Selbstgesteuertes Lernen gilt heute als eine der Schlüsselkompetenzen schlechthin. Unsere Arbeitswelt ist geprägt von Beschleunigung und Verdichtung. Eigenverantwortung wächst. Gleichzeitig bleibt oft unklar, wie Sie Ihren Lernprozess konkret strukturieren sollen, ohne sich in Methoden, Tools oder gut gemeinten Ratschlägen zu verlieren. Das FASTER-Modell von Jim Kwik, der als Lerncoach vor allem ein breites Publikum anspricht, bietet hierfür einen einfachen, aber nicht oberflächlichen Orientierungsrahmen. Ich lese es weniger als Lernmethode im engeren Sinn, sondern als Heuristik, die hilft, Aufmerksamkeit, Handlung und Wiederholung bewusst zu organisieren.

FASTER ist ein sechsstufiges Modell, das #Lernen nicht inhaltlich, sondern prozessual beschreibt. Im Zentrum steht die Idee, dass wirksames Lernen weniger von Methoden als von bewussten Entscheidungen abhängt: Woran richtet man die eigene Aufmerksamkeit aus, wie aktiv geht man mit dem Stoff um, in welchem Zustand lernt man, wie verankert man Lernzeit im Alltag und wie sichert man das Gelernte ab. Das Modell versteht Lernen damit als gestaltbaren Ablauf, der vor dem eigentlichen Lernen beginnt und erst mit gezielter Wiederaufnahme endet (Forget, Act, State, Teach, Enter, Review).

Selbstgesteuertes Lernen bedeutet nicht, alles allein zu tun. Es bedeutet, Verantwortung für Ziele, Vorgehen und Bewertung des eigenen Lernens zu übernehmen. Damit verschiebt sich der Fokus von der Vermittlung zur Gestaltung von Lernbedingungen. Genau hier setzt FASTER an. Das Modell beschreibt keine Inhalte, sondern sechs Entscheidungen, die man vor, während und nach dem Lernen treffen kann. In dieser Perspektive wird Lernen nicht optimiert, sondern gestaltet.

Forget: Raum schaffen

Der erste Schritt fordert dazu auf, Vorwissen, Ablenkung und selbst gesetzte Grenzen zeitweise auszublenden. Für selbstgesteuertes Lernen ist das zentral. Wenn man mit festen Annahmen darüber lernt, was man bereits weiss oder nicht kann, reduziert man die eigene Lernspanne erheblich. Die Idee des bewussten Vergessens korrespondiert mit dem Konzept des Pre-Testing. Ein offener Einstieg, der eigene Wissenslücken sichtbar macht, fördert Aufmerksamkeit und Lernbereitschaft stärker als der Versuch, an vermeintlich Bekanntes anzuknüpfen.

Act: Aktiv mit dem Stoff arbeiten

FASTER versteht Lernen explizit als aktive Tätigkeit. Das deckt sich mit gut belegten Erkenntnissen aus der Lernforschung. Strategien wie Retrieval Practice oder Elaboration zeigen, dass Behalten vor allem dann gelingt, wenn man Informationen aktiv abruft, verknüpft und umformuliert. Für selbstgesteuertes Lernen bedeutet das, sich nicht auf Lesen oder Zuhören zu beschränken, sondern bewusst mit dem Stoff zu arbeiten. Aktivität ist hier kein Bonus, sondern Voraussetzung.

State: Den eigenen Zustand beachten

Der emotionale und körperliche Zustand beeinflusst, wie Lerninhalte verarbeitet werden. Diese Einsicht ist nicht neu, doch Lernende ignorieren sie oft. Selbstgesteuertes Lernen verlangt daher auch Selbstwahrnehmung. Wenn man lernt, ohne den eigenen Zustand zu reflektieren, riskiert man oberflächliche Verarbeitung. Mental Replay, also das bewusste innere Durchgehen von Lerninhalten, zeigt, wie stark Emotion, Aufmerksamkeit und Erinnerung miteinander verbunden sind. FASTER macht diesen Zusammenhang explizit, ohne ihn theoretisch auszudeuten. Der bewusste Blick auf den eigenen Zustand schafft die Grundlage dafür, das Gelernte später auch weitergeben zu können.

Das FASTER-Modell im Überblick (eigene Darstellung mit ChatGPT)

Teach: Verstehen durch Weitergabe

Das Element „Teach“ greift eine der wirksamsten Lernstrategien auf: Wer etwas erklären kann, hat es in der Regel verstanden. Für selbstgesteuertes Lernen ist das besonders relevant, da externe Prüfungen oder Rückmeldungen oft fehlen. Die Vorstellung, das Gelernte jemand anderem vermitteln zu müssen, erzwingt Struktur, Präzision und Auswahl. Didaktisch lässt sich hier eine enge Verbindung zur Retrieval Practice ziehen, ergänzt durch Elaboration: Erklären bedeutet erinnern und vertiefen zugleich. Doch damit dieser Schritt gelingt, braucht es Verbindlichkeit im Alltag.

Enter: Verbindlichkeit schaffen

Ein oft unterschätzter Aspekt selbstgesteuerten Lernens ist die Organisation im Alltag. FASTER adressiert dies nüchtern über den Kalender. Lernzeit wird nicht als Restposten behandelt, sondern als fixe Verpflichtung. Der Kalendereintrag macht den Unterschied zur blossen To-do-Liste: Er reserviert Zeit, schafft Verbindlichkeit und reduziert die Wahrscheinlichkeit, dass andere Aufgaben dazwischenkommen. Diese Perspektive ist wenig spektakulär, aber realistisch. Ohne zeitliche Struktur bleibt selbst die beste Lernabsicht erfolglos. In der Praxis zeigt sich, dass selbstgesteuertes Lernen weniger an Motivation scheitert als an fehlender Planung. Die geplante Zeit allein reicht aber nicht – das Gelernte muss gesichert werden.

Review: Wiederholen mit System

Der letzte Schritt verweist auf Spaced Practice, also verteilte Wiederholung. Diese gilt als eine der robustesten Strategien für langfristiges Behalten. Entscheidend ist, dass Wiederholen nicht als passives Durchlesen verstanden wird, sondern als aktiver Abruf. Das bedeutet: Statt Notizen erneut zu lesen, versucht man, das Gelernte aus dem Gedächtnis zu rekonstruieren. Erst danach gleicht man es mit den Unterlagen ab. Bewährt haben sich Abstände von einem Tag, einer Woche und einem Monat nach dem ersten Lernen. FASTER bleibt hier bewusst offen, bietet aber einen klaren Hinweis: Lernen endet nicht mit dem ersten Verstehen. Für selbstgesteuertes Lernen ist diese Einsicht zentral, da Lernprozesse selten extern getaktet werden.

Einordnung und praktische Empfehlung

Aus pädagogischer Sicht ist FASTER kein vollständiges Modell selbstgesteuerten Lernens. Fragen der Zieldefinition, der Erfolgskontrolle oder des Transfers bleiben weitgehend ausgeklammert. Das Modell setzt voraus, dass man weiss, was man lernen will und warum. Diese Leerstelle ist relevant, schmälert aber nicht den praktischen Wert des Ansatzes. FASTER will nicht erklären, was Lernen ist, sondern Orientierung im Lernhandeln bieten.

Ich verstehe das FASTER-Modell als praxistaugliche Heuristik für selbstgesteuertes Lernen. Es ersetzt weder didaktische Konzepte noch wissenschaftliche Modelle, schafft aber einen klaren Rahmen für bewusste Lernentscheidungen. Seine Stärke liegt in der Konzentration auf Aufmerksamkeit, Aktivität und Wiederholung. Wer selbstgesteuert lernt, findet hier keine Abkürzung, aber eine strukturierte Erinnerung daran, worauf es ankommt.

Meine Empfehlung lautet daher: Nutze FASTER nicht als Methode, sondern als Checkliste. Dort, wo Lernen ins Stocken gerät, lohnt sich der Blick auf diese sechs Schritte:

• Forget: Habe ich Raum geschaffen, indem ich Vorwissen und Ablenkungen ausgeblendet habe?
• Act: Arbeite ich aktiv mit dem Stoff, statt nur zu lesen oder zuzuhören?
• State: Bin ich mir meines emotionalen und körperlichen Zustands bewusst?
• Teach: Kann ich das Gelernte in eigenen Worten erklären oder weitergeben?
• Enter: Habe ich feste Lernzeiten im Kalender eingetragen?
• Review: Wiederhole ich das Gelernte in verteilten Abständen durch aktiven Abruf?

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Literatur Jim Kwik (2021): Limitless. Wie du schneller lernst und dein Potenzial befreist. Gräfelfing: Next Level.

Bildquelle Jean-Étienne Liotard (1702–1789): Portrait de Marie-Adélaïde de France en tenue turque, Uffizien, Florenz, Public Domain.

Disclaimer Teile dieses Texts wurden mit Deepl Write (Korrektorat und Lektorat) überarbeitet. Für die Recherche in den erwähnten Werken/Quellen und in meinen Notizen wurde NotebookLM von Google verwendet. Die Übersichtsgrafik zum Modell wurde basierend auf meiner Inhaltsangabe von ChatGPT (GPT-5.2) generiert. Prompt: „Erstelle mir aus nachfolgendem Text eine Infografik, im Stil von Flipcharts in Trainings. Nutze ausschliesslich meinen Text und erstelle die Infografik im Querformat, weisser Hintergrund.“

Themen #Erwachsenenbildung | #Coaching

1. INTRODUCTION

When we talk about “design tools,” we often mean software: Figma, Miro, prototyping platforms, and now AI-powered assistants. These tools promise efficiency and speed. But as Ivan Illich (1973) and Marshall McLuhan (1964) argue, tools are never neutral. They extend us — but also reshape us. They amplify capability –but can also amputate forms of thinking we no longer practice.

Modern designers sit inside a tool ecosystem that subtly determines how they think, not just what they produce. Recognizing this is the first step toward reclaiming agency and imagination.

2. ILlICH: WHEN TOOLS CROSS A THRESHOLD

Ivan Illich, in the essay book Tools for Conviviality (1973), makes a powerful distinction between tools that amplify human autonomy and tools that invert control — becoming systems that the user must adapt to. Illich argues tools have a threshold:

• Below the threshold, tools enhance freedom, skill, and creativity.
• Above the threshold, tools reorganize society around their own requirements.

