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from Out of Office
You may have been wondering what happened or where I disappeared to. Honestly I just got overwhelmed with planning, preparing and thinking about this seasonal relocation to Colorado.
Here are the highlights since Day 119:
Lately, I have felt a lot more optimistic than I have in a long while. I still miss and think of my dog every single day. My other pup unfortunately can’t join me just yet in my mountain adventure, but I hope he can soon after the initial move. I am trying to figure out what is next, what I hope to accomplish, what I want to learn and experience. I still can’t fully believe this is happening. I have not even started packing. I officially leave in 27 days so there is a ton to figure out. I hope you stick around while I finish out whatever messy chapter this was, and start the next one.
Thank you for your message. I am currently out of office — but will return at the end of the month.
from AnOublietteofThought
Some hip-swaying beats for today's jaunts.
I've been practicing a bit of belly dancing again. Admittedly in my own way. I pulled a tambourine out for this one. It was most enjoyable.
Weekend update:
Weight has held the same. Being sick made me lazy with my cooking, and I foolishly turned to cup-of-soups. I imagine by tomorrow I'll have dropped 3-5 pounds of water weight.
Realizing how ick they make me feel, I've upgraded my egg plan because I did enjoy the “broth” aspect. I will be initiating an egg drop soup plan. I'll add beef a few days out of the week and continue with the tuna/sardines mix on others. I need to remember butter on my next grocery haul. I think the simplicity will get me back in habit. It also means very easy cleanup.
I'm surprised by my desire to eat soup a lot. I'm not really a big soup eater in general. I think I might dehydrate some of the beef for the chew factor. Otherwise, I'll just end up gritting my teeth a lot. Perhaps I should go back to chewing on miswak or a licorice root. Sensory-wise, I find a lot of satisfaction in shredding a tough piece of jerky. My innate oral fixation is definitely rearing its head. Le sigh.
Storms are coming tonight. I plan on enjoying them to their fullest. Now back to dancing.
© 2026 AnOublietteofThought. All rights reserved.
Today's musical inspiration.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=k20r8dA8PcI&is=XJPxiAdcLFKSNHwl

“Claude / ChatGPT, please help us respond to this email. Use our voice and research the points under discussion.”
A complex email had arrived from a client during an important negotiation. With other work to attend to, we asked AI to help us prepare a response.
The research brought back information that might have taken a colleague several hours to find; the drafts had the suspicious courtesy of a form letter. Sentences stood neatly beside one another without making an argument. Some phrases made little sense, while others sounded plainly generated.
We kept trying to explain what was wrong. An hour and a half later, the research was useful and the email still needed to be written. We had asked for our voice, yet each reply took us further from the thought we wanted to convey.
How much of a voice can be supplied before the writer has decided what needs to be said? The research had given us facts. What we made of them, and what we were prepared to say to the client, remained ours to decide.
The business user is making choices before knowing quite what those choices will mean. How should the task be framed? Which model should receive it? Where a setting for effort is available, how much should be applied? Claude Opus 5, in our experience, could produce writing so verbose that returning to an earlier model became preferable. Even then, a model that was useful for one part of the work might leave us struggling with another.
Each decision sits inside an interface that makes the whole undertaking look deceptively simple. A reply arrives beneath the question, apparently complete, while the user is left to work out which information deserves attention, which sentences have earned their place and whether the time spent has brought the work any closer to its purpose. To build a useful workflow, we first have to see the separate tasks contained within the request.
When researchers in South Korea asked employees where generative AI had made their work more efficient, information search and collection came first. The survey covered 1,090 people with experience of using the tools at work; considerably fewer identified developing new ideas or plans.[1] The findings record workers’ perceptions, and they describe work undertaken with the tools available in 2025.
Consider what sits between those two activities. A search may return a useful document, an unfamiliar regulation or a fact that changes the terms of a negotiation. Someone must still decide whether the source can be trusted, how much weight it deserves and whether it belongs in the argument at all. Our email made that distance visible: the research gave us material we could use, while the repeated drafts made it harder to say what we meant. How many other tasks have we been treating as a single act when the advantage lies in only part of it?
