from Micro essais

Il y a deux questions derrière ce « pourquoi ? » :

La première est celle de l’utilité, questionnable en effet. À quoi sert la poésie ?

La seconde est celle de l’impulsion, qui vient de soi, ne répond à aucune sollicitation extérieure et peut naître indépendamment de toute utilité, réelle ou perçue.

Alors, la poésie, ça sert à quoi ? À faire son intéressant ? À sauver le monde, ou du moins à essayer de le rendre un peu meilleur qu’il ne l’est ? À soigner les cœurs et les âmes ? À mettre un peu de beauté dans nos quotidiens ? À s’évader ? À prendre du recul ? À aider à vivre ? À vivre, tout simplement, mais vraiment, c'est-à-dire ne pas seulement survivre ?

Un peu de tout cela, sans doute. Chacune et chacun d’entre nous pourra trouver, parmi les propositions ci-dessus, celle ou celles qui lui conviendront le mieux, et pourra bien sûr se sentir libre d’en ajouter d’autres.

Je reviendrai sur deux d’entre elles :

La première, c’est la vertu thérapeutique de la poésie. Écrire de la poésie, ou lire de la poésie nous fait du bien. Lorsque mon père était malade, je lui envoyais régulièrement des poèmes, et il me disait que cela lui faisait du bien. Lorsque nous souffrons, la poésie, comme la musique, la littérature ou d’autres formes d’expression artistique, nous apaise.

Mais est-ce vraiment pour cela qu’on se décide, un jour, à écrire ?

Pour rendre le monde meilleur alors ? Quelle prétention ! Et pourtant, deux constats : le premier est que chaque poète en engendre d’autres. Écrire, c’est susciter d’autres vocations. C’est ouvrir pour beaucoup un nouveau champ des possibles. C’est révéler à soi et ouvrir à d’autres la possibilité de découvrir une facette de leur personnalité qu’elles n’avaient jamais exploré jusqu’alors. Il y a donc, par la poésie, une puissance de propagation dont l’ampleur est sans doute bien plus large que ce qui est perceptible, un peu comme un courant de profondeur indétectable depuis la surface.

Voilà qui m’amène au second constat : aucune lutte, aucun soulèvement, aucune mobilisation n’est possible s’il n’y a pas, quelque part enfoui profondément en nous une petite lueur qui nous dit que d’autres possibles sont possibles. Rien ne façonne plus profondément le monde réel que les mondes imaginaires. J’en veux pour preuve l’obsession des despotes pour l’appauvrissement des désirs. Ce qu’avait si bien démontré Orwell dans « 1984 » avec la « novlangue » a été appliqué pratiquement à la lettre par Goebbels : une propagande efficace suppose d’appauvrir la langue, la pensée et donc les désirs, afin de mieux soumettre les populations, avec leur consentement de surcroît.

Aussi modeste que soit la poésie, du moins en apparence, elle est un moyen de lutte. Elle est un ferment à préserver, une braise à entretenir à tout prix, un relai à transmettre entre les individus, les peuples et les générations.

Mais est-ce vraiment pour cela qu’on se décide, un jour, à écrire ?

Peut être. Mais peut-être pas. Je ne peux ici parler que pour moi.

J’ai d’abord écrit des essais, puis des poèmes. Les premiers répondent à une logique « fonctionnelle » : transmettre des savoirs, des analyses, émettre des propositions et faire circuler des idées. J’ai toutefois très tôt ressenti le besoin d’y ajouter une note personnelle, plus sensible, un peu comme des respirations.

Mais à mesure que je me suis orienté vers des textes plus poétiques, j’ai bien senti que j'étais face à une nécessité. Un impulsion, profonde, irrépressible, qui répondait à quelque chose qui montait de plus en plus fort en moi : de l’angoisse, de la colère, de la tristesse, face à la destruction systématique de ce que notre monde recèle de plus beau. De la consternation face à l’incurie de nos dirigeants, leur incompétence ou leur mauvaise foi, je ne sais, et donc leur incapacité à discerner ce qui est essentiel, vital, de ce qui ne sont que des moyens. J'étais submergé par une profonde détresse et un sentiment d’impuissance face à ce glissement progressif, ce « crash mou » du socle sinon d’une civilisation, du moins d’une capacité de vivre ensemble, de vivre vraiment, pleinement et épanouis.

Alors, que faire ?

Devenir fou. En crever.

Ou fuir.

Et s’il existait une autre voie ?

Écrire. Créer. Ne pas laisser l’angoisse, la colère, la tristesse, la consternation et l’aigreur gagner et tout emporter. En faire quelque chose, même si c’est peu.

Entretenir la flamme, pour pouvoir un jour la transmettre.

Vivre.

« Mieux vaut allumer une bougie que de maudire les ténèbres »

 
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from The happy place

Today I saw a little girl carefully balancing through the train car with a small box of strawberry jam clutched to her heart, a frown of deep concentration was on her little face as she passed me by

Walking the same path some time later: a big bald man, a miniature whiskey bottle in his giant fist, clutched also

And I got word of a dead relative through SMS from my mum (who I don’t talk to much no more, we’ve run out of things to say to each other)

And I quit my old job, as the new one is lined up finally

And lastly, I saw a man with a big butt crack walking by, wearing black jeans jacket and black jeans. There was something sad I couldn’t put my finger on, his eyes maybe, about his kind face. (I saw this as I went for a stroll to stretch my weary legs …)

An eventful journey indeed

 
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from Chemin tournant

On entend la corne d'une locomotive rouge qui traine avec lenteur à travers le multicorps de la ville soixante wagons de marchandises. Puis le souffle de l'eau contre le béton de l'abattoir général, où l’on verse annuellement le sang de quatre-vingt-dix-mille bœufs. Éclate le cri des bouchers à l'adresse d'une bête tremblante. On entend : Tue-le ! et le train, sa voix, ses yeux qui chassent des fantômes marchant sur son chemin de fer. Entrent par vent du sud le relent des vidures, et plus tard du nord, aussi longue à durer dans l'air qu'un sermon de pasteur, l’âcreté des ordures qui flambent encore, du plastique, des herbes à demi sèches qui ne demandaient rien.

#Fenêtresurville #Didascalies

Fenêtre sur ville

 
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from EpicMind

Philippe de Champaigne: Vanitas

Ich kenne kaum jemanden, der keine To-do-Liste führt. Manche arbeiten mit Apps, andere mit Notizbüchern, Haftzetteln oder ausgeklügelten Produktivitätssystemen. Trotzdem bleibt am Ende vieler Tage ein ähnliches Gefühl zurück: Man war beschäftigt, hat zahlreiche kleine Dinge erledigt – und dennoch scheint das Wesentliche liegen geblieben zu sein. Genau diese Erfahrung hat mich dazu gebracht, mich intensiver mit einer Methode auseinanderzusetzen, die bei agilen Methoden oft angewendet wird: Time Boxing.

Was ist Time Boxing?

Die Grundidee ist einfach. Aufgaben werden nicht nur gesammelt oder priorisiert, sondern erhalten einen konkreten Platz im Kalender. Statt bloss festzuhalten, was erledigt werden soll, wird auch definiert, wann und wie lange daran gearbeitet wird. Eine Aufgabe wird damit zu einem verbindlichen Termin – ähnlich wie ein Meeting oder ein Arztbesuch.

Statt lediglich aufzuschreiben, dass die Steuererklärung erledigt werden muss, reservierst Du beispielsweise am Dienstag von 19:00 bis 20:00 Uhr Zeit für das Sortieren der Unterlagen. Statt „Präsentation vorbereiten“ steht im Kalender: „Mittwoch, 14:00 bis 15:30 Uhr: Folien finalisieren“. Aufgaben bleiben dadurch nicht abstrakt oder unverbindlich, sondern erhalten einen festen Platz im Alltag.