At that point, tools become radical monopolies: infrastructures you must use because opting out means professional or social exile. Illich’s concern was not convenience, but autonomy:

• Does a tool leave room for personal initiative?
• Does it support diversity of approaches?
• Does it demand expert maintenance or corporate centralization?
• Does it enhance competence — or replace it?

Today’s proprietary LLM services and closed design ecosystems exhibit the traits Illich warned about:

• They require designers to work inside their assumptions.
• They centralize power in proprietary infrastructures.
• They encourage homogenized outputs and “best practice templates.”
• They replace certain forms of judgment, not by supporting them, but by overriding them.

The speed is seductive, but Illich would say: “speed becomes a trap if it funnels us toward mediocrity.”

A convivial tool, in Illich’s language, is one that:

• Is transparent
• Is user-controlled
• Supports skill rather than deskills
• Expands imaginative freedom
• Does not demand conformity to an external system

Pen and paper are convivial. A local sketching tool or a customizable design system may be convivial. A proprietary black-box AI? Mostly not.

3. McLUHAN: EVERY TOOL EXTENDS — AND AMPUTATES

Marshall McLuhan’s media theory (McLuhan, 1964) strengthens Illich’s warning. McLuhan famously wrote:

”Every technology is an extension of ourselves.”

The car extends the foot. The phone extends the voice. Figma extends the designer’s hand.

But less often quoted is McLuhan’s complement:

”Every extension also amputates part of ourselves.”

When we extend memory into cloud storage, we atrophy the ability to recall. When design tools automate layout, we risk dulling the intuition of composition. McLuhan invites us to ask:

• What capacities are extended?

• What capacities quietly shrink?

• What becomes unthinkable inside a given medium?

When a tool becomes ubiquitous, it becomes the environment. And when something becomes the environment, we stop noticing it — but it continues shaping us.

For today’s designers a number of questions need answering:

• What does tools like Figma make easy?
• What does it make invisible?
• What does an AI assistant normalize as “the right answer”?
• What forms of thinking are lost when starting with a template?

McLuhan’s insight:

”The logic of the medium becomes the logic of the mind.”

When LLM platforms set the default style, tone, and structure of design reasoning, the designer’s imagination risks becoming an echo of the system.

4. PALLASMAA: THINKING WITH THE HAND

Juhani Pallasmaa expands this in The Thinking Hand. He argues that embodied cognition — thinking through gesture, pressure, texture, speed — is not primitive but foundational:

• Sketching produces ambiguity, which fuels discovery.
• The resistance of materials slows thinking into deeper awareness.
• Physical marks reveal the mind’s hesitations and possibilities.

Digital tools erase resistance. They flatten differences. They tidy too quickly.

Pallasmaa says that the hand “thinks” in ways the conscious mind cannot.

When design begins in high-fidelity tools:

• Ambiguity collapses.
• The premature clarity limits imagination.
• Exploration is replaced by refinement.

This is why early-stage ideas should emerge from tools that introduce friction, not ones that algorithmically smooth it away.

5. NIGEL CROSS: DESIGN AS A WAY OF KNOWING

Nigel Cross (2001) reminds us that design is not just visual production — it is a mode of inquiry. Designers generate knowledge by:

• externalizing ideas
• iterating through representations
• constructing and reframing problems
• engaging in reflective dialogue with the materials at hand

But if the “material at hand” is a software environment that:

• prescribes structure,
• assumes best practices,
• autofills patterns,
• or suggests solutions before the designer thinks…

…then the mode of inquiry itself is altered.

Cross emphasizes that designers must maintain intentionality — choosing representations that allow them to think, not representations that tell them what to think.

6. SUMMARY

When Illich, McLuhan, Pallasmaa, and Cross are placed together, a clear picture emerges:

1. Illich: Tools must remain within human scale and control — or they reshape us.

2. McLuhan: Every tool subtly rewires our cognitio — extending and amputating.

3. Pallasmaa: Embodied, physical making produces deeper imagination than screen-first workflows.

4. Cross: Design knowledge emerges from intentional, exploratory representation — not templates.

Together, they form the intellectual backbone for the aware design professional:

Speed-driven tools funnel designers toward the average. Convivial, human-scale tools expand imagination and autonomy.

Choosing pen and paper, sketching, tangible prototyping, local tools, or open toolchains is not conservative nostalgia. It is convivial resistance — deliberately designing the conditions in which original thinking can occur.

As you reflect on your current tools, ask:

1. What aspect of my thinking is this tool extending?

2. What aspect is it amputating?

3. What assumptions does it normalize?

4. Does it encourage diversity or conformity?

5. Does it amplify my competence — or replace it?

6. Can I alter the tool — or must I adapt to it?

7. Does using this tool make me feel more autonomous — or more dependent?

Your goal is of course not to abandon digital tools — but to see them clearly, and to choose intentionally rather than habitually.

References

• Cross, N. (2001). Designerly ways of knowing: design discipline versus design science. Design Issues, 17(3) pp. 49–55.
• Illich, I. (1973). Tools for conviviality. Calder and Boyars, London.
• McLuhan, M. (1964). Understanding Media. https://mcluhan.org/understanding-media/
• Pallasmaa, J. The Thinking Hand: Existential and Embodied Wisdom in Architecture (2009). Wiley. https://www.wiley.com/en-us/The+Thinking+Hand%3A+Existential+and+Embodied+Wisdom+in+Architecture-p-9780470779293

There’s this pub just a stone throw away where my wife and I go sometimes for a Guinness, or like yesterday, two.

It’s the new version of myself: a bakery bread eating city man with clipped toe nails who does yoga. A type of artist with a wide stance and a lazy eye.

I love 🇫🇷 France!

I feel this metamorphosis where I am becoming the butterfly version of myself.

Have I become my father?

I was driving on winding mountain roads. I’d lowered the gear and opened the windows slightly to let the fresh air in. The trees had been burnt by the fire. The air was crisp. The fire must have brought a renewal to the area. As I slowed down to let a deer cross, I wondered whether people like me, natural explorers, travel to new places in search of our true homes and soul families. I recently read somewhere that most of us live in environments that are not suited for our unique designs. The deer stopped and looked straight into my eyes. I felt seen and somehow validated for the thought.

(en ze sliep nog kort en onrustig)

Er zijn mensen die slechts hun hoofd op het kussen hoeven te leggen en weg zijn ze. Naar dromenland.

Andere zielen, zoals ik, hebben die gave van een snelle slaaplatentie niet.

Nee.

In het slechtste geval komt bij mij ook nog eens de nachtburgemeester langs.

Je weet wel.

Die stem die je even gaat vertellen hoe stom je leven is, hoe stom je zelf bent en hoe stom je je hebt gedragen.

Volgens Fernando Pessoa (1888–1935) bestaan de monsters uit je kindertijd echt.

Ze zitten alleen niet onder het bed. Ze duiken op in je hoofd als gedachten, als de slaap ’s nachts niet komt.

Gemeen. Rottend. Onheilspellend.

Hij schrijft in Het boek der rusteloosheid:

Ze zijn ballast van het bedrog en hebben als enige nut ons een gevoel van nutteloosheid te geven.

Ik herken zijn woorden volledig.

Al die beelden die je gedachten maar oproepen.

Van wat ooit was.
Van wat nooit in je leven gaat gebeuren.
Gezichten waar je dagelijks tegenover zat, maar nu een schim zijn geworden.
Die ene persoon met die slanke polsen die je eenmalig op een feestje sprak, maar nog steeds dagelijks in je hoofd verder leeft als een onvervuld verlangen.

Al mijn zorgen blijken ’s nachts erger dan ik me ooit kon voorstellen. Mijn positieve zelfbeeld is niets meer van over. De toekomst gaat sowieso gebeuren. Maar leuk zal het niet zijn. Eerder ondraaglijk en gemeen.

Tot die ene gedachte opkomt: waarom leef ik überhaupt nog?

Ja.

Mijn hoofd houdt van drama.

De enige remedie die echt helpt, is gewoon in slaap vallen. Zodat het sneller ochtend is.

Daglicht laat monsters verdwijnen.

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Hoe meer ontspannen je dag, hoe rustiger je slaapt, zeggen ze. Maar het zijn niet de negatieve gedachten die ik het meest vrees.

Nee.

Als de slaap wel eerder komt, zijn het de dromen die zo rusteloos zijn.

Weinig heldere herinneringen meer uit mijn kindertijd. Maar de dromen uit die tijd zie ik nog precies zo voor me.

Monsters onder het bed? Bij mij stond die naast het bed.

Een reus.

Ik op mijn zij, spiekend naar de muur, doen alsof ik ‘sliep’, zodat de reus weer verder kon gaan met wat die ook aan het doen was.

Waarschijnlijk kwam deze reus direct uit de verfilming van De GVR (1989), naar het boek van Roald Dahl (1916–1990), gelopen. De grote vriendelijke reus die door de straten van een dorp stapt en door de ramen naar binnen kijkt naar slapende kinderen.

Bibbers.

(Ik weiger ook nog steeds de Steven Spielberg-verfilming (2016) van dit boek te bekijken. Bang dat hij mijn nachtmerrie werkelijkheid heeft gemaakt.)

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Aantekening uit mijn gedachtenlog van laatst:

‘Gedroomd over in een auto te zitten, links achterin, achter de bestuurder. De vrouwelijke bestuurster wilde het water in rijden. Ik begon na haar uitspraak al te hyperventileren. Een paniekaanval krijgen in mijn droom, dat was nieuw. Ik bleef maar “nee, niet doen” roepen, in de hoop dat ze het stuur niet richting het water gooide.’

Wist je dat wij niet onze dromen hoeven te interpreteren, maar dat onze droomwereld ons probeert te begrijpen?

Volgens slaapexpert Matthew Walker (1972) dromen we om onze ervaringen van overdag los te koppelen van de emotie die we daarbij voelden.

We dromen om te verwerken. Om emoties zachter te maken bij een herinnering.

Daarom zijn dromen een gekke mengelmoes van wat we overdag hebben gezien, aangevuld met vreemde fantasieën. Want we stoppen niet met denken. Ook niet als we slapen.

