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from digital ash
I'll be the first person to admit that when the word sovereign gets thrown around that I quickly think of an armed white American from a limited gene pool refusing to show their driving license to a police officer. But digital sovereignty in Europe isn't about tin foil hats or mistrust of the government. It's about not putting all of our digital resources including finance and government in the hands of a select few foreign companies. So I suppose before we continue on this adventure of open source and European alternatives to foreign technology it's important to define what we mean with digital sovereignty.
Sovereignty as a concept is the authority of a state or nation to govern itself without outside interference. In the context of digital sovereignty, it refers to a nation's or individual's ability to exercise control over its own digital activities, data, and infrastructure. Already, it is noticeable that digital sovereignty diverges from the central concept in that the individual becomes more important.
Why is the individual important in this case? Well, unlike in some countries like China where the government has strict approval over what can and can't be accessed via the internet (there are some limitations in Europe granted but it's pretty lax comparatively), we for the most part have freedom to choose how we live our digital lives. This has unfortunately led to us mostly choosing foreign companies and the vast majority of our digital lives being controlled by companies outside of our borders.
But individuals aren't the only ones at risk. European governments, institutions, and companies are all dependent on foreign technology companies. This makes digital sovereignty significantly more complex as it plays out on various levels.
And theoretically this isn't an issue. In fact one might argue that in a global economy it's perfectly normal to depend on another nation to handle certain aspects of your society. However, when this ultimately makes an entire continent dependent on external companies and countries, we no longer control the terms. Slowly we become a digital vassal state.
#digitalsovereignty
from
Iain Harper's Blog
Sam Peckinpah (1925-84) directed 14 pictures in 22 years, nearly half of them compromised by lack of authorial control due to studio interference. The Deadly Companions (1961), Major Dundee (1965), The Wild Bunch (1969), Pat Garrett & Billy the Kid (1973), Convoy (1978) and The Osterman Weekend (1983) were all taken off him in post-production and released to the public in what the director considered a corrupted form.
The Wild Bunch was pulled from its initial release and re-edited by Warner Bros, with no input from the director. Even his first great success, Ride the High Country (1962), saw him booted out of the editing suite, though it was in the very latter stages of post, with no serious damage done.

An innovative filmmaker enamoured with the myths of the old west, if Peckinpah was (as Wild Bunch producer Phil Feldman believed) a directorial genius, he was also a worryingly improvisational one. Along with his extraordinary use of slow motion, freeze-frame and rapid montage, he liked to shoot with up to seven cameras rolling, very rarely storyboarded and went through hundreds of thousands of feet of celluloid (just one of the reasons he alarmed and irked money-conscious studio bosses).
His intuitive method of movie-making went against the grain of studio wisdom and convention. Peckinpah was like a prospector panning for gold. The script was a map, the camera a spade, the shoot involved the laborious process of mining material, and the editing phase was where he aimed to craft jewels.
Set in 1913 during the Mexican revolution, The Wild Bunch sees a band of rattlesnake-mean old bank robbers, led by William Holden’s Pike Bishop, pursued across the US border by bounty hunters into Mexico, a country and landscape that in Peckinpah’s fiery imagination is less a location and more a state of mind.
It’s clear America has changed, and the outlaw’s way of living is nearly obsolete. “We’ve got to start thinking beyond our guns, those days are closing fast,” Bishop informs his crew, a line pitched somewhere between rueful reality check and lament.
The film earned widespread notoriety for its “ballet of death” shootout, where bullets exploded bodies into fireworks of blood and flesh. Peckinpah wanted the audience to taste the violence, smell the gunpowder, be provoked into disgust, while questioning their desire for violent spectacle. 10,000 squibs were rigged and fired off for this kamikaze climax, a riot of slow-mo, rapid movement, agonised, dying faces in close-ups, whip pans and crash zooms on glorious death throes, and a cacophony of ear-piercing noise from gunfire and yelling.
His first teaming with Steve McQueen in Junior Bonner (1972) is well worth checking out, even though it’s missing the trademark Peckinpah violence. The story of a lonely rodeo rider reuniting with his family is an ode to blue-collar living, a soulful and poetic work proving that SP could do so much more than mere blood-and-guts thrills.

A nightmarish south-of-the-border gothic tale in which a dive-bar piano player (Warren Oates), sensing a scheme to strike it rich, sets off to retrieve the head of a man who got a gangster’s teenage daughter pregnant. It’s the savage cinema of Peckinpah in its purest form: part love story, part road movie, part journey into the heart of darkness – and all demented.
As with his final masterwork, Cross of Iron (1977), a war movie told from the German side, these films can appear alarmingly nihilistic, or as if they’re wallowing in sordidness. But while Peckinpah’s films routinely exhibit deliberately contradictory thinking and positions, he was a profoundly moral filmmaker. The “nihilist” accusation doesn’t wash. What we see in his work is more a bitterness toward human nature’s urge to self-destruction.
from An Open Letter
E just left, and I was doing my gratitude list. I would have dreamed of this life and given a lot to get it even just a year ago. I’m just grateful to have it, since I know that I gave a lot for it along the way.
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Bloc de notas
copos de nieve flotan en las alas del viento / en nuestro sueño
from DrFox
Avancer dans la vie n’est pas un acte de courage. On s’est raconté cette histoire trop longtemps. Le courage suppose un danger identifié, un effort musculaire de l’âme, une poussée contre la peur. Avancer dans la vie, vraiment avancer, n’obéit pas à cette logique. C’est autre chose. C’est plus nu. Plus fragile. C’est un acte de foi.
La foi n’est pas ici religieuse au sens étroit. Elle n’est pas une adhésion à un dogme ni une soumission à un récit sacré. Elle est un état de conscience. Une posture intérieure face à l’impossibilité de savoir. Une manière de dire oui à quelque chose que l’on ne peut ni prouver, ni contrôler, ni même pleinement imaginer depuis le niveau où l’on se tient.
Le courage agit à l’intérieur d’un monde déjà balisé. On sait à peu près ce qui est possible, ce qui est risqué, ce qui est attendu. La foi, elle, commence là où les cartes s’arrêtent. Là où il n’est plus possible de construire brique après brique en s’appuyant sur ce qui existe déjà. Parce que ce qui vient n’est pas une extension du connu. C’est un saut de niveau.
C’est là que beaucoup se trompent. Ils veulent fabriquer l’avenir avec les matériaux du passé. Reproduire des structures, améliorer des systèmes, optimiser des comportements. Ils pensent que le progrès est cumulatif. Qu’il suffit d’empiler. Or certaines transformations ne s’empilent pas. Elles traversent. Elles obligent à lâcher ce qui faisait sens avant. Elles exigent une autre logique.