Warum klassische To-do-Listen oft nicht ausreichen

To-do-Listen haben durchaus ihre Berechtigung – sie helfen dabei, Aufgaben nicht zu vergessen und Mental Load auszulagern. Das Problem beginnt dort, wo Listen immer länger werden und dabei jede Aufgabe scheinbar denselben Stellenwert erhält.

Ich beobachte bei mir selbst immer wieder einen typischen Effekt: Kleine, einfache Aufgaben werden bevorzugt erledigt, weil sie schnell ein Gefühl von Fortschritt vermitteln. Schliesslich kann ich so schnell viele Dinge abhaken. Schwierige oder langfristige Aufgaben dagegen werden aufschoben – oft tagelang, obwohl sie eigentlich wichtiger wären.

Hinzu kommt, dass To-do-Listen selten realistisch mit der verfügbaren Zeit abgeglichen werden. Viele Menschen planen an einem einzigen Tag Aufgaben für zehn oder zwölf Stunden konzentrierter Arbeit ein, obwohl gleichzeitig Sitzungen, Unterbrechungen und spontane Anfragen stattfinden. Das führt fast zwangsläufig zu Frustration.

Time Boxing zwingt zu einer anderen Perspektive. Die zentrale Frage lautet nicht mehr nur: „Was muss ich tun?“, sondern auch: „Wann genau tue ich es – und wie viel Zeit ist mir diese Aufgabe tatsächlich wert?“

Wie ich die Methode im Alltag anwende

In der Praxis funktioniert Time Boxing vor allem dann gut, wenn Aufgaben möglichst konkret formuliert und in kleinere Einheiten zerlegt werden. „Wohnung putzen“ ist eine schlechte Timebox. „20 Minuten Küche reinigen“ oder „15 Minuten Unterlagen sortieren“ funktioniert deutlich besser. Dasselbe gilt beruflich: „Projekt vorbereiten“ bleibt zu vage. Präziser sind Zeitfenster wie „45 Minuten Konzept skizzieren“ oder „30 Minuten Offerten prüfen“.

Wichtig ist ausserdem, den Zeitbedarf realistisch einzuschätzen. Analytische oder kreative Arbeiten dauern häufig länger als zunächst gedacht, und konzentrierte Arbeit ist anstrengender als ein Tag voller kleiner Aufgaben und Unterbrechungen. Ich plane deshalb bewusst Reserven und freie Zwischenräume ein. Ein lückenlos gefüllter Kalender sieht zwar effizient aus, funktioniert in der Realität aber selten. Time Boxing wird erst dann wirklich nützlich, wenn es nicht als starres Korsett verstanden wird, sondern als flexible Struktur das eigene #Zeitmanagement unterstützt.

Der eigentliche Vorteil: Konzentration statt Dauerreaktion

Der grösste Nutzen liegt für mich weniger in besserer Planung als in besserer Konzentration. Viele Menschen verbringen ihre Tage in einem Zustand permanenter Reaktion: E-Mails beantworten, Nachrichten lesen, kurz etwas prüfen, auf einen Anruf reagieren – und dann wieder zurück zur eigentlichen Aufgabe, bis die nächste Unterbrechung folgt.

Das Problem dabei ist nicht nur die verlorene Zeit. Ständige Unterbrechungen erschweren tiefere Konzentration. Komplexe Aufgaben benötigen oft eine gewisse Anlaufzeit, bevor produktives Arbeiten überhaupt möglich wird. Während einer klar definierten Timebox versuche ich deshalb möglichst konsequent, Ablenkungen auszuschalten: kein offener Messenger, keine E-Mails nebenbei, keine „kurzen“ Kontrollblicke aufs Smartphone. Selbst Fokusblöcke von 30 bis 60 Minuten können dabei erstaunlich wirksam sein.

Diese Methode funktioniert übrigens auch im Privatleben. Viele Vorhaben scheitern nicht an mangelnder Motivation, sondern daran, dass sie keinen festen Platz im Alltag erhalten. Lesen, Sport oder persönliche Projekte bleiben diffus und werden auf später verschoben. Wer bewusst Zeitfenster dafür reserviert, erhöht die Wahrscheinlichkeit deutlich, dass diese Dinge tatsächlich stattfinden.

Die Grenzen der Methode

Trotz ihrer Vorteile ist Time Boxing keine universelle Lösung. Kreative Prozesse verlaufen selten linear, und nicht jedes Problem löst sich innerhalb von exakt 45 Minuten. Übertriebene Planung kann schnell ins Gegenteil kippen: Wer jede Viertelstunde kontrollieren und optimieren möchte, produziert zusätzlichen #Stress statt mehr Klarheit. Time Boxing funktioniert aus meiner Sicht am besten als pragmatische Orientierungshilfe – nicht als Versuch, jeden Moment maximal effizient auszunutzen.

Ein einfacher Einstieg

Wer die Methode ausprobieren möchte, muss dafür nicht den gesamten Alltag umstellen. Oft genügt es, zwei oder drei wichtige Aufgaben pro Tag bewusst als Timebox im Kalender zu reservieren – besonders solche, die sonst gerne aufgeschoben oder von Unterbrechungen verdrängt werden. Hilfreich ist, die Zeitfenster eher etwas kürzer zu halten und bewusst Puffer einzuplanen. Viele Menschen stellen nach kurzer Zeit fest, dass sie nicht unbedingt mehr arbeiten, aber klarer und konzentrierter. Time Boxing funktioniert übrigens besonders gut im Kontext des Task-Batchings, eine Methode, die ich auch schon vorgestellt habe.

Time Boxing hilft letztlich nicht nur dabei, produktiver zu werden. Es schafft vor allem ein bewussteres Verhältnis zur eigenen Zeit – und damit auch zur Frage, womit man seine Aufmerksamkeit überhaupt verbringen möchte.


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Bildquelle Philippe de Champaigne (1602–1674): Vanitas, Musée de Tessé, Le Mans, Public Domain.

Disclaimer Teile dieses Texts wurden mit Deepl Write (Korrektorat und Lektorat) überarbeitet. Für die Recherche in den erwähnten Werken/Quellen und in meinen Notizen wurde NotebookLM von Google verwendet.

Topic #ProductivityPorn

 
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from The Poet Sky

A white girl with brown and blue-green hair down to her shoulders.  She's wearing glasses and has sparkly pink cheeks, along with blue eyeshadow.  Her glasses have a blue and white cloudy sky pattern on them.  She's wearing a black, sleeveless dress, just visible as the picture is focused on her head.  She has a blue pendant on. Photo by IMMAGINÉ PHOTOGRAPHY

Listen to Your Mother 2026 is TOMORROW! We've got a talented cast bringing a lot of heartfelt stories to the event, and I still can't believe I'm one of them. It's from 7:30pm to 9:30pm tomorrow, May 9th, and I highly encourage everyone to attend.

Tickets are here. The show will be streamed on YouTube if you can't be there in person, and available after the show if you can't afford $15 for a livestream ticket (which I understand, I'm unemployed). All proceeds go to the Teen Empowerment Center in Rochester, NY.

I'm so honored to be a part of this cast. I cannot overstate how powerful and emotional every story is. We each have a different experience, no two of us are alike. It's wild to think that I auditioned for this with no dream that I'd be chosen, then yesterday I was rehearsing with the rest of the cast at Hochstein.

I hope everyone can make it. Love you all!