Dit mechanisme wordt een probleem bij traumatische gebeurtenissen. Hoe erg het brein ook zijn best doet, de emotie wordt maar niet losgekoppeld van het incident.

Dit is waarom mensen met PTSS blijven dromen over hun trauma’s. Het brein wil loskoppelen, maar slaagt daar niet in.

Het voert elke keer opnieuw de horrorbeelden op.

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Je nachtdromen zijn metaforen.

Ze geven geen kijkje in je toekomst. Ze onthullen niets over je verleden. Ze gaan over je huidige worstelingen in het leven.

Maar die kun je alleen begrijpen als je de rationele wereld even loslaat en via de lens van symboliek kijkt.

Dat is de wereld van de poëten.

Ons onderbewustzijn is een dichter en jij de vertaler.

Die denkt niet in woorden en logica. Die denkt in beelden. Omdat beelden ouder zijn dan het geschreven woord.

Via beelden probeert het jouw leven te begrijpen.

Begrijp je die beelden, dan begrijp je jezelf beter. Misschien lukt het je zelfs om tot een conclusie te komen.

Ik droom zelf regelmatig dat ik nog een examen moet doen. Of een variant daarop. Dat ik ‘betrapt’ word op het niet volledig behalen van mijn diploma en mensen me daar met de nek op aankijken.

In mijn dromen voel ik me verward en bang dat ik ga falen voor mijn herexamen en zo nooit zal slagen.

Best vreemd eigenlijk. Want ik heb nooit faalangst gekend voor school.

Maar waarom deze terugkerende droom?

De enige manier om mijn droom te onderzoeken, is de metaforen erin zien en daarover nadenken.

De school als metafoor voor kennis en leren. Het examen als metafoor voor de angst om te falen in het leven. Een nu-of-nooitmoment.

Als ik erover nadenk, kan ik het koppelen aan wat ik elke dag doe.

Namelijk schrijven en mijn werk publiceren.

Mijn grootste angst is dat dit fulltime kunstenaarschap niet gaat lukken. Dat er geen geld meer binnenkomt en ik genoodzaakt ben om vakken te vullen bij de Action.

Dat heeft mijn droomwereld feilloos door.

Dus wat is de les van deze droom?

Waarom zo bang zijn om te falen, terwijl ik ondertussen elke dag leer?

Alles wat ik nu doe, zal niet voor niets zijn. Zelfs als het financieel niet lukt, heb ik ervaring opgedaan die ik ergens anders kan inzetten.

Die droom waarin ik linksachterin de auto zit, gaat over het ontbreken van controle. Het water als symbool voor de diepte van de ziel.

Wanneer durf ik mezelf volledig over te geven aan het schrijverschap? Altijd die drang naar controle. Altijd de angst dat het niet werkt zoals ik wil.

Wanneer komt die volledige overgave?

Het begrijpen van je dromen vraagt oefening. Schrijf na het wakker worden de beelden op. De symbolen. Je zult merken dat je, bijna als een dichter, betekenis begint te geven aan wat je ziet. Niet omdat er één juiste uitleg bestaat, maar omdat elke associatie iets zegt over waar je nu staat.

Dromen zijn ook geen raadsels die opgelost moeten worden. Ze zijn spiegels. Het zijn pogingen van je onderbewuste om jou serieus te nemen.

De vraag is: wanneer begin jij jezelf eens serieus te nemen?

Liefs,

tomson

Ik kan geen emoties aan of uitzetten.

Het is meer dat emoties me op een dag gewoon verlaten. Slapen helpt goed tegen een stomme opmerking van een vreemdeling op straat bij een druk kruispunt.

Slapen helpt nauwelijks bij de grote littekens van het leven. Zoals het einde van relaties, werk of vriendschappen.

Ik kan me nog goed herinneren waar mijn telefoon lag. Op de kast in de donkere gang. Het scherm flikkerde op. Zijn naam zichtbaar.

Hij appte me in een vrij kort bericht dat hij het contact verbrak en een boek terug wilde hebben. Dat hij er klaar mee was, snapte ik wel. Ik had geen zin meer om hem te helpen met het zoveelste project dat hij toch niet ging afmaken. Ik was druk met mijn eigen projecten en met werk.

Het was natuurlijk niet mijn laatste ‘nee’ die dit veroorzaakte. Het waren jaren van ingewikkelde ruzies en teleurstellingen in elkaar.

Wellicht was het beter zo.

Maar het steekt wel, zo’n app.

En hoewel de relatie stopte, stopt het niet in het hoofd.

Herinneringen worden jarenlang op willekeurige momenten geactiveerd.

Van inside jokes tot het lezen van artikelen waar hij vast ook veel aan had gehad.

Het gesprek start weliswaar in het hoofd met hem door het zien van een goede video-essay. Er is alleen niets meer in de fysieke wereld om het gesprek mee af te maken.

En dan, in de jaren die volgen, worden de herinneringen minder en minder. Zelfs het gevoel van gemis dooft.

Geen zalvende gedachten meer over hoe het allemaal was gekomen. Geen gevoelens van spijt en schaamte meer.

Hij was in mijn hoofd een gelijke geworden met al die klasgenoten van de basisschool. Je had er acht jaar van je leven mee gedeeld. Maar hoe ouder je wordt, hoe minder betekenisvol die relaties nog aanvoelen.

Dacht ik...

Kun je überhaupt wel ontsnappen aan je verleden? Soms lijkt alles wat ik meemaak een echo van vroeger.

Ik kwam hem tegen.

Utrecht Centraal. Van al die duizenden mensen die daar in en uit lopen, zag ik hem meteen. Met een vrouw. Duidelijk een van de eerste dates. Ze lachten en plaagden elkaar wat af. Ze leken blij met elkaar.

Hij was niets veranderd.

Dat gevoel, meteen in de buik: angst. Dat gevoel, meteen om weg te rennen. Het gevoel van schaamte over hoe dingen waren gelopen. Maar geen behoefte aan een gesprek. Geen behoefte aan dingen af te sluiten.

Ik weet niet eens waarom. Misschien omdat ik niets te melden had als we aan de praat zouden raken.

Ik deed geen poging om oogcontact te zoeken. Ik liep in snellere pas door naar mijn perron.

Wat nog te zeggen, behalve zelfopgeklopte kletspraat over hoe geweldig het met me ging?

Alsof het ertoe deed.

Maar ja.

Deze ontmoeting liet de dagen die volgden alle emoties weer activeren. Weliswaar trok het ook vrij snel weer weg. Maar ze waren er wel weer. Net zo sterk aanwezig.

Het concept loslaten heb ik nooit begrepen.

Het is geen knop.

Emoties komen. Sommige blijven. Enkelen vertrekken. En de meest intense keren nog wel weer een keertje terug in de toekomst.

Er zijn natuurlijk wel manieren om dat ‘loslaten’ te versoepelen.

Soms helpt praten over iets me om een sterk gevoel te verzachten. Dan voel ik me meteen lichter na het gesprek.

Soms helpt schrijven me iets. Gewoon opschrijven en dan erachterkomen waarom ik me nou voel zoals ik me voel.

Maar dit geldt gewoon niet voor de zware dingen van het leven. Althans, niet bij mij.

Ik kon jarenlang geen zinnig woord opschrijven over de woningbrand.

Wat viel er te zeggen?

En nu ik het meer dan tien jaar later toch heb geprobeerd, in fictievorm, durf ik het niet te publiceren.

Niet elke ervaring die je op papier zet verandert je.

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Loslaten suggereert dat je het actief kunt doen. Zoals uit een vliegtuig springen met een parachute op je rug.

Maar ik vind loslaten vooral een reactieve beleving.

Jij springt niet. De instructeur springt en jij zit eraan vast.

Tijd heelt niet. Met een beetje geluk laat tijd iets slijten.

Tot er weer iets gebeurt en dan zijn alle emoties en gevoelens en gedachten weer volledig terug.

Ik wantrouw mensen die zeggen over hun ex heen te zijn. Alleen al dat je dit zegt, suggereert iets anders.

Dat ben je niet. Je hebt gewoon een modus gevonden waarin het je even niet meer zo martelt. Gelukkig maar.

Maar niemand is veilig voor de toekomst.

Ik bezocht niet zo lang geleden een open dag van de vrijwillige brandweer. Puur toeval. Het was naast een winkelcentrum waar ik tape moest halen voor het versturen van pakketjes.

Een jaar na de brand kreeg ik tranen in mijn ogen en een brok in mijn keel als ik een brandweerauto door een straat zag rijden. Nu, meer dan tien jaar later, voelde ik niks bij afgaande sirenes ter demonstratie. Gewoon wagens en slangen en mannen en vrouwen in brandweerkleding.

Tot ik een kraam tegenkwam met tips voor wat te doen in de woning rondom brand.

• Doe altijd je deur dicht als je slaapt.
  
• Zorg voor een hoorbare brandmelder.
  
• Zet een deksel op de pan als het vlam vat.
  

De rest van de tips heb ik niet kunnen lezen van deze afstand. Ik durfde het kraampje niet te bezoeken. Ik liep er letterlijk met een grote boog omheen. Ik wilde niet aangesproken worden. Ik wilde geen foldertje bekijken. Ik wilde niet denken aan dat het me nog een keer kan overkomen.

Dat is het stomme aan verdriet.

Al ons leed kan ons nog een keer overkomen. Maar we proberen te leven met het idee dat het ons niet nog een keer gaat gebeuren. Want anders overheerst de angst. En dat is ook geen leven.

Of je wil of niet, verdriet blijft met je meewandelen.

Het leven is leven met verdriet.

Ik voel het nu in mijn hartstreek, die brand, bij het schrijven van deze woorden.

Omdat er een leven ervoor en een leven erna was. Het voelt nog steeds heftig.

Het, wat dat ook moge zijn, zit nog steeds ergens in me verborgen.

‘Verdriet komt op plekken waar woorden niet kunnen komen,’ schreef ik een tijdje geleden op.

Ik denk dat ik nu pas die zin volledig begrijp.

Loslaten is een woord.

Maar gevoelens laten zich niet zo makkelijk leiden door woorden. Ze verdwijnen niet door woorden.

Ze worden in beweging gebracht. Maar dat is iets anders dan verdwijnen.

