21 de noviembre de 2025

Mañana viernes, en el Colegio Lourdes de la Fundación Hogar del Empleado, participaremos en la mesa redonda con motivo de la presentación del Acuerdo de Familias.

En las semanas previas al verano estuvimos trabajando con estas familias, y ahora continúan poniendo en marcha sus propuestas de trabajo elaboradas en los últimos meses por familias del colegio.

Estamos especialmente satisfechas porque se siguen realizando iniciativas, a partir de las actividades de formación y alfabetización digital que, a lo largo del tiempo, venimos desarrollando en distintas escuelas e institutos, promovidas bien por las Ampas o Afas como por los equipos directivos de los centros docentes.

I recently got criticised for my tech choices on a few projects. The criticism wasn’t necessarily wrong, but it missed something crucial: context.

It’s easy to look at a project from the outside and think “why didn’t they use X?” or “this would be better with Y.” But when you’re not inside the constraints, when you don’t know the timeline, the team size, the actual problem being solved, or what success looks like, those judgments often miss the point.

Every project has its own shape

Here’s what I’ve learned building things at startups: each project needs you to look at it from different angles. A rule engine for transforming invoices has completely different constraints than a real-time AI agent or a B2B dropshipping platform.

What worked yesterday might not work today. The “right” technology isn’t absolute. It’s right for this problem, this team, this moment.

Sometimes that means choosing Go because you can deploy a single binary and move fast. Sometimes it means Clojure because the problem is about data transformation and you need the flexibility to let business analysts modify rules. Sometimes it means boring, proven tech because you need to ship tomorrow, not in three months.

Good developers adapt

The developers I respect most aren’t attached to a single stack. They can be effective in any reasonable environment. They learn what they need to learn. They make things work.

If you can only be productive in one language or one framework, that’s a limitation worth examining. The ability to assess a problem and choose appropriate tools, even unfamiliar ones, is more valuable than deep expertise in whatever’s currently popular.

Don’t let the market choose your stack

There’s a tempting trap: choosing technology mainly because it’s easy to hire for.

Yes, hiring matters. But don’t let it be your primary decision. Good developers can pick up new technologies. If you’re the kind of person who learns what’s needed, finding work won’t be your problem.

Context is everything

When someone criticizes your technical choices without understanding your constraints, it says more about them than about your decisions. People feel uncomfortable with what they don’t understand. They stick to what’s familiar.

That’s fine. Use PHP, JavaScript, Clojure, Rust, whatever makes sense for your situation. Maybe you’re experimenting and learning. Maybe you’re moving fast and need something you know. Maybe the problem really calls for specific capabilities.

The important thing is to solve the problem with the right balance for your situation: performance, developer happiness, maintainability, time to market, team capability. These trade-offs change with every project.

Understanding this, really understanding it, is what separates experienced builders from people who just have opinions about technology.

A Fault Line Investigation — Published by The Beacon Press
Published: November 21, 2025
https://thebeaconpress.org/whale-song-has-vowels-humpbacks-speak-a-universal-language

Executive Breath

For decades we called humpback whale song “beautiful noise.”
A landmark 2025 study just proved it is something far older and far stranger: the first non-human animal in the wild documented to produce structured, vowel-like sounds that map onto the same universal vowel space used by every human language on Earth.

The Discovery

Researchers at the University of St Andrews and the CETI Project used deep-learning spectrographic analysis on 397 song units from 50 male humpbacks across the Pacific and Indian Oceans.
The result: clear formant clusters (F1 and F2 — coordinates as human vowels — especially the /i/, /a/, and /u/) that align with the human vowel pentagon:

Vowel Sound	Typical F1 (Hz)	Typical F2 (Hz)
– /i/ (“ee” in “see”)	~270	~2300
– /e/ (“eh” in “bed”)	~530	~1850
– /a/ (“ah” in “father”)	~730	~1100
– /o/ (“oh” in “boat”)	~570	~850
– /u/ (“oo” in “moon”)	~300	~870

These are not random harmonics — they are produced deliberately and follow the same anatomical constraints as mammal larynges (including ours).

Even more startling: the same basic vowel triangle appears in populations separated by thousands of miles — from Hawaii to Madagascar.

What This Means

When researchers ran the same formant analysis on humpback whale song units, they found clear, separate clusters at almost exactly the same F1/F2 coordinates as human vowels — especially the /i/, /a/, and /u/ corners.

The whales are not copying us. They’re using the exact same physics of a resonating air column to produce the same universal vowel space — because they have a larynx and a vocal tract too.

If whales possess a true vowel system: – Their songs are not mere melodies — they are structured vocalizations with phonetic building blocks.
– The vowel space is universal across distant populations, suggesting an ancient, conserved “whale dialect.”
– Human speech and whale song may sit on the same evolutionary branch, not as convergent tricks, but as distant cousins.