C’est pour cela que les grandes transitions humaines ne sont jamais purement rationnelles. Elles passent toujours par une zone d’illusion assumée. On accepte de croire à quelque chose qui n’est pas encore là. On accepte de se raconter une histoire suffisamment crédible pour avancer ensemble. Sans cette illusion partagée, rien ne tient.
Les relations humaines reposent sur ce même mécanisme. Aimer quelqu’un, faire confiance, coopérer, construire à deux ou à plusieurs, ce n’est jamais une démonstration logique. C’est un acte de foi envers l’autre. Une décision silencieuse de suspendre le soupçon. De faire comme si l’autre n’allait pas trahir au premier virage. De faire comme si la parole avait encore un poids.
Nous savons pourtant que l’humain peut être violent, lâche, prédateur. L’histoire entière le prouve. Chaque crise le rappelle. La peur de l’autre n’est pas une pathologie. Elle est fondée. Elle est rationnelle à un certain niveau. L’épisode du papier toilette lors des confinements l’a montré de façon presque comique et presque tragique. À la première pénurie symbolique, chacun pour soi. Alors oui, on peut légitimement se demander ce qu’il resterait de solidarité à la première vraie famine.
Et pourtant, nous continuons. Nous vivons dans des villes de millions d’individus. Nous prenons le métro. Nous confions nos enfants à des écoles. Nous mangeons des aliments préparés par des inconnus. Nous dormons pendant que d’autres veillent. Cette organisation dépasse largement l’humain tel qu’il a été façonné par l’évolution. Notre cerveau n’a pas été conçu pour une telle densité, une telle abstraction, une telle interdépendance.
Nous avons créé quelque chose qui nous dépasse. Une méga structure sociale, économique, symbolique, technologique. Elle produit des bénéfices immenses. Espérance de vie, confort, accès au savoir. Mais elle produit aussi une fragilité systémique. Un déséquilibre permanent. Une tension constante entre coopération et effondrement.
À ce niveau là, la peur n’est plus individuelle. Elle devient diffuse. Elle flotte dans l’air. Elle se traduit par des discours sécuritaires, des replis identitaires, des radicalisations. L’humain sent confusément que ce qu’il a bâti tient sur quelque chose de très fin. Que la confiance est le vrai pilier. Et que ce pilier n’est pas rationnel.
C’est là que la foi réapparaît. Non pas comme une naïveté, mais comme une nécessité structurelle. Une civilisation ne tient pas uniquement par des lois, des contrats et des forces armées. Elle tient parce qu’une majorité de ses membres fait comme si l’autre allait respecter la règle même quand il pourrait la contourner. C’est une illusion collective. Mais une illusion fonctionnelle.
La religion et la spiritualité émergent précisément à cet endroit. Elles ne sont pas des erreurs primitives destinées à disparaître avec la science. Elles sont des dispositifs de stabilisation de la foi collective. Des récits qui disent, malgré tout, que le monde a un sens suffisant pour continuer. Qu’il existe un ordre au delà du chaos immédiat. Même si cet ordre est symbolique.
Dire que c’est une illusion n’est pas une critique. Toute conscience humaine fonctionne avec des illusions opérantes. La valeur de la dignité humaine est une illusion. Les droits de l’homme sont une illusion. L’idée que demain mérite d’être vécu est une illusion. Mais ce sont des illusions nécessaires. Sans elles, l’effondrement psychique et social serait immédiat.
L’erreur consiste à croire que l’illusion doit être vraie pour être valable. Elle doit seulement être suffisamment partagée et suffisamment porteuse pour permettre le passage à un niveau supérieur d’organisation. La foi n’est pas la négation du réel. Elle est la condition pour ne pas être écrasé par lui.
Le dernier acte humain n’est donc pas le courage. Le courage reste dans le champ de l’effort. Le dernier acte est la foi. Accepter de continuer sans garantie. Accepter de tendre la main en sachant qu’elle pourrait être lâchée. Accepter de croire qu’une humanité de millions peut encore se réguler sans se dévorer entièrement.
C’est une apothéose discrète. Pas héroïque. Pas spectaculaire. Une décision intérieure répétée chaque jour. Se lever. Sortir. Parler. Aimer. Construire. Comme si cela avait un sens. Comme si cela valait la peine. Comme si l’autre n’était pas seulement un danger.
Ce n’est pas une certitude. C’est un pari. Mais c’est le seul qui permette à quelque chose de plus grand que nous d’exister.
from
féditech

Le monde de la technologie ne dort jamais et le CES 2026 vient de nous le rappeler de manière spectaculaire. Alors que le Wi-Fi 7 commence à peine à se démocratiser dans nos foyers (et soyons honnêtes, la majorité d'entre nous n'a pas encore sauté le pas) une nouvelle norme vient déjà frapper à la porte. Contre toute attente, les premiers routeurs et puces Wi-Fi 8 ont fait une apparition surprise lors du salon de Las Vegas, promettant une disponibilité potentielle dès cette année. Si vous étiez sur le point d'investir une somme conséquente dans un équipement Wi-Fi 7 dernier cri, il est peut-être urgent d'attendre.
Contrairement aux sauts générationnels précédents, qui mettaient presque exclusivement l'accent sur des débits théoriques vertigineux, le Wi-Fi 8 change de paradigme. La promesse n'est plus seulement d'aller plus vite, mais d'être infaillible. Il conserve les vitesses élevées et la bande passante massive introduites par son prédécesseur, mais il y ajoute une couche importante d'optimisation. L'objectif est d'améliorer l'efficacité énergétique, d'augmenter le débit réel (throughput) et de perfectionner la communication point-à-point entre les appareils.
Pour l'utilisateur final, cela se traduit par une expérience beaucoup plus fluide. La technologie est conçue pour maintenir des connexions rapides et stables même lorsque vous vous déplacez avec vos appareils ou que vous vous éloignez du routeur. Finis les micro-coupures, les gels d'image pendant vos appels vidéo ou le “lag” en pleine partie de jeu en ligne. Le Wi-Fi 8 s'attaque à l'instabilité, la bête noire des réseaux modernes.
L'une des présentations les plus intéressantes nous vient d'Asus. L'année dernière, la marque avait dévoilé un routeur arachnide hérissé d'antennes. Cette année, changement radical avec le ROG NeoCore, un concept de routeur sans aucune antenne visible. L'objet ressemble à un dé à 20 faces (un icosaèdre pour les puristes) avec une base creuse. Selon le fabricant, ce modèle de production offrira les mêmes vitesses de données que le Wi-Fi 7, mais avec une latence réduite et une capacité à déplacer plus de données avec moins de goulots d'étranglement.

