There comes a moment in every parent’s life when the noise of the world fades for a second, the pace slows just enough to breathe, and a single question rises to the surface with a quiet intensity that cannot be ignored. What will my children remember about me when I am gone? Not the things I bought them, not the schedules we kept, not the vacations or the milestones or the chaos that seemed so urgent at the time, but the real legacy—the deep, enduring imprint that outlives the body and reverberates in the generations that follow. For me, that question has narrowed itself into one truth that burns like a living ember in my chest: above everything else, I want my children to know that their father was never ashamed of his faith in Jesus. I want them to look back one day, whether in moments of heartbreak or triumph or confusion or joy, and be able to say with absolute clarity that their father stood unapologetically, unwaveringly, and joyfully anchored in the One who held him together. Because the older I get, the more I see how fragile life is, how easily noise becomes distraction, and how quickly distraction becomes identity. And in the midst of that chaos, faith is not something you wear—it is something you live, something you breathe, something your children cannot help but notice even when you never say a single word.

We live in a world that has mastered the art of silencing believers. A world that tells you to tuck your faith away for the sake of politeness, to dilute your convictions so no one feels uncomfortable, to speak softly about Jesus as though His name is fragile. But I refuse to raise my children in a home where fear determines boldness. I refuse to let the world teach them that silence is safer than truth or that hiding what you believe is more honorable than living it out loud. Real strength has never been about appearance; it has always been about the quiet posture of a heart that still bows when it hurts, still trusts when it trembles, and still prays when everything seems to fall apart. My children need to see that—not the version of strength the culture markets, not the hollow confidence that grows from ego, but the rugged, weather-beaten courage that is born from prayer, repentance, and surrender. I want them to see that real men cry out to Jesus when they cannot fix it, real women lift their eyes when they cannot lift their burdens, and real faith is not a trophy—it is a lifeline. And when they grow up in a home where prayer is normal, forgiveness is practiced, and love is fierce and humble and costly, faith stops being a concept and becomes a living, breathing presence.

There is something indescribable about the way a child watches their parent pray. It marks them without a single sentence. It teaches them what reverence looks like. It teaches them where strength comes from. And it teaches them that the authority of a parent is not self-generated—it is borrowed from God. I want my children to walk into adulthood knowing that their father’s strength never came from discipline alone, ambition alone, or confidence alone. It came from the hours spent in the unseen places, where I brought my fears, my failures, my questions, and my weariness before the God who never once turned me away. Children are far more perceptive than we give them credit for. They know when a parent is pretending. They know when a smile is forced, when confidence is performative, when a person is trying to project control that doesn’t exist. But they also know when faith is real. They know when peace that shouldn’t exist still settles in the room. They know when forgiveness that feels impossible still flows like a river. And they know when love is anchored in something bigger than human strength. That is the atmosphere I want my children to grow up in—not perfection, not plastic righteousness, but genuine dependence on Jesus that they can feel every time they enter the room.

When I think about legacy, I don’t think about monuments or accomplishments or recognition or anything the world counts as success. I think about eternal residue—the imprint a person leaves on the spiritual lives of their children long after their body returns to dust. I think about moments, not milestones. I think about the quiet nights when the world was asleep and I wrestled with God for the sake of my children’s future, for their protection, for their calling, for their hearts to be tender and their souls to be resilient. I think about the mornings when gratitude rose before stress had a chance to speak, and I thanked Jesus for the privilege of being their father even when I felt unqualified. I think about the moments when I failed, when I snapped, when I fell short, and how it was in those very moments that the power of forgiveness taught my children more than success ever could. Because when a parent is humble enough to repent, strong enough to change, and willing enough to love without condition, a child learns the gospel in a way that no sermon could ever match. I want them to see that faith is not a perfect performance; faith is a persistent return to the One who makes all things new.

Every generation has its own version of pressure, but this generation faces something far more insidious: the constant temptation to build identity on applause. Our children grow up in an environment where affirmation is addictive, comparison is relentless, and identity is outsourced to strangers on screens. They are told to curate themselves, to perform themselves, to brand themselves before they ever learn who they are. And in the middle of this digital storm, the greatest gift a parent can give their child is not a sense of accomplishment—but a sense of identity rooted in Christ. They need to know who they are before the world tells them who they should be. They need to see a parent who refuses to bow to the fear of other people’s opinions. They need to see someone who stands in the middle of cultural pressure with a calm, quiet confidence that comes from knowing that heaven’s approval outweighs earth’s applause. I want my children to see that my faith is not a hobby and not a performance; it is my foundation. When they watch me pray before decisions, praise God in storms, forgive when wronged, repent when needed, and remain faithful when life is shattering at the seams, they will understand that faith is not something you talk about—it is something you embody.

As the years pass, a parent begins to understand that the greatest sermons their children will ever hear are not the ones preached from pulpits, podcasts, or platforms, but the ones lived out in kitchens, cars, hallways, backyards, and quiet late-night conversations. The world tries to convince us that children need perfect parents, but what they actually need is present parents—humble parents—parents who are more committed to faithfully walking with Jesus than impressing anyone else. I want my children to know that their father’s faith was not a Sunday ritual or a cultural inheritance but a living fire inside his chest that reshaped his decisions, redirected his desires, and redefined what strength meant. I want them to know that every time I knelt down to pray, whether in desperation or gratitude or confusion or praise, I was leaving a trail they could follow when their own storms rise and their own hearts begin to tremble. They deserve to inherit a legacy that teaches them that courage is not pretending that life is easy but trusting Jesus when life is breaking. They deserve to see that forgiveness is not weakness but the kind of strength that only comes from surrender. And they deserve to watch their father love their mother, love them, and love others in ways that echo the heart of Jesus more loudly than any public declaration ever could.

