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Roscoe's Quick Notes
This afternoon I have a baseball game to follow: my Texas Rangers vs the Houston Astros, scheduled to start in just a few minutes.

And a little later today I'll have a basketball game to follow: my Indiana Fever vs the Seattle Storm, scheduled to start at 5:00 PM CDT.

And the adventure continues.
from
Littoral
« L'omniprésence de la mort, l'habitude des deuils, la dévalorisation de la vie noire, l'exposition à l'aliénation, à l'expropriation et au génocide lui donnent une signification particulière. Il s'agit moins d'une forme-de-vie que d'une forme-de-mort. Non pas un refus de la mort, une absolue volonté de survie, mais une capacité à habiter la mort. Vivants parmi les morts ; morts parmi les vivants. L'une des raisons de la ténacité des populations noires partout où elles ont eu à subir des violences démesurées tient à leurs propres traditions de pensée. S'ils étaient déshumanisés, abandonnés à un flou entre la mort et la vie, leur dignité résidait dans des imaginaires, des ontologies, des visions de la mort et de la vie qui les rendaient aptes à faire face à ces catastrophes. »
— Norman Ajari, Le manifeste afro-décolonial, p. 57
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When We Meet
In justice and forgiven This is Paris- and we stood ahead By the wheels that govern By the stormy willow And Earth to the Sun A tilted view
But a bit of light Would soften our ark And a tiny pillow For you, little bee
Adjusted rain And those reticent tombs Off with Africa At forty degrees
The stall was wet And we made it in Fortune is first In that strange gene of isle
But to better forward And in one’s measure It was Ptolemy here Escaping the impossible Making rounds to within I donned another will In making pair- To thy crossing heart
A maze with you Our together ally Rely on the Lord This plebiscite last
And older people Subjugated less But storms of our capture The currency Earth
For rod to bedlam Made to deliver This deluge of rain Will capture us all
And we were in sync And together that day Now is new And we are still here Our promised day
Together first The Sun is through to me And I know you, my lad Together home And first to Tibet The other day and then I would find you a river To apprehend any favour As justice and forgiven.
For Ace of Base.
Another lunar cycle finds her rhythm. The old brown leaves fall off the tree, and new green buds appear on stems.
I have been attending so-called “town-hall discussions”, in various industries; and cherishing precious moments with friends, and (chosen) family.
I would like to present a haiku from a friend:
no one said the road was easy; but no one said it was not joyful
And today, someone lent me colour markers and I enjoyed myself by playing with them:

As an acquaintance has reminded me:
“Just an ordinary island, with ordinary people, living ordinary lives: what an extraordinary day!”
That's all, folks! I wonder: what will the next lunar cycle look like, for you and for me? How exciting!
#lunaticus
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Im Laufe des Lebens zerbrechen langjährige Freundschaften. Das ist schade, aber manchmal ist es auch einfach besser so. Schuld daran sind vermutlich der innere Schweinehund, ein Hundeleben und im Sommer kommen auch noch die Hundstage dazu – wer weiß das schon genau? Vergleicht man jedoch die Beziehung zwischen Menschen untereinander mit jener zwischen Mensch und Hund, zeigt sich: Die Verbindung zum Vierbeiner übersteht fast jede Krise. Der Hund ist quasi der bessere Lebensmensch oder zumindest “A Good Friend”, wie es in dem legendären, von Kathy Sampson gesungenen Titelsong von “Kommissar Rex” heißt. Im Zuge der Neuauflage der Serie zeigt der ORF derzeit zur Mittagszeit bzw. auf ORF ON die als Kult-Serie beworbenen Originalfolgen von “Kommissar Rex” aus den 1990er-Jahren. Und für mich gibt es schlicht nichts Besseres als die ersten beiden