Among the results were import figures for a product in Japan and South Korea: the sort of information that can take a considerable amount of time to find across languages and sources. There was work to do with it. Some sources needed checking, some might have been discarded, and the useful ones could have helped shape an argument of our own. Instead, the research was passed back into the system to produce a reply. Its talent for finding had been given authority over what came next.
That decision deserves a second look. A post-mortem for a single email might seem excessive, until we remember how many emails a business answers in a year. Where did the research save effort? Where did the drafts begin to consume it? A few honest answers could spare us from repeating the same experiment each time a complicated message arrives.
The larger evaluations are beginning to take professional work seriously. OpenAI’s GDPval draws on tasks from 44 occupations; its initial version judges a single attempt, leaving out the growing context and successive revisions of work in progress.[2] It cannot tell us what we learned from working on the client’s email or whether that knowledge helped with the next email. Yet the question facing someone at their desk is more intimate. After the scores have been published and the model has been chosen, can we learn enough from one attempt to make the next one wiser?
Rajan Anand
Co-founder, Octaflow Labs
#AI #KnowledgeWork #Research
from Kayfabe.Ink
I have been to two AEW shows in the last six months, and both opened with a pre-TV Ring of Honor match.
“Hmm,” thought I. “Seems like Ring of Honor is kind of like AEW’s minor league! I’d be interested in checking that out!” Because, as a rule, the smaller the stage, the weirder the stuff that happens, and I’m all about the weird.
I keep seeing little clips and stuff of wrestlers I like but don’t see enough on AEW (like Lio Rush!) in Ring of Honor matches.
But here’s what I’m not clear on. What is Ring of Honor and, furthermore, how does one access its content? I know they have shows. I think they have shows. Anyway they had an ad for one on the AEW website once. And I assume those clips are coming from somewhere.
I went to the website which is spectacularly uninformative. There is something called “ROH on Honorclub” which you can subscribe to for 10 bucks a month. It seems to be a weekly show? Which consists of, what, ROH matches that have been taped at AEW events? Or what? If I were to subscribe to Honorclub, what would that 10 bucks a month get me? Does that include the pay-per-view events, or not?
There are no answers. Only questions.
My point here is just that the entire thing feels very insider-y, very “if you know, you know,” but I don’t know, and I wish to know, and there seems to be no way to find out.
Which is fine, I mean, you do you, ROH, but I guess I wonder why this thing even exists if they don’t seem to actually want anyone to access it.
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Kevin Turby
Je pense souvent à cette phrase de Mercédes dans le Comte de Monte Cristo.
Elle dit exactement : « Comment pouvez-vous vivre ainsi, sans rien qui ne vous rattache à la vie »
Mes dépressions reflétaient l’idée qui se cache derrière cette phrase.
Sans un centre, une ancre, une attache, la vie ne fait plus sens.
Vivre pour les autres ou vivre pour soi ? En sachant que sans l’autre, le soi n’est pas grand chose.
J’aimerais ça. Vivre pour quelqu’un.
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tirareindietro

Ho appena finito un colloquio con un ragazzo. Prima di salutarci decidiamo di fermarci insieme per un cattè e un dolce, in uno di quei locali storici del centro raffinati che sembrano custodire un pezzo della città. Ci sediamo e ordiniamo. Poco dopo un giovane addetto al servizio arriva al tavolo con il dolce. Sta per appoggiarlo, poi si ferma e, con grande naturalezza, mi fa notare che forse quel dolce potrebbe non essere adatto e propone subito di cambiarlo. Tutto qui. Una cosa piccola e talmente “normale” che non dovrebbe nemmeno meritare di essere raccontata. E invece mi colpisce. Forse perché siamo diventati tanto bravi a parlane e molto meno a praticarla. Accorgersi dell'altra persona prima che sia costretta a chiedere, fare attenzione senza invadere, rispettare una differenza senza trasformarla in distanza. Nessuna domanda. Nessuna differenza da sottolineare. Nessuna identità da interrogare. Nessuna gratitudine da esigere. Un dolce cambiato, un movimento che non cambia niente e che rivoluziona tutto.
