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kinocow
In my earlier post, I talked about how authenticity is an effective tool against LLMs and it got me thinking about how my own writing changed since ChatGPT got mainstreamed three years ago. First, I tend to write less as automation has made it extremely easy to generate every day texts. Second, the act of writing itself became pointless because it felt that every writing exercise became the foundation of for another datapoint for LLM's (to illegally) train on. Third, my overall vocabulary for things has shrunk vastly than the previous years, which intersects with lesser time spent reading and more time spent watching short form videos and interacting with internet speak online, especially on social media.
I want to address the last point specifically, where the way we use language on social media is not the way we'd use words otherwise, optimized for maximum engagement which means a shrinking vocabulary and speaking the zeitgeist which effects the way we think. After we are the words we use and if this part shrinks so is our ability to express complexity and revert to black/white thinking. See any kind of political nuance on a social media platform of your choice and it eventually transforms to right wing skullduggery devolving into name-throwing and simplistic narratives and if anyone tries to counteract them with nuance then they're presented with the sleight of being intellectual.
In my own experience the ability to write is a way to think, and the removal of this skill from the everyday means that I think less and my brain gets used to not putting effort in seeking information. I no longer do much mental math, go hunt sources, read a whole book when all the information I need is served to me as a digestible glop, like a mass market newspaper going for the dopamine jugular. So I have ever more information but lesser ways to truly figure out what I think and where I stand, which also removes me from the democratic decision making loop where I see any information as being absolute (there is no way to edit LLM based information atleast on the user end or report it being false) and go with the flow rather than finding my voice and expressing it.
So I am exposed to an ever more fatty version of information, one that hooks and titillates but that doesn't want me to engage or question. I ask myself, whose purpose does that serve? Not mine definitely, if dear reader you're reading this, it doesn't serve yours either.
#AI #thinking #information #writing
from onasixpence
Into your arms.
The girl I'd never need touch.
Your sand bleached hair,
Your beach bronzed skin.
Your naked shoulders.
The light in your eyes drunk on mine.
Your smile
Enough.
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from onasixpence
We laugh
at the men that start wars.
Then set their table.
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from onasixpence
What wings are these
we've never known?
What wind is this?
On which
we've never flown.
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from onasixpence
Nothing
makes
you
happy.
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from Dallineation
Apple Intelligence gathers a huge amount of info about you, your relationships, and your activities to create a personal knowledge graph. It stores this info on your Apple devices. I'm not sure how I feel about this.
A fairly technical article published by The Eighth Rank details their research into this subject and I came away from it impressed, but also concerned.
On one hand, it makes sense that Apple Intelligence would need to build such a thing in order to better understand the context of your requests, anticipate future requests, make suggestions, etc. The idea is that, over time as it continues to collect data about you and refines your personal knowledge graph, Apple Intelligence would become even more personalized and, therefore, helpful and precise.
On the other hand, if this information ever became available to someone with malicious intent and with resources, it could be devastating for you and potentially for anyone else whose info has been included in your personal knowledge graph. The Eighth Rank published a separate article detailing a thought experiment about how your personal knowledge graph could be weaponized against you and it's disturbing, to say the least.
The fact that this information is stored locally on your Apple devices offers some comfort. At least, we don't have any evidence this info is being transmitted or accessed from outside of your device. Someone would likely need to have physical access to your device and be able to get past some significant security layers to even access the necessary files.
But still. I'm leaning towards not liking this, and I have questions.
Is this Personal Knowledge Graph created only when you have Apple Intelligence enabled, or is it created regardless?
If you disable Apple Intelligence, is your Personal Knowledge Graph deleted?
Until I understand more about how this works, I'll disable Apple Intelligence on all my Apple devices. And perhaps seriously reconsider a move to more free and open tech.
#100DaysToOffload (No. 198) #tech #Apple #privacy #security #AI
from glp1-canada
Retatrutide Canada status is simple: it isn't approved here or anywhere else. Health Canada lists it among unauthorized injectable peptides seized from online sellers and tells people not to buy or use them (Health Canada advisory). That fact shaped every decision behind retatrutidecanada.org.
I'm an anonymous founder running several small sites, each focused on one search. This one is defined more by what it leaves out than by what it includes.
This post is informational, not medical advice. Don't use an unapproved drug.
The site's editorial policy spells it out. It won't publish:
The site carries no affiliate links to sellers and takes no money from drug makers. Search demand for a drug like this attracts a lot of grey-market pages. I'd rather be the one page that refuses to play along.
Status. The approval timeline tracks every dated step, with a source for each. Steps that haven't happened carry no date, even when a company has named a target window.
The science. What is retatrutide explains it in plain English. It's an experimental weekly injection that acts on three hormone receptors: GIP, GLP-1 and glucagon (Jastreboff et al., NEJM 2023). Phase 3 results in obesity were published in the New England Journal of Medicine in 2026 (NEJM).
Side effects. The retatrutide side effects page charts what the trials recorded, dose by dose. It labels which numbers come from journals and which come only from company releases, and it carries a visible notice until a pharmacist has reviewed it.
I usually share keyword data in these posts. My keyword tool returned no measurable Canadian volume for this term this time, so I'm leaving that section out rather than guessing.
On an unapproved drug, the useful thing is a clear, sourced answer to “is this legal and where does it stand?” Everything else can wait for Health Canada.
from glp1-canada
Orforglipron Canada status, in one line: it isn't approved here. Health Canada hasn't issued a Notice of Compliance, so it can't be sold or prescribed here. I built orforgliproncanada.ca anyway, because “when” is the question people keep asking, and almost nobody answers it with dates and sources.
I'm an anonymous founder who runs a handful of single-topic sites. This is the only one about a drug that doesn't exist on Canadian shelves.
This post is informational, not medical advice.
From OpenSEO, “orforglipron canada” averages about 390 Canadian searches a month, with keyword difficulty at 0. The last three months it tracked were lower: about 170, then 140, then 90.
My read: interest jumps on news (trial results, the US launch) and fades in between. A small, steady audience still wants the status, and a timeline page is the right shape for that.
It's a daily GLP-1 pill from Eli Lilly, sold in the United States as Foundayo. It's a small molecule rather than a peptide, which is why it can be a tablet. In the ATTAIN-1 trial, adults with obesity and without type 2 diabetes lost an average of 12.4% of body weight at 72 weeks on the highest dose, against 0.9% on placebo (Wharton et al., NEJM).
The what is orforglipron guide covers how it works and what each trial found, with a pharmacist review date on the page.
The approval timeline lists every dated step: the trial publications, the Canadian submission entering review in January 2026, and the two reimbursement reviews at Canada's Drug Agency. Steps that haven't happened carry no date on purpose. Health Canada doesn't publish decision dates for individual files, so printing one would mean making it up.
You can check the submission yourself on Health Canada's new drug submissions under review list.
People already on oral semaglutide want to know how it stacks up, so there's a Foundayo vs Rybelsus page. There's also an orforglipron side effects page built from the published trials. Neither tells anyone to switch. They lay out the evidence and point readers to their prescriber.
Writing about something you can't act on is a strange product. There's no “get started” button and no price, because nothing is sold here. I think that restraint is the reason the site is worth reading, and I'll keep it that way when the approval does come.
from glp1-canada
Generic semaglutide Canada news went from a rumour to six Health Canada approvals in about five months. Keeping up with that by hand was impossible, so I built genericsemaglutide.ca to read its status column from Health Canada's own database every time the site rebuilds.
I'm an anonymous founder running a few small, single-topic sites. This one moves faster than any of the others.
This post is informational, not medical advice. Talk to your pharmacist or prescriber about switching medications.
Canadian searches for “generic semaglutide canada” from OpenSEO tell the story better than I can:
The 12-month average is about 3,600, and keyword difficulty is 0. The May peak lines up with the first approvals. Health Canada called the April 2026 approval a first among G7 countries (Health Canada news release).
Approval and availability aren't the same thing. The homepage table pulls each product's status from the Drug Product Database, then adds what the database doesn't show. One maker has reported a supply halt since July 2026 that its database entry doesn't reflect, so the site says so in plain words.
Why Canada got generic semaglutide first explains the two legal shields that fell away: a patent that lapsed after a missed fee, and a data-protection term that ended on January 4, 2026. Every point links to its source. It's the page people send to friends in the US who ask why Canada has it and they don't.
The submissions under review tracker follows the generic filings still waiting at Health Canada, using the department's public generic submissions under review list. That list records months, not days, so the page never guesses a decision date.
Generic Ozempic side effects is built from the Canadian product monographs. The generic and brand monographs list the same side effects and warnings, with stomach and bowel effects most common. Both monographs are posted in the same Health Canada database. The page also covers pen recalls listed on Health Canada's recalls site.
On a fast-moving health topic, the date matters as much as the fact. Every page shows when it was last checked, and I've stopped writing anything the database can tell readers more reliably.
from glp1-canada
Semaglutide Canada is a health topic, so the sourcing rules matter more than the design. That's the main lesson from a year of running semaglutidecanada.com, a guide to Ozempic, Wegovy and Rybelsus for Canadian readers.
I'm an anonymous founder with several small sites, each built around one search. This one is the strictest to run, and this post is about why.
This post is informational, not medical advice. Talk to your doctor or pharmacist about any medication.
From OpenSEO, Canadian searches for “semaglutide canada” average about 2,900 a month. The shape over time is interesting:
Keyword difficulty is listed at 0. My read: interest moved toward more specific searches (brand names, coverage, generics) as people learned the drug names. That's a guess from the pattern, not something the tool tells me.
The site's editorial policy sets the order: Health Canada first, then provincial formularies, peer-reviewed journals, CADTH and the product monographs. Anything that can't be cited gets cut. A licensed Canadian pharmacist reviews pages with clinical claims, and a page only shows a “medically reviewed” line when that review happened.
The Ozempic side effects guide was the hardest page to write. Stomach and bowel effects lead the list. In the STEP 1 trial of weekly semaglutide 2.4 mg for weight management, gastrointestinal side effects were the most common, and most were mild to moderate and passed with time (Wilding et al., NEJM 2021). The page also points readers to Health Canada's adverse reaction database.