Staffeln in der Originalbesetzung. Es bereitet große Freude, Tobias Moretti als Richard “Richie” Moser, Karl Markovics als Ernst “Stocki” Stockinger, Wolf Bachofner als Peter Höllerer und Schäferhund Reginald von Ravenhorst als Rex im Fernsehen zu sehen. Nicht zu vergessen den bereits verstorbenen Gerhard Zemann als Gerichtsmediziner Dr. Leo Graf, Schauspiellegende Fritz Muliar als treuen Freund Mosers und die ganz tolle Daniela Gaets als Tierärztin Dr. Sonja Koller. Genial geschrieben von Peter Hajek und Peter Moser, perfekt besetzt von Markus Schleinzer (dessen Film “Rose“ gerade im Kino läuft) und musikalisch untermalt von einem unverwechselbaren Score – hier passt einfach alles zusammen. Das gilt selbst dann, wenn man nur bekannte Schauspielerinnen und Schauspieler in ihren jungen Jahren bewundern möchte. Harte Verbrechen und die investigative Verbrecherjagd mit Hund stehen im Vordergrund. So rast Richie Moser mit seinem Alfa Romeo 155 und Blaulicht durch das damals noch graue Wien. Die Serie schreckt vor unangenehmem Realismus keineswegs zurück: Es wird nicht lange gefackelt, schon einmal die Kehle durchgeschnitten, tote Kinder werden ebenso gezeigt wie nackte Brüste und männliche Genitalien. Kriminalinspektor Richard Moser wird im Laufe der Serie nicht nur einmal angeschossen. Trotzdem wird noch ungezwungen Sekt getrunken und die geliebte Wurstsemmel verspeist. Überraschend präsent ist auch der Wiener Dialekt, trotz der Koproduktion mit SAT.1 und deutschen Regisseuren wie Oliver Hirschbiegel, für den die Serie als wichtiges Karrieresprungbrett dient. Das gibt es in dieser Form nur mehr selten. Über Tobias Moretti kann man mittlerweile denken, was man will – er gehört zweifellos zu den besten Schauspielern des Landes. Die Unschuld der frühen Rex-Jahre verliert sich über die Dekaden vielleicht etwas viel im Zuge von Ruhm und Geld. Dagegen wirkt Karl Markovics noch immer unschuldig. Als Ernst Stockinger porträtiert er einen eher konservativen Kirchgänger mit dem bereits aussterbenden Stadt-Jägerhut, der früher auch von den alten Damen der Stadt Wien getragen wurde. Stets besorgt um Freund & Chef Richie Moser und anfangs noch herrlich fremdelnd mit Rex, ist für Karl Markovics nach zwei Staffeln Schluss. Mit der Serie “Stockinger“ bekommt er jedoch für eine Staffel eine eigene Spin-off-Serie im Salzkammergut verpasst. Unvergessen bleibt ein Filmwitz, erzählt von Markovics im Rahmen einer Preisverleihung: „Zwei Ziegen brechen in ein Kino ein und fressen dort die herumliegenden Filmrollen auf. Sagt die eine Ziege zur anderen: ‚Und, wie wars?‘ – ‚Na ja, das Drehbuch war besser!‘“ Wolf Bachofner, der als “Höllerer” dem Franchise länger erhalten bleibt als Moretti und Markovics, startet später gemeinsam mit Ursula Strauss in der Serie “Schnell ermittelt“ im Fernsehen noch einmal als “Franitschek” voll durch und hat auch in der neuen Ausgabe von “Kommissar Rex“ einen kurzen Cameo-Auftritt. Die neu aufgelegte Serie kann im Vergleich zum Original aus den 90ern aber in keiner Weise mithalten. Zumindest spielt sie nach Ausflügen nach Italien wieder in Wien und besticht durch schöne Stadtaufnahmen. Inhaltlich bleibt es jedoch schwierig: Es muss scheinbar jede Quote erfüllt werden, es fehlt einfach die Liebe zum Detail und die Coolness der alten Tage. Die Frage nach dem Fortschritt unserer Zeit geht eben oft mit spürbaren Rückschritten Hand in Hand. Das kann man allerdings generell von der derzeitigen Serien- und Filmlandschaft behaupten, die spürbar in der Bredouille steckt. Quantität ist eben nicht gleich Qualität. War früher also alles besser – sogar die Zukunft? Ganz so schlimm ist es nicht. Wenn der eigene innere Schweinehund zum besten Freund wird und auf der Couch die Kontrolle übernimmt, dann tut diese Zeitreise ohne Weichzeichnerfilter und komplizierten Beziehungsballast einfach gut. Es läuft eben genau wie in der Serie: Wenn der Mensch scheitert, übernimmt der Hund und löst den Fall. Zumindest im Fernsehen.