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The happy place
ok let’s unload
First time I watched Gilmore Girls, I identified with Rory. Being young, doing things for the first time, Over the subsequent rewatches, over the years, I’ve identified instead with Lorelei, gradually of course!
And now, twenty six years later, I’m starting to feel more and more like Emily.
And one day, I will die.
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Roscoe's Quick Notes

My game of choice tonight comes from the NFL and has the (4-3) Seattle Seahawks hosting the (5-2) Chicago Bears in a game scheduled to start at 7:15 PM CT. Given my schedule it's unlikely that I'll be able to stay awake for the entire game, but if I can stay with it through halftime I'll be satisfied.
And the adventure continues.
The holidays are here and it’s awesome. However, out of the three fall/winter holidays I like the least it’s Halloween. I liked celebrating it when I was a kid, but by the third grade I was bored of dressing up. To this day, I don’t remember why.
Maybe I found out buying candy at the grocery store was easier, or finding a different costume every year was a hassle, or going through and knocking on strangers’ doors was exhausting. Anyway, it’s too much work.
My wife loves Halloween and it’s her favorite holiday. We do like driving around to find all the houses who took the time to setup decorations. My kids liked trick or treating around our complex.
It may not be my favorite holiday but at least my family loves it.
#candy #costumes #family #holiday #Halloween
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Nothing Is Unstable
In an audit of a database written by the chatbot, one of the issues had as a consequence that SELECT * FROM t WHERE 4 = 5 returned a row...
So I now propose that we call people who think “vibecoding” will replace people thinking “inhabitants of the land where 4 equals 5”.
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TechNewsLit Explores

Lech Walesa, appearing at George Washington University, 27 Oct. 2026.

Jessica Tarlov at Center for American Progress, 27 Oct. 2026.
New recent photos of government and media leaders, including historical figure Lech Walesa, are now available in the TechNewsLit portfolio at the Alamy photo agency. In addition, new photos of Medicare and Medicaid administrator Mehmet Oz and former New Orleans Mayor Mitch Landrieu, also taken in late October, are available for download from the TechNewsLit collections.
Lech Walesa, a shipyard labor organizer in Gdansk, Poland, become the leader of a nationwide anti-Communist movement in Poland in the 1980s, leading to the collapse of the country’s Communist government. Walesa received the Nobel Peace Prize and later became Poland’s president from 1990 to 1995. He spoke at the Elliot School of International Affairs at George Washington University on 27 Oct. 2026.
Jessica Tarlov is a Democratic party strategist and co-host of the public affairs discussion program The Five on the Fox News Channel. She is also a podcaster, co-hosting the Raging Moderates podcast with Scott Galloway and Aaron Parnas. Tarlov appeared at the Center for American Progress discussing her new book, also on 27 Oct. 2026.

Dr. Mehmet Oz at Punchbowl News, 21 Oct. 2026.

Mitch Landrieu at the Arlington, Virginia Democratic gala, 24 Oct. 2026.
Dr. Mehmet Oz trained as a cardiac surgeon, and went from his medical practice to become a popular television personality, with his own Discovery Channel program. After an unsuccessful Republican run for senator in Pennsylvania in 2022, Oz joined the second Trump administration as administrator of the Center for Medicare and Medicaid services in the U.S. Department of Health and Human Services. Oz was interviewed by Punchbowl News, and photographed by TechNewsLit, on 21 Oct. 2026.
Mitch Landrieu served as lieutenant governor of Louisiana and mayor of New Orleans, where he led much of the recovery from Hurricane Katrina that devastated the city. In 2021, president Joe Biden named Landrieu a White House advisor and coordinator of the Infrastructure Investment and Jobs Act. He appeared as keynote speaker at the Arlington, Virginia Democratic party gala on 24 Oct. 2026.
These photos are available in special collections for government and political leaders, and media and business leaders, as well as the general TechNewsLit portfolio at the Alamy photo agency.
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Cllr Gareth Kitchen - Green Party

After a gap of about five years I recently attended a Police Powers Scrutiny Panel and was struck by how much the process has improved since I was last there.