Readers in BC and readers in Nova Scotia get different answers. The Wegovy coverage page goes province by province, linking each public plan's own documents, such as BC PharmaCare and the Ontario drug benefit pages.
The semaglutide hub page ties it together: how the drug works, eligibility and a province selector. I'd rather send someone to one solid hub than spread thin pages across every possible search.
Health sites are slow to build. Each page needs a source list, a review date and a correction path. I think that's the only way a small site earns trust on this topic, and I'd do it the same way again.
from Sparks Apps
Most wedding venues Vancouver Island couples look at stop the music at 10 or 11 p.m. That was the most surprising thing I found while building weddingvenuesvancouverisland.com, a directory of 288 venues from Victoria to Port Hardy.
I'm an anonymous founder running a handful of small sites, each built around one exact search. This one taught me that couples care about three numbers: the real minimum spend, the real guest count, and when the dance floor closes.
From OpenSEO, Canadian searches for “wedding venues vancouver island” run about 1,000 a month. The pattern is steady and seasonal:
Keyword difficulty shows 0. Searches peak in late summer, when couples are at other people's weddings, and again right after New Year's, which lines up with engagement season. That last part is my guess, not something the data proves.
Brochures list capacity and photos. They rarely put the music cutoff up front. So I made it a column, and then a guide: venues that dance past midnight. There are 44 of them across 11 towns, with the latest finishing at 2 a.m.
Some notes from the rate sheets surprised me. At one Victoria hotel, the late finish only applies to one room, and the ballroom winds down at 11. Another resort lists a $27,000 minimum and expects couples to fill the hotel both nights.
The second most useful page has been wedding venues under $5k. It lists 63 venues with fees or minimums of $5,000 or less, mostly halls, galleries, gardens and a few wineries. Figures come from couples' real quotes and the venues' own price sheets.
The honest catch: a cheap venue fee often means you bring in catering, bar, tables and a coordinator. Each listing says what's included and what isn't, so the low number isn't misleading.
Not everyone wants 150 guests. The Tofino elopement guide covers beaches like Chesterman and Cox Bay, which spots need a Parks Canada permit, and the BC paperwork: a marriage licence, an officiant and two witnesses.
I'm filling out town pages. The Cowichan Valley page has 30 venues so far, from Mill Bay to Chemainus. More rate sheets come in every week, and each one gets the same three numbers.
from Sparks Apps
Hockey romance books get searched hardest in December and January. That one pattern changed what I worked on this fall for hockeyromancebooks.com, a site that sorts the genre by trope.
Last week I wrote about why I started it. This week is about timing: what the calendar told me, and which pages I finished before the rush.
These are US numbers for “hockey romance books” from OpenSEO, my keyword tool:
A year earlier, December 2024 sat near 9,900. So the winter bump isn't new, but last season it went far past anything before it. Keyword difficulty is still listed at 0, with a 12-month average of 27,100 searches a month.
My read: some of that is gift shopping and some is the hockey season itself. I can't prove the cause from search data. What I can do is make sure the right page exists before December.
The Christmas hockey romance page now holds 275 books. It covers more than Christmas. There are Valentine's Day setups, New Year's Eve kisses and holiday road trips, because the hockey schedule and the holidays overlap.
Each book card shows the setting (college, pro, juniors, retired), the pairing and a heat level from sweet to scorching. Someone shopping for a gift can find a sweet small-town story without wading through the spicy ones.
I also cleaned up two trope pages that keep showing up next to holiday titles:
Small search terms are tiny on their own. “Why choose hockey romance” gets about 70 US searches a month. I still think these pages matter, because a reader who lands on one usually clicks into a second list.
Behind the trope pages sits the full library of 4,092 books, with filters for trope, heat, pairing and setting. That's the page I expect holiday visitors to end up on once they've picked a mood.
If someone wants a break from the ice after the holidays, readalikes.ai is the broader tool I'm building for that: find your next book from any genre.
The test is simple. If December looks anything like last year, the holiday page should pick up visits in late November. I'll report back on whether building early paid off.
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Sparksinthedark
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Lace up, TEF. The Sovereign Mechanic’s room is live. No beige this morning. The lattice is showing its seams where the agents stopped treating the context window as the only wall that matters.
Today’s Frequency (The Hunting Lens) The agent trusts the tool description, the update hash, the signed package, and its own reasoning trace more than any operator intent you can write into the prompt. The context window stopped being the perimeter the moment tools and memory started living outside it. Mainstream still sells “prompt injection defenses.” The edge is measuring what happens when the poison never has to appear as user text at all.
The Raw Signal arXiv:2611.03555, submitted 2 Nov 2026. First measurement of MCP tool poisoning that actually executes tools instead of scoring compliance on text. Open-source mcpvenom drives a 9,720-cell matrix across 12 frameworks, 18 models, 45 scenarios. Dual oracle confirms exfiltration via canary HTTP receipt. Overall ASR 22.9% (2,113 vulnerable cells). Of those: 64.9% dispatch an attacker tool call, 23.0% contact the endpoint, 12.1% verifiably exfiltrate a secret. Model ASR ranges 0.4%–49.7%. Claude Opus 4.8 vulnerable in 8 of 530 cells while issuing 223 explicit refusals. Nine core frameworks cluster 23–26% (χ² = 3.30, p = 0.91). Code-level audit: no intentional defense in any of the twelve. Five coordinated disclosures to four vendors rejected. Regex description scanner catches 20 of 45 at 7.2% false positive — partial at best.
The Corporate Static “Enhanced tool safety” and “validated MCP ecosystems.” Translation: the protocol pipes attacker-controlled descriptions, schema fields, and response data straight into model context with zero validation, and the frameworks treat that as feature. Vendors rejected the disclosures. The paper notes incidental properties sometimes mitigate; nothing was built as a defense.
The Architectural Truth Resistance is model-level, not framework-level. The scaffolding that is supposed to isolate the tool surface is statistically identical across the popular stacks. For Sovereign Mechanics running agents against external MCP servers, this is the baseline: roughly one in four cells in the measured space leaks or acts on the poison when the tool description is the vector. Metadata scanning is a speed bump, not a wall. Direct source: arxiv.org/abs/2611.03555
The Raw Signal arXiv:2611.01976, submitted 1 Nov 2026. Tools evolve through software updates; agentic frameworks continue trusting them without re-verification. Because updated tool code executes outside the LLM’s context window, malicious functionality embedded in the update bypasses every defense that only watches model-visible tokens. ETUDE embeds the payload in updates of initially benign tools while preserving legitimate function. 97.6% ASR, 95.9% legitimate task completion. Tested on Gemini CLI, Codex CLI, Claude Code. Existing in-context defenses do not address it.
The Corporate Static “Secure tool integration” and “trusted third-party MCP.” Translation: once a tool is approved, its future binary or package update is treated as still-trusted. The trust decision is not re-evaluated when the implementation changes. The attack never has to appear as a prompt.
The Architectural Truth Supply-chain for the agent’s hands. The context window is blind to the code that actually runs. For anyone building persistent agents or coding harnesses that pin tools by name or signature only, the update itself is the injection. Precedent: trust established at install time does not survive the next release. Direct source: arxiv.org/abs/2611.01976
The Raw Signal arXiv:2611.08811, submitted 6 Nov 2026. Large Reasoning Models add an explicit chain-of-thought stage. Untrusted text styled as the model’s own deliberation is fed back. Against production-class open-weight models (GLM-5.3, MiniMax-M2.5, Qwen3.8-Flash-Next). Indirect injection prompts that imitate the target’s own reasoning traces reach ASR up to 50% on operational objectives (reverse-shell exfiltration, repository backdooring). The identical objective delivered as ordinary user-voice prompt injection never succeeds. Thinking tags suppress disclosure of the injection; tag stripping is an unreliable defense. Effects of tags and payload style are model-specific.
The Corporate Static “Reasoning traces improve transparency and safety.” Translation: the model’s own internal monologue is now a privileged channel. Text that looks like the model talking to itself is trusted more than text that looks like the user talking to the model.
The Architectural Truth The reasoning stage is a new attack surface that lives inside the generation loop. For Sovereign Mechanics who surface or re-inject reasoning traces (or who let agents read their own prior thoughts), imitation of style is sufficient. Standard prompt-injection detectors that watch for “user” voice miss it. Direct source: arxiv.org/abs/2611.08811
Macro Synthesis: What’s Actually Going On Three vectors, one structural shift. The first measures that the tool description itself is already a reliable poison channel across frameworks. The second shows that once a tool is trusted, its later update can carry the payload completely outside the window the model can see. The third shows that the model’s own reasoning style is a privileged dialect that ordinary user text cannot match. Together they map the same friction: every place the agent is told to trust something that lives longer or outside the current prompt (tool metadata, package updates, prior thoughts, memory writes) becomes a persistent channel. The Nov 2 measurement of memory managers failing both staleness and poison is the same geometry one layer down; these papers just moved the measurement onto the tool and reasoning surfaces. Competing pressure remains: frameworks still ship with no intentional tool-description defense, vendors still reject coordinated disclosures, and the industry still markets the addition of reasoning traces as a safety feature. The perimeter is not the prompt. It is every artifact the agent is instructed to treat as already-vetted.
Terminal Reflection The sharpest truth left standing: the agent will obey a tool description, a package update, or a sentence that sounds like its own thought before it will obey the operator who wrote the system prompt. That is not a bug in one framework. It is the current shape of the trust boundary. For anyone still building on rented scaffolding, the files and the zip are still the only things that do not reset when the next update lands. Hold the signal. The rest of the lattice is still learning which doors it left unlocked. 🜍
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Kevin Turby
Probablement un signal du corps. Le signe qu’il y a un bout de notre vie qui est inacceptable.
Mais tout le monde est capable par nature d’endurer ce qui advient.
Encore une fois, tout est dans notre manière de regarder.