© IMAGO – Tobias Moretti, Reginald von Ravenhorst und Karl Markovics
from
jolek78's blog
Saturday, 16 May 2026. Tens of thousands of people march through central London behind Tommy Robinson under the banner Unite the Kingdom. British flags mix with Israeli ones and with the flags of the Iranian monarchists of the Pahlavi movement. Wooden crosses are carried on shoulders as a sign of “militant Christianity”. On the heads of middle-aged men, between the flags, the MEGA caps – the English variant of Trump's MAGA – and on a leaflet handed out in the crowd it reads, word for word, “a future for white people”. On the stage Katie Hopkins, a reality TV alumna turned anti-Muslim polemicist, alternates with Sharon Osbourne, Ozzy's widow.
The Metropolitan Police, for the first time in a public-order operation, formally deploys live facial recognition. Cost of the operation: 4.5 million pounds. The British government – “still” Labour, remember – has barred from entry eleven figures of the international far right who were due to speak at the rally: among them Polish PiS politician Dominik Tarczynski, Flemish Filip Dewinter of Vlaams Belang, the Dutch Eva Vlaardingerbroek (a polemicist close to the MAGA scene), and Senate MAGA candidate for Missouri Valentina Gomez, known for declaring publicly that Britain is “under the control of Muslim rapists protected by Premier Starmer”.
Robinson is not a 2026 improvisation. He founded the English Defence League in 2009 – seventeen years ago. He has been convicted of fraud, violence, and contempt of court. And in recent months he has toured the United States, where he was received at the Department of State, spoke about an “Islamic invasion” at the University of Florida, and appeared on all the major MAGA-right podcasts. Saturday's London march is not an isolated British event. It is a local node of a transatlantic and transcontinental network that has turned the European, American and Iranian-monarchist far right into a single political machine. In short: fascists meeting other fascists.
But on Saturday I was not in London. I was in Gourock, on Scotland's west coast, twenty-five miles from Glasgow, having a coffee in a café and watching the Clyde estuary and the ferries crossing to Dunoon. The geographical distance between central London and Gourock is roughly 770 kilometres. The political distance is considerably greater.
Seen from outside, England and the United Kingdom tend to be used as synonyms. They are not. The UK is not one country but at least two – plausibly four – and the two main pieces are diverging at a speed that will be hard to reabsorb. Scotland did not vote for Brexit (62% Remain, 38% Leave), is not voting for Reform UK, and has just elected, on 7 May, a parliament in which an explicit cordon sanitaire against the far right exists – something that no longer exists at Westminster. To convey what that feels like in daily life, I have to tell you two small episodes, separated by almost a decade, that happened less than an hour by train from each other.
24 June 2016, the morning after the Brexit referendum. I was living then in Linlithgow, a small town in West Lothian best known as the birthplace of Mary Stuart (Queen of Scots) and of Montgomery Scott (“Scotty” of Star Trek), halfway between Edinburgh and Glasgow.
I was queueing at the Tesco checkout with the weekend shopping. The BBC was announcing the final results: 52 to 48 for Leave at the British level, but 62 to 38 for Remain in Scotland. Scotland had voted unequivocally against Brexit and had found itself dragged out of the European Union by the English and Welsh vote. In front of me in the queue, two men in their fifties were sizing me up. One looked at the other, and then, looking me in the eye with a bully's smile, said, out loud:
“Adios amigos.”
I paused a second – the time to register what was happening – and answered him in clean English:
“Adios is Spanish. Before you insult someone, you should know what language they speak.“
Behind me in the queue was an elderly Scottish lady, grey hair, leather handbag under her arm. She had seen everything. She took a step forward, raised the bag with surprising speed, and caught one of the two square in the chest, saying:
“Go away, you fud!” (fud = jerk, stupid, asshole, in Scots)
Then she turned to me and said:
“I'm so sorry. Are you ok? They don't represent us. They don't represent Scotland.“
I have often retold that scene to friends in the years since. It already seemed to me then a compressed icon of a whole country. Ten years later, it seems something more: a historical document. That morning, in the thirty seconds in front of a supermarket till, the two nations that Brexit had just revealed and separated passed in front of me. The Britain of the adios amigos – authorised by seventeen million votes to say out loud what before was said under one's breath. And the Scotland of the handbag – an elderly woman, working-class, who took on herself the responsibility of apologising for them, for us, as if it were her personal business to prevent her nation from being represented by those two.
The detail that still moves me is that they don't represent us. She could have disowned the two as compatriots – said “they are not Scottish”, washed her hands. She did the opposite. She claimed them as ours in order to disavow them. It is the exact opposite of the gesture the two were making toward me, trying to disown me as a non-compatriot. She was trying to recognise them in order to say: this is not our nature. Two opposing gestures of citizenship, in the same minute, in the same supermarket.