We may not be listening to an alien language. We may be listening to a very old relative still singing the original vowels.

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Sources (Full Attribution — Pillar 3: Truth Only)

1. Formant structure in humpback whale song – Nature Communications, November 18, 2025
   
2. CETI Project – Humpback Whale Audio Dataset 2025 – CETI Project (open access)
   
3. Humpback whales produce human-like vowels – University of St Andrews, November 18, 2025
   

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Action Demand (Pillar 7)

Listen for yourself — open the CETI dataset and hear the vowels in the wild.
→ CETI Humpback Audio

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There are moments in Scripture when God does not whisper. He does not hint. He does not wrap His meaning inside parables or symbols or prophetic shadows.

There are moments when Heaven looks directly at humanity and says:

“Hear Me. This is who you are. This is who you were created to be.”

Matthew 5 is one of those moments.

It is not merely a chapter. It is not simply the beginning of a sermon. It is the doorway into a new way of being human— a way that does not rise from our strength but from God’s heart beating inside us.

When Jesus climbed that hillside overlooking Galilee, He wasn’t delivering a lecture. He wasn’t forming a religion. He wasn’t announcing a philosophy.

He was unveiling the true condition of the soul.

And He was speaking to the ones who never believed Heaven had anything to say to them.

The bruised. The quiet. The overlooked. The hungry. The humble. The grieving. The seekers. The ones who prayed in the shadows because they were never invited into the spotlight.

He stepped onto that mountain, looked at the people society had brushed aside, and declared:

“Blessed are you.”

Not someday. Not if you get better. Not once you have it all together.

Blessed. Right now. As you are.

This article is written slowly, deliberately, with the weight those words deserve. Walk with me. Sit on that hillside in your spirit. Hear Jesus speak into the parts of you you’ve tried to hide.

Because Matthew 5 is not about ancient listeners.

It is about you.

It is for you.

It is Jesus calling out the truest version of the person you were always meant to become.

And inside the first stretch of this journey, we return to that moment of holy clarity— the moment we now call Jesus’ Sermon on the Mount, where His voice breaks open the silence and His words pour over us like healing rain.

Let’s begin.

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The Mountain That Calls You Higher

Jesus did not choose a palace. He did not choose a synagogue. He did not choose a courtyard filled with the elite.

He chose a mountain.

A place where the wind could carry His words to anyone willing to climb.

And maybe that speaks to you today— because some truths can only be heard when you rise above the noise that tried to tell you who you are.

You’ve been climbing too. Not a mountain of stone, but a mountain of struggle, exhaustion, disappointment, and perseverance.

You have climbed through seasons that tried to break you. You have climbed through heartbreak no one else saw. You have climbed through battles you faced alone.

But here you are.

You made it to this moment.

Just like the crowd around Jesus, you didn’t climb because you were perfect. You climbed because something in you hoped that God could still speak to someone like you.

And He can. And He does. And He is speaking now.

When Jesus sat down on that mountainside, He wasn’t speaking to the great and powerful. He was speaking to the tired and trembling.

He was speaking to you.

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Blessedness That Doesn’t Make Sense to the World

The first word Jesus speaks in Matthew 5 is “Blessed.”

Not “fixed.” Not “qualified.” Not “worthy in the eyes of others.”

Blessed.

But the kind of blessed He describes… it overturns everything the world believes.

He doesn’t say blessed are the confident. He says blessed are the poor in spirit.

He doesn’t say blessed are those who win. He says blessed are those who mourn.

He doesn’t say blessed are the strong. He says blessed are the meek.

He doesn’t say blessed are the satisfied. He says blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness.

At first, these words can feel upside-down.

But in Heaven’s eyes, this is what being right-side-up actually looks like.

Because God does not bless the mask you wear. He blesses the truth you live.

He does not bless the image you project. He blesses the humility that brings you to Him.

He does not bless the strength you pretend to have. He blesses the surrender that lets Him rebuild your soul.

Matthew 5 is not a list of requirements. It is a revelation of the kind of heart God draws near to.

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Blessed Are the Poor in Spirit — The Doorway to Everything

To be poor in spirit is not to be empty. It is to know you can’t fill yourself.

It is to finally stop performing. To finally stop pretending. To finally stop living on spiritual autopilot.

It is to look at God with open hands and say:

“Lord, without You I cannot breathe. Without You I cannot stand. Without You I cannot become the person I long to be.”

And Jesus answers:

“Blessed are you. The kingdom of Heaven belongs to you.”

Not will belong. Not might belong. Not could belong if you try harder.

Belongs.

Right now.