Er is geen formule voor loslaten. Het is veel mystieker.

Ik weet dat tijd een beetje helpt.

Het haalt de scherpe randjes eraf.

Tot je in een soortgelijke situatie belandt.

Dan zijn al die begraven gevoelens weer levendig.

Ik weet ook dat gevoelens soms opeens volledig verdwenen kunnen zijn.

Geen woede meer. Geen verdriet. Niet eens een vorm van begrip.

Geen idee wat dit veroorzaakt. Maar het waren geen woorden.

Wat zeker niet helpt, is de pijn blijven opzoeken. De relatie koste wat kost in stand houden.

Als ik je een advies mag geven: ontvolg, blokkeer desnoods, stop met reageren, stop met dingen sturen, stop met praten.

Maar dat is makkelijker gezegd dan gevoeld. Want er is altijd iets in ons dat hoopt. Op verzoening. Op vergeving. Op antwoorden. Op afsluiting. Op het idee dat de cirkel rondmaken bevrijding geeft.

Ik wou dat het leven zo simpel was.

Dat gevoelens zich zo makkelijk lieten temmen.

Nee.

Die gaan op plekken zitten waar je weinig controle over hebt.

Die komen naar boven op momenten waarop je het niet verwacht.

Ze zijn soms zo sterk dat je het niet eens aan een ander kunt uitleggen wat je ziet en ervaart en voelt. Dat je nog steeds van iemand houdt die je zoveel pijn heeft gedaan. Dat het nog steeds voelt alsof die persoon naast je zit. Dat je zo diep gekwetst bent dat je geen oogcontact meer met ze kunt maken, hoe kinderachtig dat ook voor een buitenstaander overkomt.

Verdriet kan niet losgelaten worden.

Want het houdt jou vast.

Je kunt alleen hopen.

Hopen dat het op een dag uiteindelijk jou loslaat.

Maar er is geen formule. Het is veel mystieker.

Wat niet heeft geholpen is het boek nooit terugsturen van die vriend. Ik heb het weggegooid.

Ik weet het. Kinderachtig. En dat blijft me achtervolgen in mijn hoofd. Dat dat niet had gehoeven. En dat blijft me nu martelen. Elke keer weer als ik een artikel zie dat verwijst naar dat boek of de verfilming daarvan is daar weer het schuldgevoel.

We doen soms rare dingen als we ons gekwetst voelen.

Two decades ago, logging into the internet meant a lot of possibilities. You could download music for free, chat rooms gave this rush of talking to strangers across the world and there was this grungy aspect of surfing websites and finding weird corners of the internet that gave both you and the internet a personality. Then, this “e”-world seemed like a novelty, mass adoption where a life without it was impossible felt like a dream one would brush away. Then the first social networks emerged and the iPhone and its many clones, followed by cheap data to the point where now being plugged into the global economy means being connected by 4 devices but the whole experience of the internet revolves around a handful of platforms and a few apps.

It is fair that the initial wonder of the internet has faded away into oblivion, it was too good to be true. To reach the economies of scale meant that standardization was inevitable, which induces the feeling of sameness but still there was the element of adding ones own personal touches to the experience of the internet. With generative AI this has changed, the last frontier of personalization on the internet has also become automated which means that every post reads the same, every video looks like a copy of a copy of a copy.

Plus, why would anyone want to create on the internet anyway? The obvious money incentive which means that certain norms have to be adhered to: You can't be too left, can't question the overlords or stirrup trouble. But otherwise with the surveilling apparatus baked deep into the experience of the web, we're just giving more data points to allow ourselves to be policed. Gen AI also means that one's content becomes the fodder for another model of your favorite LLM, further diluting the incentives to create. So the best way to enjoy the internet is as a mute spectator, a consumer rather than a creator. The internet is killing itself and us along with it and we aren't even noticing. Or maybe we aren't supposed to.

#internet #deadinternet #AI

An eyedea, which I don’t have the skill to bring to fruition yet, but putting it here for the future when maybe I will have more ability.

The stablecoin transaction that moved $2 billion from Abu Dhabi to Binance in May 2025 looked nothing like what the cypherpunks imagined when they dreamed of digital money. There were no anonymous wallets, no cryptographic rituals, no ideological manifestos. MGX, a sovereign wealth vehicle backed by the United Arab Emirates, simply wired funds denominated in USD1, a stablecoin issued by World Liberty Financial, a company affiliated with the family of the sitting United States President. The transaction settled on blockchain rails that neither party needed to understand or even acknowledge. The technology had become invisible. The revolution had been absorbed.

This moment crystallises the central tension now confronting the cryptocurrency industry as it enters what many are calling its institutional era. Stablecoins processed over $46 trillion in transactions during 2025, rivalling Visa and PayPal in volume. BlackRock's Bitcoin ETF surpassed $100 billion in assets under management, accumulating over 800,000 BTC in less than two years. The GENIUS Act became the first major cryptocurrency legislation passed by Congress, establishing federal standards for stablecoin issuers. Tokenised real-world assets reached $33 billion, with projections suggesting the market could hit $16 trillion by 2030. By every conventional measure, cryptocurrency has succeeded beyond its founders' wildest projections.

Yet success has arrived through a mechanism that would have horrified many of those founders. Crypto went mainstream by becoming invisible, as the a16z State of Crypto 2025 report observed. The technology that was supposed to disintermediate banks now powers their backend operations. The protocol designed to resist surveillance now integrates with anti-money laundering systems. The culture that celebrated pseudonymity now onboards users through email addresses and social logins. The question is whether this represents maturation or betrayal, evolution or erasure.

The Infrastructure Thesis Ascendant

The economic evidence for the invisibility approach has become overwhelming. Stripe's $1.1 billion acquisition of Bridge in February 2025 represented the payments industry's first major acknowledgement that stablecoins could serve as mainstream infrastructure rather than speculative instruments. Within three months, Stripe launched Stablecoin Financial Accounts across 101 countries, enabling businesses to hold balances in USDC and USDB while transacting seamlessly across fiat and crypto rails. The blockchain was there, handling settlement. The users never needed to know.

This pattern has repeated across traditional finance. Visa partnered with Bridge to launch card-issuing products that let cardholders spend their stablecoin balances at any merchant accepting Visa, with automatic conversion to fiat happening invisibly in the background. Klarna announced plans to issue its own stablecoin through Bridge, aiming to reduce cross-border payment costs that currently total roughly $120 billion annually. The fintech giant would become the first bank to tap Stripe's stablecoin stack for blockchain-powered payments, without requiring its customers to understand or interact with blockchain technology directly.

BlackRock has been equally explicit about treating cryptocurrency as infrastructure rather than product. Larry Fink, the firm's chief executive, declared following the Bitcoin ETF approval that “every stock and bond would eventually live on a shared digital ledger.” The company's BUIDL fund, launched on Ethereum in March 2024, has grown to manage over $2 billion in tokenised treasury assets. BlackRock has announced plans to tokenise up to $10 trillion in assets, expanding across multiple blockchain networks including Arbitrum and Polygon. For institutional investors accessing these products, the blockchain is simply plumbing, no more visible or culturally significant than the TCP/IP protocols underlying their email.

The speed of this integration has astonished even bullish observers. Bitcoin and Ethereum spot ETFs accumulated $31 billion in net inflows while processing approximately $880 billion in trading volume during 2025. An estimated 716 million people now own digital assets globally, a 16 percent increase from the previous year. More than one percent of all US dollars now exist as stablecoins on public blockchains. The numbers describe a technology that has crossed from interesting experiment to systemic relevance.

The regulatory environment has reinforced this trajectory. The GENIUS Act, signed into law in July 2025, establishes stablecoin issuers as regulated financial entities subject to the Bank Secrecy Act, with mandatory anti-money laundering programmes, sanctions compliance, and customer identification requirements. Payment stablecoins issued under the framework are explicitly not securities or commodities, freeing them from SEC and CFTC oversight while embedding them within the traditional banking regulatory apparatus. The Act requires permitted issuers to maintain one-to-one reserves in US currency or similarly liquid assets and to publish monthly disclosure of reserve details. This is not the regulatory vacuum that early cryptocurrency advocates hoped would allow decentralised alternatives to flourish. It is integration, absorption, normalisation.

The Cultural Counter-Argument

Against this backdrop of institutional triumph, a parallel ecosystem continues to thrive on explicitly crypto-native principles. Pump.fun, the Solana memecoin launchpad, has facilitated the creation of over 13 million tokens since January 2024, generating more than $866 million in lifetime revenue by October 2025. At its peak, the platform accounted for nearly 90 percent of all token mints on Solana and over 80 percent of launchpad trading volume. Its July 2025 ICO raised $1.3 billion in combined private and public sales, with the $PUMP presale hauling in $500 million in minutes at a fully diluted valuation of approximately $4 billion.

This is not infrastructure seeking invisibility. This is spectacle, culture, community, identity. The meme coin total market capitalisation exceeded $78 billion in 2025, with projects like Fartcoin briefly reaching $2.5 billion in valuation. These assets have no intrinsic utility beyond their function as coordination mechanisms for communities united by shared jokes, aesthetics, and speculative conviction. They are pure culture, and their continued prominence suggests that crypto's cultural layer retains genuine economic significance even as institutional rails proliferate.

The mechanics of attention monetisation have evolved dramatically. In January 2025, a single social media post about the $TRUMP token, launched through a one-click interface on Solana, generated hundreds of millions in trading volume within hours. This represented something genuinely new: the near-instantaneous conversion of social attention into financial activity. The friction that once separated awareness from action has been reduced to a single tap.

Re7 Capital, a venture firm that has invested in Suno and other infrastructure projects, launched a $10 million SocialFi fund in 2025 specifically targeting this intersection of social platforms and blockchain participation. As Luc de Leyritz, the firm's general partner, explained: “For the first time in five years, we see a structural opportunity in early-stage crypto venture, driven by the convergence of attention, composability and capital flows in SocialFi.” The thesis is that platforms enabling rapid conversion of social attention into financial activity represent the next major adoption vector, one that preserves rather than erases crypto's cultural distinctiveness.