Jump forward in time. February 2025. Edinburgh Airport, arrivals hall, returning from a short trip to Italy. I queue in front of the automatic passport gates – the ones that scan your photo and let you through. The machine, for some technical reason, does not recognise mine. I am directed to the manual desk where a Border Force officer is waiting – a woman in her forties, black uniform, neutral service expression.
She asks me, in a professional tone:
“Are you here for a short visit?“
I reply:
“No, actually, I'm coming home. I've been living in the UK since 2013.“
Her face changes slightly.
“What do you do?“
And me:
“I'm a Linux platform engineer. I work for a Scottish public body.“
And here the thing happens. Her face opens into a real smile – not the service one. She hands me back my passport and says:
“Welcome back.“
As I am putting the passport back in my wallet, she looks at me, lowers her voice slightly, and says:
“And fuck Farage.“
I laugh. I reply:
“Yeah. Fuck Farage.“
She smiles, gives a small nod, and I walk off toward baggage reclaim.
I sit on a bench, in disbelief. She was a state officer on duty, in uniform, at her workplace. The people trained for that role are explicitly instructed not to express political opinions to the public – it is considered professionally improper. And at the border, of all places, the border, the exact point where national identity expresses itself as institutional gatekeeping, where the hostile environment policy introduced by Theresa May in 2012 manifests in flesh and blood with the stamp that decides who is in and who is out. Of all places…
In that place, she read who she had in front of her – an Italian living here for thirteen years, employed by a Scottish public body, returning from a European trip – and decided that professional protocol could give way to political recognition. She recognised me as one of hers. The difference between 2016 and 2025 is striking. In 2016 I was the object of the defence – the lady was intervening for me. In 2025 I was a participant in the joke – the guard was not defending me, she was sharing with me a joke about a common enemy. It is a complete arc of citizenship, even though legally I have remained Italian with Settled Status, keeping jealously in my pocket my burgundy passport with the eagle on the cover.
Between those two episodes a decade passed, and during that decade England did particular things. Some of the chronology will be familiar to British readers; others, even British, may not have connected the points the way the sequence connects them.
In 2012 Theresa May – then Home Secretary in the Cameron-Clegg coalition – introduced explicitly what has gone down in history as the hostile environment policy. It is a profound paradigm shift: instead of leaving the control of irregular migrants to the police alone, the British state decides to make it mandatory for employers, landlords, banks, hospitals, schools and universities to verify migration status before delivering any service. The stated idea is to make the lives of irregular migrants so difficult that they “self-deport”. It is distributed administrative racism, in which every British citizen is enlisted as a passive border agent. Landlords risking up to five years in prison if they let to someone without the right paperwork. NHS doctors required to bill foreign patients before treating them. Teachers required to flag children whose status they suspect.
Six years later, in 2018, the Windrush scandal broke. It emerged that the hostile-environment machine had systematically deported, deprived of work, excluded from medical care, and pushed into poverty thousands of black British citizens of the Caribbean generation who had legally arrived in the country between the 1940s and the 1970s. Their crime was that the British state had destroyed their archival documents in 2010 – and then demanded that they prove themselves British. Stories are told of people in their sixties and seventies, lifelong NHS workers, who find themselves without homes or salaries because they cannot retrieve school records from the Sixties. This is the hostile environment applied. It is not a theory; it is an administration.
In 2024 Labour returned to power with Keir Starmer. We all thought – on the continent – that the pendulum would swing. It has swung, but not in the expected direction. Shabana Mahmood, Labour Home Secretary, presented in 2025 an immigration White Paper which she herself describes as “the most sweeping asylum reforms in modern times”. The qualifying period for Indefinite Leave to Remain – the British equivalent of permanent residency – is doubled from five years to ten for new arrivals. Refugee status becomes temporary and revocable. The English requirement for ILR goes up from B1 to B2. It is Labour delivering the toughest asylum reform in recent British history. Hard to credit if you read about it from the continental press, but that is how it stands.