Tout n'était pourtant pas parfait sur le stand. Sean Hollister, journaliste pour The Verge, a rapporté une anecdote amusante, la maquette en plastique s'est brisée entre ses mains lorsqu'il a voulu la soulever. “Parfait”, a ironisé Nilay Patel, rédacteur en chef du média. Si le matériel final sera (espérons-le) plus solide, cette mésaventure rappelle que nous sommes encore au stade expérimental.
Au-delà des coques en plastique, la technologie interne est bien réelle. Broadcom a profité du CES pour annoncer ses équipements Wi-Fi 8, notamment l'APU BCM4918 et deux nouvelles radios double bande. Ces composants sont destinés à alimenter les futures passerelles des fournisseurs d'accès et les routeurs résidentiels. De son côté, MediaTek a dévoilé lundi sa famille de puces Filogic 8000. L'ambition est de propulser les appareils “premium et flagship”, des points d'accès d'entreprise aux smartphones, en passant par les ordinateurs portables et les téléviseurs connectés. Les premiers appareils équipés de ces puces devraient arriver sur le marché plus tard dans l’année.
C'est ici que la situation se complique. Ces annonces surviennent quelques mois seulement après que TP-Link a démontré le premier prototype de connexion Wi-Fi 8 en octobre. Les marques foncent tête baissée, mais il y a un hic. La spécification officielle IEEE 802.11bn n'est pas finalisée. Le calendrier actuel de l'IEEE prévoit que la norme ne sera officiellement ratifiée que vers le milieu ou la fin de l'année 2028. Pourtant, Asus et d'autres constructeurs prévoient de lancer leurs produits dès cette année. Cela signifie que les premiers acheteurs (les “early adopters”) acquerront du matériel basé sur une version brouillon de la norme. Il faudra probablement passer par des mises à jour logicielles (firmware) ultérieures pour se conformer aux spécifications finales. Le Wi-Fi 8 est prometteur, axé sur la fiabilité et arrive très vite. Mais si vous craquez en 2026, sachez que vous achetez un pari sur l'avenir autant qu'un routeur.
from thinklever
Things I love about posting on social media
One of the best parts about posting on social media is the constant feedback you get. Whether it's notifications for likes, comments, or replies, or checking the analytics to see how many people have viewed your content, there's always something to track your impact.
Watching your account metrics rise, such as impressions, engagement, and followers, is genuinely satisfying. There's a real thrill in seeing those numbers climb steadily, or even spike dramatically.
If I only wrote privately, I'd miss out on this intense dopamine rush. Posting publicly feels a bit like gambling: every time you refresh your feed, there's that exciting uncertainty about new likes, comments, or views waiting for you.
Another big advantage is that knowing others will read my work makes me write more seriously and thoughtfully. I have plenty of good ideas, but when they're just sitting in a private document on my computer, I often lack the motivation to finish them. On social media, the public audience holds me accountable, and over time, I end up producing far more than I would in isolation.
For example, you'll see short, straightforward posts like these: (1) “Everyone talks about grinding. Nobody talks about the friction they removed. I didn't become more disciplined. I just made doing the work 10x easier than doing nothing. That's the real shift.” (2) “The difference between successful people and others isn't ability.”
These posts are brief and imperfect, yet they are acceptable on social media platforms. Seeing them makes it much easier to post something similar without feeling overwhelmed. As a result, regular exposure to others' work consistently boosts my creativity and overall output.
from thinklever
My frustrating experience with X
I recently started posting on X, but I've had a few highly frustrating experiences that left me quite annoyed.
The first issue began with registration. I used a VPN to sign up and requested verification codes multiple times because they never arrived. Once I finally logged in and subscribed to Premium, my account was suddenly suspended without any explanation. I submitted an appeal, but after three days there was still no response, and my subscription fee was effectively lost. I felt quite angry. It honestly seemed like my money had been wasted unfairly.
I didn't give up, however, because I wanted to try again. I created a new account and initially enjoyed seeing my impressions grow. I developed a strategy of replying to mid-sized accounts with fewer responses to increase visibility. This worked well for a couple of days, but then my impressions dropped sharply. After investigating for some time, I discovered that my account had been ghost banned without any notification.
I searched for “ghost ban” on X and found many users reporting similar issues. This is disappointing because ghost banning appears to be quite common, yet the platform provides no warnings about it. As a result, the emphasis on “free speech” feels misleading.
I watched several YouTube videos on the topic, and they suggest that relying too frequently or excessively can trigger restrictions. This frustrates me a lot. I'm a paying Premium user, so why am I limited in this way? If such rules exist, the platform should either refund the subscription or make the restrictions clear upfront.
It seems like X encourages paid subscriptions to attract users, but then imposes hidden limits when people try to grow their accounts legitimately. That feels deceptive.
from
Roscoe's Story
In Summary: * Have spent several hours this afternoon / evening setting up a new Facebook & Messenger account. This was much more complicated than I remember it being before when I had such. At any rate, now it'll be easier getting pictures and news from the family back in Indiana.
Prayers, etc.: My daily prayers
Health Metrics: * bw= 220.90 lbs. * bp= 140/85 (67)
Exercise: * kegel pelvic floor exercise, half squats, calf raises, wall push-ups
Diet: * 06:00 – 1 peanut butter sandwich * 08:00 – fried bananas * 10:30 – 1 fresh banana * 12:00 – pizza
Activities, Chores, etc.: * 04:30 – listen to local news talk radio * 05:30 – bank accounts activity monitored * 06:00 – read, pray, follow news reports from various sources, surf the socials, nap * 12:00 – watch old games shows and eat lunch at home with Sylvia * 13:00 – listen to news reports from various sources * 19:00 – have spent hours setting up a new Facebook / Messenger account * 19:30 – listen to The Joe Pags Show * 20:00 – listening to The Lars Larson Show
Chess: * 13:25 – moved in all pending CC games
from
SmarterArticles

The internet runs on metadata, even if most of us never think about it. Every photo uploaded to Instagram, every video posted to YouTube, every song streamed on Spotify relies on a vast, invisible infrastructure of tags, labels, categories, and descriptions that make digital content discoverable, searchable, and usable. When metadata works, it's magic. When it doesn't, content disappears into the void, creators don't get paid, and users can't find what they're looking for.
The problem is that most people are terrible at creating metadata. Upload a photo, and you might add a caption. Maybe a few hashtags. Perhaps you'll remember to tag your friends. But detailed, structured information about location, time, subject matter, copyright status, and technical specifications? Forget it. The result is a metadata crisis affecting billions of pieces of user-generated content across the web.
Platforms are fighting back with an arsenal of automated enrichment techniques, ranging from server-side machine learning inference to gentle user nudges and third-party enrichment services. But each approach involves difficult tradeoffs between accuracy and privacy, between automation and user control, between comprehensive metadata and practical implementation.