The panel is now far more representative of our community, bringing diverse voices to the table to examine police body-worn camera footage. It is encouraging to see a genuine effort to engage citizens in the oversight of policing powers.
However, I feel that this progress in representation stands in stark contrast to a worrying regression in the data that feeds the panel.
The 'community complaints trigger', the automatic mechanism that once ensured community oversight and continuous improvement, has long gone. Now, complaints are largely kept within the constabulary's internal systems, with a very slim chance of ever reaching their scrutiny panel.
The result is that the panel, however well-composed, is left to review only a tiny fraction of stops and 'use of force' via dip samples. On complaints, the panel is blind.
I've also been very concerned, for some time, about the Constabulary's use of strip search. I raised it at the last Gloucestershire Police & Crime Panel and although I asked for a 'considered response' my request didn't make it into the draft minutes; the PCC chose to answer a different question.
This structural gap is not just anecdotal. It has now been illuminated by the latest Home Office data for Gloucestershire, year ending March 2026, which reveals deep-seated issues that our current scrutiny model is ill-equipped to catch:
These statistics suggest that the problems here in Gloucestershire are not merely about the outcomes of individual searches, but also about the systemic recording and oversight of the encounters themselves. If a force cannot reliably record the location of a strip search or confirm the presence of an appropriate adult for a child, how can a Scrutiny Panel effectively review the conduct? A strip search of a child where it is 'not known' whether an appropriate adult was present is not a data quality issue. I consider this a serious safeguarding failure.
I've reviewed the minutes produced by the Police Powers Scrutiny Panel and these have improved immeasurably, however it was clear from conversations that there is no staff capacity to adapt them for release into the public domain. I have not been able to find published minutes since March 2024; I'm told this is due to budget cuts. If I'm wrong, I'd welcome correction. HMICFRS noticed similar in the latest PEEL inspection saying that “publishing this more often should help to build public trust and confidence”.
The improved composition and working of the Police Powers Scrutiny Panel is good news for local democracy. However, the Terms of Reference for the panel remains elusive, I've asked for sight of it but it's not been forthcoming. Personally, I think that document should be signed off by the Gloucestershire Police & Crime Scrutiny Panel. But without transparent data and a mechanism to surface complaints that bypass internal filters, the Constabulary's own panel risks becoming a forum that reviews a minute selection of events rather than the reality of policing on our streets.
Trust and legitimacy are built on the assurance that misconduct and procedural failings will be detected and addressed. By allowing critical data fields to remain blank and removing the automatic triggers for community review, we are eroding that trust.
We must ensure that the Police Powers Scrutiny Panel has the tools and the data it needs to hold the constabulary to account, rather than watching from the sidelines as the feedback loop remains broken. I am asking the OPCC to assist in getting the Police Powers Scrutiny Panel's Terms of Reference and summaries of their minutes into the public domain.
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Cllr Gareth Kitchen - Green Party

Along with residents' casework and in addition to council and training meetings at Ebley Mill, Cllrs Kitchen, Braun & Cohen attended the regular council meetings at North Nibley, Stinchcombe & Wotton-under-Edge.
The Government announced on 29th October that it is 'minded to' confirm a single unitary authority for Gloucestershire. A pause in the LGR process and a full review of decisions had been announced in September following legal challenges. A final decision is expected before Christmas, and in the event that the single unitary council decision is confirmed, elections to the new Gloucestershire Council would take place in May 2028, ahead of vesting in April 2029. There may also be elections to Stroud DC in May 2028 for the final year of the district council.
Link to meeting agenda and documents in the committee title.
[ ▶︎ ] Video recording (241 views)
Recommendations from Housing Committee – To accept a £3.9m grant for the HRA capital programme, to deliver additional housing for those fleeing conflict and those in need of temporary accommodation. – To accept a £550k grant through the Social Housing Fund Wave 3 project, which will allow Stroud District Council to further increase the number of homes delivered through the Wave 3 project, and increase the number of homes to EPC C. – To agree an additional £10m into the Housing Revenue Account capital budget for acquisition of new homes, mainly from developers via S106 agreements.