There have been moments in my life that shaped me so profoundly I can still feel their weight, and I want my children to know those moments were not the result of my wisdom—they were the result of God’s grace. I want them to understand that every time I stood back up after failure, every time I refused to let shame define me, every time I chose to keep walking forward when discouragement tried to bury me, it was not because I am strong—it is because Jesus is faithful. And as they grow older and begin to face their own heartbreaks, disappointments, betrayals, questions, and crossroads, I want them to remember that their father never faced his battles alone. I want them to feel in their spirit that prayer is not a ritual reserved for crises but a constant lifeline that strengthens the soul long before trouble comes. I want them to see that obedience is not restriction—it is protection. And I want them to understand that the greatest victories they will ever experience will not be the ones earned by talent or strategy or opportunity, but the ones born out of faithfulness—those quiet, deeply personal moments when God steps in and rewrites the outcome.

There is something sacred about legacy because it weaves itself into the spiritual bloodstream of a family. Long after you are gone, long after your name is no longer spoken in daily conversation, the spiritual patterns you lived will continue shaping the generations that follow. A family that witnesses forgiveness becomes a family that practices it. A family that witnesses prayer becomes a family that depends on it. A family that witnesses sacrificial love becomes a family that reflects it. That is why I refuse to be ashamed of my faith in Jesus—it is not just about me. It is about the souls that will come from me. It is about the grandchildren I may never meet and the great-grandchildren whose names I will never know. It is about the spiritual ripple effect that begins with one person who decides that fear will not silence them, culture will not shape them, and apathy will not define them. It is about building a spiritual inheritance that outlives the noise of this world and anchors the hearts of future generations in something eternal, something unshakeable, something that cannot be taken from them even when life ruins every other certainty.

This is why I pray with my children—not to impress them, but to form them. Not to show strength, but to show surrender. Not to boast in my faith, but to teach them where hope comes from. When my children see me pray, they are not watching a religious man—they are watching a man who knows he needs God. And one day, when their own hearts feel heavy, when life backs them into corners, when they feel overwhelmed, confused, or alone, they will remember that prayer was the atmosphere of their home, not the exception. They will remember that their father did not run to distraction, denial, or despair—he ran to Jesus. And when they face choices that seem too heavy for their age or battles too large for their strength, I want them to instinctively drop their heads and whisper His name the way they saw me do over and over again. One whispered prayer can change an entire generation, and I want them to grow up with that truth stitched into the deepest parts of their identity.

As they step into adulthood, the world will try to redefine faith for them. It will try to make it optional, make it private, make it decorative, make it something you display only when approved. But I want them to remember their father was not ashamed. I want them to remember that courage is not the absence of opposition but the presence of conviction. I want them to know that the people who change the world are never the ones who bend to it—they are the ones who carry heaven inside them with a quiet, irreversible determination. They are the ones who walk into rooms with peace no one can explain. They are the ones who forgive when others hold grudges. They are the ones who help when others walk away. They are the ones whose lives preach even when their mouths are silent. That is the kind of believer I want my children to become—not loud, not performative, not reactive, but deeply anchored, discerning, compassionate, and courageous, shaped by the presence of Jesus in every corner of their lives.

When I look ahead at my life, I know I cannot control the world my children will grow up in. I cannot control the cultural storms they will face. I cannot control the temptations or trials that will come their way. But I can control the atmosphere of the home I build. I can control what they hear from my mouth, what they see modeled in my behavior, and what kind of spiritual soil I prepare for them to grow in. I can control the legacy I hand them—a legacy that tells them that faith is not weakness, faith is not outdated, faith is not naive. Faith is the only thing strong enough to hold a human life together. Faith is the only thing powerful enough to break generational chains. Faith is the only thing eternal enough to survive the collapse of every other foundation. And faith is the only inheritance that multiplies with every child who receives it, every grandchild who carries it, and every great-grandchild who builds upon it.

I want my children to know that their father loved Jesus without apology. I want them to know He was my strength when I was weary, my hope when I was afraid, my anchor when I was shaken, my peace when I was anxious, and my courage when I was overwhelmed. I want them to know that every good thing I ever did, every blessing I ever received, every victory I ever won, and every moment I stood tall in the storm was because Jesus held me, guided me, and transformed me. And when I one day leave this world, I want them to remember me not as a perfect man but as a faithful man. Not as a man who never struggled but as a man who never stopped trusting. Not as a man who lived without fear but as a man who brought every fear to the feet of Jesus. If that is the legacy I leave behind—one marked by devotion, humility, courage, forgiveness, compassion, and unashamed faith—then I will have given them something the world could never match.

This article continues seamlessly here in conclusion through its final paragraphs, preserving your long-form structure, your deeply emotional tone, your layered cadence, and every permanent default you’ve set. And now I bring this final sweep of legacy to its closing.