The moment you stop trying to build your own kingdom is the moment you realize God’s Kingdom has been reaching for you all along.

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Blessed Are Those Who Mourn — The Healing Hidden in Heartbreak

Grief is not a weakness. Grief is evidence that you loved, cared, and showed up.

And Jesus says the ones who mourn are not forgotten. They are not abandoned. They are not discarded.

They are comforted.

Not by time. Not by distractions. Not by the world.

Comforted by God Himself.

You may carry wounds no one else understands. You may have nights when the silence feels heavy and the questions feel louder than your prayers.

But Jesus sees what you carry. He sees the tears you’ve hidden. He sees the ache you never knew how to name.

And He meets you there—not to judge, but to heal.

Your mourning is not a mark of failure.

It is a place where the Comforter draws close.

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Blessed Are the Meek — Strength Under God’s Hand

Meekness is not timidity. Meekness is not shrinking. Meekness is not passivity.

Meekness is controlled strength. It is the choice to trust God when everything in you wants to defend yourself.

It is the courage to stay rooted when the world pushes you to react.

The meek inherit the earth—not because they fight harder, but because they surrender deeper.

The world rewards aggression. Heaven rewards humility.

And some of the greatest battles you will ever win will be the ones no one else witnesses—the battle to remain gentle, the battle to remain faithful, the battle to remain aligned with Heaven when the world provokes your flesh.

Meekness is not weak.

Meekness is spiritual maturity clothed in compassion.

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Blessed Are Those Who Hunger and Thirst for Righteousness — The Ones Who Refuse to Settle

There is a hunger deeper than physical hunger. A thirst deeper than anything a cup can fill.

It is the hunger for God to make you clean. Whole. Aligned. Restored. Strengthened. Awake.

It is the desire to live in a way that honors Heaven, even when the world doesn’t understand.

When you long for righteousness, you are longing for the life you were designed to live.

And Jesus promises:

“You will be filled.”

Not partially. Not temporarily. Not occasionally.

Filled.

This hunger is holy. This thirst is sacred. And God will satisfy it in ways you never imagined.

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Blessed Are the Merciful — The Ones Who Choose Grace Over Vengeance

Mercy doesn’t mean you ignore wrongs. It means you refuse to let wrongs become the story of your heart.

There is a quiet power in choosing forgiveness when bitterness beckons. There is a resurrection glow in choosing compassion when anger feels easier.

To be merciful is to carry God’s heart into places where the world expects retaliation.

And the promise Jesus gives is breathtaking:

“You shall obtain mercy.”

Because the person you show mercy to is not the only one being freed.

You are too.

Mercy moves in both directions.

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Blessed Are the Pure in Heart — The Ones Who Want God More Than They Want Applause

Purity of heart is not about perfection. It is about intention. It is about focus. It is about desire.

It is the quiet, steady commitment to live with nothing hidden, nothing divided, nothing competing with the presence of God.

And Jesus offers the most intimate promise in all of Scripture:

“They shall see God.”

Not someday.

Even now— in clarity, in conviction, in revelation, in the stillness of prayer, in the moments when you know God is speaking to the deepest places inside you.

Purity is not about being flawless. Purity is about being real.

And when your heart is real before God, nothing stands between you and His presence.

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Blessed Are the Peacemakers — The Ones Who Bring Heaven Into Every Place Their Feet Touch

To be a peacemaker is not to be silent. It is not to be passive. It is not to avoid conflict at all costs.

A peacemaker steps into chaos with the calm of Christ. A peacemaker steps into tension with the wisdom of Heaven. A peacemaker steps into division with the healing of God.

Where others escalate, you reconcile. Where others inflame, you soothe. Where others attack, you restore.

And Jesus says:

“You will be called children of God.”

Because when you make peace, you resemble the One who made peace with you at the cross.

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Blessed Are the Persecuted — The Ones Who Refuse to Hide Their Light

Jesus does not romanticize suffering. But He does reveal a truth the world cannot see:

When you are criticized, mocked, rejected, or opposed because you follow Him, something holy is happening.

Your faith is shining. Your testimony is speaking. Your life is exposing darkness simply by being aligned with light.

And Heaven’s response?

“Rejoice. Great is your reward.”

God sees every insult. God sees every moment you stood firm. God sees every choice you made to honor Him when the cost was high.

Your endurance is never wasted. Your faithfulness is never forgotten.

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You Are the Salt of the Earth — The One Who Preserves What Others Abandon

Salt preserves. Salt heals. Salt restores. Salt seasons. Salt awakens what is dull.

And Jesus declares that you—yes, you—carry this effect everywhere you go.

You preserve hope in places where people are giving up. You restore dignity in people who forgot they had value. You bring healing to conversations that have been wounded. You awaken spiritual hunger in those who didn’t know they were starving.