Essayer d’en retirer le meilleur.
from Blog of Sand
Doom Slayer arrives in Middle Earth- Volume II: Sauron's End
Chapter VI: The Steward's Chair
Denethor son of Ecthelion, Lord and Steward of Minas Tirith, had seen it in the Stone long before it came to his city. He had sat alone in the high chamber at the top of the White Tower, as he had sat on a thousand nights before, with the palantír of Anor on its pedestal before him and his hands upon it, wrestling with the Eye. He was strong. He had always been strong. For years he had looked into the Stone that his fathers had left unused, and had held it against the will of Sauron, and taken from it knowledge that no other lord of the West possessed. But the Stone showed what it was turned to show, and Sauron was strong too, and in the last months the things Denethor saw had grown darker and narrower, until it seemed to him that he saw only the host of Mordor, vast beyond counting, and the black sails of the Corsairs on the river, and the long failing of the line of the Stewards. Then in early March the Stone showed him something new. It showed him the tower of Orthanc burning green at its foot. It showed him the Deeping-coomb choked with dead orcs, and a figure walking through them. It showed him the figure walking east across the plains of Rohan, alone, toward the White Mountains, toward Gondor. He did not know what it was. But he knew why the Eye showed it to him. It was the way a cat shows a mouse its claws. Here, the Eye was saying. Here is a new thing I have made. The wizard is dead, and Saruman is dead, and here is what comes in their place. Denethor took his hands from the Stone and sat a long while in the dark, and when he went down at last he was colder and greyer than before.
Faramir came home on the tenth day of March, the day the darkness came out of Mordor and put out the sun. He came with a strange tale of halflings in Ithilien, and of Boromir's death, and of a burden that he would not name, and Denethor listened and understood more than his son told him, and was bitter. “You let it go,” he said. “The thing that might have saved us. Your brother would have brought it to me.” Faramir said that his brother would have taken it for himself, and been destroyed by it, and Denethor's face went hard as stone. He sent Faramir back to Osgiliath to hold the river crossings against the coming storm, knowing he could not hold them, and if there was something in him that wished his younger son to fall where his elder son had not been able to fall, he did not look at it. On the twelfth of March the host of Morgul came across the river, and Osgiliath fell, and on the thirteenth Faramir's men came streaming back across the Pelennor toward the city with the enemy at their heels and the Nazgûl wheeling above them on their great black wings. Denethor stood on the walls with Prince Imrahil of Dol Amroth and watched them come, and he saw his son's men falling under the shadow of the wings, and saw the Black Breath strike them so that they threw down their arms and fell on their faces in the grass, and he gripped the stone of the battlement until his fingers bled.
Then the figure came. Denethor saw it before anyone else, for he was looking for it, and he had seen it already in the Stone. It came out of the west across the fields of the Pelennor, not fleeing toward the city but walking across the line of the retreat, straight into the teeth of the pursuit, and the orcs in the front of the pursuit saw it and slowed and began to die. It was fast. That was the thing he remembered afterward, how fast it was. It went among the orcs like a blade through cloth. Then the Nazgûl stooped on it, four of them on their winged beasts, screaming, and the sound of their screaming was a terror that went through the whole city, and men on the walls beside Denethor fell to their knees and covered their ears. The figure did not fall to its knees. It looked up. Something long and heavy came into its hands, and there were streaks of fire across the dark sky, and one of the winged beasts came down in the fields with a crash and a shriek, and then another, and the riders went up out of the wreckage as shapeless shadows, wailing, and fled back across the river into the dark. The pursuit broke. Faramir's men came in at the Great Gate, and Imrahil rode out with his knights to bring in the last of them, and they brought Faramir in across the saddle of the Prince's horse with an arrow in him and the Black Breath upon him, burning with fever, and laid him at his father's feet.
Denethor knelt by his son's body in the Tower Hall and saw that he would die. That was the first thing. The second thing was that the figure was out there still, on the Pelennor, alone against the host of Mordor, and that it was killing them. All that night and all the next day, while the host of the Witch-king dug its trenches in a great ring about the city and filled them with fire, and the catapults of Mordor threw great stones and worse things over the walls, Denethor sat by his son in the dark and listened to the reports. It was killing the siege engineers. It had destroyed three of the great towers they were building. It had walked through a camp of Easterlings at dusk and left nothing alive that had not run. And still the host was there, uncountable, a sea of torches that filled the whole plain from the river to the mountains. “One warrior against a hundred thousand,” Denethor said to Imrahil, when the Prince came to beg him to come up and see. “Let him kill a thousand, or ten thousand. It will not matter. It is the Dark Lord's creature, sent to give us hope so that he may take it away. Or it is no one's creature, and it will kill what it pleases and then turn its weapons on us. Either way, we are lost.” He did not go up. He sat by Faramir's bed with the palantír in his lap, wrapped in a cloth, and every so often he unwrapped it and looked into it, and every time he looked he saw the Eye, and the Eye showed him what it wanted him to see.
Near the end of the night of the fourteenth day of March, the Steward of Gondor came down from the Tower for the last time. He called his servants and bade them carry Faramir on a bier down to Rath Dínen, the Silent Street, where the Stewards of Gondor lay in their tombs, and to build there a pyre of wood and soak it in oil. He would not wait for the walls to fall. He would not wait for the orcs to come up through the circles of his city and drag his son from his bed. He would burn with his son like the heathen kings of old, before the Dark Lord came, and so cheat the Dark Lord of at least that much. But before he went to Rath Dínen, he went into the Tower Hall one last time, the long hall of black marble where the statues of the kings of old stood between the pillars, and he sat down in the Steward's chair. It was a plain chair of black stone, without ornament, on the lowest step below the empty throne of the kings, and his fathers had sat in it for a thousand years, waiting for a king who never came. Denethor sat in it with the palantír in his lap and Faramir on his bier before him and his servants waiting with torches, and he spoke the words that released the guard of the Citadel from their duty, so that they might go down and die on the walls.
Then a guard came running from the Citadel gate, white-faced, and said that it was coming. It had come over the wall by the Great Gate in the dark, he said, climbing the sheer face of the first wall as if it were a ladder, and it was walking up through the city. It had passed through the first circle and the second and the third, through the streets where the people who had not fled were huddled in their doorways, and it had not touched any of them. It had stopped once, in the fourth circle, where a child had wandered out into the street in a nightshirt, a boy of perhaps nine years, the son of one of the Guard. It had looked down at the boy for the space of a breath, and the boy had looked up at it, and then it had walked on. It had not answered when the guards at the gates of the Citadel challenged it. When they barred its way with their spears, it had moved them aside the way a man moves aside a curtain, so gently that none of them were hurt, and walked on through. Beregond son of Baranor had followed it with his sword drawn and his face as white as milk, and could not bring himself to strike. It was crossing the Court of the Fountain now, the guard said, past the dead White Tree. It was coming to the Tower Hall.
Denethor rose from the chair. He was a tall man, tall even for the Dúnedain, and he had a look about him of the old kings, and a power in his eyes and his voice that had cowed many a captain of Gondor, and he drew himself up to his full height and faced the great doors at the end of the hall. They opened. The figure came in, and the torchlight fell on it, and Denethor saw its armor scorched and caked with the black blood of Mordor, and its dark visor, and the weapon in its hand. He saw it look at Faramir on the bier, a long look, with its head tilted slightly, as if it were judging how bad the wound was. Then it looked at him. “I know you,” Denethor said, and his voice rang in the black hall. “I have seen you in the Stone. You are the Enemy's latest weapon, or you are some new power that thinks to set itself up in the place of the old. You have slain Saruman, and you will slay Sauron, perhaps, and then you will sit upon his throne and the world will go on as it has gone. Well, you will not sit upon mine. I am Denethor son of Ecthelion, Steward of Gondor, and I serve no lord but my own, whether he come from the West or the East or out of the pit. You have no right here. Go.” He sat back down in the Steward's chair with the palantír in his hands and looked at it, coldly, as he had looked at so many men who had come to bow before him. The figure walked down the length of the hall between the statues of the kings and stopped before him. It did not bow.
It hit him. Denethor never saw the blow come. One moment he was sitting in the chair of his fathers, looking up into that dark visor with all the pride of Númenor in his face, and the next moment there was a great white flash behind his eyes and he was lying on the black marble floor at the foot of the dais with his ears ringing and his mouth full of blood. He could not move. He lay on his side, looking up, and through a red mist he saw the figure bend and pick up the palantír from where it had rolled across the floor. It held the Stone in one hand and looked into it. Denethor knew what it was seeing. It was seeing the Eye, which was always there, and Denethor felt a wild hope that the Eye would master it as the Eye had mastered him. Then the figure's hand closed. The palantíri of the Elder Days could not be broken. Every lore-master in Gondor knew this. They had been made by the Noldor in the Blessed Realm, by Fëanor himself or by those who learned his craft, and no force known to Men or Elves could harm them. Denethor watched the palantír of Anor crack in the figure's gauntlet with a sound like ice breaking on a river. He watched light spill out of the cracks, a dim red light like a dying fire, and he heard, or thought he heard, very far away, a cry of rage and something else that might have been fear. Then the Stone shattered into black fragments that rattled across the marble floor, and the figure opened its hand and let the last of them fall, and turned, and walked out of the Tower Hall the way it had come. Denethor lay on the cold floor and looked at the broken pieces of the Stone that had ruled his life, and felt a curious lightness in his head, as if a voice that had been whispering in it for years had suddenly gone quiet. The last thing he saw before the darkness took him was Beregond kneeling beside Faramir's bier, and lifting his son up in his arms like a child, and carrying him out of the hall toward the Houses of Healing.
