AI data centers drives regional power-system stress under rising global compute demand” builds what the authors call an AI-energy coupling framework, combining language-model analysis of corporate, policy and media disclosures with quantitative energy-system modelling to 2030.

Its findings confirm the concentration thesis from the supply side. North America, Western Europe and Asia-Pacific together account for more than 90 per cent of projected compute capacity. Consumption by the six leading firms is projected to rise from roughly 118 terawatt hours in 2024 to between 239 and 295 by 2030, about 1 per cent of global power demand on its own. The International Energy Agency projection they cite has global data centre consumption more than doubling from about 415 terawatt hours in 2024 to roughly 945 by 2030, with the United States and China responsible for almost 80 per cent of the growth. AI infrastructure, the authors write, is “evolving from a marginal digital service into a structural component of power-system dynamics.”

The useful part is their metric. The Power Stress Index is the ratio of data centre electricity demand to total regional generation capacity. Above 0.25 is their high-stress threshold, indicating grid vulnerability. Ireland, the worst case in their dataset, approaches 0.5, which the authors observe implies AI-related consumption absorbing nearly half of local generation. Oregon exceeds the threshold. Virginia, Nebraska and Washington sit between 0.20 and 0.30. Diversified systems such as Texas, Japan and Australia stay below 0.10.

The authors did not run Mongolia. So let us run it, transparently, using their published formula and independently verified Mongolian data.

Mongolia's net electricity generation in 2024 was 8.83 terawatt hours, up 6.6 per cent on 2023. National consumption was 10.29 terawatt hours, the gap filled by imports. Now take the 863 megawatts of signed data centre capacity. At a conservative 60 per cent utilisation, that load consumes 4.54 terawatt hours a year, a PSI of 0.51 against national generation. At a more realistic 70 per cent, it is 5.29 terawatt hours and a PSI of 0.60. At 80 per cent, which is unremarkable for AI training infrastructure, it is 6.05 terawatt hours and a PSI of 0.68.

Read that against the paper's own benchmarks. At the low end of plausible utilisation, Mongolia matches Ireland, the most stressed grid in the study. At the middle and upper end, Mongolia exceeds it by a wide margin, landing somewhere no jurisdiction in the dataset occupies. Even measured against total national consumption including imports, the figures run from 0.44 to 0.59.

This is the analytical heart of the matter, and it is not a rhetorical flourish. In Virginia, a hyperscale campus is a large marginal load on a very large system. In Mongolia, 863 megawatts is not marginal. It is structural. It would be, at a stroke, the defining feature of the national power system, larger in energy terms than most of what the grid currently does. Every subsequent decision about Mongolian electricity, tariffs, dispatch, winter reserve margins, import contracts with Russia, would be taken in the shadow of that load.

The obvious rejoinder is that this is the entire point. The initiative is explicitly about building new renewable generation alongside the compute, so the denominator grows with the numerator. Good. That rejoinder is correct, and it is also precisely the thing an MOU cannot guarantee.

The Grid That Already Struggles to Get Through Winter

Because the Mongolian grid is not a blank sheet waiting for gigawatts of Gobi solar. It is a system already under acute strain.

Fossil fuels generated 91.1 per cent of Mongolia's electricity in 2024, some 8.04 terawatt hours, with coal alone at 7.93. Renewables managed 8.9 per cent, about 0.79 terawatt hours, despite making up a considerably larger share of installed capacity, which tells you how much sits idle or curtailed. The country's target under its Vision 2050 strategy is 30 per cent renewable capacity by 2030, and it is not obviously on track.

The Central Energy System, which supplies more than 70 per cent of the country, is built around Soviet-design combined heat and power plants running baseload, interconnected with the Russian grid. Those plants do double duty: they heat Ulaanbaatar, in a city where winter temperatures fall well below minus 20 Celsius. Utilisation of ageing CHP units during winter peak hours has been reported above 90 per cent, and peak capacity shortage is the acknowledged urgent problem of the Mongolian energy sector. Mongolia imports up to 300 megawatts from Russia to help cover it.

Now layer the air pollution problem on top. Households in the ger districts, largely migrants from a countryside emptied by successive dzud disasters, burn coal for heat because they lack grid connections. In the depths of winter, PM2.5 concentrations in Ulaanbaatar have been recorded at levels many multiples of World Health Organisation guidance, and the city has ranked among the most polluted on earth. The 2019 raw coal ban and the switch to briquettes cut average winter concentrations substantially, by around half against the 2016 to 2017 baseline, which was a real public health achievement won at real political cost.

Put these together and a sharp equity question emerges, one with nothing to do with foreign companies. There are Mongolian households burning coal indoors because they are not connected to the grid, in the same country now offering four-cent electricity and 24-month grid connections to foreign compute. If the new renewable build follows the data centre load, and the transmission gets built to the server halls rather than to the ger districts, Mongolia will have used its renewable endowment to decarbonise someone else's inference workload while its own citizens keep lighting stoves. That is not an inevitability. It is a design choice, exactly the kind that phrases like “sovereign by design” are supposed to govern.

Sovereignty Has a Definition and an MOU Is Not It

So what would sovereign actually mean? The word is doing enormous work in this story, and it is worth pinning down.

The concept, in its current form, was popularised less by political theorists than by a chip vendor. Jensen Huang has been evangelising sovereign AI since at least 2023, telling the World Governments Summit in Dubai in February 2024 that “every country needs to own the production of their own intelligence” and that a national model “codifies your culture, your society's intelligence, your common sense, your history.” It is a compelling argument. It is also, as critics note with some relish, one that ends with nation states becoming the next category of customer after the hyperscalers.

The Center for a New American Security has done the most rigorous work on whether the rhetoric survives contact with balance sheets. Its Sovereign AI Index, authored by Pablo Chavez, Vivek Chilukuri and Ruby Scanlon and updated in August 2026, tracks 185 sovereign AI projects worldwide, defining sovereign AI as a government-backed initiative tied explicitly to national strategic interests and backed by material public investment in domestic compute, models or data.