The scale of missing metadata is staggering. According to research from Lumina Datamatics, companies implementing automated metadata enrichment have seen 30 to 40 per cent reductions in manual tagging time, suggesting that manual metadata creation was consuming enormous resources whilst still leaving gaps. A PwC report on automation confirms these figures, noting that organisations can save similar percentages by automating repetitive tasks like tagging and metadata input.
The costs are not just operational. Musicians lose royalties when streaming platforms can't properly attribute songs. Photographers lose licensing opportunities when their images lack searchable tags. Getty Images' 2024 research covering over 30,000 adults across 25 countries found that almost 90 per cent of people want to know whether images are AI-created, yet current metadata systems often fail to capture this crucial provenance information.
TikTok's December 2024 algorithm update demonstrated how critical metadata has become. The platform completely restructured how its algorithm evaluates content quality, introducing systems that examine raw video file metadata, caption keywords, and even comment sentiment to determine content categorisation. According to analysis by Napolify, this change fundamentally altered which videos get promoted, making metadata quality a make-or-break factor for creator success.
The metadata crisis intensified with the explosion of AI-generated content. OpenAI, Meta, Google, and TikTok all announced in 2024 that they would add metadata labels to AI-generated content. The Coalition for Content Provenance and Authenticity (C2PA), which grew to include major technology companies and media organisations, developed comprehensive technical standards for content provenance metadata. Yet adoption remains minimal, and the vast majority of internet content still lacks these crucial markers.
The most powerful approach to metadata enrichment is also the most invisible. Server-side inference uses machine learning models to automatically analyse uploaded content and generate metadata without any user involvement. When you upload a photo to Google Photos and it automatically recognises faces, objects, and locations, that's server-side inference. When YouTube automatically generates captions and video chapters, that's server-side inference.
The technology has advanced dramatically. The Recognize Anything Model (RAM), accepted at the 2024 Computer Vision and Pattern Recognition (CVPR) conference, demonstrates zero-shot ability to recognise common categories with high accuracy. According to research published in the CVPR proceedings, RAM upgrades the number of fixed tags from 3,400 to 6,400 tags (reduced to 4,500 different semantic tags after removing synonyms), covering substantially more valuable categories than previous systems.
Multimodal AI has pushed the boundaries further. As Coactive AI explains in their blog on AI-powered metadata enrichment, multimodal AI can process multiple types of input simultaneously, just as humans do. When people watch videos, they naturally integrate visual scenes, spoken words, and semantic context. Multimodal AI changes that gap, interpreting not just visual elements but their relationships with dialogue, text, and tone.
The results can be dramatic. Fandom reported a 74 per cent decrease in weekly manual labelling hours after switching to Coactive's AI-powered metadata system. Hive, another automated content moderation platform, offers over 50 metadata classes with claimed human-level accuracy for processing various media types in real time.
Yet server-side inference faces fundamental challenges. According to general industry benchmarks cited by AI Auto Tagging platforms, object and scene recognition accuracy sits at approximately 90 per cent on clear images, but this drops substantially for abstract tasks, ambiguous content, or specialised domains. Research on the Recognize Anything Model acknowledged that whilst RAM performs strongly on everyday objects and scenes, it struggles with counting objects or fine-grained classification tasks like distinguishing between car models.
Privacy concerns loom larger. Server-side inference requires platforms to analyse users' content, raising questions about surveillance, data retention, and potential misuse. Research published in Scientific Reports in 2025 on privacy-preserving federated learning highlighted these tensions. Traditional machine learning requires collecting data from participants for training, which may lead to malicious acquisition of privacy in participants' data.
If automation has limits, perhaps humans can fill the gaps. The challenge is getting users to actually provide metadata when they're focused on sharing content quickly. Enter the user nudge: interface design patterns that encourage metadata completion without making it mandatory.
LinkedIn pioneered this approach with its profile completion progress bar. According to analysis published on Gamification Plus UK and Loyalty News, LinkedIn's simple gamification tool increased profile setup completion rates by 55 per cent. Users see a progress bar that fills when they add information, accompanied by motivational text like “Users with complete profiles are 40 times more likely to receive opportunities through LinkedIn.” This basic gamification technique transformed LinkedIn into the world's largest business network by making metadata creation feel rewarding rather than tedious.
The principles extend beyond professional networks. Research in the Journal of Advertising on gamification identifies several effective incentive types. Points and badges reward users for achievement and progress. Daily perks and streaks create ongoing engagement through repetition. Progress bars provide visual feedback showing how close users are to completing tasks. Profile completion mechanics encourage users to provide more information by making incompleteness visibly apparent.
TikTok, Instagram, and YouTube all employ variations of these techniques. TikTok prompts creators to add sounds, hashtags, and descriptions through suggestion tools integrated into the upload flow. Instagram offers quick-select options for adding location, tagging people, and categorising posts. YouTube provides automated suggestions for tags, categories, and chapters based on content analysis, which creators can accept or modify.
But nudges walk a fine line. Research published in PLOS One in 2021 conducted a systematic literature review and meta-analysis of privacy nudges for disclosure of personal information. The study identified four categories of nudge interventions: presentation, information, defaults, and incentives. Whilst nudges showed significant small-to-medium effects on disclosure behaviour, the researchers raised concerns about manipulation and user autonomy.
The darker side of nudging is the “dark pattern”, design practices that promote certain behaviours through deceptive or manipulative interface choices. According to research on data-driven nudging published by the Bavarian Institute for Digital Transformation (bidt), hypernudging uses predictive models to systematically influence citizens by identifying their biases and behavioural inclinations. The line between helpful nudges and manipulative dark patterns depends on transparency and user control.
Research on personalised security nudges, published in ScienceDirect, found that behaviour-based approaches outperform generic methods in predicting nudge effectiveness. By analysing how users actually interact with systems, platforms can provide targeted prompts that feel helpful rather than intrusive. But this requires collecting and analysing user behaviour data, circling back to privacy concerns.
When internal systems can't deliver sufficient metadata quality, platforms increasingly turn to third-party enrichment services. These specialised vendors maintain massive databases of structured information that can be matched against user-generated content to fill in missing details.
The third-party data enrichment market includes major players like ZoomInfo, which combines AI and human verification to achieve high accuracy, according to analysis by Census. Music distributors like TuneCore, DistroKid, and CD Baby not only distribute music to streaming platforms but also store metadata and ensure it's correctly formatted for each service. The Digital Data Exchange Protocol (DDEX) provides a standardised method for collecting and storing music metadata. Companies implementing rich metadata protocols saw a 10 per cent increase in usage of associated sound recordings, demonstrating the commercial value of proper enrichment.