#ListenToYourMother2026

 
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from bios

8: The Rehabilitation Of Necessity


He escapes from the clinic. Weeks of complaining about his feet, aching, sore to walk on, walking around the rehab wincing. There were discussions, in the three years he's been in rehab he has tried to run twice before – but now his feet are so sore. He walks barefoot around the rehab, wincing when anyone looks at him.

His job is to scrape the pap off the bottom of the pot, the giant pot for forty five people, every morning and night, and he complains that he can no longer do it. No one else will scrape the pot. And so they took Sbuda to the clinic. Just before he leaves he asks that they get his sneakers from the clothes he has locked up in the office.

It takes them five days to find him. They look for him by waiting. He returns shoeless, in an openbacked hospital gown and a medicated daze. He had tried to walk to home and gotten half way, to the city centre, where after three days of walking, he had smoked. Passed out from hunger, exhaustion and nyaope he was found and taken to a hospital. Identified. They phoned his people, who had the rehab pick him up. Another six months they said. Three years six months in the rehab. They have never once visited him, they do not want him home, they do not want to deal with him. They pay for him to stay here. Scraping the pap from the pot, sleeping in the drone of the stepwork, frustrated by endless repeated viewings of the John Wicks, the Transporters, Despicable Mes.

“Wrestling,” he says, “why can't we ever watch the wrestling.” Whenever he asks, someone says, “Hey Sbuda, where are your shoes?”

The TV is cracked. There is one USB stick. No wifi. No way to download new things to watch. No staff in the office to do it if there was.

Sbuda has spent most of his life living under a bridge near the airport, hustling for money at the entrances, stealing scrap, smoking. He does not imagine any other life.

Someone else escapes during a football match against another rehab. He scores a goal and then vanishes. He told everyone he was going to do it in the afternoon meeting the day before, after he had led us in the third step prayer. His girlfriend is pregnant he has heard, he needs to know if he is the father. Soccer is banned from then on.

Scofield is so named because he has broken out of this rehab eight times, once by setting it on fire. One section of the dorms was rendered uninhabitable and so many sleep on the floor of the common area -the squatters, the rest packed into bunks three high, welded by inmates, the admitted, whoever. Badly welded. Often breaking under the movement of a skommel. Scofield was bought here in chains by the green beans. He has been in thirty two rehabs in his life. He is twenty six years old. Willingness.

Another arrives on a pole, strung up as if to slaughter, hashtagged by his own people, ranting that if he closes his eyes the world will end. He cuts his foot open on the broken tiles in the shower while dancing and trying to keep his eyes open. There are no bandages, he waits bleeding into toilet paper for a day until one of the staff can take him to the clinic. This is his third time here.

The dorm and clinic visits are managed by two former attendees of the rehab. No homes that will take them back, they have been absorbed into ebb and return. No way to navigate any discernible future. At least they are not using. One clean for two years, one going on eight.

He's 20 maybe and comes in willing and then soon confesses he is doing this not for himself but for his people. He will smoke as soon as he leaves. He spends large portions of his time talking to the ancestors, or the wall. After two weeks he tries to escape through the roof, is pulled back in by his feet, and chained to his bed for three days. After that is two weeks of short steps and dishes duty. It makes for so much happiness when people are punished with dishes, then everyone else gets to take a break.

“It's not so bad, two weeks,” he says. His previous rehab, somewhere in the forest, everyone was on short steps, the whole six months, and chained to your bed every night. “Only church, no stepwork, prayer and garden work, and ntwala. Not like these small ones here, big ones, you could never sleep, so we slept away from the beds, standing up.”

He is enthusiastic in step class, always vocal about finding recovery, after three months he leaves and is in hospital after three days — caught smoking, his brother has beaten him into intensive care.

A youngster, maybe 16 comes in for meth, hashtagged in reported fervour by the dorm managers, in his own bathroom, at his father's place, he thought his father loved him, but here? He still wants to party, he is after all, young. His people want him to stop cigarettes as well, they are not allowed to give him smokes from his tuckshop, he trades duties for two gwaai, will sweep, mop, do dishes, anything for gwaai. There is an established informal economy around these situations. Trading crips, goslows, stoksweets, eleven rand mylife, anything from the ten rand a day tuckshop to get out of duties. A system of privilege has formed around those who get sugar, coffee, tea smuggled in by the dorm managers. The two dorm managers are barely paid -their lodging and food and a small stipend of R2500 a month for the most senior, who has maintenance and debt, nothing for the junior – they extract a percentage of these smokkels for themselves, for control. Three months in a meal can be sent to you by your people, KFC and shoprite cakes mostly. Building up to a three month mark is a plague of begging, “what duties can I do for you?”

A handyman is bought in to start repairing the fire damaged dorm. He is outside working on a door when the kid spots his chance to escape. Over the back wall. He makes for the freeway. The family next door shriek, “Faithy go tell the Uncle one of his people is getting out!”. There is a scramble for the chains and the car, as they head out. They find him three blocks away, lost, he does not know the area and everyone he passes is running back to the rehab, whatsapping, telling him to go back, for his own good. They pull up and he gets in, they hashtag him anyway, he'll be in short steps for two weeks.

There are no medical professionals here. It is handled by the dorm managers, sometimes they forget. Methadone is for five days maximum and the withdrawals kicking convulsively in the night are surrounded by threats, to shut the fuck up and stop crying. Those who snore are woken up, those who dream loudly are told to stop dreaming. Everyone sleeps on their own particular precipice.

Three months in being kept awake by the shadows of these kicks, still inhabiting my bones, unwilling to let me sleep, when I hear a bird in the night, I look up at the crumbling chipboard of the bunk above me, and try to trace its flight across the unimaginable sky. Closing my eyes its cries are bright pin pricks in a line against the darkness.

In the spasms of the night the shadow of a cat, the rustling of a crips packet under a bed somewhere.

“It's the ancestors!”

“Cat's are evil, get it out, get it out!”

“It's the mouse, you guys must clean up your snacks man.”

In the bathroom sometime in the hushed rhythm of other people's breathing, re-reading again The Eagle Has Landed – the only book on the fucked shelves that has it's ending intact, most are ripped out to use as dustpans for morning duties – addicts, man. Here is where I escape the no-sleep of three months in, the bathroom door has a hole in it, the stalls no doors at all, the toilets no seats or broken seats, the shower handles no handles, the mirror is scraps of reflection after an ancient tantrum, my legs kick unbidden while balancing on a three legged plastic chair trying to quiet a mind awake with regret and the opportunities I must grasp when I get out, for I have a life to rebuild, occasionally punctuated by the shitting of someone, half asleep, trying not to catch my eye.

Signalling it could be time to try get some actual sleep, around three thirty am the seekers of hot water start whispering in to the bathroom – where there is no bath – lining up and otherwising. There are shouts of shutthefuckup walking back through the common area, a double volume cold space, maybe fifteen by fifteen and ten high, where we eat, watch TV, have meetings, step classes, and where some sleep. This was once a mortuary, then a church, then a gym, apparently the guy who ran the gym needed to get clean, so he started a rehab. Passing the just waking dorm guy, who is up to start the porridge, three hours of stirring a pot that is three times too big for the only plate that is working on the stove that strains under the weight of the stirring. Between stirs he sleeps on a thin sponge in a former coldroom and scrolls through chattering upbeat tiktok motivationals, how to get that money yo, how to get that bitch yo.

Sleep comes just in time for Sekunjalo, the six am call and the bashing of feet for the slow to get up, Se! Kun! Jaloooo! Often self appointed kings of the rehab will try to do this five minutes earlier than the dorm guy, he lets them – mostly they are tolerated, ignored.