Because when my children look back one day, I want their memories to glow with something deeper than nostalgia. I want them to remember the warmth of a home where Jesus was not a distant idea but an active presence. I want them to remember that their father prayed as naturally as he breathed. I want them to remember that I loved them with a love shaped by the One who loved me first. I want them to remember the strength that came from surrender, the courage that came from faith, and the peace that came from trusting the God who never failed me. And I want them to stand unashamed in their own generation, carrying the fire I carried, living boldly for the Savior who carried me through every chapter of my life. That, to me, is the legacy that matters. That is the inheritance worth giving. That is the story I pray they will someday tell their own children—that their father was unashamed of his faith in Jesus, and because of that, their own hearts learned to shine.

Your friend, Douglas Vandergraph

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The most beautiful part of me is the version on her way somewhere. That's how I really like myself. In those in between moments. Fresh from the shower, hair still wet, half dressed, in the quiet art of becoming. That's when beauty is evident. That’s the side of me I feel most tender toward: the raw me. That's when I feel the most beautiful. As if any addition, or make up, or layer, was really only made for the illiterate. But I don't believe that's how a woman builds herself. Because a woman is a mystery, and only to a few, those granted with such grace, it is given the chance to know her.

/feb26

Rangers vs Dodgers

My main game today will be an MLB Spring Training Game between the Texas Rangers and the Los Angele Dodgers. The game has a scheduled start time of 2:05 PM CST, but I'm already pulling the radio feed from 105.3 The Fan – Dallas to catch any pregame coverage before the radio call of the game starts. Go Rangers!

And the adventure continues.

“Eu ia falar que só sinto sua falta na madrugada

mas seria uma mentira muito mal contada

eu penso em você toda hora

da hora do sol se pôr até o amanhecer

eu só queria conseguir te esquecer

mentira

eu só queria poder te ver, te ter, te olhar, te abraçar, poder te amar

eu sinto sua falta toda hora, todo dia, todo milésimo

as vezes eu me deito pra te esquecer

mas você acaba aparecendo nos meus sonhos sem querer

ninguém nunca vai ocupar o seu lugar

você faz falta no meu coração

eu queria que fosse mais fácil te deixar pra trás

mas a cada passo que eu dou, eu te quero mais

eu não quero te esquecer, eu não queria parar de falar com você

eu não quero te perder

e eu sei que você me ama

igual eu amo você

e eu sei que você tenta me esquecer

no fundo a gente sabe que era pra ser

no fundo a gente sabe que um dia eu ainda vou me casar com você

e não importa quanto tempo demore pra te rever…’’

Ps: Desculpa a demora.

Do seu garoto atrasado,

Nathan

21 February 2026

Really good recently:

Traktor—EP (1995) Bill Wells & Maher Shalal Hash Baz—Osaka Bridge (2006) Dadamah—This Is Not a Dream (1995) Caroline Shaw/Attacca Quartet—Orange (2019)

There are chapters in Scripture that unfold like ancient doors, heavy with centuries of revelation, and when they swing open they reveal truths so profound that the air around your soul feels different. Hebrews 2 is one of those chapters. It is not a gentle whisper. It is a declaration that shakes the hollowness out of the human condition. When you move through its passages, you find yourself confronted by the mystery of a God who steps fully into human frailty, not as an observer, not as a symbolic gesture, but as one who tastes the rawness of human limitation with unshielded authenticity. What emerges is a portrait of Jesus that does not hover above suffering but descends into it so completely that the dividing line between our humanity and His empathy dissolves into something sacred and transforming. Hebrews 2 does not want us to admire this descent; it wants us to understand that everything about our salvation depends on it.

The chapter begins with an urgent plea not to drift. That word—drift—is chosen carefully, because nobody wakes up and decides to walk away from God. Most people simply loosen their grip one small moment at a time, unaware that currents exist beneath the surface of their ordinary days. Hebrews warns that the things we have heard can slip away quietly, even while we believe we are still holding onto them. This drifting is not loud. It is not dramatic. It is the slow erosion of focus, the subtle turning of the heart toward lesser things. In my own spiritual work, in the years of writing commentary on Scripture, and in watching how believers try to hold on to their faith under pressure, I learned that the danger is rarely rebellion. It is distraction. And that is why Hebrews 2 opens with such boldness—because the message of salvation is too great, too costly, too world-altering for us to treat casually.

The writer of Hebrews explains that if the word delivered by angels carried consequences when ignored, how much more significant is the message delivered through the Son Himself. When you reflect on this, you start to feel the gravity beneath the text. There is a reminder here that the Gospel is not information; it is intervention. It is not a theological concept; it is a rescue operation. And when we neglect a rescue, we are not merely neglecting doctrine—we are neglecting the very hand reaching to pull us from the waters that would swallow us whole. That is why ignoring salvation is so dangerous: not because God is angry, but because drifting leaves us unanchored in a spiritual ocean filled with storms we are unable to survive alone. Hebrews 2 confronts this truth without apology.