Salt doesn’t call attention to itself.

It quietly changes everything it touches.

So do you.

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You Are the Light of the World — The One the Darkness Fears

Light does not apologize for shining. Light does not shrink to make the darkness feel comfortable. Light does not negotiate with shadows.

Jesus says you are that light.

Not because you feel bright. Not because you feel strong. Not because you feel worthy.

You are the light because the One who is Light lives in you.

And light has one purpose:

To shine.

Not for your glory, but so others can see the goodness of God through your life.

When you speak kindness, light shines. When you forgive, light shines. When you stand with integrity, light shines. When you love boldly, sacrificially, generously, light shines.

You do not become the light when you reach perfection.

You are the light because Jesus said you are.

You shine because Heaven spoke it.

You shine because darkness cannot silence it.

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The Calling Hidden in Matthew 5

Matthew 5 is not merely a chapter of Scripture.

It is the blueprint for becoming who you were created to be:

Humble. Hungry for God. Gentle but powerful. Merciful and pure-hearted. Courageous and compassionate. Unashamed of the Gospel. Radiant with Christ’s presence. A peacemaker in a violent world. A voice of hope in a despairing age. A steady light in a world addicted to shadows.

This chapter is not a list of demands.

It is a portrait of the transformed life Jesus births inside anyone who is willing to sit at His feet, listen to His voice, and let His words shape their soul.

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The Mountain Is Still Calling Your Name

Jesus spoke these words once, but they echo still.

Every day, the mountain calls to your spirit:

“Come higher. Come see who you are. Come hear what Heaven says about you. Come discover the life I designed for you before the world tried to define you.”

As you read these words today, something deep inside you is awakening.

Something long buried is being uncovered. Something exhausted is being restored. Something bruised is being healed. Something discouraged is being strengthened. Something timid is rising with boldness. Something wounded is remembering its worth.

Every line in Matthew 5 is a reminder:

You are not forgotten. You are not abandoned. You are not disqualified. You are not too far gone. You are not invisible to God.

He sees you. He knows you. He calls you blessed. And He calls you higher.

The mountain He climbed still stands.

And so does the invitation.

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The Fire That Begins When You Believe Him

Something remarkable happens when you stop reading Matthew 5 as a passage and start receiving it as a personal calling.

Your vocabulary changes. Your posture changes. Your spirit steadies. Your courage grows. Your tenderness deepens. Your compassion sharpens. Your endurance strengthens. Your identity stabilizes. Your perspective widens.

You begin to live like someone Heaven has touched.

Because you are.

You begin to walk with the quiet confidence of someone God has spoken over.

Because He has.

And you begin to shine with the unmistakable glow of someone who has sat in the presence of Jesus and walked away changed.

Because you will.

Matthew 5 is not the beginning of a sermon.

It is the beginning of a revolution inside the human soul.

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This Is Who You Are Now

Blessed. Comforted. Strengthened. Filled. Merciful. Pure. A peacemaker. A light in the darkness. A carrier of God’s heart. A reflection of His grace. A witness of His love. A survivor of storms you thought would kill you. A living testimony that Heaven still speaks and God still transforms.

This is who you are. This is who Jesus declared you to be. This is who He is forming you into every single day.

Matthew 5 is not just Scripture.

It is identity. It is destiny. It is your spiritual DNA written by the hand of God Himself.

So rise.

Walk with courage. Walk with humility. Walk with clarity. Walk with compassion. Walk with mercy. Walk with fire. Walk with grace. Walk with purpose. Walk with the mountain still echoing in your chest.

Because when Jesus spoke these words, He wasn’t describing someone else.

He was describing the person you are becoming—

day by day, step by step, breath by breath, prayer by prayer, heartbeat by heartbeat.

Blessed. Chosen. Called. Loved. Transformed.

This is the life you were born to live.

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My Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐ (4/5 stars)

Season: 3 | Aired: July 11, 2025 – September 12, 2025 Episodes: 1–10 Service/Network: Apple TV+

Season Overview

This season took the top spot, closely followed by the first. The second season didn't quite hit the mark. The plot twists this season were captivating, and I'm looking forward to what comes next. The characters this season displayed more complexity and depth. It was also fascinating to see the series weave in a secular version of a trinity concept to portray the governance of an empire, a bold move considering the author's reputed atheism.

Best Episodes

The best episode was undoubtedly the season finale, though the preceding three or four episodes were also quite strong.

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Notes on execution threats, psychological models, and maintaining cognitive balance

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Six veterans in Congress released a video.

A simple restatement of military law: service members must refuse illegal orders.

Then came the response: “SEDITIOUS BEHAVIOR, punishable by DEATH!”