Farcaster exemplifies this approach. The decentralised social protocol, backed by $150 million from Paradigm and a16z, has grown to over 546,000 registered users with approximately 40,000 to 60,000 daily active users. Its defining innovation, Farcaster Frames, enables users to mint NFTs, execute trades, and claim tokens directly within social posts without leaving the application. This is not crypto becoming invisible; this is crypto becoming the medium of social interaction itself. The blockchain is not hidden infrastructure but visible identity, with on-chain activities serving as signals of community membership and cultural affiliation.

The tension between these approaches has become central to debates about crypto's future direction. Vitalik Buterin, Ethereum's co-founder, addressed this directly in a New Year's message urging the community to focus on building applications that are “truly decentralised and usable” rather than “winning the next meta.” He outlined practical tests for decentralisation: Can users keep their assets if the company behind an application disappears? How much damage can rogue insiders or compromised front-ends cause? How many lines of code must be trusted to protect users' funds?

These questions expose the gap between infrastructure and culture approaches. Invisible blockchain rails, by definition, rely on intermediaries that users must trust. When Stripe converts stablecoin balances to fiat for Visa transactions, when BlackRock custodies Bitcoin on behalf of ETF holders, when Klarna issues blockchain-powered payments, the technology may be decentralised but the user experience is not. The cypherpunk vision of individuals controlling their own keys, verifying their own transactions, and resisting surveillance has been traded for convenience and scale.

The Cypherpunk Inheritance

To understand what is at stake requires revisiting cryptocurrency's ideological origins. Bitcoin was not born in a vacuum; it emerged from decades of cypherpunk research, debate, and experimentation. The movement's core creed was simple: do not ask permission, build the system. Do not lobby politicians for privacy laws; create technologies that make surveillance impossible. Every point of centralisation was understood as a point of weakness, a chokepoint where power could be exercised by states or corporations against individuals.

Satoshi Nakamoto's 2008 whitepaper directly reflected these principles. By combining cryptography, decentralised consensus, and economic incentives, Bitcoin solved the double-spending problem without requiring a central authority. The vision was censorship-resistant money that allowed individuals to transact privately and securely without permission from governments or corporations. Self-custody was not merely an option but the point. The option to be your own bank, to verify rather than trust, remained open to anyone willing to exercise it.

The cypherpunks were deeply suspicious of any centralised authority, whether government agency or large bank. They saw the fight for freedom in the digital age as a technical problem, not merely a political one. Privacy, decentralisation, self-sovereignty, transparency through open-source code: these were not just preferences but foundational principles. Any compromise on these fronts represented potential capture by the very systems they sought to escape.

The success and commercialisation of Bitcoin has fractured this inheritance. Some argue that compliance with Know Your Customer requirements, integration with regulated exchanges, and accommodation of institutional custody represents necessary compromise to bring cryptocurrency to the masses and achieve mainstream legitimacy. Without these accommodations, Bitcoin would remain a niche asset forever locked out of the global financial system.

For the purist camp, this represents betrayal. Building on-ramps that require identity verification creates a surveillance network around technology designed to be pseudonymous. It links real-world identity to on-chain transactions, destroying privacy. The crypto space itself struggles with centralisation through major exchanges, custodial wallets, and regulatory requirements that conflict with the original vision.

By 2025, Bitcoin's price exceeded $120,000, driven substantially by institutional adoption through ETFs and a maturing investor base. BlackRock's IBIT has accumulated holdings representing 3.8 percent of Bitcoin's total 21 million supply. This is not the distributed ownership pattern the cypherpunks envisioned. Power has concentrated in new hands, different from but not obviously preferable to the financial institutions cryptocurrency was designed to circumvent.

Decentralised Social and the Identity Layer

If invisible infrastructure represents one future and pure speculation another, decentralised social platforms represent an attempt at synthesis. Lens Protocol, launched by the team behind the DeFi lending platform Aave, provides a social graph enabling developers to build applications with composable, user-owned content. Running on Polygon, Lens offers creators direct monetisation through subscriptions, fees from followers, and the ability to turn posts into tradable NFTs. Top users on the protocol average $1,300 monthly in creator earnings, demonstrating that blockchain participation can generate real economic value beyond speculation.

The proposition is that social identity becomes inseparable from on-chain identity. Your follower graph, your content, your reputation travel with you across applications built on the same underlying protocol. When you switch from one Lens-based application to another, you bring your audience and history. No platform can deplatform you because no platform owns your identity. This is decentralisation as lived experience rather than backend abstraction.

Farcaster offers a complementary model focused on protocol-level innovation. Three smart contracts on OP Mainnet handle security-critical functions: IdRegistry maps Farcaster IDs to Ethereum custody addresses, StorageRegistry tracks storage allocations, and KeyRegistry manages application permissions. The infrastructure is explicitly on-chain, but the user experience has been refined to approach consumer-grade accessibility. Account abstraction and social logins mean new users can start with just an email address, reducing time to first transaction from twenty minutes to under sixty seconds.

The platform's technical architecture reflects deliberate choices about where blockchain visibility matters. Storage costs approximately seven dollars per year for 5,000 posts plus reactions and follows, low enough to be accessible but high enough to discourage spam. The identity layer remains explicitly on-chain, ensuring that users maintain control over their credentials even as the application layer becomes increasingly polished.

The engagement metrics suggest these approaches resonate with users who value explicit blockchain participation. Farcaster's engagement rate of 29 interactions per user monthly compares favourably to Lens's 12, indicating higher-quality community even with smaller absolute numbers. The platform recently achieved a milestone of 100,000 funded wallets, driven partly by USDC deposit matching rewards that incentivise users to connect their financial identity to their social presence.

Yet the scale gap with mainstream platforms remains vast. Bluesky's 38 million users dwarf Farcaster's half million. Twitter's daily active users number in the hundreds of millions. For crypto-native social platforms to represent a meaningful alternative rather than a niche experiment, they must grow by orders of magnitude while preserving the properties that differentiate them. The question is whether those properties are features or bugs in the context of mainstream adoption.

The Stablecoin Standardisation

Stablecoins offer the clearest lens on how the invisibility thesis is playing out in practice. The market has concentrated heavily around two issuers: Tether's USDT holds approximately 60 percent market share with a capitalisation exceeding $183 billion, while Circle's USDC holds roughly 25 percent at $73 billion. Together, these two tokens account for over 80 percent of total stablecoin market capitalisation, though that share has declined slightly as competition intensifies.

Tether dominates trading volume, accounting for over 75 percent of stablecoin activity on centralised exchanges. It remains the primary trading pair in emerging markets and maintains higher velocity on exchanges. But USDC has grown faster in 2025, with its market cap climbing 72 percent compared to USDT's 32 percent growth. Analysts attribute this to USDC's better positioning for regulated markets, particularly after USDT faced delistings in Europe due to lack of MiCA authorisation.

Circle's billion-dollar IPO marked the arrival of stablecoin issuers as mainstream financial institutions. The company's aggressive expansion into regulated markets positions USDC as the stablecoin of choice for banks, payment processors, and fintech platforms seeking compliance clarity. This is crypto becoming infrastructure in the most literal sense: a layer enabling transactions that end users never need to understand or acknowledge.

The overall stablecoin supply hit $314 billion in 2025, with the category now comprising 30 percent of all on-chain crypto transaction volume. August 2025 recorded the highest annual volume to date, reaching over $4 trillion for the year, an 83 percent increase on the same period in 2024. Tether alone saw $10 billion in profit in the first three quarters of the year. These are not metrics of a speculative sideshow but of core financial infrastructure.

The emergence of USD1, the stablecoin issued by World Liberty Financial with Trump family involvement, demonstrates how completely stablecoins have departed from crypto's countercultural origins. The token reached $3 billion in circulating supply within six months of launch, integrated with major exchanges including Binance and Tron. Its largest transaction to date, the $2 billion MGX investment in Binance, involved sovereign wealth funds, presidential family businesses, and what senators have alleged are suspicious ties to sanctioned entities. This is not disruption of financial power structures; it is their reconfiguration under blockchain labels.

The GENIUS Act's passage has accelerated this normalisation. By establishing clear regulatory frameworks, the legislation removes uncertainty that previously discouraged traditional financial institutions from engaging with stablecoins. But it also embeds stablecoins within the surveillance and compliance infrastructure that cryptocurrency was originally designed to escape. Issuers must implement anti-money laundering programmes, verify sanctions lists, and identify customers. The anonymous, permissionless transactions that defined early Bitcoin are not merely discouraged but legally prohibited for regulated stablecoin issuers.

The Tokenisation Transformation

Real-world asset tokenisation extends the invisibility thesis from currency into securities. BlackRock's BUIDL fund demonstrated that tokenised treasury assets could attract institutional capital at scale. By year-end 2025, the tokenised RWA market had grown to approximately $33 billion, with the majority concentrated in private credit and US Treasuries representing nearly 90 percent of tokenised value. The market has grown fivefold in two years, crossing from interesting experiment to systemic relevance.

The projections are staggering. A BCG-Ripple report forecasts the tokenised asset market growing from $0.6 trillion to $18.9 trillion by 2033. Animoca Brands research suggests tokenisation could eventually tap into the $400 trillion traditional finance market. Franklin Templeton, Fidelity, and other major asset managers have moved beyond pilots into production-level tokenisation of treasury products.

For institutional investors, the value proposition is efficiency: faster settlement, lower costs, continuous trading availability, fractional ownership. None of these benefits require understanding or caring about blockchain technology. The distributed ledger is simply superior infrastructure for recording ownership and executing transfers. It replaces databases, not ideologies.

This creates an interesting inversion of the original cryptocurrency value proposition. Bitcoin promised to separate money from state control. Tokenisation of real-world assets brings state-sanctioned securities onto blockchain rails, with all their existing regulatory requirements, reporting obligations, and institutional oversight intact. The technology serves traditional finance rather than replacing it.

Major financial institutions including JPMorgan, Goldman Sachs, and BNY Mellon are actively engaging in real-world asset tokenisation. Banks treat blockchain not as novelty but as infrastructure, part of the normal toolkit for financial services. Fintech companies supply connective logic between traditional systems and decentralised networks. Stablecoins, once regarded as a temporary bridge, now operate as permanent fixtures of the financial order.

The Dual Economy

What emerges from this analysis is not a single trajectory but a bifurcation. Two distinct crypto economies now operate in parallel, occasionally intersecting but fundamentally different in their relationship to culture, identity, and visibility.