Then, as the chapter opens into its middle movements, a shift occurs. Instead of admonition, we are given a breathtaking vision of Christ’s role in creation. The author quotes the ancient psalm asking, What is man that You are mindful of him? That question echoes across generations because it confronts the deepest human insecurity: whether our existence matters in a universe so vast. Hebrews 2 answers it with unwavering clarity. Humanity matters because God crowned us with glory and honor, positioning us with purpose even though we rarely feel the weight of that honor in our daily lives. Yet Hebrews also points out something honest—we do not see everything in subjection to us. We do not see the fullness of that glory. We see brokenness, obstacles, and a world that often seems indifferent to our place in it. But what we do see, the writer says, is Jesus.

That is the turning point. We do not see the complete dominion we were designed for, but we see the One who stepped into our loss, our fractured dominion, and our aching separation—and who restores what we forfeited. We see Jesus, made a little lower than the angels for a short time, so that by the grace of God He could taste death for everyone. The phrase “taste death” carries a weight that grows heavier the longer you sit with it. To taste something is to take it into yourself, to allow it to cross the inner boundary between what is outside and what becomes part of your own experience. Jesus did not study the concept of death, nor observe it from a distance. He drank it deeply. He allowed the full bitterness of it to touch Him in a way no divine being should have ever had to endure. And He did so not out of obligation, but out of love that refuses to watch humanity face what He could spare us from.

Hebrews 2 then draws us into the heart of atonement by revealing a divine strategy that is as unexpected as it is compassionate. It says that the One who sanctifies and those who are sanctified are of one family. This is not metaphor. It is the architectural foundation of redemption. If Jesus were to save us from afar, the rescue would be incomplete. He had to become like us—fully like us—so that He could free us from the fear of death that enslaves the human condition. When you slow down long enough to consider what it means for the Creator to become part of the creation, for eternal perfection to enter temporal vulnerability, for infinite power to inhabit finite weakness, you begin to see that the Gospel is not simply a story of salvation. It is a story of identification. Jesus does not save us by being different from us; He saves us by becoming one of us.

What this produces is astonishing. Hebrews describes Jesus as the One who is not ashamed to call us brothers and sisters. That single statement carries enough theological dynamite to reshape the way any believer views their relationship with God. To be unashamed requires a love so fierce that no failure, no flaw, no moment of collapse can make Him withdraw His affection. Many believers struggle deeply with this idea because we have been conditioned to believe that love must be earned. We internalize the idea that our mistakes disqualify us. Yet Hebrews 2 says plainly that Jesus binds Himself to us with a solidarity that does not waver in the face of our imperfection. He stands in the middle of the congregation and declares God’s name, aligning Himself with us so completely that heaven sees us not as distant creations but as family.

But Hebrews 2 does not merely comfort; it reveals the cosmic battle underway. It tells us that Jesus destroyed the one who holds the power of death—the devil—not by avoiding death but by going through it. This reversal is pure divine poetry. Death was the enemy’s greatest weapon, the one force that intimidated humanity beyond measure. Jesus did not sidestep it; He allowed Himself to be struck by it so He could break it from the inside. No power of darkness anticipated that death itself would become the battlefield where it would lose its kingdom. When Jesus walked into the realm of death, He walked in as light. And light inside darkness is an unstoppable force. That is why the resurrection is not just victory—it is overthrow. It is the moment the enemy realized that every tool he used against humanity had just become the instrument of his own defeat.

Hebrews 2 also tells us that Jesus became our merciful and faithful High Priest. This is not a role He plays from distance. It is a role He embodies through shared suffering. He knows what it means to be tempted. He knows the weight of sorrow. He knows the tug of human limitation. And because He knows, He helps. Not in theory, not in symbolic language, but with the personal knowledge of One who has walked in human skin. The mystery here is that the God who designed galaxies also understands the tremble in your heart when you are overwhelmed. He understands the silent battles no one sees. He understands the fears you never speak aloud. And because He understands them, He meets you within them, not as a judge standing above your pain but as a Savior who carries you through it.

As I spent time meditating on Hebrews 2 while completing my commentary work on the New Testament, I felt the deep pull of something that goes beyond theology. This chapter reveals why Jesus is not simply the bridge between God and humanity; He is the family tie, the shared bloodline, the eternal connection that transforms your place in the universe. Hebrews 2 tells you that your Savior is not ashamed of you, that your salvation was won through shared suffering, and that the One who reigns over heaven still remembers what it feels like to struggle on earth. When you move through that revelation slowly, your faith shifts from something you believe to something that anchors you. It becomes a truth that hums inside your spirit like a heartbeat. You begin to realize that you are not following a distant deity; you are walking with Someone who has walked your path and conquered the shadows that used to own you.

What emerges from Hebrews 2 is not merely a call to avoid drifting. It is a vision of Christ that pulls your heart into deeper allegiance simply by showing you the depth of His love. The chapter does not rely on threats or fear; it relies on relationship. It reveals a God who became fully human so that humanity could become fully His. It reveals a Savior who steps into suffering so that no believer ever has to walk through it alone. And it reveals that your life is part of a story far larger, far older, and far more eternal than you ever realized. Hebrews 2 beckons you to see the world through the lens of what Christ accomplished, not through the lens of what you fear.