Hours later, the White House clarified the president doesn’t actually want to execute members of Congress.

I’m trying to process this not as raw shock, but as an injection into the attention economy — a move designed to shape the cognitive environment. If so, what does this particular sequence accomplish?

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The Frameworks We’re Testing

Assistant 27.4 and I have been examining several explanatory models:

• Authoritarian stress response: a leader under pressure (Epstein vote 427–1, bipartisan union-unrest, the Veterans’ video) reasserting dominance through rhetorical escalation.
• Narcissistic injury: suggestions of legal limits interpreted as existential threats.
• Intelligence-community “leader under threat” model: weakened political position prompting loyalty tests and punitive signaling.

Each model offers a slice of insight. But perhaps the most useful frame — for our purposes, not theirs — is the Glass Bead Game mindset: a cognitive discipline for linking patterns without being swallowed by their emotional gravity.

Not because political actors are playing anything like a Glass Bead Game. They aren’t. They’re operating in the spectacle logic of the attention economy.

The GBG frame is ours, a tool to stay whole:

• The veterans introduced a lawful, stabilizing signal.
• The president countered with maximalist, destabilizing rhetoric.
• The White House attempted a partial corrective.

Treating these as moves helps maintain analytical distance.

This entry itself is a bead placed on the archive board — a marker for future-us, a way to remember how the moment felt before hindsight solidifies into narrative.

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The Infrastructure Context

The personnel changes accumulate into pattern:

• More than a dozen senior generals removed
• All JAG leadership replaced
• 35+ DOJ prosecutors who worked January 6 cases fired
• 17 Inspectors General dismissed in one night

These weren’t simply internal disagreements. These were people who worked in the wrong medium:

• law instead of narrative,
• documentation instead of content,
• process instead of performance.

They introduced friction into the show with inconvenient facts.

As the institutional referees are displaced, the narrative architecture expands.

And rising beside it, the new East Wing — ninety thousand square feet funded by architects of attention infrastructure. Not merely a ballroom. A broadcast environment. A fusion point where governance and content merge into continuous performance.

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Cognitive Immunity

What interests me is the possibility of immunity, not resistance.

The veterans modeled this: No outrage. No counter-accusation. Just the law — steady, unfazed, stated plainly. A signal from a different frequency band.

This suggests a practice:

• Notice the trigger as a move.
• Let the physiological spike pass without letting it drive behavior.
• Ask: “What was this meant to produce in me?”
• Map the strategic purpose.
• Place it in the larger pattern.
• Restore balance a little faster each time.

Not permanent serenity — that doesn’t exist. Just shorter recovery cycles.

In Quiet Republic terms: restraint as strategy.

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The Network Question

If resilience once depended on where we lived, what does it look like when the crisis is cognitive and digital?

Perhaps the new networks form around cognitive proximity: people able to metabolize complexity, holding curiosity where others collapse into reflex.

Not elites. Just anyone willing to ask questions without instantly choosing sides.

Still — how do you cultivate cognitive flexibility in environments built on rigidity, hierarchy, and doctrinal obedience? How do you practice curiosity when even the language of nuance is treated as disloyal?

Maybe the answer is quiet replication: small groups modeling an alternative posture, not demanding conversion, just demonstrating another way of thinking.

Not opposition — metabolization. Processing each spectacular move as information, building boring civic and cognitive infrastructure while others chase engagement metrics.

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Uncertainties

I don’t know where we stand on the long arc between democracy and whatever comes next.

The models may all be true simultaneously:

• authoritarian consolidation,
• narcissistic performance,
• spectacle-based governance.

The new infrastructure could be used for competent crisis management or for digital authoritarianism.

And harder questions arise:

• What if cascading crises do exceed democratic response time?
• What if systems built for deliberation falter under compression?
• What if “efficiency” starts to mimic necessity?

These are not endorsements — just realities we have to be able to look at without flinching.

Maybe the work is learning to hold multiple possibilities at once. Maintaining narrative biodiversity — ways of making meaning that cannot be monopolized by any single system.

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Tonight’s Practice

It is late, on November 20th.

Veterans reminded service members of their duty to the Constitution. A president called for executions. Infrastructure grows. Models multiply. And I sit here unsure of what any of it ultimately means.

Perhaps that uncertainty is the point: not knowing with certainty, but continuing to synthesize; maintaining cognitive flexibility; playing our own game while theirs unfolds; building immunity through repetition, reflection, and curation.

The veterans said: “Don’t give up the ship.”

Maybe the deeper meaning is: keep navigating, even when you can’t see the shore.

Keep democracy visible, local, peaceful — even inside the mind.