Morning meeting, readings from the NA Daily Reflections, identifications, airing of issues, then din pap, two sugars, no milk, no butter, fights break out daily over who gets the few extra bowls. Standing in the three by fifteen concrete yard, crowding around those who might let go of a sip coffee, eating pap before it gets cold, sitting on upended old paint buckets, the chipboard comes out and good natured arguments break out over who gets to play with the single set of dominoes. Milling, milling.

A scuttled together kennel of sorts houses Bullet, black dog, grey in years, the longest inmate here, shuffles, wobbles out to the pap pot scrapings Sbuda dutifully shovels into an icecream bak. The bored tease Bullet until he lashes out, too old to actually bite. Step class is at eight thirty. It's enough to just stand in the dust and feel the sun, until it's time to peel off to mop, to move the room around, bring in the desk and chairs.

Step class is given by someone who was here, is now years clean, about eight pay attention, the rest sleep on the side benches. The diligent copy out the questions, third time round, fourth time around they'll also be sleeping. The person giving class is often too beset with all the admin of the place, organising gwaai, toiletries, visits, intake, etc, that step class is given by other people, sometimes those who've been longest in this place, sometimes people who've passed through, live in the area, have free time. There are lots of those, there is a cycle of months clean, years clean, success stories, with free time. Sometimes one of them simply no longer appears..

Tea is a quarter loaf of powder bread, margarine and thin juice. After step class lunch is a quarter loaf of bread and gravy, sometimes three tins of fish divided, sometimes dahl, sometimes salted carrots but always the packet gravy. After lunch the rush to rearrange the room to set up the TV to be in front to re-watch John Wick or Power Book: Ghost, all of it. A mishmash of din sponges and threadbare blankets and sleep and bravado.

By two pm in the dusty yard we are circling the tuckshop door, it is just punctuation. Something that happens in the midst of all this nothing that happens. There is step work but there is no sense of the outside. Of what to do when you get out, and it translates into a sort of listlessness, a tired impatience with everything. “Tuckshop must open now. These guys are fucking around.” The dorm guy arrives back with packet crips that must be repackaged and someone gets that privilege. Bullet digs in the 30cm square attempt at a vegetable patch, from seeds hustled from kitchen duties preparing the supper, stywe pap with gravy, some boiled down vegetables, maybe a russian, sometimes chicken pieces, cut in two, half per person.

There is space out back to grow a proper vegetable garden and it's a common thing to want, but it will never happen, if allowed out there someone might try to escape.

Faith appears on the roof of the house next to the rehab, punctually as tuck shop is open, whatever time it is open, and she always calls out, “Het iemand seep?”

She is maybe ten, and her parents smoke – at night we smell the indanda seeping into the dorm window, the smell of plastic burning, copper being mined from the broken appliances mined from other people's discards – but fresh from school she is on the roof asking for soap, for rollons, for crips, for stoksweets. She only takes toiletries that are still sealed. She will take anything from the tuckshop, even the smallest leftovers of a goslows. She will talk for hours with anyone, any conversation always abbreviated into wants, needs, but also long enjambements about her friends and her brother, and what shit they caught on at school. She disappears when other opportunities present. “Okay, bye, but tomorrow as jy he' seep.”

Just before supper is the afternoon meeting, on hot days out in the yard, and never is there anyone willing to share, there is a list and generally when it's time there is an excuse and a battle to get someone anyone but not the same perpetually willing who share the same story over and over. On lucky days someone from outside who has free time, clean time and free time, and will fire everyone up with hope.

After dinner, the seeds saved from the whatever vegetables are taken outside in darkness, and we plant them in the dust of Bullet's diggings. The sky is sodium orange light from the nearby factories and security zones, barely a star is visible. I point to the evening star.

“That's a satellite”, I am told, “they're all satellites.”

“How can there be so many satellites?”

“I only see two.”

I cup my hands into a sort of shield against the orange miasma and ask him to do the same and look directly up.

“Oh no, yassis, those can't all be satellites”.

There is thumping music from just, it feels just next door, friday, saturday, sundays. Sundays is slow jams, nineties RnB. I start to anticipate my Janet Jackson moment as soon as the thumping starts on Fridays nine pm, just before weekend lights out. On the first night I hear it I imagine a two story building, a nightclub above some sort of shopping centre, a dancefloor, booths. I imagine wrong.

Dreaming of being out one slow jam sunday in the dark, there is the occasional “Jirre daai nommer!” from the bed above me. I say something about wanting to go dancing there, at that place. It is not a place for dancing. What I am hearing is a car wash. An open area where on weekends one guy parks his car and pumps tunes, other people pull up in their cars to listen, and to smoke, and assumingly buy, meth. Sure there is dancing, but it is not a club.

In a two kilometre square radius from the rehab there are nine other rehabs. In this area, a grid of streets, of falling down smartly kept houses, a merchant is in walking distance on any road. The local economy is spazas and meth – two giant supermarket chains suck money out of the community, employing few. There is little here to do with time.

The rehab prepares for bed in the same settling way night after night, everyone slowly peeling off to bed, small conversations. Just before this, lights not quite out, an argument. Muffled shouts and suddenly someone is on the floor and everyone is piling in on the beating. It takes the junior dorm manager to stop it, he separates the other dorm manager from the relapse patient. An old disagreement, an insult. The patient is punished, chained to his bed, given duties. The dorm manager is verbally disciplined the next day, but who else will wake up at three to make the din pap, and manage the tuckshop and cook all the meals and keep the peace.

The food is shit because this rehab costs R2800 a month, the services are limited, the counselling is limited, there is no preparedness for finding work, or even getting your ID or going back to school because this rehab costs R2800 a month.

R2800 a month is more than a third of the average monthly salary in this area. It is an entire pension. But it is cheaper than having an addict in the house.

This place is an organic response to a need. It is not registered, filling in a gap, cannot apply for funding, must stay under the radar. Kunjalo, nje.

Woken by mumbling underneath the symphony of uneasy breathing, Sbuda at the window, clutching at the bars, mumbling and crying. Touching him on the arm starts him awake. Dazed, he says, “I thought I was at my grandmom's house.” Behind him, beyond the shadow of Faith's roof, a night bird cries it's path beyond the sodium haze, against an invisible sky. .

He makes his way back to his bed, lying down in a crackling of forgotten crips packets.

“Is that the cat,” shouts from the other room.

“Ek sal dit vrek maak, oor de muur gooi!”

“Skommel jy Sbuda?”

“Hey, Sbuda, where are your shoes?”

 
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from Shared Visions

This May, in Nikšić, we gather to do something we have been working toward for two years: the founding of a international cooperative of visual artists, headquartered in Belgrade and built across the region. From 16 to 20 May 2026, the Shared Visions network travels to Montenegro for its founding assembly. Five days of working sessions on cooperativism, organising in culture, art market research, solidarity economies and digital tools to build more just and equitable art infrastructures.

Three sessions are specifically crafted for public:

→ 17 May, 10:00-12:00 at City Museum Nikšić — Mapping the Visual Arts Market. A presentation of comparative research across Serbia, Bulgaria, Montenegro and North Macedonia, alongside reports from the Netherlands, Belgium, Portugal and Ukraine.

→ 18 May, 20:00-21:30 at Black Metallurgy Institute Nikšić — Archiving the Ungovernable. A talk and convivium with Landscape Choreography and MACAO (Milan), drawing on more than a decade of self-organised cultural practice and fight for the commons.