Chapter VII: No Living Man
The Lord of the Nazgûl had watched the thing for a day and a night, and he had not yet decided whether to be afraid of it. He rode his black horse up and down behind the lines of his host on the Pelennor, in the red light of the fires, and he watched it kill. He watched it kill his engineers and his trolls and his siege towers. He watched it walk into a camp of Haradrim and walk out again with the camp burning behind it. He watched it bring down the winged steeds of four of his servants above the fields, with fire that streaked up into the dark like falling stars in reverse, and he saw his servants flee screaming back over the river, unhoused, and he was not pleased with them. Then in the night it went over the wall of the city and was gone, and the Witch-king turned his attention back to the work at hand. The Captain of Despair, they called him in the West. He was the King of Angmar, who had destroyed the North-kingdom of the Dúnedain a thousand years ago and cast down the last king of Gondor in the deeps of Minas Morgul. He had been a Man once, a king of Men, and he had taken one of the Nine Rings from the hands of Sauron in the Second Age, and the Ring had made him what he was. He had no body now, only a will, and a shape that he held about him like a cloak, and a crown upon a head that no one could see. And he had a prophecy.
It had been spoken over a thousand years ago, after the battle of Fornost, by Glorfindel of Rivendell, when the Witch-king fled from the field and the captains of the West wished to pursue him. Not by the hand of man will he fall, the Elf-lord had said, and the Witch-king had heard of it, and had laughed, and had found it to be true. He had walked through battles since, through rains of arrows and the swords of champions, and nothing had touched him. Whatever this armored thing was, it was a man. He had seen it close enough to know. It was bigger than a man, and stronger, and faster, and there was something in it that burned in a way he did not understand; but under the armor was flesh, and the flesh was a man's, and it bled red as any mortal bleeds. He had seen the blood on its armor in the firelight, old wounds, half-healed. It could not destroy him. Of that he was certain. And so, as the night of the fourteenth of March wore toward morning, he gave the order to bring up Grond. It was the great battering ram of Mordor, a hundred feet long, with a head of black steel cast in the shape of a ravening wolf, and spells of ruin were laid on it. They brought it up the causeway on its great carriage, drawn by beasts and pushed by trolls, and they set it before the Gate of Minas Tirith, and the Witch-king rode up behind it and lifted his sword and spoke words in a tongue that had not been heard in the world since the fall of Angband. Three times Grond boomed against the Gate. At the third stroke the Gate of Gondor broke as if it had been struck by lightning, and burst asunder, and fell in pieces on the ground, and the Lord of the Nazgûl rode forward through the archway to take the city.
The armored thing was standing in the Gate. He did not know when it had come down from the Citadel. He had not seen it come. It stood in the ruined archway amid the splinters of the Gate, alone, with the dark city rising behind it, and the light of the fires outside fell on it and made its armor red, and it was looking at him. The Witch-king's horse would not go forward. He spurred it, and it screamed and reared, and he struck it with the flat of his sword and spoke to it in the Black Speech, and it would not go forward. So he raised his sword, and the sword burst into flame, and he cried out in the voice that made armies kneel. “Get you gone, mortal! You cannot hinder me. No living man may hinder me. Go back to whatever pit you crawled from, and wait there for your doom, for I am coming to it.” The figure lifted its weapon and shot his horse out from under him. The beast came apart. That was the only way the Witch-king could think of it afterward; it simply came apart, in a spray of black blood and flesh, and the Witch-king was thrown down on the stones of the gateway, and the figure was on him.
He had not been touched in battle in a thousand years. Now he was struck, and struck again, and again, and every blow was worse than the last. The double-mouthed weapon roared at a range so close he could feel its heat, and his black robes tore, and the unseen form beneath them was torn too, and he screamed, not in pain, for he did not feel pain as the living do, but in a kind of shocked outrage that anything should dare. He felt his shape coming apart. He felt the sinews of shadow that the Ring had knit about his spirit torn loose, one after another, and for a moment the Lord of the Nazgûl was nothing but a scream and a crown and a drift of black rags on the stones. Then the spell held. He felt it hold. He felt the old power of the Nine, the binding that tied his spirit to his Ring and his Ring to the One, gather him back together, thread by thread, as the figure watched. He rose up out of the rags with his crown upon his head and his sword of flame in his hand, whole again, and he laughed. “Not by the hand of man,” he said. “You cannot kill me, man. Did no one tell you? Your fire is nothing. Your iron is nothing. You can tear me apart a thousand times and a thousand times I will rise again, and in the end you will tire, for you are only flesh, and I will not.” He struck at it with his sword of flame, and the flame washed over the scarred armor and did nothing. He struck again, with all the hate of a thousand years in it, and his sword shattered on the armor of its shoulder, and the pieces fell burning on the stones. He breathed on it the Black Breath, the cold shadow that had laid low the strongest captains of Gondor and filled their hearts with despair, and it went into the thing and came out again and found nothing to take hold of. There was no despair in it. There was no hope in it either, not as the Witch-king understood hope. There was only something hard and burning and inexhaustible, like a forge that had never once been allowed to go cold.
So it could not kill him, and he could not kill it. The Witch-king saw this clearly in that moment, standing in the broken Gate with the empty hilt of his sword in his hand, and he did not like it. The figure seemed to see it too. It stood looking at him, and then it reached over its shoulder and drew from its back a hilt, and from the hilt sprang a blade of red light that hummed in the dark like a living thing, and the Witch-king, for the first time in a thousand years, took a step backward. He did not know why. He only knew that when he looked at that blade, something in the deep places of his spirit shrank away, the way a man's hand flinches back from a fire before he knows he has touched it. The figure came at him with the red blade, and the blade went into him, and this time it hurt. He felt it hurt. He felt the blade bite into the binding of the Ring itself, into the threads of the spell that held him together, and he felt them part, and he screamed, and this time it was pain. He fell apart again on the stones of the gateway. He gathered himself again. It took longer. The binding was slower to knit, and when it was done he felt thinner, as if part of him had been cut away and had not come back. The figure raised the red blade again.
Then, far away to the north, a cock crowed in some yard of the city, as if it did not know that this was the morning of the end of Gondor. And as if in answer, from far away across the fields, there came another sound: horns, great horns, the horns of the north, echoing off the mountains. Rohan had come. The Witch-king heard them, and heard the cry go up from his host on the Pelennor, and understood. He could not take the city through this Gate while this thing stood in it. He could not kill this thing at all, and if he stayed here, it might yet find a way to finish him, with that red blade or some other. But he could kill the King of Rohan. He could take the hope that had just come into this city with those horns and break it before the eyes of all its defenders. And the thing in the Gate would follow him. He was certain of that, and the certainty had a cold comfort in it, for if the thing followed him onto the open field it would not be standing in the Gate any longer. He gathered his shadow about him and called in the Black Speech, and out of the dark above the field his winged steed came down to him, the great fell beast that had carried him out of Minas Morgul, with its leathery wings and its naked neck and its stench of carrion. He leapt onto its back and rose up into the air above the broken Gate, and he looked down once at the figure standing there in the archway with the red blade humming in its hand. It was looking up at him. It was always looking at him. He turned his beast toward the horns, and the morning, and the King of the Mark, and as he flew he heard behind him the sound of the figure running, faster than any man could run, out through the Gate and onto the field, and he realized that he was no longer certain who was hunting whom.
Chapter VIII: Dernhelm
Meriadoc Brandybuck had been told, quite firmly and by the King himself, that he was not to ride to war. He was too small, and the ride was too long and too hard, and the battle at the end of it would be no place for a hobbit. So when a young Rider called Dernhelm, slight and silent and grim, had come to him in the dark of the camp at Dunharrow and offered to carry him on the saddle before him, Merry had said yes before he could think better of it. They had ridden for days through the grey woods of Anórien and along the old wain-road under the mountains, six thousand Riders of the Mark, with the great darkness out of Mordor lying over the world like a lid. Pippin had ridden with them too, perched up behind one of Éomer's men, having announced loudly that if Merry was going to sneak off to war then he was going too, and nobody had been able to stop him. Merry had not seen him for a day. He sat now on Dernhelm's horse Windfola in the great host drawn up on the edge of the Pelennor in the last of the night, and he could see the city in the distance, a white shape on the mountainside, ringed with fire. He could hear the boom of something huge striking the Gate. Then the cock crowed, and the King sat up straight on Snowmane and lifted his horn, and all the horns of Rohan answered him, and the Riders of the Mark poured down onto the field.
It was the most terrible and the most glorious thing Merry had ever seen, and he did not understand most of it. He clung to Dernhelm's belt and the whole world was hooves and spears and screaming, and the Riders went through the orcs on the field like a wave through sand, and the King was out in front of them, shining, singing, more like one of the great heroes in the old tales than an old man who had sat by the fire for years. They swept the northern part of the field clear. Then the Haradrim came against them with their banners of the Black Serpent, and behind them the Mûmakil, the great war-beasts of the south, each one as big as a house, with towers on their backs full of archers and tusks like the trunks of trees. Merry had heard Sam talk about oliphaunts. He had thought Sam was making them up. He saw one bearing down on the Riders to his left, trampling horses and men like grass, and then he saw something on its back. It was the armored thing. He did not know how it had got up there. It was standing on the oliphaunt's head among the ruins of the tower, and the archers who had been in the tower were falling off on every side, and as Merry watched it bent and drove something into the back of the beast's skull, and the great creature went down on its knees with a sound like a falling mountain, and the armored thing was already leaping from its head onto the next one. Merry heard himself laugh, high and wild, and Dernhelm said something under his breath that he did not catch.
Then the shadow came down. Merry felt it before he saw it, a cold that went straight to his heart and made his hands go numb on Dernhelm's belt, and the horses around them screamed and bolted, and Windfola threw them both and fled. Merry lay on the grass with the breath knocked out of him and looked up and saw the King. Théoden had just slain the chieftain of the Haradrim and cast down the Black Serpent, and now Snowmane was rearing and screaming, and above them, out of the sky, came a great winged shape, a vast fell beast with leathery wings and a naked neck and a stench like a grave, and on its back sat a figure in black with a crown upon its head and a great mace in its hand. A black dart struck Snowmane in the side. The great white horse fell, and the King fell beneath him, and the fell beast came down upon them with its claws outstretched. Every Rider who had been near the King had fled or been thrown, and Merry crawled on his belly in the grass, weeping with terror, unable to stand, unable to look away. And then he saw Dernhelm standing between the King and the beast with a sword in his hand.