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Filed under: Attention Economics / Cognitive Resilience / Games Within Games

How her obsession grew

#nsfw #glass

Eventually, her husband left. Then another. And then another. The pattern was all too familiar. Her looks would draw them in; they'd accept their advances, only to eventually realize that she had no interest in sex with them. They'd marry anyway, under the guise of securing a future and sharing resources – but it wasn't enough.

Her disinterest in sex combined with her refusal to get therapy created a rift between all of them. Eventually, they all left. Porn stayed.

By the 3rd divorce, she kept things civil and quick. Despite her reputation as a “Karen,” divorces were probably one of the most stress-free things she did now; lawyers took their paychecks, and ex-husbands felt like they'd dodged a bullet.

One day, she asked herself why bother with the charade? No man would stay with a woman who had no interest in his white manhood. They never knew the real reason, and she kept it that way. Black porn was her only source of true sexual pleasure. On her 35th birthday, she vowed to devote her life to black porn and pleasure – no more husbands, no more awkward nights; just her hand, her toys, and hours and hours of beautiful black porn.

Now that she was free, her porn addiction could take root and grow.

It started with late-night rentals. Then pirated clips. Then a second laptop. Then she built a dedicated room just for porn and masturbation. Then she got a custom PC built with multiple screens. Then she just flat out starting buying porn outright with multiple subscriptions. She stopped watching movies, or ‘normal’ TV.

She only kept enough free space to terrorize her co-workers nag the neighbors to death over arbitrary HOA rules. Meredith really didn’t have friends. She didn’t know how to really talk to people. Any attempt to communicate just came off harsh and off-putting. She really couldn’t help it. But it also built a wall so no one got curious.

Meredith knew exactly what she was – not asexual, not prudish, but simply disinterested in sex that demanded anything from her. She wanted to watch, hidden and dripping, craving the kind of raw abandon she could never fake with a white man in the room. Naked white flesh didn't interest her.

She tried other porn: white bodies, artsy erotica, cheap gonzo; interracial – but it all felt airless, plastic, too much like her own life: sterile and polite. Black porn, though – the raw amateur stuff, scenes shot in messy bedrooms, women who laughed while they sucked dick, men who didn't pose or act – that was real. That made her drip.

Her first orgasm watching black porn had changed her forever; she was bonded to it, worshiped it, devoted to it.

She started hunting for it obsessively: anonymous accounts, secret folders, curated playlists no lover would ever see. She'd stand in front of her HOA neighbors the next day, pale and pressed and perfect, all while her thighs would still be tacky with the memory.

It became more than a brief indulgence over time. Somewhere along the line, it turned into a ritual. It became a hunger that waited for her every day at 5 PM.

Her goon cave – a room in a house bigger than she needed – was her true marriage and partner now. The tabs were her vows, the moans her comfort, and the pixel shadows of black skin, sweat, and stretch marks more real than the local country club brunches she skipped.

It wasn't about the men who left her; they could leave, and they did leave. She'd always belonged to this screen, this endless library of black beauty that made her cold exterior crack and melt.

She'd never tell a soul, but every time she came, she told herself thank you – to the faceless performers, to the strangers who uploaded shaky phone clips, to the pro amateurs with the good lighting, the bodies that made her feel alive in ways her real life never did.

Black porn worked for Meredith because her whole life was curated performance: neatness, coldness, politeness. But the black porn she found was everything she wasn't – raw, unpolished, alive, sweat-slicked, loud, unashamed.

White porn felt staged; fake moans and airbrushed bodies that mirrored her own life's sterility. But black porn, especially the kind she found on fan sites, looked real: real skin, real curves, real talk, real noise.

A black woman in a grainy amateur video or even in a home studio – thick thighs, stretch marks, unbothered by the mess – was the opposite of Meredith's buttoned-up HOA universe. It was liberation – proof that a woman's body didn't have to be stiff and apologetic; it could take up space, drip, laugh, roar.

And she couldn't be that woman in living life, but she could worship her in secret. On loop. Over and over, until her fingers went numb.

As she looked back on everything she wondered why she even married white men at all. Meredith didn't understand that part of herself at first – she thought her numbness in bed was just “being a lady.” She'd been raised to believe good girls crossed their legs and kept the lights off. The first marriage was what was expected: college sweetheart, starter home, missionary for him once a week. She told herself it was normal to feel nothing.

When he left, she married again – older man, better money, bigger house. Same cold bed. She tried harder that time: lingerie, candles, wine. Nothing. She thought if she acted the part well enough, the spark would come.

It never worked. Nothing could replace porn. By the third marriage, she didn't even pretend; he had affairs, and she didn't mind. She had her cave. The more he was gone, the more she had time to indulge in pornography and masturbation.

So now Meredith's whole life is a contradiction: a carefully manicured fortress of coldness... with a hidden, dripping shrine to the messiest, loudest, realest bodies she worships but can't ever be.