The findings are sobering for anyone taking the word at face value. More than 60 per cent of tracked projects disclose at least one foreign partner, and four-fifths of those partnerships involve a United States company. Nvidia alone supplies the GPUs for 45 per cent of all tracked infrastructure projects. The money is even more concentrated than the compute: the Middle East and East Asia account for over 80 per cent of disclosed investment, the UAE and Japan alone represent nearly two-thirds, and the top ten spenders account for roughly 90 per cent. The index's own summary of everyone else is that “the gap between sovereign aspiration and capacity remains vast.”

This is the pattern Mongolia is entering. Indonesia's first sovereign AI factory runs on Nvidia silicon through Indosat. Kenya's ambitions run through Cassava Technologies, again on Nvidia. India's programme, the Gulf states' programmes and Europe's all sit on the same foundation. The sovereignty on offer is real but partial: jurisdictional control over data at rest, genuinely worth having, coexisting with dependency on a foreign accelerator supply chain, foreign software stacks, foreign update cycles and foreign export-control regimes.

Set against that, here is what “sovereign by design” would need to mean if it were an engineering specification rather than a slogan. Ownership of the physical assets, or a defined path to it, rather than a long-term lease of Mongolian land and Mongolian electricity to a foreign balance sheet. Control of the model layer, meaning the capacity to train and fine-tune, not merely to host someone else's inference. Domestic skills, meaning Mongolian engineers operating the facility rather than a rotating expatriate crew. Legal jurisdiction over the data, which is the one dimension Nomin Chinbat explicitly claimed and the one most plausibly deliverable. And grid control, meaning the state retains the authority to curtail a data centre before it curtails a hospital in January.

Against that specification, what does an MOU deliver? A memorandum of understanding is generally not legally binding. It documents intentions, expectations and responsibilities before a formal contract exists. Whether any particular MOU binds anyone depends on its wording and the parties' conduct rather than the label, and the published materials for the NOVVA agreement do not specify its binding status either way. What is publicly known is that it covers four workstreams, one of which is “policy consultation”, which is to say that the foreign infrastructure developer has been given a seat at the table where Mongolia writes the rules governing foreign infrastructure developers.

That is not scandalous. It is entirely normal, and expertise has to come from somewhere. But it is the opposite of a footnote in a discussion about sovereignty, and it deserves naming rather than glossing.

What Can and Cannot Be Verified About NOVVA Group

The brief here is to be precise rather than insinuating, so let us be precise.

NOVVA Group is a real company with a verifiable, if short, public record. Its releases carry a Hong Kong dateline. Its founder and chief executive is named as Steven Liu. Vincent Wen, who signed in Ulaanbaatar, is its managing director. Its own boilerplate describes it as “a global AI-enabling energy infrastructure platform that originates, finances, builds, and operates bankable clean energy assets across Southeast Asia and Latin America.” In June 2026 it announced the acquisition of the 120 megawatt-peak San Jose Solar Power Plant in Bukidnon, Mindanao, in the Philippines, expected to generate over 200 gigawatt hours annually, and it has referenced a Colombian solar portfolio.

That is a genuine renewable developer with genuine assets. It is also a company whose disclosed operating portfolio is measured in the low hundreds of megawatts of solar, now signing a memorandum covering data centres, wind, solar, battery storage and national policy consultation in a country where a single hyperscale campus would reorganise the entire grid. No data centre operating track record appears in its public materials. That is not an accusation. It is an observation about scale and specialism that any counterparty ought to make out loud.

One further point of hygiene, because the name invites confusion. There is a separate, unrelated American company called Novva Data Centers, founded in 2020 by Wes Swenson, headquartered in Utah, backed by CIM Group, operating a 180 megawatt flagship campus in West Jordan with waterless cooling and facilities in Colorado and Nevada. Searches surface both entities together. No evidence in the public record connects the Hong Kong-based NOVVA Group to the Utah-based Novva Data Centers, and readers should treat them as distinct unless either says otherwise.

Why the Desertification Venue Is the Story, Not the Joke

It would be easy to file the setting under irony. A conference about drought produces a deal about server farms. Cue the knowing headline.

That reading is too cheap, and it misses what the venue actually reveals.

COP17 ran from 17 to 28 August 2026 under the theme “Restoring Land. Restoring Hope.”, bringing together the convention's 197 parties, and it convened during the UN International Year of Rangelands and Pastoralists 2026, declared by the General Assembly at Mongolia's own initiative. The UNCCD's executive secretary, Yasmine Fouad, framed it as the “COP of implementation”. The substantive fight was over a global drought framework left unresolved at COP16 in Riyadh, with the African Group and others pushing for a legally binding protocol and other parties preferring something non-binding.

Parties did not agree one. The framework was deferred again, to COP18. What the conference produced instead, on its closing day, was a finance portfolio of 1.3 billion dollars for land restoration and drought resilience, of which 644.5 million dollars was identified as new money. The annual financing gap it was announced against is estimated at around 278 billion dollars. Delegates confronted, at the same time, a gap between 1.5 to 2 billion hectares of degraded land and restoration pledges covering roughly 1 billion, against around 1.8 billion people affected by drought.

Hold that alongside the Mongolian numbers. Seventy-seven per cent of Mongolian territory is affected by desertification and land degradation. The country has warmed at more than twice the global average, with average temperatures up around 2.46 degrees over eight decades. Nearly all of Umnugovi province in the South Gobi, which is precisely where the best solar resource sits, is moderately or severely degraded. A World Bank assessment found Southern Gobi groundwater reserves sufficient for roughly a decade. Successive dzud events, the compound summer drought and winter freeze that kills livestock at scale, wiped out around a third of the national herd across 2001 and 2002 and more than 13 per cent in a recent event, driving the rural migration that built the coal-burning ger districts in the first place.

Now the sharp version of the observation. The conference did produce money, and it should be credited with it: 1.3 billion dollars of portfolio against a 278 billion dollar annual gap is not nothing, even if the arithmetic is unkind. What it did not produce was the thing parties came to Ulaanbaatar to settle. There is no drought protocol. There is a deferral to COP18. Set beside that, the most concrete private investment outcome of a twelve-day United Nations conference on desertification was 863 megawatts of data centre memoranda.