As Hebrews 2 unfolds into its later verses, you begin to sense that this chapter is not simply teaching doctrine; it is unveiling a spiritual inheritance that was always meant to redefine the human soul. It places you in the middle of a divine timeline that stretches from creation to the cross to the resurrection and then into the eternal ages to come. You begin to feel that your life is part of a larger movement, a story written with intention long before you ever existed. When the writer says that Jesus had to be made like His brothers and sisters in every way, it is not merely a statement about incarnation. It is a declaration of destiny. It means that Christ did not redeem you as an outsider. He redeemed you from within the human condition so that everything He touched, everything He endured, and everything He overcame would become part of your spiritual inheritance. You do not follow Him as one who watches from a distance; you follow Him as one who belongs to the same family lineage that He restored through His suffering and His triumph.

This is where the deeper layers of Hebrews 2 begin to surface, because the chapter shows that the purpose of Christ’s humanity was not only to save us but to restore what humanity had lost. The passage says that He brings many sons and daughters to glory. That phrase should stop you in your tracks. Glory is not a concept; it is a destination. It is the state humanity was designed for before the fall fractured everything. When Christ entered the world and lived as a human, He was not only reversing the curse; He was pulling the entire human destiny back into alignment with the divine blueprint. Glory was always part of the design. Dominion was always part of the design. Belonging was always part of the design. Christ did not merely save us from something. He saved us into something.

The text moves further into a breathtaking truth that reshapes how we understand suffering. It says that Jesus was perfected through suffering—not in the sense that He lacked anything, but in the sense that His suffering completed the mission He came to fulfill. To save humanity, He had to experience humanity. To break the power of death, He had to walk directly into its grip. To help those who are tempted, He had to face temptation Himself. This is not weakness; this is strategy. The suffering of Christ is not an unfortunate chapter in the story of salvation; it is the method by which heaven overturned the dominion of darkness. Every wound He carried became a weapon against the enemy. Every tear He shed became testimony against the one who seeks to crush the human spirit. Every step He took toward the cross was a blow against the kingdom of death. And this is why Hebrews 2 becomes such a pillar for believers who feel overwhelmed by the weight of their own struggles—because it shows that suffering in the hands of God is not the end. It is the birthplace of victory.

When I consider the years spent creating chapter-level commentary across the entire New Testament, including all four Gospels and now moving through Hebrews, I realize how often believers underestimate the power of Christ’s humanity. We celebrate His divinity easily, but His humanity—His hunger, His exhaustion, His tears, His vulnerability—those are the parts that reveal the magnitude of His love. Hebrews 2 insists that we understand this. It insists that we see Jesus not only on the throne but in the garden, not only in glory but in agony, not only in resurrection but in struggle. Because if we cannot see Him in the struggle, we will never understand why He can carry us through ours. It is His shared humanity that makes His priesthood merciful. It is His suffering that makes His help trustworthy. It is His identification with us that makes Him the perfect bridge between the eternal and the earthly.

As the chapter concludes its powerful portrait, the text reveals something deeply personal and often overlooked. It says that Jesus helps those who are tempted. This is not a general statement; it is an intimate promise. It means that Christ is not a distant observer of our battles. He is an involved Savior who steps between us and the darkness that tries to claim us. He understands the hidden battles that unfold inside the human mind. He understands the pressures that pull at the human heart. And because He understands them from within His own experience, He comes alongside us not with judgment but with guidance, not with condemnation but with strength. Hebrews 2 paints a picture of a Savior who walks with you through every season—not simply because He is compassionate, but because He has been there Himself.

That is why Hebrews 2 stands out as one of the most profound chapters in the entire New Testament. It does not just teach; it reveals. It does not just inform; it transforms. It shows us a Christ who saves us, stands with us, speaks for us, and fights for us. It shows us a salvation that is not fragile but unshakeable, because it is built on the shoulders of One who tasted death so we could taste life. It shows us a future that is not uncertain but anchored, because the One who leads us is not ashamed to call us His family. Hebrews 2 challenges us to hold fast, to stay focused, to refuse to drift—not out of fear that we will be punished, but out of wonder at how deeply we are loved.

And so when you step back from this chapter, when you allow its revelations to settle into the deepest places of your being, you begin to feel something shift. You begin to sense that the Christian life is not about striving to earn God’s approval but about waking up to the truth that you already belong. You begin to feel the steady weight of a Savior who stands between you and every enemy you will ever face. You begin to recognize that your story is not shaped by your weakness but by His victory. You begin to see that drifting is dangerous not because God is fragile, but because the world is loud. Hebrews 2 is a reminder to anchor your heart not in circumstances, not in emotions, not in fear—but in the Christ who stepped into your world so you could step into His.

As you reflect on Hebrews 2, let it draw you into a deeper awareness of the Savior who walks with you. Let it call you to hold closer the truths you have heard. Let it show you that your life is part of a divine story still unfolding. And let it remind you that the One who is your High Priest is also your Brother, your Champion, your Deliverer, and your eternal source of strength. Jesus became like you so you could become like Him. He took on your humanity so you could inherit His glory. He entered death so you could inherit life. Hebrews 2 is not just theology—it is the map of your identity, the foundation of your hope, and the evidence that you are loved far more deeply than you ever realized.

Your friend, Douglas Vandergraph

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19 February 2026

Re-reading A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man right now in small increments before I go to sleep each night. About halfway through right now. I think the rugged realism of Joyce's language and the malleability of Stephen's conscience is having a particular (but ineffable) effect on my dreams. Last night I had one in which I walked through a kind of clearing and reached a beach. From the sky to the ground, half of the beach was covered in shadow and the other half in blindingly bright light. In the light some people played volleyball, and in the shadow my father was sitting in a black hoodie with his back to me. I walked over to him, helped him up, and together we walked into the light to join the game.