The institutional economy treats blockchain as infrastructure. Its participants include BlackRock, Fidelity, Stripe, Visa, JPMorgan, and the growing ecosystem of regulated stablecoin issuers and tokenisation platforms. Value accrues through efficiency gains, cost reductions, and access to previously illiquid assets. Users of these products may never know they are interacting with blockchain technology. The culture is that of traditional finance: compliance-focused, institution-mediated, invisible.

The crypto-native economy treats blockchain as culture. Its participants include memecoin traders, decentralised social network users, DeFi power users, and communities organised around specific protocols and tokens. Value accrues through attention, community formation, and speculative conviction. Users of these products explicitly identify with blockchain participation, often displaying on-chain activity as markers of identity and affiliation. The culture is distinctively countercultural: permissionless, community-driven, visible.

DeFi total value locked surged 41 percent in Q3 2025, surpassing $160 billion for the first time since May 2022. Ethereum led growth with TVL jumping from $54 billion in July to $96.5 billion by September. Aave became the largest DeFi lending protocol with over $41 billion in TVL, growing nearly 58 percent since July. Lido ranked second with nearly $39 billion in liquid staking deposits. These are substantial numbers, demonstrating that crypto-native applications retain significant capital commitment even as institutional alternatives proliferate.

The question is whether these economies can coexist indefinitely or whether one will eventually absorb the other. The institutional thesis holds that crypto-native culture is a transitional phenomenon, the early-adopter enthusiasm that accompanies any new technology before it matures into invisible utility. By this view, memecoin speculation and decentralised social experiments are the equivalent of early internet flame wars and personal homepage culture: interesting historical artefacts that give way to professionally operated services as the technology scales.

The counter-thesis holds that crypto-native culture provides irreplaceable competitive advantages. Community formation around tokens creates user loyalty that traditional products cannot match. On-chain identity enables new forms of coordination, reputation, and governance. The transparency of blockchain operations enables trustlessness that opaque corporate structures cannot replicate. By this view, invisible infrastructure misses the point entirely, stripping away the properties that make cryptocurrency distinctive and valuable.

Evaluating Maturation

The debate ultimately hinges on what one considers maturation. If maturation means achieving mainstream adoption, measurable in transaction volumes, market capitalisation, and institutional participation, then the invisibility approach has clearly succeeded. Stablecoins rival Visa in volume. Bitcoin ETFs hold hundreds of billions in assets. Regulated tokenisation platforms are processing institutional-scale transactions. By these metrics, cryptocurrency has grown up.

But maturation can also mean the development of distinctive capabilities rather than assimilation into existing paradigms. By this measure, invisibility represents not maturation but abandonment. The technology that was supposed to disrupt financial intermediation has instead been adopted by intermediaries. The protocol designed to resist censorship integrates with surveillance systems. The culture celebrating individual sovereignty has been absorbed into institutional custody arrangements.

Vitalik Buterin's tests for decentralisation offer a framework for evaluating these competing claims. The walk-away test asks whether users keep their assets if the company behind an application disappears. For BlackRock ETF holders, the answer is clearly no; they hold shares in a fund that custodies assets on their behalf. For self-custody Bitcoin holders, the answer is yes by design. The insider attack test asks how much damage rogue insiders or compromised front-ends can cause. Invisible infrastructure necessarily involves more trusted intermediaries and therefore more potential attack surfaces.

The trusted computing base question asks how many lines of code must be trusted to protect users. Institutional products layer complexity upon complexity: custody arrangements, trading interfaces, fund structures, regulatory compliance systems. Each layer requires trust. The original Bitcoin thesis was that you needed to trust only the protocol itself, verifiable through open-source code and distributed consensus.

Yet crypto-native applications are not immune from these concerns. DeFi protocols have suffered billions in losses through exploits, rug pulls, and governance attacks. Memecoin platforms like Pump.fun face class-action lawsuits alleging manipulation. Decentralised social networks struggle with spam, harassment, and content moderation challenges that their permissionless architecture makes difficult to address. The choice is not between trustless perfection and trusted compromise but between different configurations of trust, risk, and capability.

The Cultural Residue

Perhaps the most honest assessment is that crypto culture will persist as aesthetic residue even as the technology becomes invisible infrastructure. Early-adopter communities will continue to celebrate on-chain participation as identity markers, much as vintage computing enthusiasts celebrate command-line interfaces in an era of graphical operating systems. The technical capability for self-custody and trustless verification will remain available to those who value it, even as the overwhelming majority of users interact through intermediated products that abstract away complexity.

This is not necessarily a tragedy. Other technologies have followed similar trajectories. The internet began as a countercultural space where early adopters celebrated decentralisation and resisted commercialisation. Today, most users access the internet through devices and services controlled by a handful of corporations, but the underlying protocols remain open and the option for direct participation persists for those motivated to exercise it.

The question is whether this residual option matters. If only a tiny fraction of users ever exercise self-custody or participate in decentralised governance, does the theoretical availability of these options provide meaningful protection against centralised control? Or does the concentration of practical usage in institutional channels create the same capture risks that cryptocurrency was designed to prevent?

The $2 billion stablecoin transaction from MGX to Binance suggests an answer that satisfies neither purists nor institutionalists. The technology worked exactly as designed: value transferred across borders instantly and irrevocably, settled on a distributed ledger that neither party needed to understand. But the participants were sovereign wealth funds and exchange conglomerates, the transaction enabled by presidential family connections, and the regulatory framework that of traditional anti-money laundering compliance. This is not what the cypherpunks imagined, but it is what cryptocurrency has become.

Whether that represents maturation or abandonment depends entirely on what one hoped cryptocurrency would achieve. If the goal was efficient global payments infrastructure, the invisible approach has delivered. If the goal was liberation from institutional financial control, the invisible approach has failed precisely by succeeding. The technology escaped the sandbox of speculation and entered the real world, but the real world captured it in return.

The builders who will succeed in this environment are likely those who understand both economies and can navigate between them. Stripe's acquisition of Bridge demonstrates that institutional players recognise the value of crypto infrastructure even when stripped of cultural signifiers. Pump.fun's billion-dollar raise demonstrates that crypto-native culture retains genuine economic value even when disconnected from institutional approval. The most durable projects may be those that maintain optionality: invisible enough to achieve mainstream adoption, crypto-native enough to retain community loyalty, flexible enough to serve users with radically different relationships to the underlying technology.

The original vision has not been abandoned so much as refracted. It persists in self-custody options that most users ignore, in decentralised protocols that institutions build upon, in cultural communities that thrive in parallel with institutional rails. Cryptocurrency did not mature into a single thing. It matured into multiple things simultaneously, serving different purposes for different participants, with different relationships to the values that animated its creation.

Whether the cultural layer remains competitive advantage or becomes mere nostalgia will be determined not by technology but by the choices users make about what they value. If convenience consistently trumps sovereignty, the invisible approach will dominate and crypto culture will become historical curiosity. If enough users continue to prioritise decentralisation, self-custody, and explicit blockchain participation, the cultural layer will persist as more than aesthetic. The technology enables both futures. The question is which one we will choose.

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Tim Green UK-based Systems Theorist & Independent Technology Writer

Tim explores the intersections of artificial intelligence, decentralised cognition, and posthuman ethics. His work, published at smarterarticles.co.uk, challenges dominant narratives of technological progress while proposing interdisciplinary frameworks for collective intelligence and digital stewardship.

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In Summary: * A good Thursday: this. Some of the extra chores managed from earlier in the week have started yielding good fruit today. Little extras are already making improvements in my quality of life. Nice! And I anticipate more improvements over the days and weeks ahead.

Prayers, etc.: *I have a daily prayer regimen I try to follow throughout the day from early morning, as soon as I roll out of bed, until head hits pillow at night. Details of that regimen are linked to my link tree, which is linked to my profile page here.

Health Metrics: * bw= 218.59 lbs. * bp= 147/88 (67)

Exercise: * morning stretches, balance exercises, kegel pelvic floor exercises, half squats, calf raises, wall push-ups

Diet: * 06:15 – 1 banana, toast and butter * 09:30 – 1 peanut butter sandwich * 11:00 – 1 cheese sandwich * 13:40 – 4 hot dogs * 15:00 – snacking on nacho chips and hot sauce

Activities, Chores, etc.: * 04:30 – listen to local news talk radio * 05:50 – bank accounts activity monitored * 06:20 – read, pray, follow news reports from various sources, surf the socials, nap * 15:00 – listening to the The Jack Riccardi Show * 18:30 – listening now to the Pregame Show ahead of tonight's women's college basketball game between my Indiana University Hoosiers and the Ohio State Buckeyes. Opening tip is approx half an hour away. GO HOOSIERS!

Chess: * 09:15 – moved in all pending CC games

I’ve been out getting some sunshine on me, but not much.

The solar flare of the Tuesday was obscured by heavy snow laden clouds.

I’ve feeling similar to the aforementioned weather: a headache, some allergic itch deep inside the nose, nearer to the brain than to the nostril. At nights I’ve been woken up by this itch, or weird bizarre unsettling dreams which I immediately forget upon waking, but which still fill me with a vague unease.

And I’ve been feeling conflicted, but where is my anger? — It too is covered by a big, gray cloud.

If only this metaphorical cloud of mine could release its rain somehow.

But I’ve done yoga. Fortunately I had my toe nails clipped. This was a stroke of luck. Nay, a good omen! Because it had slipped my mind that you do this barefoot. I will give yoga one hundred tries before I decide whether to continue.

If I could find inner peace, it would be welcome.

Maybe the case is, is that I need less peace and more war, like the warrior pose, the something warrior.

It’s like this grey cloud is inside of my brain, you know? That’s where the itch comes from.

That must be the case.

Finally: the little black dog woke me up each morning by excitedly biting my nose. He’s such a great friend.

It’s the humours which have been unbalanced! Too much black bile, I’m sure of it!

Or nay maybe too little?

I get it. You don’t like him.

but here’s my dilemma also. He has a trap that needs to know how to remain quiet but his financial policies are bar none the best the world has ever seen.

all data points to supporting this.