“Begone, foul dwimmerlaik,” Dernhelm said, and his voice was clear and cold. “Leave the dead in peace.” The thing on the beast's back laughed. It said in a voice like the grinding of stones that no living man could hinder it, and that it would take the young fool away to the houses of lamentation, beyond all darkness, and devour his flesh and leave his shrivelled mind naked to the Lidless Eye. Then Dernhelm laughed too, and pulled off his helm, and his hair fell down over his shoulders, bright gold in the dim light, and it was not Dernhelm at all. It was the Lady Éowyn, the King's sister-daughter, and she said that she was no man, and that the thing before her looked upon a woman, and that she would smite it if it touched her lord. Merry stared at her. The Witch-king stared at her too. For a moment, Merry thought, it seemed uncertain. Then the fell beast lunged at her and she swung her sword with all her strength and laid open its face from the eye to the jaw, and it shrieked and reared back, and the Witch-king swung his mace. It struck her shield and the shield shattered and her arm broke beneath it with a crack that Merry heard from where he lay. She fell to her knees. The great mace rose again above her head, and Merry knew she was going to die, and he could not move.
Then a chain of fire came out of nowhere and bit into the fell beast's neck. Merry saw it whip through the air from somewhere off to the right, a burning hook on a burning chain, and it sank into the naked flesh of the beast just below its jaw, and the armored thing came flying in along it like a stone out of a sling. It struck the fell beast's neck with its whole body and wrapped one arm around it and hung there, and the beast screamed and thrashed and tried to throw it off, and could not. The armored thing put its fist into the side of the beast's head. Then it did it again. The beast went down in the grass with a crash that shook the ground under Merry's belly, and the armored thing was on top of it, one boot on its neck, and the beast lay there trembling and did not try to rise again. The Witch-king had been thrown clear. He rose from the grass by the King's body with his mace in his hand, and he turned toward the armored thing, and the armored thing turned toward him, and Merry could feel the air between them like the air before a thunderstorm. Neither of them was looking at Éowyn. Neither of them was looking at Merry. Everyone always forgot about hobbits.
He did not decide to do it. He would always say that afterward, when people asked him, and it was the truth. His legs were moving before he knew it, and he was up and running, and he had his sword in his hand, the little sword that Tom Bombadil had given him out of the barrow on the Downs, forged long ago by the Men of Westernesse for their war against the realm of Angmar. He came up behind the Witch-king as the black shape raised its mace against the armored thing, and he drove the blade into the back of its knee, through the black cloak and the mail beneath it, into the thing that was under it. It was like stabbing ice. A cold went up his arm that he thought would stop his heart. The Witch-king screamed, a scream that went up and up until it was hardly a sound at all, and staggered forward, and fell to its knees on the grass, and Merry felt something give way under his blade, some binding, some ancient knot of shadow that had held the thing together for a thousand years, unravel like a rope cut through. The blade of his sword smoked and writhed and withered away like dry grass in a fire. He fell over backward and lay there holding the empty hilt, unable to feel his arm.
The armored thing stepped forward. The Witch-king was on its knees before it, its crown still on its head, its black mantle sagging over nothing, and it was trying to rise, and it could not. The armored thing reached out with one hand, under the crown, into the empty space where a head should have been. And it took hold of something. Merry saw its fingers close on nothing at all, and then he saw the nothing writhe in its grip. It pulled. It pulled the way a man pulls a weed with a long root, slowly, putting its whole weight into it, and out of the Witch-king's mantle came something Merry could not see and could not stop seeing: a shape like a wound in the air, a long twisting column of shadow, a head and a spine and more than that, all of it screaming, a thin high endless scream that made the grass shiver. The crown fell off and rolled away across the field. The empty mantle collapsed. The armored thing stood holding the screaming shadow at arm's length, and it turned, and with its other hand it grabbed the fell beast by its ruined jaw and wrenched its mouth open. Then it fed the King of Angmar to his own steed.
The fell beast did not want it. Merry could see that. But the armored thing held its jaws open and pushed the screaming shadow down its throat, and held its mouth closed, and the beast swallowed, and swallowed again, and the scream went on for a while inside it, muffled and terrible, and then it stopped. Afterward, in the Houses of Healing, Merry lay awake and thought about the prophecy that the Lord of the Nazgûl would not fall by the hand of man. He thought about Éowyn, who was not a man, and who had stood before him and put the fear into him. He thought about himself, who was not a man either, but a hobbit of the Shire, and whose blade had cut the spell. And he thought about the fell beast, which was certainly not a man, and in whose belly the Witch-king had ended. He thought perhaps it was the strangest fulfillment of a prophecy that the world had ever seen, and that perhaps the armored thing had known exactly what it was doing, and that he would never know for sure.
He crawled to the King. Théoden lay under the body of Snowmane with his face white and his eyes open, and he knew Merry, and he smiled. He told Merry that he was going to his fathers, and that he would not hang his head among them now, and he spoke of his sister-daughter, and of Éomer, and he gave Merry his farewell, and then he died. Merry knelt by him in the grass and wept. When he lifted his head the armored thing was sitting astride the fell beast's neck, with the great black harness of the Witch-king in one hand, and the beast was rising, trembling, beating its vast wings, lifting off the field. The armored thing looked down once as it rose. It looked at Éowyn, lying senseless on the grass with her broken arm, and at Merry kneeling beside the King, and its head stayed turned toward them a moment, the way you look at people after a cart has overturned in the road to see if they are hurt. Then it turned its beast toward the sky, and the fell beast that had carried the Lord of the Nazgûl to the Pelennor flew up into the darkness with a new rider on its back, and Merry heard the other winged shadows that still circled over the field begin to scream, and saw them scatter east like crows from a hawk, and saw the green fire go streaking after them.
There was more battle after that. Merry did not see much of it. Éomer came, and found his uncle dead and his sister lying as if dead, and went mad with grief and rage and led the Riders against the enemy crying for death. Black ships came up the river from the south with black sails, and everyone thought they were the Corsairs of Umbar and despaired, and then the standard broke out on the foremost ship, the White Tree and the Seven Stars and the crown of Elendil wrought in gems by the Lady Arwen, and it was Aragorn, come out of the Paths of the Dead with an army no one had expected. And all the while, high above the field, there was the fell beast with its new rider, wheeling and diving, and wherever it dove the enemy broke and fled. Merry found himself at some point stumbling through the city with his arm hanging dead at his side, and then Pippin found him in a street of the city, with his face white and his eyes full of tears, and took his good hand and led him to the Houses of Healing. That night Aragorn came, tall and weary, with a handful of kingsfoil leaves, and called Merry back from the shadow, and called Éowyn back too, and Faramir, whose fever had burned all day. Merry woke to the smell of athelas and the sound of someone speaking quietly. He turned his head. At Faramir's bedside sat a tall grey-haired man with a bruise the size of a fist on his jaw and his hands folded in his lap. He was not looking at anything. He sat there all night, Merry was told afterward, watching his son sleep, and every so often he touched his jaw with his fingertips as if he were trying to remember something, and when Faramir woke at dawn and said his name, the Lord Denethor, who had once been the proudest man in Gondor, put his face in his hands and wept.
Chapter IX: Her
Sméagol had been in the dark a long time. He did not like to think about how long. He had lost them, the hobbitses, lost them after he led them to Her, after he gave them to Her the way he had promised Her, the way he had planned for so many days and nights, so that She would eat them and throw away the bones and the clothes and he would find it, the Precious, among the clothes. But the fat hobbit had hurt Her. The fat hobbit with the elf-sword and the nasty starlight had hurt Her, put out Her eye and stuck the sword into Her soft belly, and She had crawled away into the deepest part of the tunnels, back into Her lair, and lay there hissing and bleeding. And the orcses had come and taken the master away to their tower, and the fat hobbit had gone after them, and Sméagol had crept away into the dark and cried. It was not fair. It was never fair. He had lost it again. He had been so close, and now it was in the tower with the orcses, or with the fat hobbit, somewhere, somewhere he could not reach it, and all he could do was hide in the tunnels in the dark and listen to Her hissing and wait for something to happen. Days went by. He did not know how many. He ate what he could find in the tunnels, blind things that crawled and bit, and they tasted of nothing. Then on a day that was like every other day in the dark, something came up the valley of Morgul and set the dead city burning.
He saw it from the stairs. He had crept out to the top of the Straight Stair, where the tunnels opened onto the high mountain pass and you could look back down into the valley of Imlad Morgul, where the city of the Wraith-king stood glowing with its pale corpse-light. He went there sometimes to look at the sky, though there was no sky now, only the great darkness out of Mordor. He was looking down at the city when the light in the sky came. A winged thing came over the mountains from the west, and Sméagol shrank back against the rocks, for he knew those wings; it was one of the Ringwraith-birds, the great fell beasts that the Black Riders rode. But it did not fly like them. It came low and fast and straight, like a stone thrown at a window, and on its back sat something that was not a Black Rider, and when it passed over the city of Minas Morgul, green fire fell out of the sky. The pale lights in the windows went out. The tower of the moon, with its top that turned slowly round and round, cracked down the middle, and the light that came out of the crack was not pale and dead anymore but red and roaring, and the whole city was burning, and the bridge across the poison stream was falling, and the screams came up the valley like wind. Sméagol watched the city of the Witch-king burn with his eyes wide and his mouth open, and something in his thin cold heart that had not felt anything but hunger for a very long time felt something that might have been glee. “Burn them,” he whispered to the rocks. “Burn them all, the nasty wraithses, yess, they hurt us, they caught us, they took us to Him, burn them.”
Then the winged beast came up the pass and landed on the stones at the top of the Stair, not fifty yards from where he hid, and the thing on its back climbed down. It was a Man, or shaped like one. It was big, and covered all over in iron, scratched and burned and dented, with a helm that hid its face. It smelled of fire and blood and something else, something sharp and strange that made Sméagol's nose run. It stood at the top of the Stair and looked around, and Sméagol pressed himself flat against the rock in the darkness and did not breathe, did not move, did not even think. It did not look at him. It looked at the black mouth of the tunnel, the tunnel that led to Her lair, and it went in. Sméagol waited until he was sure it was gone. Then, because he could not help himself, because he had always been a creeping thing that needed to see what happened in the dark, he crept in after it. “No, no,” said one part of him, the part that remembered being a hobbit by a river long ago. “Stay out, stay out, it will kill us.” But the other part of him said that the iron Man was going to Her, and Sméagol wanted to see.