Recommendations from Strategy and Resources Committee – Budget Strategy and Draft Medium Term Financial Plan: This will be used in setting the budget for the 2027/28 year. A 2.99% increase in Council Tax is planned, as this is expected by Government. The Council faces a considerable decrease in funding over the coming years. – The Old Town Hall, Stroud: Following the S&R Committee decision to approve the transfer of The Old Town Hall, Stroud, to Stroud Valleys Artspace to develop a 'Centre for Textile Arts' Council agreed for £70k to be added to the capital programme (from earmarked reserves) to replace the gas heating system as the council had required.
Updates to the Constitution. Amendments to the Constitution were approved. Most changes were mundane but the paper also contained changes necessary to reflect the Government's new National Scheme of Delegation which took effect on 31 October 2026. This aims to streamline the planning decision-making process and means that most minor applications (including developments up to 9 homes) will be decided by a planning officer and cannot be referred to the council's Development Control Committee for wider debate.
There was unhappiness with these imposed changes which reduce local voice and participation in the planning process and led to 21 abstentions.
Appointment of Independent Persons. Agreed to appoint Duncan Chittenden and Alan Darlington as Independent Persons to assist the council when making its decisions on an allegation that there has been a breach of the code of conduct and Cllr Richard Halpin as a Town and Parish representative until any merger takes effect.
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S.26/0850/COU – Permitted Change of use from residential dwelling (Class C3) to residential institution (Class C2) as a children's home for up to two children.
Parish council objected because of impact on the adjacent properties, unsuitability, limited parking provision. Residents have similar concerns.
The Local Plan also supports the provision of new care facilities within the district with a strategic objective to provide 950 care home spaces by 2031. [ ▶︎ ] Video recording (75 views)
An overview of the more interesting snippets at the meeting.
Revised Strategic Risk Register. The most significant takeaway is that the Council is adopting a clearer, more transparent approach to managing its biggest strategic risks.
Annual Complaints Update. In April 2025 the council introduced a new complaints case management system which has improved the data available for reporting. Councillors discussed SDC's commitment to effective complaints handling, transparency and continuous improvement while noting that performance in some areas remains below expectations. e.g. Only 55% of complaints were responded to within the Council's published service standards. Council Housing is by far the most complained-about service, receiving 266 accepted complaints. Of these, 41% were Upheld (the Council admitted fault), 37% were Partially Upheld, and 23% were Not Upheld (%'s rounded). The vast majority of complaints were resolved at Stage 1. It has been noted that complaints are becoming “more complex and voluminous”, partly due to the increasing use of AI by complainants. SDC has plans in place to improve performance.
Annual Performance Review of Our Service Standards.The Customer Contact Centre now handles 60% of all calls to the main council number. While they resolve 95% of Waste & Recycling calls and 90% of Council Tax calls at the first point of contact, resolution rates for Environmental Health & Licensing remain much lower.
The council has implemented a new cloud-based contact centre solution (Liberty Converse CX) which includes features like real-time dashboards for managers, call recording for training, and a planned chatbot/live chat capability.
Proceeds of Crime and Anti-Money Laundering Policy The report explicitly states that while the Council is governed by the same legislation as banks, it is considered “low risk” in terms of exposure to money laundering.
Q1 Treasury Management Activity Report The Council's investment portfolio holds an overall low exposure to ESG (Environmental, Social, and Governance) risks and a blended credit rating of A+.
Extension of Term of Office for Independent Co-opted Member Approval to extend the term of appointment of Jonathan Wood, the Independent Co-opted member of the committee.