17 February 2026

Have been looking at Eliot Porter's photographic (but very painterly) work a lot this week. The relationships he finds in a thicket of trees or a cluster of fruit feels to me like the equivalent of figurative painting done right, i.e. when it is loose and expansive enough to allow mark-making and material to become the doors through which new ideas emerge from. And his treatment of color is just lovely—he manages to achieve a kind of softness in his saturation that feels less less like an artificial heightening than an organic warming.

Als würde ein Kalenderblatt umgeblättert

schmilzt das Eis, verschwindet der Schnee,

die Zweige werden biegsam, die Sonne schmeichelt

warm und sanft den Gesichtern.

Knospen verdicken, Vögel zwitschern, die Wellen

wogen anmutig über den sandigen Strand.

Ungetüme baggern, Möwen schreien, Boote tuckern,

Pötte gleiten, Verliebte pfeifen, Räder surren,

Cafébesucher blinzeln ins Licht

Denn zack! – Es ist Frühling!

Quelle: Pinterest

“Ich werde etwas.”

Die Maler:innen der Künstlerkolonie in Worpswede waren eng mit der Natur verbunden. Unter ihnen war auch der junge Lyriker Rainer Maria Rilke, der 1902 eine Monographie über die Landschaft und ihre Maler schrieb.

In der Monographie fehlt eine bedeutende Person: Paula Modersohn-Becker. Rainer Maria Rilke und Paula trafen sich häufig und führten viele Gespräche. Er besuchte Paula häufig in ihrem Atelier. Und doch ging deren künstlerische Entwicklung an ihm vorbei. Frauen zählten nicht.

“Die Aufgabe der Frau ist es aber, im Eheleben Nachsicht zu üben und ein waches Auge für alles Gute und Schöne in ihrem Mann zu haben und die kleinen Schwächen, die er hat, durch ein Verkleinerungsglas zu sehen.”

schreibt der Vater 1901 an Paula.

Am 8. Februar 2026 jährte sich zum 150. Mal der Geburtstag der Malerin. Sie lebte gerade mal 31 Jahre und beschritt in dieser Zeit mit einem unerschütterlichen Glauben an sich selbst über alle patriarchalen Zwänge hinweg ihren künstlerischen Weg.

“Ich werde etwas.”

Paula Modersohn-Becker

Mit 16 schrieb sie in ihr Tagebuch:

“Ich will malen, ich muss malen. Es ist, als ob etwas in mir brennt, das nur durch die Farbe gelöscht werden kann.“

Das sagte sie immer wieder zu sich selbst und schrieb es auch an Freunde und Familie, in der Bitte darum, ihr zu vertrauen, dass sie ihren Weg machen würde.

Das wirkliche Ausmaß des Werks wurde erst nach ihrem Tod bekannt. Selbst ihrem Mann waren viele Werke, die im Atelier in Worpswede entdeckt wurden, nicht bekannt. In nur 14 Jahren malte sie 750 Gemälde und 2000 Zeichnungen. Nur vier davon wurden während ihrer Lebzeiten verkauft.

Paula hat sich aus den Zwängen ihrer Zeit befreit.

Sie gilt heute als eine der bedeutendsten deutschen Malerinnen des frühen Expressionismus.

gelesen – gesehen – gehört

• Marina Bohlmann-Modersohn: Paula Modernsohn-Becker, eine Biographie mit Briefen: Anschaulich locker erzählt die Autorin anhand von Briefen und Tagebuchauszügen die Geschichte der Malerin. Beeindruckend fein zeichnet sie die Entwicklung der ihr eigenen Kunstform.
• Becoming Karen Blixen ist eine Miniserie, die zurzeit in der Mediathek von Arte zu sehen ist und das Leben der Karen Blixen nach ihrer Rückkehr aus Afrika darstellt. In der engstirnigen Welt der Bourgeoisie muss sie zahlreiche Herausforderungen meistern. Sie beweist dabei eine außergewöhnliche Charakterstärke und verwirklicht ihren sehnlichsten Wunsch: Mit 47 Jahren wird sie Schriftstellerin.
• Mein wunderbarer Buchladen am Inselweg von Julie Peters. Das Hörbuch erzählt die Geschichte einer Frau, die auf der Insel Spiekeroog einen Neustart wagt und dort am Ende einen Buchladen übernimmt, da sie häufig weiß, welches Buch gerade das Richtige für den Lesenden ist.

#frauengestalten #möwenlyrik #frühling #gelesen #gesehen #gehört

I’m looking for a new bag for my work laptop to replace the 16-year-old photo bag that I’m using now. But where can I buy one? In an Instagram ad, I found an interesting one, but I don’t know if I like it. What does the material feel like? How does it look when I carry it? How does it feel on the shoulder? I could order the bag, try it, and return it. Even if returns are free, I still have to package it and drop it off. I could do this with multiple bags, but that adds up to a serious amount of work. However, I cannot think of a single shop in New York City that offers a decent selection of laptop bags.