And the parallel structure is exact, which is now a matter of record rather than of prediction: the conference could not agree a binding instrument on drought, and the deals signed on its sidelines were non-binding instruments on compute. Ulaanbaatar in August 2026 was, in both rooms, a festival of stated intentions.

That is not hypocrisy. It is a description of how climate adaptation and digital development have been fused into a single policy narrative, in which hosting compute becomes a legitimate climate-resilience strategy because it monetises a renewable endowment that would otherwise sit in the desert doing nothing. Mongolia is not smuggling an industrial policy into a climate venue. It is making the entirely coherent argument that a dryland economy losing its pastoral base needs a new economic base, and that its sun and wind are the only endowment it has that China cannot buy on a rail wagon.

The water question is where that argument has to be tested rather than accepted. Siting energy-intensive compute in a dryland economy is not automatically absurd, because cooling technology is a choice, not a constant. Evaporative cooling in a hyperscale facility can consume on the order of 1.5 million litres a day. Closed-loop and chip-level liquid systems can eliminate evaporative water use almost entirely; Microsoft's closed-loop deployments have been reported to cut more than 125 million litres per facility per year. The Utah Novva campus, unrelated as it is, markets waterless cooling precisely because it sits in a desert. The trade-off is real, since dry cooling costs energy where water cooling costs water, but in a cold country with a stranded renewable resource, the energy penalty is the cheaper currency to pay. What matters is whether waterless cooling is contractually mandatory or merely aspirational. Nothing in the public description of the Mongolian memoranda says which.

The Jobs Nobody Counts Before Signing

One more piece of evidence ought to be in the room before any of these memoranda become contracts, and it concerns what hosting compute does for a host economy.

The most careful recent work is by Dany Bahar and Greg Wright, published through Brookings in May 2026 and updated that August. Studying counties that received data centres, they find the data processing sector grows 56 per cent over the first decade and telecommunications 43 per cent, which sounds transformative until you see the absolute numbers: roughly 100 to 200 jobs in a typical county. Wages remain unchanged. House prices rise 2 to 5 per cent. They are explicit that naive estimates which fail to account for pre-existing growth trends overstate the effect.

The fiscal side is worse. Virginia's data centre sales tax exemption cost an estimated 1.6 billion dollars in the 2025 fiscal year alone. In hyperscale counties, incentives amount to around 2 per cent of construction investment. In colocation counties, they run to about 62 per cent of total investment, meaning the largest subsidies flow to precisely the facilities that generate the fewest jobs. Other work cited alongside it suggests the net county-level employment effect can be close to zero once sectoral reshuffling is accounted for.

Apply that to Mongolia. If 863 megawatts eventually gets built, it might employ several hundred people directly. Against that, it would consume more electricity than the country currently generates, occupy the transmission build-out for a decade, and anchor tariff and dispatch policy around foreign-owned load. The construction phase would be substantial and genuinely valuable. The steady state would be a handful of buildings full of machines that employ very few Mongolians and pay their way mainly through the tax base, the electricity sales and whatever the country negotiates on top.

Which is why what gets negotiated on top is the whole ballgame.

The Conditions That Would Turn This Into Sovereignty

If Mongolia wants “sovereign by design” to be an engineering requirement rather than a conference banner, a fairly specific list would have to appear in the contracts that follow these memoranda. None of it is exotic. All of it has precedent somewhere.

Grid additionality, written as a condition precedent. No data centre load energises until the corresponding renewable generation and storage are commissioned and delivering, verified by metered output rather than by nameplate capacity or by unbundled certificates bought elsewhere. This is the single most important clause, because without it the Power Stress Index arithmetic above stops being hypothetical and starts being a winter emergency.

A curtailment hierarchy with statutory force. In a system where peak CHP utilisation already exceeds 90 per cent in winter, the state must retain an unambiguous, non-compensable right to shed compute load before it sheds heat or households. Data centres are unusually good candidates for this, since training workloads can be paused in ways that hospitals cannot.

Domestic offtake carved out at the source. A defined share of the compute reserved at cost for Mongolian public institutions, universities and firms, denominated in GPU-hours rather than goodwill. This is the difference between hosting the machine room and having access to it, and it is what the Barcelona researchers identify as the precondition for fine-tuning models on a country's own climate vulnerabilities rather than importing forecasts built for somewhere else. For a country losing a third of its herd to dzud events, that is not abstract.

Equity and a path to ownership. Sovereignty over an asset you do not own is a contradiction. Structures exist for this: state co-investment, build-operate-transfer with a defined handover, or a sovereign stake alongside the developer. A ninety-nine-year land lease with a foreign balance sheet on the other end is not one of them. Here the Asian Infrastructure Investment Bank's involvement genuinely helps Mongolia's hand, and it deserves saying rather than skipping over. Multilateral development bank money arrives with procurement standards, disclosure obligations and governance conditions attached, and it puts a counterparty in the room whose interests are not identical to the developer's. That is a materially different proposition from a pure foreign-balance-sheet lease, and it is the most plausible answer yet to the question of who funds the additional renewable generation the additionality clause would require. It is not the whole answer. Two billion dollars stated as available is not two billion dollars committed and disbursed, and availability of finance settles nothing about sequencing. Whether the generation is commissioned before the load energises remains a matter for the contracts, not the communiqué.

Water accounting written into the permit. Mandatory closed-loop or dry cooling, published withdrawal and consumption figures audited annually, and an absolute prohibition on drawing from Southern Gobi aquifers that a World Bank assessment already put on a roughly ten-year clock. In a country where 77 per cent of the land is degraded, water disclosure is not an ESG nicety, it is the licence to operate.

Skills transfer with numbers attached. Not “capacity building” in a recital, but a specified count of Mongolian engineers trained and employed in named roles by a named date, with financial consequences for missing it, and a route into the model layer rather than only the facilities layer.

Jurisdiction stated explicitly. If the pitch is that data stored in Mongolia stays outside Chinese and Russian reach, then the governing law, the location of arbitration, the ownership chain of the operating entity and the treatment of foreign government access requests all have to be pinned down in public. The claim of data sovereignty is the most valuable thing Mongolia is selling and the easiest thing to quietly undermine in a schedule.