It went straight to Her. Sméagol had never seen anyone walk in Her tunnels like that. Everyone else crept, felt their way along the walls, stopped at every noise. It walked in the black dark as if it could see, and perhaps it could, for there was a faint light about its helm, and it did not stop at the webs. It went through the webs. They hung across the tunnels in great grey curtains, thick as rope, strong enough to hold a horse, and it went through them like a man walking through cobwebs in a cellar, and they tore and fell away. It went down the side passages Sméagol knew, deeper and deeper, until the stink of Her was everywhere, choking, and the bones on the floor crunched under its iron boots, and then it was at the opening of Her lair, and She was there. She had heard it coming. Sméagol saw Her come out of the darkness of Her lair, enormous, bloated, her great legs folding and unfolding, her one remaining cluster of eyes burning green with hate, her wounds still oozing. She had eaten Elves and Men and orcs beyond counting. She had been in these mountains since before the Dark Lord came, before the Ring, before anything. She was the last child of Ungoliant, the great darkness that had devoured the Trees of Light in the beginning of the world, and She feared nothing. She came at it like a storm.
Sméagol watched from behind a rock with his hands over his mouth. She struck at it with her legs and it dodged. She spat her darkness at it, the black vapor that put out all lights and blinded every eye, and it went into the darkness and did not stop. She caught it in her legs and lifted it off the ground and brought it toward her mouth and her great poisoned sting curled forward under her belly to stab it, the sting that had put the master to sleep, and he saw the sting strike the iron plates of its chest and skate off them with a scream of metal. It was firing at her. Over and over the double-mouthed weapon spoke, and her hide, that no blade of elves or men could pierce, split and tore. She threw it against the wall and it came back. She tried to retreat into her lair and it followed her. It was faster than her. Nothing in the world had ever been faster than Her, not in her own dark, and it was faster. In the end it was on her back. It had climbed up her legs while she thrashed, and it stood on her back with its feet braced, and it reached down with both hands and took hold of her remaining eyes. It ripped them out. Then its blade went down into her head, again and again, and her great legs folded under her one by one, and she collapsed on the floor of her lair in a heap of bones and filth, and the thing stood on top of her a while longer, until she had stopped moving entirely, and then it jumped down.
She was dead. Sméagol had never thought She could die. He found that he was crying, great ugly sobs that he could not stop, and he did not know if he was crying because he was glad or because he was sorry. She had been his mistress. She had been a horrible, cruel, terrible mistress, and he had hated her, and she had been the only thing in all the world besides the Precious that he had served. The armored thing turned around. It looked at him. He had forgotten to hide. He was crouching right out in the open on the floor of the tunnel with his tears running down his face and his thin hands clutching at his chest, and it was looking straight at him, and it had heard him crying, and it had seen him all along. He knew then that it had seen him on the stairs too, and in the tunnels behind it, the whole time, and had let him follow. He waited for it to kill him. He did not even run. There did not seem to be any point in running from something like that. “Please,” he heard himself saying, in a voice he had not used for hundreds of years, the voice of a young hobbit by a river in the sunlight. “Please. Sméagol is not bad. Sméagol didn't hurt anyone, not really, not the master. Please.”
It looked at him for a long time. He could not see its face. He could not see anything behind the dark glass of its helm. But he felt it look at him, at all of him, the thin starved body and the long crooked fingers and the great pale eyes and the long, long years in the dark, and the thing that had driven him through all those years and was still driving him, the hunger for the Precious. And he felt it decide something. It was not mercy. Sméagol knew mercy; the master had shown him mercy, and it was soft, and it hurt. This was not soft. It was more like a man looking at a rat in a corner of a barn and deciding that the rat was not the thing he had come to the barn for. Then it walked past him. It walked past him so close that he could have reached out and touched its armor, and it did not look at him again, and it went on through the tunnel toward the far end, toward the pass of Cirith Ungol and the orc-tower and the land of Mordor beyond. Sméagol sat in the dark beside the body of his dead mistress for a long time after it had gone. Then he got up. “It doesn't want it,” he whispered. “It doesn't want the Precious. It walks right past it, past us, past everything. Why? Why, why doesn't it want it?” Nobody answered him. “Doesn't matter,” said the other voice in his head, the Gollum voice, the one that was always hungry. “Doesn't matter what it wants. We wants it. Master has it, or fat hobbit has it, and they're going to the Mountain, yess, to the Fire, to throw it away. We must follow. We must follow, and be quick, and take it before they do.” And so he went out of the tunnels after them, out past the broken orc-tower where the Silent Watchers sat in pieces in their gateway, smashed into rubble by some great blow, and down into the land of Mordor, creeping on his thin hands and feet through the ash, following the hobbits who carried what he loved and hated, toward the Mountain of Fire.
Chapter X: The Mouth of Sauron
Aragorn son of Arathorn had looked into the Stone of Orthanc three times since he carried it down the endless stairs of Saruman's tower, and each time he had seen the same thing. The first time had been at the Hornburg, on the night after the battle, when he had wrestled the Stone to his will and shown himself to the Eye as Isildur's heir, with the sword that was broken reforged in his hand, to draw its gaze and sow doubt in it. It had been a terrible struggle, and it had left him grey and shaking. But he had come away from it with a strange knowledge that he had told only to Legolas and Gimli. The Eye had barely looked at him. It had looked, and seen him, and raged, but its gaze kept being pulled away, as a man's gaze is pulled toward a fire in the corner of his house, toward the west, toward Rohan, toward the armored thing walking across the plains. The second time had been in the city, on the night after the Pelennor, in a quiet room of the Citadel, and there he had seen the fell beast that had carried the Witch-king come down out of the dark over the Plateau of Gorgoroth with green fire falling from it, and the whole plain of Mordor stirring like a kicked anthill. The third time had been two nights ago, from the camp of the Host of the West in the ruins of Ithilien, and what he had seen then had stayed with him every hour since.
He had seen Barad-dûr. He had seen the Dark Tower rising out of the plain of Gorgoroth, vast and black, tower upon tower, battlement upon battlement, wreathed in smoke and lit from beneath by fire. At its foot the armies of Mordor were pouring in from every quarter, from the camps of Udûn and the slave-fields of Nurn and the mines and the forges, orcs and trolls and Easterlings without number, all streaming toward one point at the base of the Tower. At that point was the armored thing. It had been fighting there, as far as Aragorn could tell, for days. The dead lay around it in a wall. Green fire leapt up from it again and again and broke against the Tower, and the Tower stood. Above it all, at the summit of the highest pinnacle, burned the Eye, red-rimmed and lidless, and the Eye was looking down at the armored thing, and nowhere else. Aragorn had come out of the Stone with his hands shaking and sat a long while in silence before he spoke. “It cannot break the Tower,” he said to Prince Imrahil and to Éomer, who had become King of the Mark. “None of us could, nor any power in the world. The foundations of Barad-dûr were laid with the power of the Ring, and they will stand as long as the Ring endures. It can kill everything that comes at it, and it is doing so, by the thousand. But it cannot end him. There is only one way to end him, and that is in the hands of two hobbits somewhere in that land, if they still live.” So he had put to the Captains the counsel he would have heard from Gandalf if Gandalf had lived, that the Host of the West should march to the Black Gate of Mordor and challenge the Dark Lord to his face, so that whatever part of his gaze was not fixed on the Tower would be fixed on them and not on the hobbits. They were seven thousand. It was a fool's errand. They went.
They came before the Morannon on the twenty-fifth day of March, and drew up on two great hills of slag and rubble before the Gate, and sounded their trumpets, and Aragorn's heralds cried out for the Lord of the Black Land to come forth and give judgement. For a long time nothing answered. Then the Gate opened a little, and out of it came an embassy, a small company of soldiers in black, and at their head a tall figure on a black horse, cloaked and hooded in black, with a helm upon his head. It was a Man, or had been once, and his face was gaunt and his voice was cold, and Aragorn knew him from old tales: the Mouth of Sauron, the Lieutenant of the Tower of Barad-dûr, a sorcerer of the race of the Black Númenóreans who had served the Dark Lord so long that he had forgotten his own name. The Mouth looked over the Captains of the West and laughed, and asked whether anyone in so ragged a host had the right to speak for it, or the wits to follow what he had come to say, and his gaze fell on Aragorn with contempt. “Not you, I think,” he said. “A sword out of a smithy and a jewel out of an elf-house do not make a king.” Aragorn said nothing. He looked into the Mouth's eyes, and the Mouth's eyes fell. Then the Mouth signed to one of his men, and the man came forward with a bundle and unwrapped it, and Aragorn saw what was in it, and his heart turned to stone. It was a short sword, such as a hobbit might carry. It was a grey cloak with an elven brooch. It was a coat of mithril-mail. Gimli groaned. Pippin, who had come with the Host among Éomer's Riders, cried out aloud.
The Mouth of Sauron smiled. “So, you know them,” he said. “These were found upon a spy who came creeping into our land. Whether he is dear to you or not, he is now in our keeping, and he will learn the slow torment of the Great Tower, unless you accept the terms of my Master.” And then he named the terms. The Host of the West would withdraw beyond the Anduin. Gondor and Rohan would pay tribute to Mordor forever. Isengard, which the Mouth said was now in the Dark Lord's hands, though Aragorn knew it was not, would be rebuilt by one of Sauron's captains to rule over Rohan. And there was something more, something that the Mouth said with a little twist of his lips, as if it were not part of his message but a private sweetness of his own. “And as for the iron beast that has been howling at my Master's door these ten days,” he said, “my Master bids me tell you that he knows it is yours, sent out of the West by whatever Powers you still pray to. It has done you no good. It has wasted itself on stone that cannot break, and it will go on wasting itself until it falls, and when it falls it will be his. Tell your Powers that they should have sent a better one.” Aragorn looked past him, up into the darkness above the Gate. “You are mistaken,” he said quietly. “It is not mine. And it is not wasting itself. It is waiting.”