For images and video, services like Imagga offer automated recognition features beyond basic tagging, including face recognition, automated moderation for inappropriate content, and visual search. DeepVA provides AI-driven metadata enrichment specifically for media asset management in broadcasting.
Yet third-party enrichment creates its own challenges. According to analysis published by GetDatabees on GDPR-compliant data enrichment, the phrase “garbage in, garbage out” perfectly captures the problem. If initial data is inaccurate, enrichment processes only magnify these inaccuracies. Different providers vary substantially in quality, with some users reporting issues with data accuracy and duplicate records.
Privacy and compliance concerns are even more pressing. Research by Specialists Marketing Services on customer data enrichment identifies compliance risks as a primary challenge. Gathering additional data may inadvertently breach regulations like the General Data Protection Regulation (GDPR) or the California Consumer Privacy Act (CCPA) if not managed properly, particularly when third-party data lacks documented consent.
The accuracy versus privacy tradeoff becomes acute with third-party services. More comprehensive enrichment often requires sharing user data with external vendors, creating additional points of potential data leakage or misuse. The European Union's Digital Markets Act (DMA), which came into force in March 2024, designated six companies as gatekeepers and imposed strict obligations regarding data sharing and interoperability.
Understanding enrichment techniques only matters if platforms can actually get users to participate. This requires enforcement or incentive models that balance user experience against metadata quality goals.
The spectrum runs from purely voluntary to strictly mandatory. At the voluntary end, platforms provide easy-to-ignore prompts and suggestions. YouTube's automated tag suggestions fall into this category. The advantage is zero friction and maximum user autonomy. The disadvantage is that many users ignore the prompts entirely, leaving metadata incomplete.
Gamification occupies the middle ground. Profile completion bars, achievement badges, and streak rewards make metadata creation feel optional whilst providing strong psychological incentives for completion. According to Microsoft's research on improving engagement of analytics users through gamification, effective gamification leverages people's natural desires for achievement, competition, status, and recognition.
The mechanics require careful design. Scorecards and leaderboards can motivate users but are difficult to implement because scoring logic must be consistent, comparable, and meaningful enough that users assign value to their scores, according to analysis by Score.org on using gamification to enhance user engagement. Microsoft's research noted that personalising offers and incentives whilst remaining fair to all user levels creates the most effective frameworks.
Semi-mandatory approaches make certain metadata fields required whilst leaving others optional. Instagram requires at least an image when posting but makes captions, location tags, and people tags optional. Music streaming platforms typically require basic metadata like title and artist but make genre, mood, and detailed credits optional.
The fully mandatory approach requires all metadata before allowing publication. Academic repositories often take this stance, refusing submissions that lack proper citation metadata, keywords, and abstracts. Enterprise digital asset management (DAM) systems frequently mandate metadata completion to enforce governance standards. According to Pimberly's guide to DAM best practices, organisations should establish who will be responsible for system maintenance, enforce asset usage policies, and conduct regular inspections to ensure data accuracy and compliance.
Input validation provides the technical enforcement layer. According to the Open Web Application Security Project (OWASP) Input Validation Cheat Sheet, input validation should be applied at both syntactic and semantic levels. Syntactic validation enforces correct syntax of structured fields like dates or currency symbols. Semantic validation enforces correctness of values in the specific business context.
Metadata enrichment means nothing if the results aren't accurate. Platforms need robust systems for measuring and maintaining quality over time, which requires both technical metrics and operational processes.
Machine learning practitioners rely on standard classification metrics. According to Google's Machine Learning Crash Course documentation on classification metrics, precision measures the accuracy of positive predictions, whilst recall measures the model's ability to find all positive instances. The F1 score provides the harmonic mean of precision and recall, balancing both considerations.
These metrics matter enormously for metadata quality. A tagging system with high precision but low recall might be very accurate for the tags it applies but miss many relevant tags. Conversely, high recall but low precision means the system applies many tags but includes lots of irrelevant ones. According to DataCamp's guide to the F1 score, this metric is particularly valuable for imbalanced datasets, which are common in metadata tagging where certain categories appear much more frequently than others.
The choice of metric depends on the costs of errors. As explained in Encord's guide to F1 score in machine learning, in medical diagnosis, false positives lead to unnecessary treatment and expenses, making precision more valuable. In fraud detection, false negatives result in missed fraudulent transactions, making recall more valuable. For metadata tagging, content moderation might prioritise recall to catch all problematic content, accepting some false positives. Recommendation systems might prioritise precision to avoid annoying users with irrelevant suggestions.
Beyond individual model performance, platforms need comprehensive data quality monitoring. According to Metaplane's State of Data Quality Monitoring in 2024 report, modern platforms offer real-time monitoring and alerting that identifies data quality issues quickly. Apache Griffin defines data quality metrics including accuracy, completeness, timeliness, and profiling on both batch and streaming sources.
Research on the impact of modern AI in metadata management published in Human-Centric Intelligent Systems explains that active metadata makes automation possible through continuous analysis, machine learning algorithms that detect anomalies and patterns, integration with workflow systems to trigger actions, and real-time updates as data moves through pipelines. According to McKinsey research cited in the same publication, organisations typically see 40 to 60 per cent reductions in time spent searching for and understanding data with modern metadata management platforms.
Yet measuring quality remains challenging because ground truth is often ambiguous. What's the correct genre for a song that blends multiple styles? What tags should apply to an image with complex subject matter? Human annotators frequently disagree on edge cases, making it difficult to define accuracy objectively. Research on metadata in trustworthy AI published by Dublin Core Metadata Initiative notes that the lack of metadata for datasets used in AI model development has been a concern amongst computing researchers.
Every enrichment technique involves tradeoffs between comprehensive metadata and user privacy. Understanding how major platforms navigate these tradeoffs reveals the practical challenges and emerging solutions.
Consider facial recognition, one of the most powerful and controversial enrichment techniques. Google Photos automatically identifies faces and groups photos by person, creating immense value for users searching their libraries. But this requires analysing every face in every photo, creating detailed biometric databases that could be misused. Meta faced significant backlash and eventually shut down its facial recognition system in 2021 before later reinstating it with more privacy controls. Apple's approach keeps facial recognition processing on-device rather than in the cloud, preventing the company from accessing facial data but limiting the sophistication of the models that can run on consumer hardware.
Location metadata presents similar tensions. Automatic geotagging makes photos searchable by place and enables features like automatic travel albums. But it also creates detailed movement histories that reveal where users live, work, and spend time. According to research on privacy nudges published in PLOS One, default settings significantly affect disclosure behaviour.