Also, why should I support abortion? I don’t believe in condoning abortion but rather, I believe in personal responsibility.

don’t have a baby in the first place.

simple concept.

folks have told me:

“You should listen and talk'

talk about what?

I don’t support abortion.

So the discussion doesnt need to happen.

why must I pay for the poor judgment of others?

Personal responsibility should be taught in all schools, we would be way more prosperous.

and I get it his trap (mouth) should be more responsible too.

#trump #abortion

Hva er det med Senterpartiet og Trump, egentlig? Først får vi vite at det finnes et voksende Trump-vennlig miljø internt i Senterungdommen. Så står Trygve Slagsvold Vedum på Debatten tirsdag med full overtenning og argumenterer for at det er meningsløst for Danmark og Norge å forsøke å avskrekke amerikansk militær aggresjon. Så toppes det i dag med at tidligere Senterparti-statsråd og mangeårig nestleder Ola Borten Moe står på Debatten og argumenterer for at Grønland ikke fortjener selvråderett.

Borten Moe trakk fram lav levestandard på Grønland. Er dette et argument mot selvstyre? Han argumenterte for at Grønland er stort og ligger strategisk til for USAs og Europas del. Jaha, det gjør jo Norge også. Ifølge Borten Moe er det “for vidtrekkende” at 57 000 grønlendere skal bestemme over så mye land. Men hvor leder denne argumentasjonen? Man kan vel like gjerne si at det er for vidtrekkende at bare 5,6 millioner nordmenn skal få bestemme over de enorme land- og havområder vi har?

I realiteten serverer Borten Moe en argumentasjon som nærmest er skreddersydd for enhver som vil utfordre norsk suverenitet i Arktis. Her er det bare for Putin og Trump å ta notat. Dette gjør han på statskanalen i beste sendetid, midt i en internasjonal krise sentrert rundt Norge, Danmark og Arktis. Borten Moe var nøye på å bare si A, men aldri B. Men argumentene pekte bare i én retning: Danmark har vanskjøttet Grønland, grønlenderne er ikke berettiget til å bestemme over Grønlands skjebne, altså...

At dette kommer fra en tidligere så sentral norsk politiker som Borten Moe er sjokkerende nok. Men at det skal komme fra en mann som tilhører partiet som pleier å snakke høyest om “nasjonal selvråderett” og være mest mot utenlandsk overstyring, er direkte absurd. En norsk nasjonalisme som ikke er forankret i Folkeretten er en selvmotsigelse.

Mark 5 is one of those chapters that does not allow distance. You cannot stand back from it and observe politely. It pulls you in, places you on the shoreline, pushes you into the crowd, and forces you to look directly at suffering that has gone on far too long. This chapter is not tidy. It is loud, interrupted, desperate, and deeply human. It is also one of the clearest pictures we have of what happens when Jesus steps into places everyone else avoids and into lives everyone else has given up on. When you sit with Mark 5 long enough, you realize it is not merely a record of miracles. It is a revelation of how God responds to brokenness when it has reached the point of despair.

The chapter opens not with calm teaching or moral instruction, but with chaos. Jesus steps onto foreign soil, into the region of the Gadarenes, a place already heavy with spiritual tension. This matters more than we often notice. Jesus intentionally crosses boundaries here. He leaves familiar Jewish territory and enters Gentile land. He steps into a space that religious people would have avoided, and the very first thing that meets Him is not hospitality, but a man so tormented that he lives among the tombs. Mark is deliberate in his language. This man is not simply troubled. He is isolated, feared, uncontrollable, and considered beyond help. Chains have failed. Restraints have failed. Society has given up. If there were ever a human being written off as unreachable, this is him.

What is striking is not just the man’s condition, but Jesus’ response. There is no hesitation. No fear. No retreat. Jesus does not ask for backup. He does not consult the disciples. He does not weigh whether this encounter is worth the risk. He simply stands his ground. The man runs toward Him, but not in worship. This is not reverence. This is collision. The spiritual conflict that erupts is immediate and violent, but Jesus is not intimidated. The demons recognize Him instantly, even when the people around Him often do not. That alone should stop us. The spiritual realm sees clearly what the religious crowds frequently miss. Jesus is not just a healer. He is authority itself.

The exchange that follows is unsettling. The demons beg. They plead. They negotiate. There is a strange reversal here. The man who has lived in torment now stands silent while the demons speak. For years, this man has been the one crying out day and night. Now the voices that controlled him are exposed, desperate, and afraid. Jesus does not argue with them. He does not debate theology. He simply commands. Power does not need explanation. It speaks, and things move.

When the demons enter the herd of swine and rush into the sea, it shocks the entire region. Not just because of the supernatural element, but because of the cost. A large herd of pigs is lost. This miracle is not economically convenient. It disrupts livelihoods. It creates fear. And this is where the reaction of the people becomes revealing. They do not rejoice that a man has been restored. They do not celebrate freedom. They beg Jesus to leave. That should unsettle us more than it often does. When deliverance threatens comfort, people will choose comfort. When freedom disrupts systems, systems push back. This is not ancient behavior. It is human behavior.

The healed man, now clothed and in his right mind, wants to follow Jesus. For the first time, he wants connection, purpose, direction. But Jesus does something unexpected. He sends him home. He tells him to go back to his people and tell them what the Lord has done for him. This is one of the earliest commissions in the Gospel of Mark, and it is given not to a trained disciple, but to a man who had been living among tombs. Grace does not wait for polish. Testimony does not require credentials. When God frees you, He also entrusts you.

As Jesus returns across the sea, the pace of the chapter does not slow. Immediately, another crisis emerges. Jairus, a ruler of the synagogue, approaches Him. This is significant. Jairus represents religious authority, structure, respectability. Unlike the man among the tombs, Jairus is respected, known, and established. And yet he falls at Jesus’ feet. Desperation equalizes us. Titles disappear when your child is dying. Pride dissolves when you run out of answers. Jairus does not come with an argument. He comes with urgency. My little daughter lies at the point of death. Please come.

Jesus agrees, and the crowd surges around Him. This is where Mark weaves in one of the most beautiful interruptions in all of Scripture. On the way to a dying child, Jesus stops for a woman who has been bleeding for twelve years. Twelve years. That detail is not accidental. She has lived in physical suffering, social isolation, and religious exclusion for over a decade. Under the law, she would have been considered unclean. She would have been avoided, judged, and likely blamed for her condition. She has spent everything she has on doctors and grown worse. If you have ever exhausted every option and still found yourself stuck, you understand her story.

She does not approach Jesus openly. She does not ask for attention. She reaches for the hem of His garment, believing that even contact with Him is enough. This is not loud faith. It is quiet, trembling, almost invisible faith. And yet Jesus stops. Power has gone out from Him, and He knows it. The disciples are confused. The crowd is pressing in. Why stop now? Why ask who touched you? Because Jesus is not just interested in healing bodies. He is interested in restoring people.

When the woman comes forward in fear and trembling, Jesus does not rebuke her. He does not expose her to shame. He calls her daughter. That word matters. In one moment, He restores her health, her dignity, her identity, and her place in community. Faith has made her whole, not just physically healed. Wholeness is deeper than relief. It is restoration at every level.

While this is happening, the worst news arrives. Jairus’ daughter has died. The delay has cost him everything, at least from a human perspective. The messengers tell him not to trouble the Teacher anymore. That sentence carries so much weight. Do not bother Him. It is too late. Hope has an expiration date, according to human logic. But Jesus immediately speaks to Jairus. Be not afraid, only believe. Those words are not sentimental. They are a command issued in the face of grief.

When Jesus arrives at the house, the scene is familiar to anyone who has walked through loss. Mourning, weeping, noise, despair. Jesus does something that seems almost offensive. He says the child is not dead, but sleeping. They laugh at Him. There is a cruel honesty in that response. Grief often mocks hope because hope feels dangerous when you have already been hurt. Jesus sends everyone out except the parents and a few disciples. Resurrection moments are often private before they are public.

He takes the child by the hand and speaks to her. Little girl, I say unto thee, arise. Death listens. Life responds. She gets up and walks. The chapter that began in a graveyard ends in a bedroom where death has been overturned. Jesus tells them to give her something to eat. That detail is tender. Restoration is not just miraculous; it is practical. Life continues.

When you step back and look at Mark 5 as a whole, a pattern emerges. Jesus moves toward what others avoid. He touches what others fear. He stops for those who have been invisible. He delays when urgency screams, and He arrives when hope seems gone. This chapter dismantles the idea that faith must look a certain way or come from a certain type of person. The demonized man, the bleeding woman, the religious leader, and a dead child all meet the same Jesus. And He meets each of them exactly where they are.

Mark 5 also exposes something uncomfortable about us. Sometimes we are the ones begging Jesus to leave because His presence disrupts our sense of control. Sometimes we are the crowd pressing in, close enough to touch but not close enough to be changed. Sometimes we are Jairus, trying to believe while watching hope slip away. And sometimes we are the woman, reaching out quietly, unsure if we are even allowed to ask.

This chapter does not present Jesus as safe. It presents Him as good. Safe would mean predictable. Jesus is not predictable. He is purposeful. He is not rushed by urgency or delayed by fear. He moves according to compassion, not convenience. That truth alone should reshape how we pray and how we wait.

Mark 5 invites us to reconsider the places we think God avoids. The tombs, the crowds, the interruptions, the delays, the rooms filled with grief. Jesus is not repelled by these spaces. He steps into them. He speaks into them. He restores life within them. And He does not merely fix problems. He restores people.

As we continue walking through this chapter, there is still more to uncover about fear, faith, authority, and restoration. Mark does not rush us past these moments, and neither should we. Because somewhere in this chapter, every one of us will recognize ourselves. And when we do, we are confronted with the same question that echoes through every miracle story. What will you do when Jesus steps into the place you thought was beyond hope?

Now we will continue this reflection, going deeper into the spiritual implications, the hidden connections between these stories, and what Mark 5 reveals about living faith when God’s timing does not match our expectations.

One of the quiet truths running beneath Mark 5 is that every miracle in this chapter forces a confrontation with fear. Fear of the uncontrollable. Fear of contamination. Fear of loss. Fear of disappointment. Fear of change. Fear is not just present in the demonized man or the bleeding woman or Jairus; fear pulses through the crowd, the disciples, the villagers, and even the mourners. Mark does not portray fear as weakness alone. He portrays it as a crossroads. Fear becomes the moment where a person either leans into Jesus or pulls away from Him.