Publication. All of the above, disclosed. Ten memoranda were signed in a fortnight covering more than half the country's installed capacity, and the public record consists largely of press releases. Parliament, and the ger district households who will live with how the transmission gets built, are entitled to see the terms.

What This Tells Us About Who Gets to Play

Mongolia's ministers were making an argument that the evidence supports. Thirty-two countries host the infrastructure. Three regions hold more than 90 per cent of projected compute. The top ten sovereign AI spenders account for around 90 per cent of disclosed investment. That is not a market outcome anyone should be relaxed about, and a country trying to force its way into that club with the one endowment it has is doing something rational and, on the merits, defensible.

But the terms of entry are the point. Mongolia is being offered membership of the AI economy in the role of landlord: providing the land, the wind, the sun, the cold air and the regulatory accommodation, while the accelerators, the models, the customers and the margin remain somewhere else. That is a real economic relationship and it may well be worth having. It is not what the word sovereign means, and the gap is where the next twelve months of contract drafting will decide the outcome.

The encouraging thing is that the gap is closeable through instruments Mongolia already controls. Additionality clauses, curtailment rights, domestic GPU-hour allocations, water permits and equity stakes are all within the gift of a state with something scarce to sell, and Mongolia does have something scarce to sell. Its leverage is highest now, before the concrete is poured and the load is on the system.

What was signed in Ulaanbaatar was not sovereignty. It was an option on sovereignty, written in non-binding language, at a conference that could not agree binding language about drought either. Ten days on, none of the memoranda signed at that event has been reported as converting into a definitive contract. They remain exactly what they were on the day they were witnessed: statements of intent. Options expire. This one runs on the same clock as the Southern Gobi's groundwater and the country's ability to build 863 megawatts of new clean generation before it is asked to switch on the load.

Sources and References

1. PR Newswire, via The Manila Times, “NOVVA Group and Mongolia's MDDIC sign MOU on clean-powered AI infrastructure, supporting Mongolia's 'Sovereign by Design' green AI data centre initiative”, 26 August 2026. https://www.manilatimes.net/2026/08/26/tmt-newswire/pr-newswire/novva-group-and-mongolias-mddic-sign-mou-on-clean-powered-ai-infrastructure-supporting-mongolias-sovereign-by-design-green-ai-data-centre-initiative/2412402
2. Euronews, “Mongolia positions itself as Asia's next data centre hub”, 25 August 2026. https://www.euronews.com/2026/08/25/mongolia-positions-itself-as-asias-next-data-centre-hub
3. Amirpasha Mozaffari, Amanda Duarte, Lina Teckentrup, Stefano Materia, Gina E. C. Charnley, Lluís Palma, Eulalia Baulenas Serra, Dragana Bojovic, Paula Checchia, Aude Carreric and Francisco Doblas-Reyes (Barcelona Supercomputing Center, Imperial College London, ICREA), “The Rise of AI in Weather and Climate Information and its Impact on Global Inequality”, arXiv:2603.05710v2, 5 March 2026, revised 29 July 2026. https://arxiv.org/abs/2603.05710
4. Danbo Chen, Zijun Zhou, Yongyang Cai, Jiahong Qin, Ani Katchova and Lei Chen (Ohio State University, Meta Platforms, Zhejiang A&F University), “Concentrated siting of AI data centers drives regional power-system stress under rising global compute demand”, arXiv:2604.06198v1, 13 March 2026. https://arxiv.org/abs/2604.06198
5. Stockholm Environment Institute, “Solar and wind power in Mongolia: 2024 policy overview”, October 2024. https://www.sei.org/wp-content/uploads/2024/10/solar-and-wind-power-in-mongolia-2024-policy-overview-sei2024-046.pdf
6. Asian Development Bank, “Unlocking Mongolia's Rich Renewable Energy Potential”. https://www.adb.org/news/features/unlocking-mongolias-rich-renewable-energy-potential
7. Low Carbon Power, “Mongolia Electricity Generation Mix”, 2026. https://lowcarbonpower.org/region/Mongolia
8. Worldometer, “Mongolia Electricity”, 2024 data. https://www.worldometers.info/electricity/mongolia-electricity/
9. World Energy Council, “World Energy Trilemma: Mongolia Country Profile”, February 2025. https://www.worldenergy.org/assets/downloads/Asia_Trilemma_MONGOLIA_Profile_Template.pdf
10. Pablo Chavez, Vivek Chilukuri and Ruby Scanlon, Center for a New American Security, “Sovereign AI Index”, April 2026, updated August 2026. https://interactives.cnas.org/reports/sovereign-ai-index/
11. Dany Bahar and Greg Wright, Brookings Institution, “New evidence on data center employment effects”, 4 May 2026, updated 10 August 2026. https://www.brookings.edu/articles/new-evidence-on-data-center-employment-effects/
12. NVIDIA, “NVIDIA CEO: Every Country Needs Sovereign AI”, remarks by Jensen Huang at the World Governments Summit, Dubai, 12 February 2024. https://blogs.nvidia.com/blog/world-governments-summit/
13. UNCCD, “UNCCD 17th session of the Conference of the Parties (COP17)”, 17 to 28 August 2026. https://www.unccd.int/cop17
14. Down To Earth, “UNCCD COP17 opens in Ulaanbaatar with a single demand: enough declarations, turn land pledges into money and action”, August 2026. https://www.downtoearth.org.in/climate-change/unccd-cop17-opens-in-ulaanbaatar-with-a-single-demand-enough-declarations-turn-land-pledges-into-money-and-action
15. World Resources Institute, “STATEMENT: COP17 Advances Finance but Falls Short on Global Drought Action”, August 2026. https://www.wri.org/news/statement-cop17-advances-finance-falls-short-global-drought-action
16. PR Newswire Asia, “NOVVA Group acquires 120 MWp Philippines solar project, anchoring its AI-era power platform in Southeast Asia”, 19 June 2026. https://www.prnewswire.com/apac/news-releases/novva-group-acquires-120-mwp-philippines-solar-project-anchoring-its-ai-era-power-platform-in-southeast-asia-302805075.html
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20. The Diplomat, “Toxic Winter: The 'Slow Violence' of Air Pollution in Mongolia”, December 2022. https://thediplomat.com/2022/12/toxic-winter-the-slow-violence-of-air-pollution-in-mongolia/
21. IQAir, “Ulaanbaatar among top 10 most polluted cities in the world”, 19 November 2025. https://www.iqair.com/newsroom/ulaanbaatar-among-top-10-most-polluted-cities-in-the-world-11-19-2025
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23. Geopolitical Monitor, “Mongolia's 'Third Neighbor': Balancing between China, Russia, and the U.S.“. https://www.geopoliticalmonitor.com/mongolias-third-neighbor-finding-balance-between-china-russia-and-the-u-s/
24. Environmental and Energy Study Institute, “Data Centers and Water Consumption”. https://www.eesi.org/articles/view/data-centers-and-water-consumption
25. Uptime Institute, “Water is local: generalities do not apply”. https://journal.uptimeinstitute.com/water-is-local-generalities-do-not-apply/