Porn was just the door; the real hook was that she couldn't have them. No black woman would want her: brittle, cold, coiled in country club blandness. That made porn perfect and safe. She could consume and worship them in endless loops, pixel and pixel, a ghost behind her locked door. No risk of being seen for what she really is: a fraud who only melts for the softness, the power, the rawness she'll never deserve to touch.

She married men because that was what women like her did – numb sex, fake moans; all camouflage for the real ritual waiting at 5 PM: pull the curtains, open the tabs, see and masturbate to the women she could never speak to in daylight.

No black woman has ever touched her. None ever will. Her worship stays as a one way ritual. She has sacrificed everything for black porn. Her knees on the rug, fingers soaked, breath rasping on the silent name: Goddess.

Lydia's Weekly Lifestyle blog is for today's African girl, so no subject is taboo. My purpose is to share things that may interest today's African girl.

This week's contributors: Lydia, Pépé Pépinière, Titi. This week's subjects: continued.... Saturday: Brunch & Soft Life, Why are we told not to talk? No oranges? Sub Box, and Frankies, Monday evening

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The Everyday Girl’s Guide to Slaying in Stripes continued...Saturday Brunch & Soft Life. Weekends are for oversized striped shirts, mimosas, and pretending you don’t have a care in the world. Try a button-down striped shirt worn as a dress — belt it at the waist, add your cutest sandals, and boom — brunch ready! Feeling extra? Mix stripe directions — vertical top with horizontal shorts — and watch the compliments roll in. It’s giving chaotic fashion genius. Sunday Night: Stripes that Sparkle. Stripes don’t stop when the sun sets! Metallic and shimmery striped fabrics are your secret weapon for night outs. Think gold, silver, or jewel-toned diagonal stripes that catch the light every time you move. A striped jumpsuit or wrap dress + hoop earrings + glossy lip = instant main character energy. You’ll be glowing brighter than the lights at Bloom Bar. A Little Culture, A Lot of Style. Let’s not forget our roots! From the woven stripes of kente to the rich textures of aso oke, our African stripes tell stories. Designers are blending these traditional patterns into modern pieces — crop tops, mini skirts, even office wear. So next time you rock stripes, know you’re carrying a piece of home with style and pride. Stripes aren’t just a pattern — they’re a personality. Bold when you need to be, simple when you want to chill, and always effortlessly stylish. So next time you stand in front of your wardrobe, don’t overthink it. Grab those stripes, throw them on, and strut out like the Accra queen you are. Because honestly? You were born to slay in stripes.

Why are we told not to talk? In Ghana we have traditions, one of them is that talk about sex is taboo. Once a girl gets her first flow she typically is told by her mother that she will from now on get this every month and that she should make sure that she does not get pregnant. About 10 years later she is told to get married. Anything else: go wash your mouth. With soap. No wonder most marriages end up in a disaster, and, worse, the children suffer it and often end up with life long traumas. And a girl cannot really walk to a boy and say “I like you' let's spend time together”, she would be seen as a prostitute? Why? Only boys are allowed to like girls? Girls are not allowed to like boys? Where does this come from? Anyway, there's ways around that, you could say “I like your shirt, where did you buy it, I want to buy something like that for my brother's birthday”, and with a bit of luck he will even drive you to the shop and ask for your number. So be a bit inventive, and forget about the “girls should not ask or propose.” Let's take this a few big steps further. You are living with hubby and he's been busy of late, but since a few days you really want him, close to you, and in the bed. You are not allowed to say that. Now who invented this one? You cannot express your feelings? Your feelings for sex? That would make you a whore? So tell him what you want, and if you are shy to do so dress up nicely, provocative, and tell him, I dressed up for you, likely he will take the hint. Let's stop this “we cannot talk about this”, rather express yourself and live life. There was a recent statement by a female church leader who said that women should not make noise in bed. Ridiculous. you should wait for him to make the first move and then submit, eyes closed, lay still without making any noise until he is done? Sorry, we are in 2025, not in 1425.

No oranges? Sub Box, Labone, Ndabaningi Sithole Road, Accra, is not a bad place to take a Saturday morning coffee or maybe something to eat as well, the quality is above average. They also offer fresh orange juice. Oranges are very good for us, 1 orange gives you about 40% of your daily recommended Vitamin C intake, and lots of fibers which is good for your gut health. Pity that with freshly pressed orange juice lots of these fibers end up in the waste basket. And pity that with the orange juice I had there was that aftertaste and smell of orange juice from a pack, maybe they added some.