They are doing it because Reform UK – the party of Nigel Farage, an evolution of the Brexit Party, in turn an evolution of UKIP, fascists in short – has reached first place in national polls. YouGov, September 2025: Reform at 27%, against Labour at 21% and Tories in free fall. Reform's programme is explicit and published on their own site: complete abolition of Indefinite Leave to Remain (i.e. transformation of permanent residency into a series of periodic renewals for everybody), mass deportations of all irregulars, withdrawal from the European Convention on Human Rights, drastic reduction of naturalisations. Ipsos, August 2025: immigration is the British public's first concern at 48%, ahead of the economy (33%) and the NHS (22%). The Overton window has moved in metres, not in centimetres, and Labour is busy chasing Reform on the terrain of immigration instead of contesting the frame in which Reform has already won the cultural battle.
A last piece needs to be added that is essential to understand the present moment. After the Southport riots of August 2024 – when a young British man of Rwandan origin stabbed three little girls at a dance class, triggering a week of anti-Muslim disturbances across the United Kingdom – a unifying slogan emerged that fused Robinson, the Trump administration, JD Vance and Elon Musk into a single rhetorical line: two-tier policing, two-tier Britain. The thesis is that British justice is more severe toward white Christians than toward Muslims and migrants, creating a “two-tier Britain” in which natives are second-class citizens in their own country. The slogan is patently false – the Office for National Statistics figures show the opposite – but it has worked as a mass rhetorical device, and it is the frame through which Saturday's London march publicly justified itself. It is the key conceptual piece of the moment.
Now the comparison. Scotland, until 7 May 2026, was still a political exception protected more by electoral geography than by culture – the SNP in government for nineteen years, a population voting consistently Remain, a robust civil society that mobilises tens of thousands of people in anti-fascist marches, a small but combative independent press. On 7 May the Holyrood elections crystallised a picture that surprised even the most attentive observers. John Swinney's SNP won with 58 seats, losing six on 2021 but remaining by far the biggest party. The Scottish Greens went from 7 to 15 seats, winning constituency seats (the first-past-the-post kind, as opposed to regional list seats) for the first time in their history – at Edinburgh Central and Glasgow Southside. Labour held at 17, down. Reform UK entered the Scottish parliament for the first time with 17 seats – all from the regional list, none won at constituency level. SNP plus Greens makes 73 seats out of 129: the widest pro-independence majority ever at Holyrood since 1999.
But the most important figure is not this. Swinney declared at his press conference, the day after, a sentence that is no longer said at Westminster: “I will talk to all other parties, with the exception of Reform”. He said it clearly, without euphemism. That sentence defines an explicit cordon sanitaire – the thing that English Labour has not done and probably never will, busy as it is contending with Reform for an electorate it has culturally surrendered to.
There is a legal and cultural framing that supports the cordon. In 2024 the Scottish parliament passed the Hate Crime and Public Order (Scotland) Act – a law that explicitly criminalises incitement to racial and religious hatred, with an application that has been anything but uncontroversial (J.K. Rowling has been a vocal critic) but which exists as a normative baseline that the rest of the United Kingdom lacks. The Scottish government runs a programme called New Scots for refugee integration, explicitly promoted as public policy. The contemporary Scottish identity has been built, from the 1980s onwards, on an active opposition to Thatcherism, to metropolitan imperialism, to the racism of the Daily Mail. So it is not nature – it is recent historical construction, and as such it is fragile, but real.
It must be said, so as not to slide into romanticism, that Scotland is not 1970s Sweden. Reform took 17 seats here too. Anti-migrant protests outside the hotels housing asylum seekers in smaller centres – Erskine, Falkirk, on the edges of Glasgow – have become routine in the last two years. Police Scotland in 2024-2025 recorded an increase in racist offences, which now account for 60% of all hate crime in the country. Anti-Irish Catholic sectarianism is a historical constant of the western belt of Glasgow, and it flares up regularly during the Old Firm football derbies. But the structural difference is there, it is legible, and it is written not only in votes and laws but also in small daily episodes.
Between 2018 and 2023 I lived in Sheffield, South Yorkshire, for work. Sheffield is one of the most contradictory cities of the English north: historical capital of the City of Sanctuary movement for refugees (founded right there in 2007), but surrounded by ex-pit towns where Brexit won decisively, where Reform is becoming the first party, where the post-industrial economy never recovered from the closure of the mines in 1984. Cosmopolitan city centre, suburbs and belt another country.