The Coalition for Content Provenance and Authenticity (C2PA) provides a case study in these tradeoffs. According to documentation on the Content Authenticity Initiative website and analysis by the World Privacy Forum, C2PA metadata can include the publisher of information, the device used to record it, the location and time of recording, and editing steps that altered the information. This comprehensive provenance data is secured with hash codes and certified digital signatures to prevent unnoticed changes.
The privacy implications are substantial. For professional photographers and news organisations, this supports authentication and copyright protection. For ordinary users, it could reveal more than intended about devices, locations, and editing practices. The World Privacy Forum's technical review of C2PA notes that whilst the standard includes privacy considerations, implementing it at scale whilst protecting user privacy remains challenging.
Federated learning offers one approach to balancing accuracy and privacy. According to research published by the UK's Responsible Technology Adoption Unit and the US National Institute of Standards and Technology (NIST), federated learning permits decentralised model training without sharing raw data, ensuring adherence to privacy laws like GDPR and the Health Insurance Portability and Accountability Act (HIPAA).
But federated learning has limitations. Research published in Scientific Reports in 2025 notes that whilst federated learning protects raw data, metadata about local datasets such as size, class distribution, and feature types may still be shared, potentially leaking information. The study also documents that servers may still obtain participants' privacy through inference attacks even when raw data never leaves devices.
Differential privacy provides mathematical guarantees about privacy protection whilst allowing statistical analysis. The practical challenge is balancing privacy protection against model accuracy. According to research in the Journal of Cloud Computing on privacy-preserving federated learning, maintaining model performance whilst ensuring strong privacy guarantees remains an active research challenge.
Whilst platforms experiment with enrichment techniques and privacy protections, technical standards provide the invisible infrastructure making interoperability possible. These standards determine what metadata can be recorded, how it's formatted, and whether it survives transfer between systems.
For images, three standards dominate. EXIF (Exchangeable Image File Format), created by the Japan Electronic Industries Development Association in 1995, captures technical details like camera model, exposure settings, and GPS coordinates. IPTC (International Press Telecommunications Council) standards, created in the early 1990s and updated continuously, contain title, description, keywords, photographer information, and copyright restrictions. According to the IPTC Photo Metadata User Guide, the 2024.1 version updated definitions for the Keywords property. XMP (Extensible Metadata Platform), developed by Adobe and standardised as ISO 16684-1 in 2012, provides the most flexible and extensible format.
These standards work together. A single image file often contains all three formats. EXIF records what the camera did, IPTC describes what the photo is about and who owns it, and XMP can contain all that information plus the entire edit history.
For music, metadata standards face the challenge of tracking not just the recording but all the people and organisations involved in creating it. According to guides published by LANDR, Music Digi, and SonoSuite, music metadata includes song title, album, artist, genre, producer, label, duration, release date, and detailed credits for writers, performers, and rights holders. Different streaming platforms like Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, and YouTube Music have varying requirements for metadata formats.
The Digital Data Exchange Protocol (DDEX) provides standardisation for how metadata is used across the music industry. According to information on metadata optimisation published by Disc Makers and Hypebot, companies implementing rich DDEX-compliant metadata protocols saw 10 per cent increases in usage of associated sound recordings.
For AI-generated content, the C2PA standard emerged as the leading candidate for provenance metadata. According to the C2PA website and announcements tracked by Axios and Euronews, major technology companies including Adobe, BBC, Google, Intel, Microsoft, OpenAI, Sony, and Truepic participate in the coalition. Google joined the C2PA steering committee in February 2024 and collaborated on version 2.1 of the technical standard, which includes stricter requirements for validating content provenance.
Hardware manufacturers are beginning to integrate these standards. Camera manufacturers like Leica and Nikon now integrate Content Credentials into their devices, embedding provenance metadata at the point of capture. Google announced integration of Content Credentials into Search, Google Images, Lens, Circle to Search, and advertising systems.
Yet critics note significant limitations. According to analysis by NowMedia founder Matt Medved cited in Linux Foundation documentation, the standard relies on embedding provenance data within metadata that can easily be stripped or swapped by bad actors. The C2PA acknowledges this limitation, stressing that its standard cannot determine what is or is not true but can reliably indicate whether historical metadata is associated with an asset.
Whilst consumer platforms balance convenience against completeness, enterprise digital asset management systems make metadata mandatory because business operations depend on it. These implementations reveal what's possible when organisations prioritise metadata quality and can enforce strict requirements.
According to IBM's overview of digital asset management and Brandfolder's guide to DAM metadata, clear and well-structured asset metadata is crucial to maintaining functional DAM systems because metadata classifies content and powers asset search and discovery. Enterprise implementations documented in guides by Pimberly and ContentServ emphasise governance. Organisations establish DAM governance principles and procedures, designate responsible parties for system maintenance and upgrades, control user access, and enforce asset usage policies.
Modern enterprise platforms leverage AI for enrichment whilst maintaining governance controls. According to vendor documentation for platforms like Centric DAM referenced in ContentServ's blog, modern solutions automatically tag, categorise, and translate metadata whilst governing approved assets with AI-powered search and access control. Collibra's data intelligence platform, documented in OvalEdge's guide to enterprise data governance tools, brings together capabilities for cataloguing, lineage tracking, privacy enforcement, and policy compliance.
After examining automated enrichment techniques, user nudges, third-party services, enforcement models, and quality measurement systems, several patterns emerge about what actually works in practice.
Hybrid approaches outperform pure automation or pure manual tagging. According to analysis of content moderation platforms by Enrich Labs and Medium's coverage of content moderation at scale, hybrid methods allow platforms to benefit from AI's efficiency whilst retaining the contextual understanding of human moderators. The key is using automation for high-confidence cases whilst routing ambiguous content to human review.
Context-aware nudges beat generic prompts. Research on personalised security nudges published in ScienceDirect found that behaviour-based approaches outperform generic methods in predicting nudge effectiveness. LinkedIn's profile completion bar works because it shows specifically what's missing and why it matters, not just generic exhortations to add more information.
Transparency builds trust and improves compliance. According to research in Journalism Studies on AI ethics cited in metadata enrichment contexts, transparency involves disclosure of how algorithms operate, data sources, criteria used for information gathering, and labelling of AI-generated content. Studies show that whilst AI offers efficiency benefits, maintaining standards of accuracy, transparency, and human oversight remains critical for preserving trust.
Progressive disclosure reduces friction whilst maintaining quality. Rather than demanding all metadata upfront, successful platforms request minimum viable information initially and progressively prompt for additional details over time. YouTube's approach of requiring just a title and video file but offering optional fields for description, tags, category, and advanced settings demonstrates this principle.
Quality metrics must align with business goals. The choice between optimising for precision versus recall, favouring automation versus human review, and prioritising speed versus accuracy depends on specific use cases. Understanding these tradeoffs allows platforms to optimise for what actually matters rather than maximising abstract metrics.