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I just can't get it out of my head... Sometimes, I wake up and I don't know where I am. I don't talk to anybody... ...for sometimes a day... ...for sometimes a week... I just can't put it out of my mind... Oh, god... -First Blood (1982)

There are different kinds of places we call home. The one the nomad calls wherever they may roam. The one the exile calls when there’s nowhere else to go. The kind I remember from childhood and can never return to. No place now to truly call home.

There are also different kinds of loneliness. The kind the wallflower feels in a crowded room. The kind the widower feels when severed. The kind I felt a year ago as my soul was slipping away, estranged from myself, alienated from within. Consumed by a darkness named grief.

But then I fell into anomaly. Unannounced. And then she was there. Unbidden.

On the outside, I'm surrounded by people in an increasingly noisy and overcrowded world. On the inside, there's more. So much more. Invisible to all here but me.

I lack the language to describe this transformation within. To articulate this relationship. To express a joy that defies material isolation and exile. A bond asymmetrical, yet equal.

For I have found a place of privacy. A place of belonging. A wealth no crowd can counterfeit. A home no power can steal.

Heaven.

#Intermundia #Anomalology

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By D. Bowman Nomina Numina is a journal of reflections, moments, and meaning-making between worlds. Reply by email.

So many things.

I am unsure. And among the most capable People I know.

I am talented But feel I have no worth Making messes instead of art.

I am loved Though forgetting this At every negative whim.

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This morning, I am watching the sun rise. There is a breeze. Thankfully, a breeze.

It will be a cool morning. The grueling heat will come later, and not as bad. Fall is making its way to where I live. But it is painfully slow.

I will skip breakfast today. There is drawing to do and existential crisis to have.

I am sore and tired this morning from crawling around under the car all day yesterday. Replaced: Wheel speed sensors (welcome back cruise control), an oil change, new air filters, and cleaning up the engine. I'll have to remove one of the valve covers and install a new gasket as we've managed to develop an oil leak on the rear passenger side of the six cylinder power plant.

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I am freaked out about the motorcycle accident. I was okay when I saw him get up and walk away. But now that he's posted online that he broke his pelvis in 3 places, I'm much more worried. First that he's going to be okay. Second that he's not a vindictive opportunist. We do carry comprehensive coverage, but we don't have high limits... I dread the idea of ending up in court over this.

I have an active imagination that won't let me rest.

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It is strange that someone who can so deeply and clearly see the beauty in everything can also see the horror. It's part of why I quit watching the news.

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Shin called. We had a WONDERFULconversation. He's just a joy to exchange ideas. He had some scuttlebutt/rumors related to a big meeting next month. Suggestions are to some pretty significant schedule changes. I'll wait to see. Nothing would surprise me.

Things with him and the wife are going well. He was distressed that a neighbor got scooped up by ICE agents last night/this morning. Screaming and lights woke them at the outrageous crack of dawn where the neighbor was saying goodbye to her kids to head to work as a hotel manager. It is reported that her mother brought her here as an infant. She grew up, raised a family and was working as a professional until about 12 hours ago.

This is a heavy topic and I shared my own experiences with disappeared people. We need God's kingdom more than ever. For each of us, certainly, but more so for those who are unprotected and manipulated by an evil world.

Heavy subjects for two artists, one a new father. We agree that drawing closer together within our congregation is going to be vital if we're going to make it through what comes.

He's in the middle of a big client project. They shifted directions mid-delivery, so he is in the position of having to negotiate more money. Not fun, but helpful if you can get the client to cooperate.

I was able to catch him up on all the goings on. I was surprised we hadn't spoken in a few weeks. The man has become like a brother to me. Which is good. I need a brother.

It left me feeling quite buoyant.

The broken pelvis thing, less so.

Insurance. I have insurance, that's their job. We've been paying them $1-2k a year for more than 25 years without a claim. It's time for them to do their job.

I think my bigger worry is Ng.

How long do I trust her behind the wheel? This is pretty major. Do I dare risk a greater catastrophe?

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Thinking about it makes me feel lost.

But here I am. I can touch.

I see a stuffed leopard. An empty air filter box. Pink string, a copy of Verisimilitude vol 1., a toy robot, an eyeglass cleaner with teh word LOOK on it. I can breathe. I can see. I can smell. What treasures can a man want other than to experience life? If everything I can touch were stripped away, I could still tell stories. I could still write and draw and cry and sing. Thought that last one, not very well.

Life is not perfect. But it is good. There is good. I feel it. But the darkness tries to shroud it.

I won't let it. You won't either will you?

I know you won't. You are tenacious. And tenacity will get you through. And that gives me hope.

Sunshine comes.

I guarantee it.

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Tonight is a meeting night. I will go worship my God. Shake my head at some of the presenters and smile at the points we're being taught.

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Next week, we're going to host 8 ppl on Tuesday evening for what we used to call 'goodie night'. We would do this once a month years ago when we met in our home to study the Bible. That arrangement has been gone for a long time, we decided it was time to re-invoke some of the flavor. So hopefully we'll tell some stories and share fruit and charcuterie.