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Prepared by Cllr Gareth Kitchen 🔗 (Green) & Cllr Catherine Braun 🔗 (Green) based on councillor activity in October with updates from Cllr Linda Cohen 🔗 (Lib Dem).
from Lastige Gevallen in de Rede
(de maatschap pij die draag jij)
Het zesde gebod° partitie twaalf b
Ik zal alles wat ze daar aan schappelijks naar buiten laten gaan via hun en al hunner voor verzenden van dergelijke inhoud ontwikkelde en gemaakte media en masse bij mij binnen laten komen daarna deze boodschappen met voorbeeldig gedrag keer op keer herhalen en dan echt stukken wijzer worden en elke dag op deze wijze blijven voortgaan
ex amen
Ik wil een speciale wil die omgezet kan worden in een lopende of spaarrekening een wil waarmee ik spullen en activiteiten kan betalen eentje waarmee ik kan tanken van alles kan bedrijven in een daarvoor opgerichte zaak deze wil nummeriek vermenigvuldigen daaraan mijn naam verbinden en als gevolg hiervan andere dwingen exact hetzelfde te doen zodat alleen wij de mensen die geschikt zijn om te leven en werken in kunstmatig intelligent klimaat en anders totaal niet zullen bepalen hoe het leven op aarde er voor ieder ander type elk etmaal uitziet
ex amen
Ik zal mijn snelheid en vermogen overal altijd zwaar overdrijven met alle mogelijke middelen machines, apparaten, automaten, pillen spuiten, instrumenten, scanners, klokken, verbeelding en geschriften vooral via taal zal ik iedereen en alles mijn wereld intrekken en er levenslang in opbergen ik produceer, repliceer, vernietig, verklaar ontwikkel, redigeer, beheer, amuseer lieg gedrukt, lieg verbeeld, onderdruk manipuleer, ambieer en maak gebruik van nog veel meer van dergelijke uitgewerkte woorden om mij 100000000000000 groter te maken dan ik echt ben
ex amen
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Things Left Unsaid
Another Monday morning. We set the clocks back yesterday. They keep talking about not having to do that anymore, and then we keep on doing it. I think it is kind of pointless in a world that never sleeps. We have a lot of lights that are nearly as bright as the sun. Some wealthy fucking idiots are even launching mirrors into space now that reflect the sun back to earth in the night.
Changing the clocks makes me think back many years to when I was a teenager. I had a friend who had parents that were better off than my parents were. They were a blue collar family like my family, but they had jobs that paid a lot more. My friend always had nicer things, lived in a bigger house, and his parents went away a lot. We would spend the night there when his parents were gone for the weekend. Sometimes it was just us two boys, and other times it would be three four of us. We would hang out and smoke cigarettes while watching movies, or listening to music. Occasionally we would have beer that older boys had bought for us.
One night there was three of us spending the night when the rest of the family were away. The guy who lived there did what he always did, and went to sleep first. Then it was just me and another boy left awake in that big house. I guess we got bored sitting on the couch in the rec room smoking cigarettes. We started exploring the other rooms.
I don't know what the hell I was thinking, but suddenly I thought it would be funny if we turned every clock in the house back an hour. It was the middle of summer. The other guy that was still awake with me thought that was hilarious, and was totally into it. So we did it. Then we just went back to the couch and watched more television.
I sat there feeling guilty about it. Kept picturing the Monday morning everyone was going to have if no one noticed we had done that. My friend, his brother and sister would all miss the bus. His mom and dad would have both been late for work. His father was so mean, and a heavy drinker. He would have lost it. When my mind went down that path I also started to be scared as well as guilty. Then, feeling kind of stupid, I looked at my friend and said, 'we should really put them back.' He was apparently feeling the same way. Without hesitation we ran around setting them back again. No one knows that we did that. Well, until right now I guess.
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Midus
Publicat la 28 noiembrie 2017
Nevoit să meargă la fizioterapie pentru câteva zile, Dinu avu parte și de kinetoterapie „la pachet”. Din motive de programare, fu invitat mai întâi la kineto.
Terapeuta, amabilă, îl ajută să intre în atmosferă și începu cu câteva exerciții ușoare de încălzire. Îi arătă mișcările și îl ghidă astfel încât să le poată executa singur, dar corect.
Odată cu exercițiile se legă și o conversație de complezență. Despre vreme, situația socială generală și chiar puțină politică. Deh, la politică ne pricepem cu toții!