→ 20 May, 14:00-17:00 at Black Metallurgy Institute Nikšić — Founding Assembly. The day we formally constitute the cooperative and celebrate! Come for one session, come for all of them. The questions we keep returning to, for whom are we producing art, whose is the art infrastructure, how do we sustain artistic work outside extractive logics — are not ones we can answer alone.

 
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from Turbulences

Il promettait tant, pour rien. Mais ne donnait rien, pourtant. Tu cherchais du réconfort, Dans l’oubli d’un alcool fort.

Mais rien à faire. La came isole. Après, c’est l’enfer.

On dit qu’il délie les langues, Qu’il brise la glace, qu’il crée des liens. Mais à un moment ça tangue, Et tu repars d’encore plus loin.

Car rien à faire. La came isole. Après, c’est l’enfer.

Tu cherches refuge dans l’alcool, Il faut bien que tu te console. Mais plus ça va plus tu t’isoles. Jusqu’au moment où tu t’affoles.

Non, rien à faire. La came isole. Après, c’est l’enfer.

Et qu’importe la substance, Il faut que tu garde le contrôle. Ne laisse pas la dépendance, Entrer dans ton existence.

Sinon, rien à faire. La came isole. Après, c’est l’enfer.

 
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from G A N Z E E R . T O D A Y

My plan was to dive into PROJECT HOURGLASS by May 1st, but I'm not yet done with PROJECT ROSEWATER or KILLJOY, partly because getting anything built and/or installed in Cairo demands undivided micromanagement.

Kitchen is now a hair away from final-final completion (whenever you think you're done, a new loose thread seems to reveal itself). Renovation on the unit upstairs is finally finished (exceeeept for a minor plumbing thing and some woodwork that needs mending). Today I try to get mirrors installed on a big unfinished wall in the building entrance (the original plan was to create an original mural for it, but I'm learning to take things off my plate when the pile gets too high. and the mirrors will be a good fix).

Other things needed for the studio are: – Closet – Storage Unit for Works on Paper – Shelves and Cabinets for the washroom/storage room – Sofa (in an effort to make my life more difficult, there's a particular design for it I'm looking to get made). – Rocking chair (which will serve as my reading chair—settling into my old age with acceptance). – Side table (to go with said rocking chair—already have the marble slab that will serve as the tabletop, cut out of the kitchen counter to make way for the electric stove top, which means said table will need to be custom-built). – Floor lamp (for the reading/rocking chair) – Additional table on casters (also have a design in mind for it 🙃) – 3 Assorted table lamps – 1 wall-light fixture – Assorted mirrors (to reflect the light around the eerily dark corner of the studio) – 2 floating shelves

And then and only then will I finally feel situated in my new digs. Which puts me at... what? 50 years from now at this rate?

#journal

 
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from folgepaula

What love wants is to be wise.

Dad has cancer, he told me two weeks ago, as casually as someone saying, “pass the salt, please.” I decided to dance his dance, to give him the comfort of following his tone. So, just like someone passing the salt, I answered: “Hm, and how are you feeling?” He told me about the radiotherapy treatment that will start soon, that he isn’t afraid of death. I joked and said: the last time I visited you at ICU (that was in 2017, when he had a heart attack) I brought you some books to keep you entertained in the room, since they wouldn’t let you have access to anything. After bringing you a pile of books, I asked: “Dad, anything else you want?” and you answered, “Yes, I want to be cremated.” We both laughed.

And then I told him I was reading The Symposium by Plato. That in 380 b.C, the greek philosophers got together to discuss what is love. And what love wants. The conclusion from Plato is, what love wants is to be wise. Saturn, by castrating his father (Uranus), who is the sky and the time (which makes a lot of sense, because the sky is the imprint of time, literally), creates a cave with his semen, and inside it he keeps humans. The cave is an allegory for our system of beliefs. We're constantly moving in life from one cave to the other. We start life in the mother uterus, then we move to the family uterus, the friend's uterus, the university uterus, the work uterus, and finally the final uterus, which is the grave. Saturn is fundamentally this force that tries to control things. Tries to keep us inside the cave, as if that it could prevent us of being devoured by Uranus (time). But there is no way to escape. Thinking of other traditions, like the jewish one, what greeks call “Saturn” I understand in Kabbalah being represented as “Binah”.
Binah is the feminine, the great uterus that gives shape to this infinite masculine energy flow known as Gevurah (in greek mithology, “Mars”). Without the vessel (Binah), this flow is nothing but infinite potential. The irony is: what limits, what contains, is also what gives shape and forms life. Creating does not exist without the two elements.

He told me he still hasn’t shared the news with my older sister, his daughter from his first marriage, because he wasn’t sure how she might react and she had already her other concerns in life. Then he asked me what I thought. I answered: “Well, you clearly think I am on vacation, right?” And he laughed a bit more. I suggested he might wait another week, start the radiotherapy and see how it goes, and then give her a call, since she deserves to know. The cave is always destroyed, but it is nice to have some time to process things. He thought it was indeed a good idea. And then he said he knew he should talk to me from the very beginning, not because he thinks I am in permanent vacation (haha), but because he knew I could hold it. And I think in that moment my dad did more for our connection than he has done in a long time, because he trusted me. And that's all I actually need from him.

/May26

 
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from An Open Letter

I think I’m starting to feel comfortable being the person that I am. I feel like I’ve now had an avenue to meet essentially an unlimited stream of people through 222, and I feel like that has really given me a lot of confidence on depart like I felt like I couldn’t control and so I’m feeling like a complete lack of dread and I feel like that makes me feel more content as a person.

 
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from SmarterArticles

In a Davos meeting room in January 2026, a panel of chief executives, labour economists, and education ministers sat through a slide nobody seemed entirely able to answer. It was a simple chart drawn from the World Economic Forum's recent labour data: the traditional corporate ladder, with its familiar pyramid geometry of firms feeding juniors through years of progressively more demanding work, was losing its middle rungs. The session had been meant to reassure executives that the 170 million jobs the Forum projected would be created by 2030 would more than offset the 92 million expected to vanish. Instead, it produced one of the week's most uncomfortable discussions, because the numbers at the bottom of the ladder had started to tell a different story from the numbers at the top.

In the most AI-exposed occupations in the United States, employment among workers aged 22 to 25 had fallen by 13 per cent since late 2022, according to a Stanford Digital Economy Lab study by Erik Brynjolfsson, Bharat Chandar, and Ruyu Chen, updated in November 2025 and titled, with studied understatement, “Canaries in the Coal Mine?”. Older workers in the same occupations had seen their employment hold steady or grow. Entry-level work, the Forum's own March 2026 analysis noted bluntly, was not being redistributed. It was being redefined out of existence. The message the Davos panel kept circling was that the foundation for the next generation of senior experts was being removed at the same pace as the work it had historically performed.

Three weeks later, on 13 February 2026, the Guardian published an investigation by Lucy Knight with additional reporting by Sumaiya Motara titled “The big AI job swap: why white-collar workers are ditching their careers”. It ran a sequence of portraits: Jacqueline Bowman, a 30-year-old Californian freelance writer whose work “kind of dried up” in 2024; Janet Feenstra, a 52-year-old academic editor in Malmö who had left a decade at Malmö University to retrain as a baker; Richard, 39, a chartered occupational health and safety professional in Northampton who had taken “a huge cut” to retrain as an electrical engineer; Paola Adeitan, 31, who had abandoned her plans to become a solicitor despite a law degree and a master's. Angela Joyce, chief executive of Capital City College in London, confirmed “steady growth in students of all ages” enrolling in engineering, culinary, and childcare programmes. A 2023 UK Department for Education report found finance, law, and business management among the most AI-exposed occupations; a King's College London study from October 2025 identified software engineering and management consultancy as facing the steepest AI-driven declines.