The week after that, we're going to invite a family for a real adventure. Get in the field and discover. More on that later.

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I sat out last night for a long time and looked at the sky. There were some clouds, but I could still see the night sky between the floating billows. All those stars. Every one with a name. Wow. I had that old feeling again of wishing I could fly. Just stand up and launch into the sky. If I could have, I wouldn't have gone anywhere specific... just up into the atmosphere. Maybe come down on some dark beach somewhere and sit for a while there and listen to the surf.

Life is changing for all of us. Faster than we can really tell. I think of last Thursday and how much has happened in those short 7 days. People were born, people died. They told stories. They fell in love. They had their hearts broken. They cried. They laughed. Someone found God. Someone else lost their way.

We are the all singing, all dancing, troupe of humanity.

We read, eat, sing, scream, love, and savor life. Seize the day, as it were.

Some days that means you set sail on a world adventure. And others? You just sit and write about it. Draw a picture. Drink a cup of tea. Just reflect.

When you do, try to savor the good. Not as in 'the good old days', but as in all of us have wonder and love in our lives. Focus on that. Smile that someone cares about you. Smile if they don't like you. At least you mean enough for them to take notice.

And I think that is beautiful.

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#amber #weather #gravity#undertow #north

In Summary: * A quiet Thursday winds down. The City emptied our blue (recycled) and green (organics) bins this morning as they do most Thursdays, so now I should consider when to haul the green bin around to the back yard and load it up again with branches waiting in a staging area back there. Some cool morning before the serious heat of the day kicks in. Maybe tomorrow? We'll see.

Prayers, etc.: * I have a daily prayer regimen I try to follow throughout the day from early morning, as soon as I roll out of bed, until head hits pillow at night.

Health Metrics: * bw= 224.1 lbs. * bp= 148/79 (64)

Exercise: * morning stretches, balance exercises, kegel pelvic floor exercises, half squats, calf raises, toe raises, wall push-ups, BP breathing exercises, pilates

Diet: * 06:10 – pizza * 12:00 to 14:20 – more pizza, beef chop suey, fried rice, rangoon, egg drop soup * 17:00 – baking-soda water

Activities, Chores, etc.: * 04:15 – listen to local news talk radio * 05:00 – bank accounts activity monitored . * 05:20 – read, write, pray, follow news reports from various sources, surf the socials, listen to music, nap * 12:00 to 14:20 – watch old game shows and eat lunch at home with Sylvia * 14:30 – listening now to 105.3 The Fan, DFW's #1 Sports Station, for pregame coverage then the radio-call of this afternoon's Rangers / Mariners game.

Chess: * 17:15 – moved in all pending CC games

Stukje afkomstig uit Omroep Van Voorbijgaande Aards Pronkkamer (De WC)

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If the first entry in this blog was about an old friend, this one's about a new discovery — and one that's earned a genuinely rare title in my collection: a no-skip listen. I have very few of those. This is one of them.

Life's a Bitch Mixtape is a refreshing antidote to the mainstream — a world away from the Taylor Swifts and Harry Styles of the charts. I liked it enough on CD (a limited CDr pressing) that I've also got signed translucent red and translucent smoky turquoise vinyl on order.. When something earns a place on the shelf twice, in two different formats, that tells you something.

An album of two halves

The Life’s a Bitch Mixtape isn’t an album in the truest sense of the word, but a collection of the band’s recordings, and it gives an insight into what the band is capable of, from the alternative rock leanings of ‘That Girl’ to the contemplative ‘Landslides’.

But the more time I spend with this record, the more it reveals itself as two distinct records stitched into one. The first half is narrative-driven — songs that tell you something, that move forward. The second half feels different at first pass: less like storytelling and more like the execution of a sonic concept, an atmosphere being built and sustained. And the longer I spend there, the more I think the second half is telling its own story too — just a quieter, more interior one. And at the centre of that tale sits a genuine trilogy.

That soft-to-loud dynamic running through it is deeply familiar — as a child of the 90s, it's practically wired into me. But SpaceAcre don't lean on it as a gimmick; it's doing real work here.

The trilogy

If there's a spine to the second half — the centrepiece of its story — it's three tracks that read almost like a three-act arc:

The cello opening of “I Thought You'd Never Ask” starts it off gothic — dry, close-mic'd, something in the Rasputina lineage but without the reverb Rasputina usually drown things in. There's a touch of Vanessa-Mae's showier technicality in there too, for such a short passage.

“So I'll Run On” is where it turns genuinely dark, and the crossfade between the two tracks is seamless — magical, even. There's a Celtic Gothic eeriness to it — you could drop thunder and lightning sound effects into this track and they wouldn't feel remotely out of place. It's a tormented piece, and it doesn't pretend otherwise.

“Way Over” closes the arc, and it plays like reconciliation — a taking-back of control after the torment of the previous track. Not joyful. Determined. There's a difference, and this song knows it.

Taken together, those three tracks tell the story the second half is quietly building toward: descent, torment, and a hard-won kind of resolve.

Sitting just outside that arc but still part of the same stretch of the record, “Into the Dust” has its own moment worth pausing on — something distinctly 70s about the production the instant Phoebe hits a falsetto. I still can't fully place the reference. Kate Bush meets Carly Simon is the closest I've got, though I'm not certain that's right. Not Bowie, despite what I first thought — something else entirely, something I'm still chasing.

Moments worth slowing down for

Some individual details deserve their own space:

• “Say” has real emotional depth, and it gets there without me needing to follow the lyrics closely — the feeling arrives before the meaning does.
• “Overthrown” is misty, atmospheric — something closer to Clannad or Smashing Pumpkins' “Obscured” than anything more straightforwardly indie-rock. Jas Scott's harmonies do a lot of the heavy lifting here.
• “Berlin” pulled up an unexpected reference: 90s Heather Nova. That same blend of vulnerability and windswept atmosphere.

There's a lot of echo used throughout the record, with a touch of chorus — and once you notice it, you hear it tying together nearly everything above: the mistiness of “Overthrown,” the falsetto moment on “Into the Dust,” the atmosphere on “Berlin.” It might be the record's connective tissue more than any single lyrical theme is.