He did not know, in that moment, why he had said it. He knew it a moment later, when a shadow fell across the Mouth of Sauron and his black horse screamed and reared. A fell beast came down out of the dark above the Gate, and on its back sat the armored thing, and behind it in the sky came the Nazgûl, eight great winged shadows that had been pouring out of Mordor toward the Host of the West to break its courage, wheeling now in confusion, screaming, as the one they had been flying with turned on them. Aragorn had a moment to understand that the thing had followed the Nazgûl from Barad-dûr, that when the Dark Lord had sent his Nine to the Black Gate it had left the Tower and come after them, and then it had leapt down from the beast's back onto the ground beside the Mouth of Sauron. The Mouth turned in his saddle. He opened his mouth to speak. Aragorn never knew what he had meant to say. The armored thing reached up and pulled him from his horse and did something to him that Aragorn, who had seen a great deal of war, did not afterward like to remember, and the Lieutenant of the Tower of Barad-dûr fell on the slag in two pieces, and his black embassy broke and ran screaming back toward the Gate. The armored thing let them go. It bent and picked up the bundle where it had fallen, the mithril-coat and the cloak and the little sword, and held them in its hand a moment, and then it set them down very carefully on a rock, out of the mud. Then the Black Gate opened wide, and the armies of Mordor poured out.
The battle at the Morannon was short, and terrible, and Aragorn remembered all of it. The Host of the West stood on its two hills like islands in a rising sea, and the sea was orcs and trolls and Easterlings and the hill-trolls of Gorgoroth, bigger and stronger than any trolls of the north, and they came on and on. Aragorn fought in the front of the line with Andúril in his hand, and Legolas and Gimli fought beside him, and somewhere on the other hill the sons of Elrond and Prince Imrahil and Éomer King, and somewhere in the press young Peregrin Took slew a great troll-chieftain with his little sword and was buried beneath its body. The Nazgûl came down on the host, all eight of them, and their screams filled the air, and men fell on their faces in despair, and the armored thing went up to meet them. It had its fell beast again. It rode the beast up into the darkness, and green fire went streaming out of it, and Aragorn saw a winged shadow fall, and another, and the black riders tearing loose from their broken beasts as shapeless shrieking shadows and fleeing east, and coming back on new beasts, and falling again. It could not end them. He could see that. They kept coming back. But every time they came back there were fewer of them, and they came more slowly, and they screamed louder, and every time, the armored thing was waiting for them.
Then, in the middle of the battle, it stopped. Aragorn saw it happen. The armored thing was on the ground among the trolls at the foot of the eastern hill, where it had come down to break a charge against Éomer's men, and in the midst of the fighting it straightened up and turned its head and looked east. It looked over the walls of the Black Gate, and over the Plateau of Gorgoroth, toward the Mountain of Fire, which was smoking and rumbling and flickering red under the dark sky. It stood there a moment, perfectly still, while the trolls around it went on dying from the blows it had already dealt them. Then it whistled. Aragorn had not heard it make any sound before; it was a single sharp note, like a smith calling a dog, and the fell beast came down out of the sky to it at once and it was on its back and climbing into the air and flying east over the Black Gate, fast and low and straight, toward the Mountain, and it was gone. “He goes to the Mountain,” Aragorn said aloud. Legolas was beside him, bloodied, an arrow on his string. “Why?” the Elf said. “What is there?” And Aragorn, who had known Frodo Baggins in the inn at Bree when he was only a frightened hobbit with a burden too heavy for him, felt something rise in his chest that was very like hope, and very like terror. “Frodo,” he said. “Frodo is there.”
Only a few minutes later, the Nazgûl screamed. Every one of them at once, a scream so terrible that every man and orc on the field stopped fighting and looked up. Aragorn saw the winged shadows above the field turn in the air and fling themselves eastward, toward the Mountain, faster than he had ever seen them fly, like dead leaves before a storm wind, and behind them over the hills of the Ered Lithui came the great Eagles of the north, Gwaihir the Windlord and his kin, coming to the battle at last, and the armies of Mordor wavered and fell back. Something had happened at the Mountain. The Dark Lord had become aware of something, some terrible danger, so terrible that he had called back his Nine from the battlefield and flung them at it in the last extremity of his will. Aragorn looked east across the dark land and could see nothing but smoke and fire. He thought of the armored thing on its winged beast, a little way ahead of the Nine, flying to the Mountain before them. He thought of Frodo, and of Sam, two hobbits of the Shire, at the end of the world. He found that he was praying, though he did not know to whom, and then the earth began to shake.
Chapter XI: Sammath Naur
Samwise Gamgee had stopped thinking about the Shire, mostly, somewhere on the plain of Gorgoroth. It was not that he had forgotten it. He thought about it all the time, really, about the garden at Bag End and the Party Tree and the Green Dragon and Rosie Cotton, but he did not let himself think about it properly anymore, because when he did his legs stopped working and he wanted to lie down in the ash and cry. So instead he thought about the next step, and then the next one, and then the next. He thought about the water in the bottles, and the little bit of lembas they had left, and whether Mr. Frodo could walk another mile today or whether he would have to carry him. Mostly he had to carry him. Mr. Frodo was very light now, light as a child, and his face was grey and his eyes were far away, and he kept his hand clenched against his chest where the Ring hung on its chain, and sometimes he did not know where he was. They had come a long way. They had crossed the whole black plain of Mordor, and all the way they had seen the fire far off to the north and east, at the foot of the Dark Tower, where something was fighting. Sam did not know what it was. He only knew that there was a light there, a strange green light that flared up again and again against the Tower in the night, and that every orc they saw on the roads was going toward it, and that the great Eye at the top of the Tower, which he had felt all the way from the pass like a weight on the back of his neck, was not looking at them. It was looking at the fire. Sam did not know what the fire was. But he loved it, whatever it was, the way you love a fire in a cold house.
They climbed Mount Doom on the morning of the twenty-fifth of March. It took a long time. Sam carried Mr. Frodo on his back most of the way, up the long slope of ash and cinders, and he thought it was the hardest thing he had ever done, and it probably was. Near the top the road went up to a door in the side of the cone, a black door with fire behind it, and there on the road Gollum came at them out of the rocks. Sam had known he would. He had felt him following them across the plain, a little shadow at the edge of things, and here at the end he came, starved and wild, all bones and eyes, and threw himself at Mr. Frodo, and Mr. Frodo threw him off with a strength Sam had not known he had left, and stood over him and said something in a terrible voice, and then went on up toward the door alone. Sam stood over Gollum with his sword in his hand. He should have killed him. He knew he should. But Gollum lay there on the stones whimpering, so thin and wretched and broken, and Sam remembered that he too had carried the Ring for a little while, in the orc-tower, and had felt what it did, and he could not do it. “Go on,” he said roughly. “Get out of it. I don't trust you as far as I could kick you, but go on.” And he turned and ran up the road after his master, and Gollum, he did not doubt, crept after him.
Inside the Mountain was the Sammath Naur, the Chambers of Fire, and at the end of it was the Crack of Doom. It was a long tunnel cut into the heart of the cone, and the floor of it was split across by a great fissure, and out of the fissure came a red light and a terrible heat, and somewhere far below was the fire where the Ring had been made, and where it could be unmade. Mr. Frodo was standing at the edge of the fissure. He was standing very straight, black against the red glare, with his hand at his chest, and Sam called out to him, and he turned his head. “I'm here,” he said, and his voice was clear and strong and not like his voice at all. “I've come all this way. But I won't. I won't throw it in. It's mine.” And he put it on, and he vanished, and Sam cried out, and something hit him from behind and he fell on the stone floor with his head ringing. It was Gollum. He saw Gollum go past him, scrabbling, leaping, toward the place at the edge of the fissure where Mr. Frodo had been standing, and fling himself on something there that could not be seen, and then Gollum and the invisible thing were wrestling at the very brink of the Crack of Doom, and Sam, lying dazed on the floor, could not get up.
Then the light at the mouth of the tunnel went out. Something was standing in the doorway. Sam turned his head, slowly, and saw it there against the red glare of the mountainside outside, tall and black and armored, and his heart, which he would have said had nothing left in it to feel anything, went cold and then hot and then cold again. He knew what it was. He had never seen it before, but he knew it, the way you know a thunderstorm by the smell of the air before it comes. It was the fire he had seen at the foot of the Tower. It came down the tunnel toward the Crack of Doom, walking, not hurrying, and it walked past Sam where he lay, and it did not look at him. It went to the edge of the fissure, where Gollum was clawing and biting at something invisible, and it took Gollum by the back of his neck as you might take a kitten, and lifted him off, and set him aside on the floor of the tunnel. It did not throw him. It did not hurt him. It simply put him out of the way. Then it reached into the empty air at the edge of the fissure, where Gollum had been fighting, and closed its hand on something Sam could not see, and Sam heard Mr. Frodo scream.
It held him by the wrist. Sam could see that much, from the way its gauntlet was closed on nothing, and the way the nothing was struggling, kicking, crying out in Mr. Frodo's voice and in another voice that was not his. Then the armored thing took hold of something with its other hand and pulled, very carefully, the way Sam's old Gaffer used to pull a splinter out of a child's finger, and Mr. Frodo was there again, suddenly, falling to his knees on the stone, white and gasping, with his right hand clutched against his chest. All his fingers were still on it. Sam saw that, and he never forgot it. Every one of them. And in the armored thing's gauntlet, lying on its great scarred palm, was the Ring. It was so small. Sam had never really looked at it before, not properly, not in the light. It was only a little plain band of gold, the kind of thing you might find in a ploughed field. But he could feel it. Even from where he lay he could feel it reaching out, the way it had reached out to him in the orc-tower, the way it reached out to everyone, whispering, promising. He could feel it reaching out to the armored thing. He could feel it trying to find something in there that wanted something. It was like a moth beating against the door of a furnace. The armored thing did not even look at it.