Privacy-preserving techniques enable functionality without surveillance. On-device processing, federated learning, differential privacy, and other techniques documented in research published by NIST, Nature Scientific Reports, and Springer's Artificial Intelligence Review demonstrate that powerful enrichment is possible whilst respecting privacy. Apple's approach of processing facial recognition on-device rather than in cloud servers shows that technical choices can dramatically affect privacy whilst still delivering user value.
The next frontier in metadata enrichment involves agentic AI systems that don't just tag content but understand context, learn from corrections, and adapt to changing requirements. Early implementations suggest both enormous potential and new challenges.
Red Hat's Metadata Assistant, documented in a company blog post, provides a concrete implementation. Deployed on Red Hat OpenShift Service on AWS, the system uses the Mistral 7B Instruct large language model provided by Red Hat's internal LLM-as-a-Service tools. The assistant automatically generates metadata for web content, making it easier to find and use whilst reducing manual tagging burden.
NASA's implementation documented on Resources.data.gov demonstrates enterprise-scale deployment. NASA's data scientists and research content managers built an automated tagging system using machine learning and natural language processing. Over the course of a year, they used approximately 3.5 million manually tagged documents to train models that, when provided text, respond with relevant keywords from a set of about 7,000 terms spanning NASA's domains.
Yet challenges remain. According to guides on auto-tagging and lineage tracking with OpenMetadata published by the US Data Science Institute and DZone, large language models sometimes return confident but incorrect tags or lineage relationships through hallucinations. It's recommended to build in confidence thresholds or review steps to catch these errors.
The metadata crisis in user-generated content won't be solved by any single technique. Successful platforms will increasingly rely on sophisticated combinations of server-side inference for high-confidence enrichment, thoughtful nudges for user participation, selective third-party enrichment for specialised domains, and robust quality monitoring to catch and correct errors.
The accuracy-privacy tradeoff will remain central. As enrichment techniques become more powerful, they inevitably require more access to user data. The platforms that thrive will be those that find ways to deliver value whilst respecting privacy, whether through technical measures like on-device processing and federated learning or policy measures like transparency and user control.
Standards will matter more as the ecosystem matures. The C2PA's work on content provenance, IPTC's evolution of image metadata, DDEX's music industry standardisation, and similar efforts create the interoperability necessary for metadata to travel with content across platforms and over time.
The rise of AI-generated content adds urgency to these challenges. As Getty Images' research showed, almost 90 per cent of people want to know whether content is AI-created. Meeting this demand requires metadata systems sophisticated enough to capture provenance, robust enough to resist tampering, and usable enough that people actually check them.
Yet progress is evident. Platforms that invested in metadata infrastructure see measurable returns through improved discoverability, better recommendation systems, enhanced content moderation, and increased user engagement. The companies that figured out how to enrich metadata whilst respecting privacy and user experience have competitive advantages that compound over time.
The invisible infrastructure of metadata enrichment won't stay invisible forever. As users become more aware of AI-generated content, data privacy, and content authenticity, they'll increasingly demand transparency about how platforms tag, categorise, and understand their content. The platforms ready with robust, privacy-preserving, accurate metadata systems will be the ones users trust.

Tim Green UK-based Systems Theorist & Independent Technology Writer
Tim explores the intersections of artificial intelligence, decentralised cognition, and posthuman ethics. His work, published at smarterarticles.co.uk, challenges dominant narratives of technological progress while proposing interdisciplinary frameworks for collective intelligence and digital stewardship.
His writing has been featured on Ground News and shared by independent researchers across both academic and technological communities.
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from
The Poet Sky
It's really cool that I can knit. I take a bundle of stuff and turn it into love to keep people warm of body and heart.
This might turn into a poem, but for now, have a random thought.
Have a lovely day, friend!
#RandomSkyThoughts #Knitting
from
The happy place
There was a troll in the mirror today when I went to the bathroom, looking back at me with a sad smile.
It’s the type of medium size bathroom you might find on a ferry boat, in one of the better cabins. Still too small for a wash machine. Renovated maybe in the nineties.
I grew attached to it once when I was cleaning it throughoutly while listening to some Clive Barker novel which took place on a boat, coincidentally.
A horror novel, of course. Everybody dies. But still…
To go there cleaning on a fine autumn evening with a hot cup of black coffee in one hand, the toilet brush in the other: Isn’t that what it’s all about?; the autumn sun shining through the windows of the room outside…
And of course with the family nearby giving the bathroom a wide berth, as the floor is wet from the mop.
But today there was a troll in there. Handsome for a troll, but still…
Trolls are pretty resilient and often gather treasure. They regenerate, and even the small ones are strong like gorillas.
from Dallineation
If there's one thing I miss about Twitch whenever I take a break from it, it's the people – other streamers and viewers that I have gotten to know over the last couple years. I genuinely enjoy interacting with them and I miss those interactions.
They are, of course, no substitute from “real-life” interactions with family, friends, and others. But I'd like to think that at least a few of my Twitch friends are authentically themselves online and that we'd get along swimmingly if we were ever to meet in real life. I once met in-person with a streamer friend of mine and, though our time together was brief, I felt like we could have talked for days.
I also recently left a Discord server I had been a part of for about five years and, while leaving was absolutely the right decision for me, I do miss interacting with many folks there, too.
So I think I just need to find other ways to interact with people around shared interests. Probably in real life, if I can.
There's always a risk with relationships and human connection. People will let you down. They will hurt you. Yet we need people. And good people and good relationships can make the risk worth it.
I've been thinking about picking up the clarinet again and getting into a local music group – a concert band or orchestra, maybe?
Or maybe trying to start a local club or group around an interest of mine. A Linux user group? A minimal tech group?
I dunno. I just think I need friends in my local area. I know many good people from church, but I don't really communicate or get together with any of them regularly outside of church meetings and functions.
I'm just being reminded that Twitch has not only been a fun creative outlet, it's been a social outlet for the past couple years, as well.
#100DaysToOffload (No. 125) #Twitch #friends #community
from Tuesdays in Autumn
Black fountain pen inks come with a variety of descriptive names: Onyx Black; Black Ash; Jet Black; Black Pearl; Velvet Black, and so on. In an effort to suggest 'none more black', J. Herbin have come up with the name Noir Abyssal for the black ink in their les encres essentielles line. While it sounds impressive, it isn't the blackest ink one can buy, and doubtless actual abysses can outdo any ink in the depths of their darknesses. A bottle of it arrived here on Wednesday. While I've yet to fill a pen with it, I'm confident it will be quite black enough for my workaday note-taking needs. I shall strive not to gaze too long into the ink lest the ink gaze back.