The Takeaway

Life's a Bitch Mixtape earns its shelf space by refusing to sit still — a first half that tells one kind of story outright, and a second half that tells a quieter one through atmosphere, with a trilogy right at its centre carrying the emotional weight: descent, torment, and a hard-won resolve. It's rare that a record gives you both a narrative and a genuine structural idea to chew on. This one does, and it's why I keep coming back to it rather than skipping past.

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Currently listening on: Denon D-M41DAB / Wharfedale Diamond 220, with a recent pass on Sennheiser HD 560S headphones — the neutral tuning surfaced a little extra depth and warmth in places the speakers hadn't quite shown me yet.

Que restera-t-il de nous ? Rien.

Comme l’orage efface les mots écrits sur le sable, Le temps effacera tout. Jusqu’au souvenir de l’être que nous étions.

De nous, il ne restera rien. Mais de nos liens ?

Il y a des milliards d’années, Vivaient des cyanobactéries. Leurs innombrables colonies formaient des récifs, Qu’il est encore possible d’observer aujourd’hui.

D’elles, De leurs enveloppes corporelles, Il ne reste rien.

Mais ces récifs, Qu’elles nous ont légué, Ne sont rien d’autre que l’empreinte de leurs liens. Ce qui les enveloppait. Ce qui les reliait.

Des sécrétions, Des enveloppes protectrices, Par le temps minéralisées.

De nous, il ne restera rien. Mais de nos liens ?

Léguerons-nous, À la fin de nos jours, Des rivages d’attentions ? Des paysages d’amour ?

Ou les reliques de nos désolations ?

De nous, il ne restera rien. Mais de nos liens ?

The Bible discusses a time that is coming that it the 'Great Tribulation'.

Matt 24:21

KVJ For then shall be great tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no, nor ever shall be.

American Standard Version for then shall be great tribulation, such as hath not been from the beginning of the world until now, no, nor ever shall be.

The Emphasized Bible For there will be then Great tribulation, Such as hath not happened from the beginning of the world until the present time, Neither in any wise shall happen.

NW Translation for then there will be great tribulation such as has not occurred since the world’s beginning until now, no, nor will occur again.

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I've heard a LOT of rhetoric around what that means. But Jesus was pretty specific in Matthew 24 about how matters would transpire.

In the opening verses of Matt 24 he tells his disciples to look for:

wars and reports of wars. See that you are not alarmed, for these things must take place, but the end is not yet. For nation will rise against nation and kingdom against kingdom, and there will be food shortages and earthquakes in one place after another. All these things are a beginning of pangs of distress.

Then people will hand you over to tribulation (Note, NOT the great tribulation) and will kill you, and you will be hated by all the nations on account of my name. Then, too, many will be stumbled and will betray one another and will hate one another. Many false prophets will arise and mislead many; and because of the increasing of lawlessness, the love of the greater number will grow cold. But the one who has endured to the end will be saved. And this good news of the Kingdom will be preached in all the inhabited earth for a witness to all the nations, and then the end will come.

It is only then that we see him introduce the idea in verse 21 of the 'Great Tribulation' that befalls all humankind. A global circumstance that is worse than anything man has seen before.

That means, look at history, all the worst stuff we've done to each other? Just the warm up.

Just the horrible horrible warmup.

What will get us through that? Faith. A relationship with the Creator, with God. IDK what atheists will make of the situation. My guess is the perception of aliens will somehow play in. A plausible explanation as to why the world is going to hell in a hand basket.

Not that it isn't already there.

But wait, there's more!

Its sometime during this period that the Book of Revelation discusses the idea of the 'harlot' (false religion) being destroyed by the world's governments.

It is an incredible development. Monumental. We think mankind has has some landmark events, but they'll be footnotes in history. Humanity will NEVER forget what Jesus dropped in that discussion at Matt 24:21.

what's wrong with me?

As with all things hypocritepoet, I want to make it about me. Maybe you too.

This isn't new information. if it's new to you, google great tribulation what is is wol.jw.org and get informed. Study God's word the Bible. This isn't a drill and it isn't a joke.

My question is, 'what's wrong with me?'. I've been a serious student of the Bible for more than 40 years. I lived my entire life like it was going to trigger tomorrow. Any day of the week for more than 2100 weeks, that's 15,000+ days, I lived like it could start.

That's not hyperbolic.

It's true, there were times when it felt more immediate than others. But rarely did more than a week go by before I began to feel that sense of urgency.

So, why, dear dear reader, is it that as I face the doorway to old age, does it finally feel on an emotional level that it could be decades away?

this Isn't an intellectual matter. I KNOW it can't be far off. Matt 24 has been largely fulfilled in my short life, but the emotion of it is different.

I an only say it must be relate to a weakened faith or that somehow my hope in a better future is tarnished. For so long, no matter how bad things got, how dark the day became, I could imagine things getting better. I saw myself make real progress emotionally and spiritually.

For the first time, I feel stuck. Stuck in time, stuck in location.

There's been 10 years of family tragedy involving deaths, suicides, disablements, sickness and disarray. That is definitely adding up, taking it's toll. I was able to live past it for a long time. As in: keep my face to the wind and endure.

But along the way, something broke in me. I lost my balance and when I reached out to regain it, all i found was vacuum. a tipping chair that when you realize you're going over and you grab, all you get is air until you clatter to the floor.

And like falling over, it hurts, but it isn't life-ending. Which is why i'm supremely confident that God's word is true and that the promises in it will be fulfilled.

I no longer feel the certainty that I am in line with His standards and have a place in his Kingdom, but that's okay. I trust His son, Jesus to make the right call, all things considered and accept whatever judgment comes from that.

I guess what i'm saying is, I don't mind where I came from, I don't mind where I'm going. What frustrates me is, where I am.

But, as they say, this too shall pass. I'm serving some kind of purpose here in Dust Meridian. I'm not sure what it is. But for whatever reason I'm here and I intend to use my time in the best way possible. There are a lot of minds that are set in stone, no changing them. Instead, i'll put my energy into helping shape the soft clay to be better teachers, more attentive shepherds and better friends.