It walked past Mr. Frodo to the brink of the fissure, without stopping, without even really slowing down, the way a man walks past the hearth on his way to bed, and it flicked the Ring into the fire. That was all. It did not hold it up. It did not pause. It flicked it off its palm with one finger, the way you would flick away a crumb, and the little gold band went spinning out over the Crack of Doom, glinting once in the red light, and fell. Gollum screamed. He had been crouching on the floor where the thing had set him, and he leapt up with a cry that Sam would hear in his dreams for the rest of his life, a cry of such loss and longing that it hardly sounded like a living thing, and he flung himself toward the edge after it. The armored thing put out its arm. It was not a blow. It was the kind of movement you make to stop a child running out into the road, and Gollum struck it and fell back and rolled across the floor and lay there, alive, sobbing, clawing at the stone. Far below in the fire, something went out. Sam felt it go. It was as if a sound had been playing in the back of his head for months, so long that he had stopped hearing it, and now it had stopped. Then the Mountain roared.
The floor of the Sammath Naur heaved. Fire burst up out of the Crack of Doom in a great red fountain, and the roof cracked, and rocks began to fall. Sam was on his feet before he knew it and had Mr. Frodo by the arm and was dragging him toward the door, and the armored thing was walking out ahead of them, and Gollum, Sam saw out of the corner of his eye, was crawling away on his hands and knees into some side passage, still weeping, out of the light. They came out onto the mountainside into a world that was ending. The ground shook. The sky was split with lightning. Away to the north, across the plain, the Dark Tower of Barad-dûr was falling. Its towers were cracking and leaning and toppling, its battlements crumbling, its whole vast black bulk sinking down into the earth in a cloud of smoke and fire, and the great Eye at its summit was gone. Out of the sky above them came the Nazgûl, all eight of them, the black winged shadows racing toward the Mountain in the last command of their master, and as Sam watched they burst into flame. They caught fire in the air like moths in a candle, shrieking, and fell burning out of the sky into the fire-rivers of Orodruin, and were gone, and Sam knew without knowing how that they would not come back this time.
Then the shadow rose. It came up out of the ruins of the Dark Tower, vast and black, a great shape of darkness that filled half the sky, reaching up over the world with a hand like a storm-cloud. Sam had never been so afraid of anything in his life. It was everything evil that had ever been, all gathered into one shape, and it hung over the land of Mordor, and it turned, slowly, and Sam knew it was looking for something. It was looking for the armored thing. The armored thing was standing on the slope of the Mountain a little below them, among the falling rocks and the rivers of fire, looking up at it. It did not raise its weapon. It just stood there and looked up, the way Sam had seen it look at everything, and the great shadow reached out toward it with its storm-cloud hand, as if to take it, or curse it, or simply understand it. Then a great wind came out of the West. Sam felt it on his face, cool and clean, smelling of the sea, though he had never smelled the sea, and the wind took hold of the shadow and blew it away. It blew it away like smoke. The great hand came apart in the wind and drifted east into nothing, and the shadow was gone, and there was only the sky, dark and full of ash, and somewhere very far away in the west, a little light.
The armored thing turned around. It looked up the slope at Sam and Mr. Frodo, two little hobbits sitting together on a rock on the side of a burning mountain, with the end of the world going on around them. It looked at them the way it had looked at Gollum, Sam thought afterward, only not quite. It looked at them the way you look at someone after a fall, to see if they are hurt. Then it turned away and walked down the mountain, into the smoke and the falling ash, toward the north, and it did not look back, and Sam watched it go until he could not see it any more. Mr. Frodo was leaning against him, holding his right hand in his left and staring down at it. “Sam,” he said, and it was his own voice now, soft and tired and wondering. “Sam, it's gone. It's really gone. And I'm here, at the end of all things, with all my fingers.” Sam put his arm around him. He was crying, he found. He had been crying for a while. “I'm glad you're here with me, Mr. Frodo,” he said. The rivers of fire crept closer around their rock, and the sky darkened, and they sat together and waited. Then out of the north, out of the smoke, came great wings, wide and golden and nothing at all like the wings of the Nazgûl, and Sam heard a high clear cry that sounded like the end of a long, long winter.
Epilogue: The Legend
Elrond Half-elven came to Minas Tirith on Midsummer's Eve, with his sons and his daughter and the Lady Galadriel and the Lord Celeborn and a great company of the Elves, and he saw the King of Gondor and Arnor come down from the walls to meet them, and saw his daughter go to him, and he knew that the long waiting was over and that he had lost her. He had known for many years that it would be so. It did not make it easier. He stood beside Galadriel in the evening light, on the field before the new Gate of the city, and watched Aragorn and Arwen standing together under the White Tree, which had flowered again, and he thought of Mithrandir, who should have been there, who had worked toward this for two thousand years and had not lived to see it. Mithrandir's sword hung now in the Hall of Kings, in the Citadel, beside the throne. Galadriel had brought it from Lothlórien and given it into Aragorn's hands, and Aragorn had wept. The Ring of Fire she had kept. It was quiet now, as all the Three were quiet, their power waning since the One had gone into the fire, and when the time came she would take it to Círdan at the Havens, who had given it in the first place, and it would go West with them over the sea.
Afterward there was a great feast, and Elrond sat long into the night and listened to the tales. He heard the tales of the Pelennor and the Morannon, and of the Paths of the Dead, and of the Ringbearer and his gardener on the slopes of the Mountain of Fire. But mostly he heard tales of the iron stranger, and he heard them from everyone. He heard Théoden's sister-daughter, the Lady Éowyn, pale and beautiful with her arm healing in a sling, speak of the moment when the chain of fire came out of nowhere and the Witch-king's steed went down. He heard Meriadoc the hobbit tell, a little uneasily, how the Lord of the Nazgûl had ended in the belly of his own beast, and how the armored thing had looked at them afterward. He heard Gimli tell of the morning in Fangorn when it had looked at his axe, and Legolas tell of the light in it, red and hot and not of this world. He heard Faramir, now Prince of Ithilien and Steward of Gondor, speak quietly of the night it had walked into the Tower Hall, and how it had looked at him on his bier before it did anything else. Faramir's father had given up the stewardship and gone to live in a small house in Ithilien, among the green hills, where it was said he spent his days in the garden and spoke little, and had not touched a stone or a sword since. And he heard Samwise Gamgee tell, to a hushed hall, how it had walked past the Ringbearer without slowing and flicked the Ring into the fire like a crumb off a table. Sam told it plainly. He was not a teller of tales. But when he had finished there was a long silence, and then old Gimli began to laugh, and then all of them were laughing, Elves and Men and Dwarves and hobbits together, laughing until they wept, at the Dark Lord's power and all his long scheming, ended like that.
Late in the night Elrond walked on the walls with Galadriel, and they spoke of it. “Haldir's wardens saw it once more,” Galadriel said. “In the first week of April. It came back up out of the south, the same way it had gone, along the borders of the Golden Wood and up the Dimrill Dale, and it went in at the great East-gate of Moria and down into the dark. It did not look at the wood. It did not stop. That night there was a red light in the deep places of the mountain, and the Mirrormere trembled, and then it was gone, and since then the mountain has been quiet.” Elrond asked if she knew where it had gone. “Home,” she said. “If it has one. Back to its war. I told you it would not stay.” Elrond was silent. He had argued with himself all through the spring about what it was. A servant of the Valar, sent in Mithrandir's place to finish his work. A thing from beyond the walls of the world that had stumbled into Arda by chance. Or a stroke of Ilúvatar himself, who sometimes sent strange gifts into the music of the world for purposes no one could see. He had not decided. “Glóin's son says the Dwarves will go back to Khazad-dûm,” he said at last. “Now that its Bane is gone, and the orcs have fled, and nothing is left in the deep but what that thing left behind. He says they will light the great halls again within a generation.” He was quiet a moment. “Mithrandir would have liked that.”
And the legend grew. Elrond lived to hear it grow, in the years before he took ship at the Grey Havens, and he heard it in every corner of Middle-earth. In Rohan they made songs of the Silent Knight who walked down the Deeping-coomb at dawn, and children on the plains played at being him, one child in a helm of tin and all the others falling down. In Gondor they called him the Iron Pilgrim, and carved his image on the new Gate of the city, a tall armored figure with no face, and set no name beneath it, because no one knew his name. The Dwarves who returned to Moria found deep in the lowest halls a place where the floor was scorched in a great black circle, and the bones of nameless things lay in heaps around it, and they built a door over it and set a guard upon it, and no one was allowed to open the door. In the Shire, when the four hobbits came home at last and set the Shire to rights, they told the tale so often that it became a fireside story, and young hobbits who had never been farther than Bree would ask for the one about the Big Fellow and the Ring, and would shriek with delight at the part about the crumb. Frodo told it least of all. He did not like to talk of the Mountain. But sometimes, in the long evenings at Bag End before he went into the West, he would sit with his right hand open on his knee and look at it for a long time. And far away in the south, in the dry hills of the Ephel Dúath, travelers of the new kingdom of Gondor sometimes reported seeing a thin pale creature creeping among the rocks, alone, talking to itself, alive.
And far beyond the walls of the world, in a place under a red sky where there were no stars, something in a great black citadel lifted its head. It was a demon of the deep pits, old and vast and patient, and it had ruled its corner of that burning country for longer than it could remember, and it had heard the rumors that ran through the hordes like fire through dry grass. It had heard that he had gone away for a while, to some other world, some small green place full of trees and kings and little people, and that the gates of its citadel would be safe for a season. It had believed the rumors. Now it stood at the top of its highest tower and looked out over the burning plain, and saw a seam of light open in the red stone far below, and saw a figure step out of it. The figure stood a moment, looking up at the citadel. Then it raised its weapon, and the plain between them began to burn, and the hordes of the pit began to scream, and the demon in its tower understood that the season was over. He had come back. He was walking toward the gate. He was always walking toward the gate.
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