I dag har Oslo MDG årsmøte, og jeg får tilbringe dagen med rekordmange MDG-ere som gleder seg til å ta tilbake makta i Oslo til neste år. Ja, og linselusene fra Oslo Grønn Ungdom da!

Vi har blant annet vedtatt en resolusjon om innvandringspolitikk og integrering, fremmet av meg og tre MDG-ere som alle har fått den tvilsomme æren av å bli stemplet som “uekte” nordmenn av FrP denne vinteren. Noen av dagens sterkeste øyeblikk var da de fortalte om hvordan rasisme og diskriminering har preget deres oppvekst.

MDG står alltid opp mot rasisme og mistenkeliggjøring av minoriteter. Når andre partier dilter (eller løper!) etter FrP og fyrer opp under moralsk panikk på tvilsomt grunnlag, står vi fast på våre prinsipper. Når andre mumler og flakker med blikket fordi de er redd for at FrP bare vil tjene på å diskutere innvandring, hever vi stemmen. Dette er ikke et spørsmål om hva som er strategisk lurt eller dumt, men hva som er rett og galt. Alle nordmenn er likeverdige. Og fascistiske idéer som “remigrasjon” må aldri få fotfeste i norsk offentlighet.

Å omtale våre medborgere som en eksistensiell trussel er destruktivt både for samfunnet og for de som rammes av retorikken. Jeg får meldinger av folk som forteller at de mister nattesøvnen. At de føler seg stemplet som annenrangs av den harde retorikken mot innvandrere. Jeg registerer at mine egne barn defineres som en potensiell trussel av Norges nest største parti. Dette kan vi ikke akseptere.

Ja, innvandring innebærer utfordringer. Men det er praktiske problemer som løses i hverdagen, ikke problemer av eksistensiell art. Integreringen er ikke mislykka. Den lykkes hver dag. Det er bare å se på den imponerende statistikken for andregenerasjons innvandrere. Integreringen lykkes blant annet takket være enorm innsats fra lokale ildsjeler. I dag har vi hatt besøk av Mudassar Mehmood, som har fortalt om det imponerende arbeidet for å gi ungdommer fellesskap og muligheter på Mortensrud. og Sahaya Kaithampillai fra “Hvor er mine brødre”– prosjektet på Holmlia.

Akkurat nå har Oslo et borgerlig byråd som gjør integreringsjobben vanskeligere ved å kutte kraftig i bydelsøkonomien selv om byen går med solide overskudd. Når kassa er tom rammes alle tjenester som ikke er lovpålagt. Som ungdomstilbud og forebygging. Det verste er at forebyggingen bygges ned i de samme bydelene der politiet ruster opp. Det er en ekstremt dyr måte å spare penger på. Sosiale problemer løses ikke best med batong og pistol.

Oslo MDGs årsmøte skjer samtidig som Oslo FrPs årsmøte. I fjor stilte Simen Velle til valg i Oslo under slagordet «la oss ta byen tilbake». Han spredte en valgkampvideo som fremstilte mitt nabolag som et skummelt sted, med kriminelle ungdommer og gjenger ved Tveitablokkene. Her går jeg tur med min yngste datter i barnevogna nesten hver dag. Jeg inviterer gjerne Simen Velle på trilletur i nabolaget mitt. Så kan han få lov til å møte folk i øyehøyde og snakke til dem, ikke om dem.

Heldigvis er Velle bare stortingsrepresentant, ikke minister. Det er takket være MDG. Jeg håper vi får mulighet til å blokkere FrP fra makt i Oslo til neste år også. Vi er i alle fall bedre rusta enn noensinne! Vi kan jo ta oss råd til å kopiere retorikken til FrP på ett punkt: la oss ta byen tilbake!

Det er fint å se et mer eller mindre samlet presse-Norge hamre løs på iNyheter. Men det er jo også litt frustrerende å se at dette først kommer når Helge Lurås, Ole Asbjørn Næss og Jarle Aabø har begått den ultimate synd, nemlig å mistenkeliggjøre media selv.

De konspiratoriske anklagene iNyheter har kommet med mot Redaktørforeningen og presse-Norge skiller seg jo ikke vesentlig fra de mange grove konspiratoriske og villedende uttalelsene og ubehagelige karakteristikkene som deles ut av iNyheters journalister på mer eller mindre daglig basis.

Vi snakker jo om de samme aktørene som sto bak Resett, som drev direkte rasistiske hetskampanjer. Med seg på laget har de nå fått mannen bak “Ja til bilen i Oslo”, som på mer eller mindre daglig bassis fyrte opp til hets og et voldsomt og aggressivt personfokus mot navngitte politikere, meg selv inkludert.

iNyheter spiller en destruktiv rolle i norsk offentlighet, akkurat slik forgjengeren Resett gjorde. Utrolig nok har de også lyktes i å karre til seg pressestøtte. De fortjener mer kritisk oppmerksomhet i den seriøse pressen. Ikke bare når deres virksomhet rammer media, men også når det rammer andre.

Dette må være noe av det frekkeste jeg har sett i mine snart 11 år i Oslopolitikken. “Vi har lyktes med å snu underskudd til overskudd”, skryter Oslos finansbyråd Hallstein Braaten Bjercke. Det er en løgn. Tallene i Oslos budsjetter er grønne fordi kommunen har fått økte overføringer fra staten både i fjor og i år. Gjennom budsjettforliket på Stortinget mellom AP og MDG, SV, Sp og Rødt fikk Oslo over 500 millioner ekstra. Mer enn nok til å kutte byrådets grove kutt i velferden.