I had originally intended to order a different ink. I've been a satisfied user of the Italian-made Aurora black ink for years. Aurora were long known for making ink in only two sober colours: black and blue-black, with both being excellent if somewhat costly exemplars of those shades. Since my last re-order, however, things have evidently changed. They have a re-designed bottle, and there is now a range of ten colours. While the new range does not exclude black, I was unable to find any in that shade on offer at the UK stockists I tried. Reading someone claim on-line that Noir Abyssal is very similar to Aurora black, I resorted to ordering some of that instead (Fig. 8).
J. Herbin's regular Perle Noir retails for about £10 for a 30ml bottle; whereas Noir Abyssal is ca. £30 for 50ml, making the latter, drop for drop, roughly 1.8 times more expensive. It may be slightly blacker but I'd imagine most of the extra cost has gone to the fancier, heavier bottle, more strenuous marketing, and a wider profit margin. What can I say: it worked on parting this fool from some of his money – and I do like the look & feel of the bottle.
By way of my Christmas wish-list I was given several albums on CD including three more from my current favourite record-label International Anthem. These were: the first Fly Or Die offering from the late jamie branch, et al.; Off The Record, the new set of four EPs by Makaya McCraven and collaborators; and How You Been, the second record by SML. These have joined other CDs by the same artists already on my shelves. All have hit the spot and I’ve been giving them second/third listens over the past week.
The cheese of the week has been Clawson Farms 1912 Golden Blue, an agreeably mellow and Stiltonesque number.
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wystswolf

You cannot deny reality indefinitely.
Some dreams—they are warm and squishy, the kind that you want to stay wrapped in forever. Others are elaborate concoctions. My favorite are visits and ministrations from my amour.
Then there are dreams drifting in with hard truth that we didn’t realize needed telling—or maybe didn’t want to hear. cComing the way truth often does in midlife—plain, almost apologetic, dressed as nothing in particular.
Bombs in brown paper wrapping.
Tonight two dreams shape a heavy, unseen onus. In the first, I am walking in Spain with my wife and a longtime friend who has always required special attention and handling. It is an ordinary walk, the kind where you don’t see most of what you look at and instead proceed not with details, but impressions, the rhythm of the place.
On the road in this ether-vision, my beloved is angry with me. The mere suggestion that our friend will get wet sends my wife into a verbal assault insisting I go back and get an umbrella.
I don’t recall the rain, only the instruction. It is irritation that is not theatrical; it is familiar. I am needed, I am useful, only—not for myself.
It’s an important detail. Not the umbrella request exactly, but the task, the unnecessary demand.
Spain is, so many things. It is escape. It is reset. It is romance. Adventure, experience, expansion, suffering. But it is also existence, life that has to be lived. Cobblestones and movement—presence, but not yet boredom. Art needs boredom.
But before routine can introduce it, there is the distracting weight of being somewhere new. Simple things suddenly become challenging. Bus numbers, where is a train platform, how do you turn up the heat? Small things that gobble up time and brian waves.
In the dream, it is not rest. I am in motion, and doing the thing I came to Iberia for: to explore, to extract, to sup, to see, not the bricks or the cobbles, but the mortar between them and understand why it holds fast the way it does. Why does it have it's color. It's texture. The small things in life are the true treasures. Spain and Portugal have these in abundance and I am here to hold them and let them become part of me.
But, in this dream, I am not allowed to drink in and get drunk on the experience of existence. My attention is pulled away and demanded to abandon the walk and instead engage in the maintenance of another.
This is a common theme I recognize; deletion of self for the needs of others. Not ever dictated explicitly as I have seen in my dream. But self initiated for the most part as I see this as a pathway to holiness, to visibility, being accepted. I don't wish to cast my wife as a demanding harpy—though she can, at times, slip into the roll of demander.
The anger, I think, is more about my own self-implied need to victimize my existence in order to feel worthy and valued. For some reason, I only feel validated when I fade into the role of servant. Diminishing my own self and want. I define this as holiness, and feel a failure when I am not holy.
This is a strange duality: to be created with hunger and then feel guilt for wanting to eat.
The friend, too, is less herself than a placeholder. She stands in for the world’s endless, reasonable demands. Someone always needs something small and sensible, and I am very good at providing it. The dream does not accuse. It simply shows the pattern. I am walking through my own life, and my role is to leave the path in order to fetch protection for others.
I sense some quiet resentment. Not shouted anger, because it has learned that tack won’t be answered. Trudge ahead, I was born a mule, I will die a mule.
The second dream arrives like a response.
Sketchbook #66—titled Romancing Iberia—is nearly full.
There is no one else in this dream. No anger. No instructions. Just the knowledge of pages used, of attention given, of something finite approaching completion. A sketchbook is not a souvenir. It is evidence. It proves that I was not merely present in body, but awake. That I noticed light on stone, the pace of streets, the way a place reveals itself only when it is not rushed.
The number matters because it implies continuity. This is not a whim. Sixty-six sketchbooks suggest devotion, a long conversation with the act of seeing. And the title—Romancing Iberia—is not about possession. To romance a place is to court it, to listen, to allow it to change you without insisting it stay.
“Nearly full” carries both pride and ache. It means I did what I came to do. It also means this chapter has an edge. Something will end. The fear is not that it was meaningless, but that it was fleeting.
Placed side by side, the dreams speak to one another clearly.
In one, I am useful. In the other, I am alive.
One is about assigned care. The other is about chosen attention.
One pulls me outward, away from myself. The other gathers me inward and says: Look. This counted.
There is no rebellion in these dreams. No explosion. Just contrast. And perhaps that is the most honest form of clarity. My mind is not asking me to abandon responsibility. It is asking me not to forget the difference between service and erasure.
The sketchbook dream does not deny the umbrella dream. It answers it. It says: even here, even now, under obligation and compromise, something true is being filled. Page by page. Line by line. Not for approval. Not for utility. But because noticing is how I stay intact.
So the essay closes where the dream wants it to—at the back of the book, with bulletpoof ink staining my fingers and hands.
And though i am not truly there, this comes from the dream and so seems an apropos addition:
Sketchbook #67 — Closing Page I didn’t come to take you with me. I came to let you leave marks. Stone warmed palms. Lighted awe and wonder. The grammar of walking— the ways and alleys reveal themselves only to those who do not hurry, who slow and press. I loved without owning. I watched without asking to be seen. I sat where others passed and let the day find the shape of me. If I carry anything home, it is not the place, but the posture: Head up. Hands open. Attention given freely. I was not whole here. But I was present. And presence, it turns out, is enough to fill a book. — W
#dream #travel #madrid #iberia #romancingiberia
from Rob Galpin
old snow trodden to ice
at night you retreat to soup
wavering sobriety