What made the Guardian piece difficult to classify was that the people in it had not, for the most part, been made redundant. They had looked at a future they could not see the bottom of and decided to jump. Carl Benedikt Frey of the Oxford Internet Institute, whose 2013 paper with Michael Osborne launched the entire modern genre of automation-panic statistics, told the Guardian something almost embarrassed: manual work “is going to be harder to automate”, yes, but career decisions driven by hypotheticals rather than evidence might produce their own harms. Dr Bouke Klein Teeselink of King's College offered a different warning: “becoming really good at working with AI is probably going to be a skill that will pay off”.

By early 2026, a number of writers and researchers had converged on a framing that the economic vocabulary of displacement could not quite capture. The most influential of these, circulating widely on Substack, in newsletters, and across professional networks, was built around a single phrase: the apprenticeship severance. The argument was that what was being lost was not principally jobs, or wages, or even the first rung of a ladder. What was being severed was the mechanism through which one generation of professionals had historically transmitted tacit knowledge, professional judgement, and domain expertise to the next. The loss, in other words, was epistemic before it was economic. If the mechanism disappeared before a replacement existed, the consequences would not land for five years, or ten, but would surface as a slow subsidence in the quality of senior expertise two decades out, when today's missing juniors were supposed to be tomorrow's partners, principals, and surgeons.

This is an argument worth taking seriously on its own terms, because it says something the standard productivity-and-displacement debate cannot.

The Thing That Cannot Be Written Down

The Hungarian-British philosopher Michael Polanyi spent the second half of his life worrying about what he called the tacit dimension of knowledge. In his 1966 book of the same name, he offered the formulation that would define the field: “we can know more than we can tell”. His examples were ordinary and devastating. We recognise a familiar face without being able to list the features that identify it. A driver cannot be produced by reading the theory of the motorcar. A swimmer does not swim by consulting the physics of buoyancy. There is, Polanyi argued, a whole order of human capability that resists articulation, and it is transmitted not by instruction but by contact: the apprentice watches the master, absorbs rhythms, imitates, fails, adjusts, and eventually acquires the same unarticulated competence.

The sociologist Harry Collins spent decades refining this idea. In his 2010 book Tacit and Explicit Knowledge, Collins broke the concept down into three types. Relational tacit knowledge is the sort that could, in principle, be written down, but in practice is not, because the effort of articulation is too great or the social context too specific. Somatic tacit knowledge is what the body knows: balance, coordination, the grip of a surgeon's hand. Collective tacit knowledge, in Collins's view, is the only truly irreducible form, the kind that exists not in any individual at all but in the fabric of a social group, and which can only be acquired by long immersion in that group's practices.

What all three types share is a resistance to codification. You do not learn them by reading a document. You learn them by being placed, awkwardly and often inefficiently, alongside somebody who already has them, and by spending enough time in that proximity that something percolates. In professional contexts, that structured proximity has a name: apprenticeship. The junior associate buried in a document review is not, from the firm's perspective, primarily performing document review. They are developing a sense of what cases look like, what contracts signal, how partners think, when to push back, when to shut up. Document review is the pretext. The product is the slow accretion of professional judgement.

This is the core of the epistemic argument. If you automate away the pretext, you do not thereby eliminate the need for the product. You just eliminate one of the primary mechanisms by which the product was ever produced.

The Surgical Analogy Nobody Wants

The person who has done more than anyone to document what happens when this kind of severance occurs in real working environments is Matt Beane, an assistant professor in the Technology Management Program at UC Santa Barbara. His 2019 paper in Administrative Science Quarterly, “Shadow Learning: Building Robotic Surgical Skill When Approved Means Fail”, remains the clearest field study of the phenomenon, and it concerns not lawyers or consultants but surgeons.

Beane's work began with a puzzle. American hospitals had rapidly adopted robotic surgical systems, and the formal curriculum for residents had been updated to accommodate them. Residents rotated through robotic cases, accumulated hours, and received their certifications on schedule. On paper, the training pipeline was intact. In the operating room, something else was happening. Beane's two-year ethnographic study across multiple sites, combined with blinded interviews at thirteen top-tier teaching hospitals, found that residents trained on robotic systems were receiving ten to twenty times less hands-on practice than their predecessors on traditional techniques. The robot, by automating the fine motor work and concentrating decisions in the hands of the attending surgeon, had quietly removed most of the intermediate positions from which a resident used to learn. The mentor was no longer close enough, literally, to guide in real time. Residents were graduating licensed to operate but missing the tacit competencies their predecessors had acquired almost invisibly.

The residents who did manage to develop expertise, Beane found, were doing so through what he called “shadow learning”: prematurely specialising, rehearsing in simulators without proper supervision, and engaging in “undersupervised struggle” near the edge of their capacity. They were acquiring skill in ways that violated the formal training model, learning by proximity and repetition, as Polanyi described, but jury-rigging the proximity themselves, often outside their supervisors' knowledge. The skill-building had simply gone underground.

Beane's subsequent work, including his 2024 book The Skill Code: How to Save Human Ability in an Age of Intelligent Machines, generalises the finding. Across professions where intelligent systems are rapidly displacing the routine work that once constituted the learning phase, he argues, organisations are systematically prioritising short-term productivity at the expense of the long-term capability of their own workforces. The robot gets faster. The partner gets more output per associate. The associate gets less practice.

The question the apprenticeship severance argument poses is whether the same pattern is now unfolding across the entire knowledge economy, only with generative AI playing the role of the surgical robot and with no equivalent of “shadow learning” yet visible in the data.

What the Numbers Actually Say

The empirical picture is partial but pointed. Using granular ADP payroll data covering millions of workers at thousands of US firms, Brynjolfsson, Chandar, and Chen documented a sharp divergence from late 2022. Employment for workers aged 22 to 25 in the most AI-exposed occupations fell 6 per cent in absolute terms between late 2022 and mid-2025, and 13 per cent relative to less-exposed sectors. Employment for older workers in the same occupations either held steady or grew. In software engineering and customer service, entry-level employment fell close to 20 per cent. The effect was concentrated where AI automates tasks rather than augmenting them; augmentative fields showed no equivalent decline.

Around those findings, a scaffolding of smaller studies has accumulated. An IESE Insight analysis of AI-exposed firms found starting wages fell 4.5 per cent after ChatGPT's launch, with a 6.3 per cent drop for junior positions and stable or rising pay for senior hires. Between 2018 and 2024, the share of jobs in AI-exposed fields requiring three years of experience or less fell sharply: software development from 43 to 28 per cent, data analysis from 35 to 22 per cent, consulting from 41 to 26 per cent. In law, trade press and firm-level reporting confirm that automated document review has reduced the tasks first-year associates used to perform. Above the Law reported in March 2026 that at one BigLaw firm, AI training had been made mandatory for associates but would not count as billable hours, a tidy illustration of how firms treat the developmental cost of new tools.

The counter-evidence is real and worth stating fairly. McKinsey announced in late 2025 that it would increase North American hiring by 12 per cent in 2026, arguing that deploying AI strategically requires more creative problem-solvers, not fewer. Several law firms, including Ropes and Gray, have built substantial AI training programmes that treat junior associates' experimentation as a firm-wide investment, reportedly allowing first-years to spend up to 400 hours of their annual 1,900 billable-hour target on AI work. The WEF's March 2026 analysis argued that entry-level roles are not disappearing so much as being reshaped: from task execution toward judgement-based work, from drafting toward reviewing, from producing outputs toward triaging the outputs of machines.