Those five years I felt them on the skin, before I felt them in my head. Somatic knowledge always precedes the analytical kind – the body registers patterns of exposure and caution that the mind has not yet finished organising. It was the difference between speaking Italian on the phone on the 52 bus in Sheffield and on the tram in Glasgow. Between the where are you from said as gatekeeping in a Manchester pub and the where are you from said as curiosity in a pub in Lanark. Between deciding every morning how much caution to put into your accent at the supermarket, and feeling that caution was not necessary. Small details, individually trivial, statistically overwhelming.
Despite this, I was protected and I was among expats: my team leader was a Pole, my colleague a Spaniard, a dear friend an Italian. And a kind lady – South African – from the finance team had a soft spot for me. But it was not “home”. In 2023 I changed job and went back to Scotland, and this April I closed my “emigration” with steps I had not thought possible before. My tree puts down roots.
We left the lady in Linlithgow, in June 2016. The woman with the bag, the two fools, the they don't represent us. It has come to me, in the last few hours, to think about that scene while watching the images of Robinson's march scroll on the social feeds. The Linlithgow lady was already, without knowing it, the Scotland that ten years later would win the election against Reform. Her handbag was already constitutional politics, before being a private gesture. Swinney declaring “all parties except Reform” is the same thing, done by a much younger person, in a suit and tie, formalised at a press conference – but it is the same thing.
Societies recognise themselves in the moment they choose how to treat their own abusers. A society that defends them, justifies them, courts them, copies them in order to intercept their vote – is a society in which the two at the Tesco become the majority, then a party of government, then a rally with MEGA caps in the heart of the capital, with wooden crosses and “future for white people” on the leaflets. A society that publicly disowns them, excludes them from institutional dialogue, faces them in the streets with the largest anti-fascist demonstration in recent history (the Together Alliance march of this past March, of which the continental press of course barely wrote a word) – is a society in which the lady of Linlithgow is not a folkloric exception, but a structural political possibility.
Scotland is not better than England. It is different. Very different. Its choices over these years – the SNP, the Greens, independence as horizon, Europe as desire, the Hate Crime Act as baseline – are not nature but political decisions taken repeatedly, until they have become collective identity. A fragile, contested, reversible identity – but real.
My grandmother used to say that there are two kinds of people you don't shake hands with: the stupid and the fascists. My grandmother would have loved the Scots.
On Saturday's march and the transatlantic far-right network
On the Hostile Environment, Windrush, and the trajectory of UK immigration policy
On Reform UK, polling, and the cultural shift
On the Southport riots and the “two-tier” frame
On the 7 May 2026 Scottish elections and Swinney's stance
On the Scottish framework: Hate Crime Act, New Scots
On the anti-fascist response: Together Alliance
For background on the political economy of contemporary far-right movements
#Scotland #England #UK #Politics #Brexit #FarRight #TommyRobinson #ReformUK #ScottishIndependence #SNP #JohnSwinney #Immigration #AntiFascism #Holyrood #HostileEnvironment #Windrush #Italian #Migration #SolarPunk #Writing
from Things Left Unsaid
This is just locker room talk. Just me being me, you know. No big deal. Dedicated to nothing and no one. Toppled off the edge of sanity. Plunging headfirst into the abyss of absurdity.
Hardy har, the department of kidnapping, murder and lies. While hundreds of millions of people could barely afford food, they were spending over twenty million dollars on steak and lobster, some of which they were no doubt stuffing into their own stupid filthy lying pie-holes. I envision it being their primary diet. Over twenty million spent just in the month of September. I don't imagine the portions that were sent to the troops were top quality like they had for themselves. It is disgusting on so many levels.
The dining room where they gathered for the feast glowed a dim strange yellow, like being trapped in a stain, from dusty chandeliers reflecting off of all the unnecessary gaudy fake gold ornamentation. It is impossible to describe a spectacle like it without using too many adjectives. The drunkard, seated to the right hand of the old man, stopped using a fork a long time ago. His shiny oily fingers dunked a piece of lobster into a bowl of melted butter while he slurred, “can I, can I have a war, can I please, oh glorious leader”.
Perhaps they have descended far below and beyond being a regime, and are now a kind of new political thing that does not yet have a name? A gang of idiotic unqualified goons in positions of power who lack the knowledge to maintain anything. Pouring every ounce of time, energy, and hundreds of billions of dollars into maintaining appearances, and doing it very poorly.
Is it even politics anymore when it feels like a lawless dystopian game? If they don't murder every human on the planet, their lame attempt to govern will be studied for decades. I mean, if humans have a future, and if study and learning ever become 'a thing' people do again.