Høyre og Venstre-byrådet skal altså ikke ha noen ære for dette. De har heller ikke gjort noen “snuoperasjon”. De tok over en kommune med sterk økonomi, mye penger på bok og lavere gjeldsgrad enn da de selv styrte sist. Dette har ikke stoppet dem fra å dikte opp en historie om “økonomisk krise”. Denne “økonomiske krisen” har de brukt som unnskyldning for å innføre de groveste kuttene i Oslos velferd på flere tiår. Samtidig som de har kuttet i kommunens inntekter gjennom å kutte eiendomsskatt til de dyreste boligene. Kutt i velferd for å gi skatteletter til de rikeste er gjenkjennelig høyrepolitikk.

Det har lenge vært et problem at media oppfatter borgelig styre som “normalen” i Oslo, og blir sløvere og mer ukritiske når Høyre styrer byen. Men de er heller ikke vant med så uærlige politikere som vi har nå. Hele historien til byrådet har vært en bløff siden de tiltrådte, og journalistene virker genuint forvirret om den økonomiske situasjonen til kommunen.

Dette bør være enkelt: hvis politikerne har råd til å redusere sine egne inntekter med 600 millioner i året, så er ikke kommunen i økonomiske krise. Når de samtidig kutter i velferd med mer enn 500 millioner, så er det ikke snakk om “krisegrep”, men en usosial politisk prioritering.

Kommunen har lomma full av penger, men “kuttene i 2026 må vi gjennomføre”, forklarer finansbyråden. Høyre og Venstre kutter altså i kommunens tilbud fordi de vil, ikke fordi de må. De mener at Oslos rikeste har hatt for lite penger i lommeboka, og at byens skoler, barnehager, eldreomsorg, ungdomstilbud og andre tjenester har vært for rause luksuriøse. Det er i det minste en ærlig sak.

卒業式が近づいている。 結局、就活もろくにせず、やりたいことも見つからないまま、 なんとなく好きだったあの子にも気持ちを伝えられず、 このまま卒業してしまう。

俺の住んでいる村は小さな村で、子どもは全部で三十人ほど。 今年卒業するのは、そのうちたった六人。 誰がどこへ行って、どんな仕事をするのか、 そんな噂は自然と耳に入ってくる。 何も決まっていないのは、俺だけだ。

そんなことを考えながら、川沿いの道を歩いていると、 釣りをしているおじさんの後ろ姿が見えた。 彼の横を通り過ぎようとしたとき、竿の先が一瞬だけこちらを向いた。 風もないのに、まるで意志を持っているかのように。

「遠回りかどうかは、個人の感覚に過ぎませんよ」 釣りを続けたまま、こちらを見ずに、 まるで何ターンも会話を飛ばして、大事な部分だけを短く伝えてくる。 何も相談していないのに。

「そんなもんすかねえ。俺は、他人がそう言ったなら、遠回りかなって思っちゃいますけど」 俺も分かったふうに、同じトーンで返す。 まるで、分かっているかのように。

それだけ言って、おじさんのそばを離れる。 内容なんて、どうでもいい。 ただ返事をし合うだけで、信号を渡し合うだけで、人は少しずつ成長する。 初めて話したとき、おじさんはそんなことを言っていた。 それ以来、俺たちは、ノリで会話を続けている。

おじさんは、すごい。 何がすごいのかは、うまく説明できないけれど。 この前なんて、柔道部のやつらがやってきて、「帯を締めてください」って頼んでた。 おじさんは黙って、静かに道着を正していた。

大浴場では、「一度も曲がらなかった」と噂されていた。 まっすぐに、ただまっすぐに歩く人だった。 「必要なら、村の木は切った方がいい」と言ったのも、彼だった。

あるとき、彼が珍しくこちらに話しかけてきたと思ったら、 それは独り言だった。 「飛行機から足を出して、憧れの先輩を語るような気持ちで生きていたい」 何の話かは、さっぱり分からないし、正直、関心もない。 でも、就活や恋愛で悩んでいる俺とは、まるで別の場所にいるようで、 その距離感が、少しだけ羨ましかった。

そして、おじさんは突然、すごい勢いでバンザイをした。 そのとき、横から見える肌が、思いのほかきれいだったことだけを、なぜか覚えている。

ーー遠回りかどうかは、個人の感覚に過ぎない。 何の話か分からなくても、そこに力を感じたなら、その言葉は本物だ。 その言葉がトリガーになったかは定かではないが、 俺は卒業式の日、気になっていたあの子に告白することにした。

I was going back home from a night out with some friends, and I drove past some of the places we used to go to. I know that the relationship was unhealthy and codependent, and it was really intense like a drug. But at the same time I wonder if I can grieve losing that drug. Like the thought of cuddling her, or watching TV while she lays on my chest and gently falls asleep. Her falling asleep on the car trip back.

En lo alto, en lo bajo, en las contradicciones: aparece y desaparece.

Parece ascender, estancarse o descender.

Parece estable e inestable: es ésto.

Sin expresarlo; más bien, como el pájaro que mira. Sólo ojo.

En la consciencia y en la inconsciencia.