The people of the Gadarenes respond to fear by asking Jesus to leave. They see the healed man, sitting peacefully, and instead of awe they feel unease. The miracle costs them something tangible, and fear translates into rejection. This response reveals how easily we can value stability over transformation. A controlled problem can feel safer than a disruptive solution. Jesus threatens the status quo simply by being present. He exposes what has been tolerated, normalized, or quietly accepted as unchangeable. When fear is left unchecked, it prefers familiarity over freedom.

The healed man’s response stands in stark contrast. He does not cling to the old life, even though it is all he has known. He wants to follow Jesus immediately. His fear has been replaced with clarity. Yet Jesus sends him back, not away, but into purpose. This moment reveals something essential about discipleship. Following Jesus is not always about physical proximity. Sometimes it is about faithful witness where you are planted. The man is sent back into the very region that feared him, not as a threat, but as living evidence of mercy. His testimony becomes an invitation. Mark tells us that people marveled. That is how transformation spreads, not through arguments, but through undeniable change.

Fear also shows up in the story of the bleeding woman, but her fear is layered. It is not only fear of illness, but fear of rejection, exposure, and shame. She knows the rules. She knows what she is risking by entering the crowd. She knows that touching Jesus could lead to public rebuke. And yet her fear does not stop her. It moves her. This is an important distinction. Fear does not disappear when faith appears. Faith often moves through fear. Courage is not the absence of fear; it is obedience in the presence of it.

Jesus’ insistence on identifying her publicly is not about humiliation. It is about restoration. For twelve years, her condition has isolated her. Healing her quietly would leave her socially invisible. By calling her forward and naming her daughter, Jesus restores her publicly. He gives her back her voice, her place, her identity. The crowd that once pressed against her without knowing her pain now hears her story. Jesus does not rush past wounded people even when important work lies ahead. That truth challenges how we measure urgency. We often believe love must be efficient. Jesus shows us that love is attentive.

The interruption of Jairus’ request is one of the most emotionally difficult moments in the chapter. From Jairus’ perspective, this delay feels unbearable. Every second matters when a child is dying. Watching Jesus stop must have felt like watching hope slip away. This tension exposes a struggle many people carry quietly. What do you do when God answers someone else’s prayer while yours seems unanswered? What happens to faith when obedience does not produce immediate relief? Jairus is forced to stand in that tension, and when the news arrives that his daughter is dead, fear reaches its peak.

Jesus’ words to Jairus are simple but devastatingly demanding. Be not afraid, only believe. He does not explain Himself. He does not soften the moment. He invites Jairus into trust beyond understanding. This is one of the hardest forms of faith, the kind that believes after the worst has happened. Many people can believe for healing. Fewer can believe for resurrection. Jesus is asking Jairus to trust Him not just as a healer, but as Lord over death itself.

The scene at Jairus’ house reveals another dimension of fear. The professional mourners represent certainty. They know how death works. They know when hope is gone. When Jesus says the child is only sleeping, they laugh. Mockery often disguises fear. Hope threatens finality, and finality feels safer than uncertainty. Jesus removes the mockers from the room. Not everyone is permitted into sacred moments. Some environments must be protected for faith to breathe.

The resurrection itself is quiet. No spectacle. No crowd. Just a hand, a word, and life returning. This restraint is intentional. Mark wants us to understand that God’s greatest work often happens away from public affirmation. The command to give the girl something to eat grounds the miracle in everyday life. Resurrection does not remove us from ordinary rhythms. It restores us to them.

Taken together, these stories reveal that Mark 5 is not primarily about power displays. It is about authority exercised through compassion. Jesus does not dominate people; He liberates them. He does not perform miracles for attention; He restores dignity. He does not avoid suffering; He enters it. This chapter dismantles the idea that God’s presence depends on ideal conditions. Jesus is present in chaos, interruption, delay, and grief.

There is also a quiet symmetry in the chapter that is easy to miss. The demonized man and the bleeding woman both live on the margins. One is isolated because of spiritual torment, the other because of physical impurity. Both are considered unclean. Both approach Jesus differently, yet both are restored completely. Jairus represents the center of society, yet he is just as dependent on Jesus as they are. Mark is leveling the field. No one is closer to God by status. No one is farther from Him by condition. Desperation becomes the common ground.

Another overlooked detail is the role of touch. The demonized man is untouchable by society, yet Jesus speaks directly to the forces controlling him. The bleeding woman touches Jesus secretly, and He receives it willingly. Jesus takes the dead girl by the hand. Touch in Mark 5 is not incidental. It is relational. Jesus bridges distance not just spiritually, but physically. He enters embodied suffering. This matters because faith is not abstract. It is lived, felt, and experienced in real bodies, real moments, real pain.

Mark 5 also challenges how we understand delay. The delay that feels devastating to Jairus becomes the setting for one of the most tender revelations of Jesus’ compassion. The delay that seems unnecessary becomes the space where faith is stretched beyond expectation. God’s timing is not indifferent, but it is often inscrutable. Mark does not offer an explanation. He offers a person. Trust is placed not in understanding events, but in knowing Jesus.

As readers, we are invited to locate ourselves honestly within the chapter. Are we asking Jesus to leave because His presence threatens our comfort? Are we pressing close to Him without truly reaching for Him? Are we quietly hoping that even a small touch might be enough? Are we standing at the edge of despair, being asked to believe after the worst news arrives? Mark 5 does not shame these questions. It dignifies them by showing us that Jesus meets people in every one of these postures.

This chapter also reminds us that Jesus’ authority is not diminished by distance, delay, or death. Geography does not limit Him. Time does not pressure Him. Death does not stop Him. That truth reshapes how we view hopeless situations. Mark 5 insists that no situation is too far gone for God to enter. It does not promise that outcomes will always match our expectations, but it reveals that God is always present and purposeful.

In the end, Mark 5 leaves us with an image of Jesus moving steadily through broken landscapes, unhurried, unafraid, deeply attentive. He crosses seas, confronts darkness, honors hidden faith, and calls life back from death. This is not a detached Savior. This is a present one. And the invitation of Mark 5 is not simply to admire these stories, but to trust the same Jesus with the places in our lives that still feel chained, bleeding, delayed, or dead.

The chapter ends quietly, but its implications echo loudly. If Jesus truly has authority over chaos, sickness, time, and death, then faith becomes less about controlling outcomes and more about surrendering to presence. Mark 5 calls us not to perfect belief, but to honest trust. Not to fearless living, but to faithful courage. And in doing so, it reminds us that when Jesus steps into our story, no place remains untouched by the possibility of restoration.

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Une mise à jour apparemment anodine des conditions d'utilisation d'eBay a révélé une transformation en cours dans le monde du commerce en ligne. Repérée par Value Added Resource, cette modification interdit explicitement aux agents tiers de type « buy for me » et aux chatbots pilotés par l'intelligence artificielle d'interagir avec la plateforme sans autorisation préalable. Si, à première vue, une simple ligne ajoutée aux conditions générales peut sembler triviale, elle signale en réalité l'émergence rapide et perturbatrice de ce que les experts appellent désormais le commerce agentique.

Ce nouveau terme désigne une catégorie d'outils d'IA conçus non seulement pour discuter, mais pour naviguer, comparer et effectuer des achats à notre place. eBay a décidé de prendre les devants face à cette tendance. Les nouvelles conditions, qui entreront en vigueur le 20 février prochain, sont sans équivoque. Elles interdisent spécifiquement aux utilisateurs d'employer des agents d'achat, des bots pilotés par de grands modèles de langage ou tout flux de bout en bout tentant de passer des commandes sans validation humaine. Auparavant, l'accord interdisait de manière générale les robots et le scraping de données, mais ne mentionnait jamais spécifiquement l'IA générative ou les LLM.

L'expression « commerce agentique » pourrait ressembler à un jargon marketing futuriste, mais la réalité est que ces outils sont déjà opérationnels et adoptés par le grand public. Bien que regroupés sous une même étiquette, ils prennent des formes variées. OpenAI a été l'un des premiers à ouvrir la voie en ajoutant des fonctionnalités d'achat à ChatGPT Search en avril 2025, permettant de parcourir des recommandations de produits. Dès septembre, l'entreprise lançait l'Instant Checkout, permettant d'acheter des articles de vendeurs Etsy et Shopify directement dans l'interface de chat.

La concurrence s'intensifie également ailleurs. Perplexity propose désormais « Buy with Pro », une fonctionnalité de paiement en un clic pour ses abonnés payants. De son côté, Google a récemment dévoilé son Universal Commerce Protocol, un standard ouvert destiné à faciliter les interactions entre les agents d'IA et les détaillants. Même Amazon s'y met avec sa propre fonction « Buy For Me », utilisant l'IA pour acheter des articles sur des sites de marques externes via l'application maison. Face à cette prolifération, eBay tente de reprendre le contrôle de son écosystème.

Cette mise à jour politique fait suite à des changements techniques plus discrets opérés en décembre sur leur fichier « robots.txt ». Ce dernier indique aux bots quels contenus ils peuvent ou ne peuvent pas explorer. eBay y a ajouté une nouvelle politique interdisant le scraping automatisé et les agents d'achat, bloquant explicitement les bots de Perplexity, Anthropic et Amazon, tout en laissant un accès au bot de Google. Les restrictions du fichier robots.txt reposent toutefois essentiellement sur un système d'honneur. En inscrivant ces interdictions directement dans ses conditions d'utilisation, la plateforme se dote d'un levier juridique pour poursuivre les contrevenants.

Mais cette position défensive ne signifie pas que le site d’e-commerce rejette l'IA. Au contraire, il souhaite simplement rester maître du jeu. Son PDG Jamie Iannone a confirmé lors d'une conférence sur les résultats en octobre qu'eBay testait ses propres expériences agentiques. De plus, les nouvelles règles laissent la porte ouverte aux bots disposant d’une autorisation expresse préalable. Cette clause stratégique suggère que la plateforme ne cherche pas à tuer le commerce par IA, mais plutôt à le canaliser vers des partenariats officiels et contrôlés, potentiellement même avec des acteurs comme OpenAI.