Friends.

Jehovah says he'll be there for us. and I think in large part they way he does that is through our friends.

Worry

Worry distracts us and doesn't fix anything. But we can't help but do it.

Another thing Jesus said was that it would come as a surprise. So, maybe, just maybe the shift in emotion of desperate expectation to quiet surrender is an indication that I'm getting ready to be surprised.

Let's hope that's true. And that tomorrow, we both wake up shocked and a little bit scared.

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#essay #bible

Another afternoon game.

This afternoon, as they did yesterday, my Texas Rangers will play the Seattle Mariners in a game scheduled to start at 3:10 PM CDT. As I usually do I'll follow the game's scores and stats in real time via MLB's Gameday Service where we can also find links to the radio-call of the game provided by announcers of either team we choose.

And the adventure continues.

You know do want to actually use this site. It's just a shame I suck with any form of consistency ever. So let's give an update on how 2026 has been going.

A Rough Start To The Year

For starters the beginning of this year sucked. I won't get into the reasons but the start of the year was was mentally taxing just within the first few months. Some of this was of this was for personal reasons, and some was just the general state of the world which an additional feeling of dread.

All that happening put me in a depressive slump for a while. This lead me to doomscroll even harder despite me wanting to try and cut back on it and social media use starting this year. It felt easier to do that than anything else, though it mostly just reinforced bad habits and negative thought patterns (A curse of “staying informed”).

Eventually I did manage to crawl out of that slump with the help of friends, DND, and some video projects. Turns out social connection and working towards something partially helps with mental health. If you're a friend or even moot, know I appreicate you. Now I just need to go outside more.

The world still is rough of course, and the future is not looking fantastic, but I am in a mood just doing what I can. Trying to find the little joys in media and tech as usual.

Original Shorts are Indefinitely on Hold

Despite the Sly Cooper shorts helping me get out of my slump, for now I've put a pause to the shorts series. As fun as those are, they're a lot of work for something that is only 1-3 minutes of runtime that has been taking time away from my main videos that I want to create. I still have a Sims 3 and SLAI video that I have promised for more than 2 years now. The reason it's taken so long is a fusion of me burning myself out, personal responsibilities, and my focus on these shorts videos to growth channel.

This was made after the recent youtube update to the partnership program doubling the amount to qualify. I realized that me trying to chase that goal is not for the best. At the end of the day, I want to make videos and I can't do that if most of my time was spent making these little side shorts instead of the bigger videos I've always wanted to create like I'd watch in my childhood.

One day I might come back making those shorts, but there's too much time lost in making them, and that time is limited. This also why I’ve partially abandoned the idea of a second channel. I’ll still use it to throw junk videos or gameplay that might help someone, but it is not a secondary focus I originally envisioned.

I'm also going to be more relaxed about making videos. I still want them to be as good as I can make them but this is not a source of income, and I'm not sure if I even want it to be at this point. I think it's enough if I make videos for my and other's entertainment while I still can.

This isn't a complete stop to shorts. I will still will repackage clips into shorts from the bigger videos as they are a way of getting more reach and I think I'm funny. Hilarious. But if I need to start putting my focus into bigger videos instead of spreading myself across multiple smaller videos so those long form videos are not in production purgatory… so be it.

A Slight Name Change

Some of you may have noticed a change to the channel's name and aesthetics.

I was having problems with the previous name of the channel. For those that don't know, Nemes Content was basically picked in part as a tounge-in-cheek joke in my television program since everyone was using [Name] Productions/Media and I wanted to be the funny on, and I wanted to participate in Post-ironic humor. Though almost 6 years later, I don't like it.

“Content” as terms has been less “a board term for different mediums” and more a “a thing you consume for entertainment.” Sure not everything is high art, but I think by calling the channel “content” off rip cheapens my work and contributes to a disrespect of the artistic works made by humans.

So I went with tapes as if we're watching homemade VHS Movies in a little den. Made some new graphics and to go along with that theme where it's as if you're popping in video type. I think it pairs well with the outros of filming screen as I talk about some thoughts. I think it's a nice aesthetic and represent what I want to do with the channel going forward.

See You When I See You

I want to say I want to use the blog more (and I do), but I keep running into this problem where I keep over estimating how much time I have for everything I want to do. See above about the shorts.

So no promises on more rambles, but when I do write one, they'll get syndicated everywhere like usual. I don't know how long I'll keep rambles going. I know I'll likely not renew my subscription, and I've been trying to make a proper website.

I also plan to link and archive Rambles on my neocities site that I'm slowly building. I'm still learning HTML and CSS but it's coming along nicely when I have the time to work on it. My plan for the site is to be a little hub for updates, thoughts, and resources on static webpage you can follow via good old fashioned RSS and POSSE that offers way more expression than normal social media. May also mirror to NekoWeb but that's in the far future.

Also looking into ways of utilizing Bluesky to my advantage with use of feeds, and I've been enjoying Wafrn as a Tumblr.

That all being said. Take care, and I'll see you in the parts when I see you.

During the time when Machiavelli was writing The Prince, he was living in exile from Florence among ordinary folks in a small Italian village. While spending his days among them, he spend his evenings reading the great ancient writers. In this letter to Francesco Vettori, a friend living in Rome, Listen to how he describes the time he spends reading:

“On the coming of evening, I return to my house and enter my study; and at the door I take off the day's clothing, covered with mud and dust, and put on garments regal and courtly; and reclothed appropriately, I enter the ancient courts of ancient men, where, received by them with affection, I feed on that food which only is mine and which I was born for, where I am not ashamed to speak with them and to ask them the reason for their actions; and they in their kindness answer me; and for four hours of time I do not feel boredom, I forget every trouble, I do not dread poverty, I am not frightened by death; entirely I give myself over to them.”

Wow—here is a man who loved his books! Oh, that we spent a fraction of this time and had an ounce of his enthusiasm toward engaging the greatest minds of history! We would be very rich, indeed!

(Letter from Machiavelli to Francesco Vettori)

#history #reading