Mișcările se desfășurau după instrucțiunile unui manual pe care Dinu îl observase într-un colț, pe o etajeră. Îi aminti de manualele de urgență ale piloților. Managementul vizual era prezent la fiecare pas, pe fiecare pagină.
Îi plăcu ideea. Se gândi că așa ar fi trebuit să arate și manualele școlare. Ar fi fost mult mai atractive, iar elevii poate mai interesați de materii care păreau cenușii. Texte interminabile, tipărite pe foi aproape la fel de cenușii ca senzația pe care o lăsau.
Discuția alunecă treptat spre mișcările care aminteau de gimnastica ritmică și spre analogiile pe care Dinu le făcea cu fizica. Despre momentul forței, braț și forță. Despre forța care lui îi lipsea, chiar și fără să fi avut parte de incidentul hipic.
Continuă să se justifice și să-i explice terapeutei motivele științifice pentru care nu putea face mai mult. Ea îl ascultă, încercând să înțeleagă teoria pe care ar fi trebuit să o fi învățat încă din primul an de liceu.
Ascultă cât ascultă, apoi îl întrerupse cu o remarcă scurtă:
— Nu am fost bună la materiile fixe!
Dinu zâmbi, dar fără să-și schimbe expresia. Doar gândul îi zâmbi. Apoi, ca răspuns la reproșurile ei anterioare, voalate ce-i drept, despre sedentarismul său, îi replică în aceeași notă:
— Nici mie nu mi-au plăcut materiile mobile!
Bineînțeles că materiile fixe erau științele exacte. Dar îi plăcuse cum suna și găsise un echivalent pentru tot ce ținea de educația fizică.
— Ar fi bine să începeți să alergați, îi spuse terapeuta după un timp.
— Mersul pe bicicletă nu ar fi o alternativă viabilă? întrebă Dinu.
— Păi, din punct de vedere fizic, nu credeți că alergarea diferă de mersul pe bicicletă?
Da, avea dreptate. Totuși, Dinu se gândi că ar trebui să înceapă să pedaleze din nou. Nu mai făcuse asta decât sporadic de când își luase permisul de conducere.
Își aminti de o după-amiază plăcută de primăvară, când scosese bicicleta cu gândul să reia un obicei din liceu. Pe atunci mergea zilnic cu bicicleta la școală, dar mai mult de nevoie decât din plăcere.
Acum ar fi fost frumos să pedaleze pe aleile special amenajate din parc, acolo unde îi întâlneai pe toți cei dornici de mișcare.
Pedala.
I se părea că bicicleta aceasta era mult mai greu de stăpânit decât cea pe care o avusese până nu demult. Totuși, pedala.
În stânga, un teren de baschet. În dreapta, două mese de ping-pong. Bănci de-a lungul aleii largi, alergători, cicliști ca el sau mai profesionist echipați, copii pe role, bunici cu nepoți…
La un moment dat auzi un zgomot ritmic:
Fâș, fâș, fâș, fâș…
Nu reuși să-l asocieze cu niciuna dintre activitățile din jur.
Zgomotul părea să crească în intensitate, dar Dinu nu era curios să-i descopere sursa. După câteva fâșâieli, se trezi cu o alergătoare în dreptul său.
Probabil că picioarele lungi și pantofii sport, mai ceva decât celebrii Nike Air din vremea lui Michael Jordan, o ajutau nu doar să alerge mai repede decât pedala Dinu, ci chiar să pară că plutește. Doar zgomotul pantalonilor de fâș te făcea să-ți dai seama că tălpile atingeau asfaltul aleii.
Da, viteza cu care depășea camioanele la întoarcerea de la școală sau autoturismele pe pantele drumurilor de munte era deja istorie.
Acum el era cel depășit.
Pedala mai departe.
— Gata, domnu’ Dinu! Ne vedem mâine!
Plecă având în gând să verifice presiunea din roți. Dar știa că vremea urâtă de afară avea să țină bicicleta cel puțin două zile în rastelul ei.
Eh, doar n-o să țină vremea asta o veșnicie!
Cum era vorba aceea?!
Fie roata cât de pătrată, tot se mai învârte o dată!