This is the terrain on which reasonable disagreement sits. Not whether AI is changing entry-level work, which is not in dispute, but whether the change is structurally compatible with the transmission of expertise or structurally corrosive to it.

The Reviewer's Trap

The most seductive framing of the current moment, the one that dominates corporate training decks and consultancy white papers, is that juniors will move “up the value chain”. Instead of drafting, they will review. Instead of producing raw outputs, they will edit, critique, and direct AI systems that produce them. This is often presented as a promotion: the machine does the tedious bit, the human does the interesting bit, and juniors get to spend their early careers on judgement rather than grunt work.

There is a specific problem with this framing, which Beane has been among the sharpest to articulate. Reviewing is not the same skill as producing; in most professional domains it is derivative, presupposing the producer's craft rather than replacing it. A senior editor can improve a draft because she has written drafts for years and knows, in her body, what a draft looks like when it is working. Ask her to review a draft she could not herself have written, and the quality of her review degrades sharply. The same is true of surgery, code, legal argumentation, and financial modelling. Judgement is not a free-standing capability. It is the residue of having done the work often enough to develop instincts about it, and the instincts will not form if the work is never done.

Research on how junior developers use AI coding assistants supports the worry. A study of 52 junior engineers reported in InfoQ in February 2026, drawing on Anthropic-sponsored research into skill formation, found a stark divide between those who used AI for conceptual questions (scoring 65 per cent or higher on subsequent assessments) and those who delegated code generation to AI (scoring below 40 per cent). A separate data point suggested that 78 per cent of junior engineers trusted AI-generated output with high specificity, compared with 39 per cent of seniors. The junior's confidence, in other words, scales inversely with their capacity to evaluate the output. They cannot yet tell when they are being deceived. Seniors can, but only because they paid the price of the uncodified learning in their own earlier careers.

This is the reviewer's trap. If you redefine junior work as review, you have not simplified the developmental path. You have inverted it. Review-first workflows ask people to do the hard thing before they have done the easy thing, without noticing that the easy thing was never really easy, it was just where the hard thing was silently being learnt.

The Economic Argument Is Not the Whole Argument

There is a version of this debate that treats the apprenticeship severance as essentially a labour-market problem to be solved by re-aggregating work, subsidising training, or reconfiguring career ladders. The argument in the widely shared early-2026 analyses was that this framing concedes too much ground to the language of displacement. Even if every junior role eliminated by AI were replaced, dollar for dollar and hour for hour, the epistemic problem would remain. The concern is not aggregate employment, or aggregate wages, or even aggregate hours. It is the specific quality of the experience an individual professional accumulates on their way to expertise, and the mechanism by which that experience was transmitted.

The professions most exposed (law, finance, consulting, the creative fields) are precisely the ones in which senior practitioners have historically insisted that what they do cannot be taught from a textbook. Partners talk constantly about judgement, about a feel for the case or the deal or the client. They say these things because they are true. Their expertise is not a stored library of facts; it is a trained intuition, shaped over thousands of low-stakes decisions that were actually quite high-stakes for their formation. The junior who drafts a memo a partner tears apart is being taught something, but what they are being taught is not contained in the partner's edits. It is diffused across years of such edits, accumulating into a capacity to anticipate the tear-apart before it happens.

If that process is interrupted, even gently, the cost does not register immediately. It registers at the moment when the former junior is herself asked to be the partner, and finds she has not developed the instinct the role requires. The signal will be that the partner, when asked a question, gives an answer that is fluent and plausible and wrong in ways she cannot detect. Multiply this across a profession and across a generation, and you have something worse than a talent shortage. You have an expertise shortage masquerading as a talent surplus, because the people nominally qualified to hold senior positions will in fact hold them, only with less of the unarticulated judgement the positions were designed to deploy.

This is what the early-2026 analyses meant by epistemic severance. Not that the professions would stop functioning, but that their internal quality would subside over a long enough timeline that the subsidence would be difficult to attribute.

The Counter-Arguments Worth Taking Seriously

The sharpest critique of the thesis is that it presupposes a stable past that may never have existed. Every previous wave of professional automation, from dictation machines and typing pools to spreadsheets and document management systems, was greeted with the same set of anxieties, and the professions adapted. Senior lawyers in the 1990s worried that junior associates who had not spent their early careers on manual research in dusty volumes would be missing some crucial forensic sensibility. They were wrong, or at least mostly wrong. Spreadsheets did not hollow out financial analysis; they redefined what analysis was. Electronic discovery did not empty out junior legal practice; it shifted it. Perhaps generative AI is the same pattern at a larger scale.

There is force to this argument, and it should not be dismissed. But the analogy breaks down on the question of what, precisely, the new tools replace. Spreadsheets replaced the specific cognitive task of arithmetic; they left intact the interpretive, relational, and strategic work that constituted the junior analyst's actual development. Electronic discovery replaced the manual labour of sifting boxes of documents; it left intact the junior associate's exposure to the substantive law and the partner's reasoning. Generative AI, uniquely, is being applied directly to the cognitive and interpretive work itself. It does not merely automate the chore and leave the apprentice to do the thinking. It often does the first-pass thinking, leaving the apprentice to sign off on it. The replacement is categorically different from previous waves.

A second serious counter-argument is that the apprenticeship framing romanticises a learning system that worked poorly for many of the people in it. The old junior roles were exhausting, exclusionary, and often abusive. They selected for endurance and pedigree rather than for talent. If AI eliminates the worst of them, the argument runs, good riddance; design something better. This is a fair point, and it is entirely compatible with taking the epistemic concern seriously. The question is not whether the old system was optimal. It is whether what is replacing it has been designed with the transmission of expertise in mind, or whether it has been designed principally to reduce headcount, and whether the developmental function is a casualty of that redesign rather than an intentional part of it. At the moment, the evidence for design intent is thin.

A third argument, favoured by some AI optimists, is that the tools themselves will come to function as tutors and mentors. If an AI can produce a legal memo, it can also explain it; if it can generate code, it can walk a junior through the architecture. In principle this is possible; in practice, current systems are poorly suited, because they do not know what the learner does not know, and because the tacit dimension is almost by definition the dimension they cannot articulate. Beane himself has suggested AI could be part of the solution, coaching learners, teaching coaches when to mentor, connecting the two in smart ways. The ingredients exist. The question is whether anyone is building with them at scale, as opposed to selling productivity.

What AI-Assisted Work Preserving The Developmental Function Could Look Like

It is worth spending some time on the constructive question, because the destructive one is easier to describe. If generative AI is genuinely inescapable, and if the transmission of expertise still has to happen, what would a workflow that preserved the developmental function of early-career experience actually look like?

The first and most obvious shift is toward what might be called productive struggle by design. In the Beane framework, skill is built through proximate, near-the-edge work under light supervision. An AI-assisted workflow preserving this would not hand juniors finished outputs to review; it would hand them problems to solve, with AI available as a resource they can consult selectively rather than as a default producer. The principle is closer to the way a well-run graduate seminar operates than to the way a consulting pyramid traditionally operates. The junior does the work. The AI is not the competitor for the work; it is a reference consulted when the junior chooses. The senior reviews the work, but reviews it as a piece of the junior's developing capability, not as a piece of the firm's billable output.

A second shift is toward what a number of firms have begun calling visible reasoning. In a pure AI-augmented workflow, the junior's contribution often looks like a prompt, followed by a generated output, followed by edits. The reasoning is hidden inside the prompt and the edits. A developmental workflow would require the junior to make their reasoning explicit: to document what they asked the AI, why they asked it that way, what they kept, what they rejected, and why. This is not busywork. It is the externalisation of the tacit dimension, forced by the workflow itself, so that both the junior and the senior have something to review beyond the final product.