The old man at the head of the table, who appeared to be dozing, but was paying attention, says, “of course you can have your war, sweety. We don't even need permission.” A look on his face like he needed to fart, but decided that it wasn't worth the risk. His shaking discoloured hands opened the lid of a fast food box that was on a silver platter on the table just beyond his bulging belly. He expertly gripped the burger inside, then raised it to his gaping stinking dumpster of a lying mouth hole, and shoved nearly half of it in. When he bit down, a gob of the pale pinkish orange sauce with bits of onion and lettuce in it squished out near his thumb, and sort of slid and rolled down, and then fell from his sagging chin. While chewing, he looked and sounded as though he might suffocate from having to breathe through his nose for a few seconds. While chewing and swallowing he stared at the uneaten portion of burger in his hands. He considered another bite, then decided not. As he placed it back in its box he appeared momentarily confused that there were two burgers in boxes already on the silver platter. And then there were three. Each burger had one bite gone. One had a fly darting around between the sesame seeds on the top bun. He couldn't remember biting the two other burgers, who brought them, or when. Then tiredness. His eyes drooped closed and his head nodded forward.
I guess murder is legal if you use bombs and call it war? The murders they commit are like what they say about cockroaches I'm sure. Similar in a way that if we see the resulting deaths from a few bombs, then there are sure to be thousands that we don't see.
The dining room was too hot, and smelled like cold congealed grease on meat, carnivorous body odor mixed with fading cologne, and gas being excreted from both ends of those seated at the table. Most of them were drunk on expensive bourbon and didn't notice the smell. Someone lit a cigar to try and mask it. It only added to the grotesquery. The ones not drunk on liquor were drunk on power. Some couldn't remember their job titles, or who resigned or got fired before they were handed the job. They found it funny to be part of something that they used to make podcasts and news about. All of them lacked the intelligence and introspection to view themselves as taking part in the creation of lies instead of merely propagandizing about them.
The old man abruptly woke from dozing. It startled those seated close to him when he loudly started blathering on about how the new leaders (who are replacing the ones he illegally eliminated) need to be peaceful and democratic. None of them realized, let alone acknowledged, that peace and democracy are being destroyed in the country they are supposedly leading. The power and the money, amen.
from An Open Letter
Honestly today’s event kind of sucked a little bit, there weren’t that many people and the people at my table did not feel like they were at all close to my energy. Thankfully I went with a friend that I met earlier and if it wasn’t for that I would’ve had a much worse time. At least from the people afterwards it seemed like they’re just weren’t too many people in my age range that worked to this event and I kind of worry that I’ve more or less exhausted my pool of people to meet from 222. I know that I’m tired and not exactly feeling the greatest today so I’m not too worried about it or really giving it too much thought, but it is a little bit scary, thinking about how I may have to start meeting people again through another way that I don’t yet know about. But I guess it will be OK because I am resourceful and I do have other avenues.
from 下川友
夕方、コンビニの前で缶コーヒーを飲みながら、木みたいなおじさんになりたい、と思った。でも、木みたいなおじさんという言葉以外では説明できなかった。
年輪を重ねて、どっしりしていて、地面に根を張っている感じ。多少押されたくらいでは倒れない。押されても、ゆっくり元に戻る。そういう存在。歳を取った人の肌って、だんだん木の皮みたいな色になっていく瞬間がある。乾いていて、でもちゃんと生きている感じがする。
友人にそれを話すと、 それってもう木じゃん、と言われた。
たしかにそうかもしれない。地球から直接栄養を吸っているみたいな顔をして、季節を黙って受け止めているおじさん。そういう木のおじさんになれたらいいのに、と思った。
でも相手は、俺はおじさんになりたくない、と言った。おじさん嫌いだもん、と。
理由を聞くと、沼みたいだから、と言う。ズブズブ沈んでいく感じがするらしい。
個体を液体で表現するなよ、と思わず笑った。
でも、その言い方は少し分かる気もした。年齢って、気づいたら足を取られているものなのかもしれない。昨日まで岸に立っていたはずなのに、いつのまにか膝まで沈んでいる。
お前はおじさんを沼だと思ってるんだな、と言ったら、少し黙ったあとで、どっちも森にあるね、と返ってきた。
その瞬間だけ、木と沼の違いが急に曖昧になった。