A third shift is a recovery of the master-apprentice relationship as an institutional priority rather than an informal luxury. In many professional environments, mentorship has for two decades been treated as something that happens around the edges of billable work, when the partner has time. The apprenticeship severance thesis implies that this is no longer survivable. If the developmental function has historically been embedded in the routine work, and that work is now being automated, then the developmental function needs to be relocated, explicitly, into structured relationships that are part of the firm's core design. This means paid mentoring time, mentor training, and developmental metrics that do not show up on the quarterly P&L. It is expensive. It is, in most industries, unusual.

A fourth, more speculative shift is the construction of domain-specific AI tools that model the tacit dimension rather than flatten it. The current generation of general-purpose assistants is engineered for confident plausibility. A developmental AI would be engineered for calibrated uncertainty, designed to say “I do not know”, to flag where senior judgement is required, to offer multiple framings rather than a single answer, and to build over time a model of what the specific junior user does and does not yet understand. Some of this is technically hard. Some is merely unfashionable, because the market for confident plausibility is much larger than the market for calibrated uncertainty.

None of these shifts is going to happen by accident. They will happen if they are prioritised and funded by the people who run firms and educational institutions, and they will fail to happen if the dominant logic of AI deployment continues to be headcount reduction. The evidence from early 2026 is mixed. Some firms are investing seriously. Many more are deploying AI as a substitution for the bottom rungs of the ladder without any plan for where the top rungs will come from in 2040.

The Long Horizon

The apprenticeship severance argument is difficult to win politically because its costs are invisible on any timeline a quarterly-driven organisation can see. A firm that cuts its junior headcount in 2026 will show improved operating margins in 2027. The cost, in missing expertise, arrives in 2040, when the cohort that was supposed to fill senior roles cannot fill them with the depth the roles require. By then, the executives who made the 2026 decisions will have retired; the foreshortened careers will have been foreshortened too long ago for anyone to connect the dots; the profession will settle into a new, subtly degraded normal, and most of its members will experience that normal as simply how things are.

This is the epistemic dimension the Guardian investigation could not quite reach, because the Guardian was reporting on a labour market, and labour markets do not have a vocabulary for this kind of intergenerational loss. It is the dimension the WEF session in January gestured at without naming. It is the dimension the early-2026 analyses tried, not always cleanly, to articulate: that the severance is not of workers from their jobs, though that is happening too, but of one generation of professionals from the accumulated tacit competence of the generation before, with no institutional arrangement yet in place to re-establish the link.

Whether the link can be re-established is an open question. It will depend on whether the version of AI-assisted work that preserves developmental function turns out to be a plausible design object, or merely a plausible essay. It will depend on whether firms are willing to treat the transmission of expertise as a first-order obligation rather than a nice-to-have. It will depend on whether regulators and professional bodies, who in theory exist to maintain standards across generations, decide the standards include the pathway, not just the endpoint.

It will also depend on whether the people at the bottom of the ladder, currently retraining as bakers, electricians, and therapists, are willing to persist in their professions long enough for new pathways to form, or whether the flight the Guardian documented accelerates, hollowing out the base of the knowledge economy from the other side. One quieter finding in the Guardian piece was how many of its subjects had chosen manual trades specifically because they perceived them as AI-resistant. If enough talent follows that logic, the problem is no longer theoretical. The senior experts of 2045 will not exist because the juniors of 2026 decided the risk of their existence was not worth running.

The people who keep saying that every previous wave of automation produced worse predictions than it justified may turn out to be correct. Generative AI may reshape entry-level work into something more developmentally rich than it ever was, and the junior cohort of 2030 may look back at the panics of 2026 with the same mild condescension that today's analysts reserve for the automation anxieties of the 1990s. That outcome is possible. It is not, on current evidence, being actively engineered. The difference between outcomes that arrive by good fortune and outcomes that arrive by design is, in the end, the difference between a profession that keeps its expertise and one that spends a generation rediscovering what it has lost.

The question posed at Davos, and in the Guardian's pages, and in the analyses that followed, was not principally about jobs. It was about whether any institution currently operating at scale has decided that the next generation of senior experts is worth building on purpose. The answer that emerges from the spring of 2026 is, in most places, not yet. Which is to say: not ruled out, but not being worked on either, and the work, if it is going to happen, is going to have to start from the recognition that the old system's developmental function was never visible on anyone's balance sheet, that its replacement will not be either, and that the absence of a line item has never, in any field, been a reliable argument for the absence of a cost.

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Tim Green

Tim Green UK-based Systems Theorist & Independent Technology Writer

Tim explores the intersections of artificial intelligence, decentralised cognition, and posthuman ethics. His work, published at smarterarticles.co.uk, challenges dominant narratives of technological progress while proposing interdisciplinary frameworks for collective intelligence and digital stewardship.

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Day 91

Stayed in bed until 1:30 pm. Watching YouTube videos – mostly reviews and reactions to The Boys Season 5, episode 6. The consensus seems to be negative, but I have liked the final season thus far.

I have been unemployed since November. I cannot believe that as I type this.

I have been very depressed, which is nothing new. I have been on 40ml of Prozac and 15 mg of Adderal since forever. I don’t think it does much.

I have to make a change.

For the next 90 days, I’m going to dedicate myself to finding a job and/or getting contract freelance work. I’ll exercise everyday and try to eat healthy.

If by the end of 90 days, I have not made noticeable changes, I will take other actions. I will plan for each outcome in parallel.

My mom has dementia, which is not atypical for 80 year olds with alcohol problems. I spent a few years by her side, trying to make her comfortable. It was not difficult for me; I love her so much.

Meanwhile, my sister and her (now ex-) husband were committing credit card and mail fraud against her. My mom did not want to report it, in spite of the stress it caused her. The documentation of all the financial crimes is massive. I reported the case to Adult Protective Services, but no action can be taken with my mom’s consent – which she would never give. She also emotionally manipulated my mom into giving her $40k, which led to her financial advisors dropping her account.

Very long story, very short: I have to cut them off. I don’t care about the money, obviously. My sister is a monster. I guess she has some girl friends, but every male that gets around her eventually realizes that they want to be as far away from her as possible.

I have really had a pretty decent life, but maybe peaked too early. The last few years have just been a nightmare. Honestly, I’m “good”. I don’t need to continue on, but I don’t have the constitution to take the ultimate step at the moment. I guess I still have hope that life might have something to offer. But, there is a point when the evidence outweighs the hope so drastically that you have to be realistic.

I suppose I will call today 91 – to be fair. Here are some of the things that I want to do in the next 90 days :

  • Land a job (or, have a big enough pipeline of prospects to see real hope)
  • Get more freelance projects
  • Workout everyday (lose weight)
    • Keep my apartment clean, take vitamins, eat healthy, all that shit

Today, I actually hit 25k steps. I ran 5 miles, and just kept walking. I didn’t do any weight training, but I figured I’d save it for tomorrow. I also took vitamins, drank water, and ate generally healthy. I hung out with my best friend, who is the only thing I have in my life really.

I didn’t do any job stuff today, but I am waiting on feedback from my resume (it really needed a revamp).

I will also be planning for the alternative scenario. This will be hard. I hate even just the feeling of falling asleep. I figure I’ll have to get super high and take another substance and just … go to sleep.

This is the plan. It’s 8:30 pm right now, and I’m still at my friend’s place, so I guess this journey is not starting well.

I’ll post everyday until the 90 days is done.

 
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