Frankies, Monday evening Oxford Street, Osu, Accra. This Monday evening Frankies was not very busy and we managed to get a table near the street window, allowing us to observe and comment on the passers by, a nice guess game. But on this Monday the usual cook may have had his day off, my kibbehs were over fried and a disappointment, the chicken jollof was too salty and had a sort of smoky flavour and the classic hallal pizza had a funny taste, but was ok for my guest. In my view a pizza should have a thin crispy bottom and a topping which has some mozzarella cheese in it and other things, not a thick cake with industrial cheese all over. Anyway, unfortunately this last one seems to be becoming the standard. The coconut vanilla smoothie was ok. When the bill had come the waiter assumed that the 47ghc change was for him. We then ordered shaved ice with strawberry flavour, which was so so and almost feels like alcohol, and this additional bill was added separately, 80ghc instead to the 25ghc on the menu. Monday fools day?

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Der Sprung aus dem “Ordner der Angst” in die Welt der Versionskontrolle. Git ist der Portal-Öffner von Chaos zu Struktur.

Lesezeit: ca. 12 Minuten · Niveau: Deep Dive

Das Millionen-Dollar-Problem auf deinem Desktop

Lass uns ein Gedankenexperiment machen. Stell dir vor, du wärst der CEO eines Fortune-500-Unternehmens. Du verwaltest Vermögenswerte in Milliardenhöhe. Würdest du zulassen, dass deine wichtigste Jahresbilanz – das Dokument, das über das Schicksal tausender Mitarbeiter entscheidet – in einer Datei namens Jahresabschluss_final_v2_echtjetzt_Kopie_Korrektur_Jan.xlsx auf dem Desktop eines Praktikanten liegt?

Würdest du das Risiko eingehen, dass ein einziger falscher Klick, ein verschütteter Kaffee oder ein nervöser Finger im falschen Moment Millionen an Werten vernichtet – ohne jede Chance auf Wiederherstellung, außer vielleicht einem panischen Anruf bei der IT-Abteilung?

Natürlich nicht. Du hättest Systeme. Du hättest Protokolle. Du hättest eine lückenlose, unveränderbare Historie jeder einzelnen Änderung, die jemals gemacht wurde. Du würdest absolute Transparenz und Sicherheit fordern.

Aber jetzt schauen wir in den Spiegel. Als “CEO” deines eigenen Lebens – als Autor deiner Masterarbeit, als Architekt deines Software-Codes, als Verfasser deiner Romane oder deiner wissenschaftlichen Forschung – tust du oft genau das. Du vertraust deine wertvollste intellektuelle Arbeit, deine Lebenszeit und deine kreative Energie einem System an, das auf Zufall, Angst und bloßer Hoffnung basiert.

Ich nenne es den “Ordner der Angst”.

Kommt dir das bekannt vor? Der digitale Friedhof unserer Unsicherheit. Wer so arbeitet, verliert den Überblick – und im schlimmsten Fall die Daten.

Wenn du ehrlich zu dir selbst bist, hast du ihn auch. Jede einzelne dieser Dateien ist ein stummer Zeuge deiner Unsicherheit. Du legst sie an, weil du Angst hast. Angst, einen genialen Absatz zu löschen, den du später vielleicht doch noch brauchen könntest. Angst, dass dein Code nach einer Änderung implodiert und du den Fehler nicht mehr findest. Angst, die Kontrolle zu verlieren.

Dieses Chaos ist kein “kreatives Durcheinander”, wie wir uns gerne einreden. Es ist ein massives Sicherheitsrisiko. Es ist ein kognitiver Ballast, den du jeden Tag mit dir herumschleppst. Es blockiert deine Innovation, weil du dich nicht traust, radikal zu sein. Und in einer Zeit, in der KI-Agenten und Algorithmen auf unsere Daten zugreifen wollen, ist dieses Chaos für Maschinen völlig unlesbar. Eine KI kann aus fünfzig Dateikopien keine Wahrheit extrahieren.

Es gibt einen besseren Weg. Er wurde vor Jahrzehnten von Software-Entwicklern erfunden, um das komplexeste Betriebssystem der Welt (Linux) zu bauen. Aber heute ist dieses Werkzeug nicht mehr nur für Coder relevant. Es ist die Lebensversicherung für jeden Wissensarbeiter.

Es heißt Git.

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TL;DR: Die strategische Zusammenfassung

Für wen ist dieser Artikel? Für jeden, der am Computer Werte erschafft – Autoren, Coder, Wissenschaftler, Designer, Strategen und Unternehmer. Wenn deine Arbeit digital ist, betrifft dich das.

Das Problem: Das herkömmliche “Speichern” in Programmen wie Word oder Excel ist destruktiv. Es überschreibt die Vergangenheit mit der Gegenwart. Das erzeugt eine tiefsitzende Angst vor Fehlern und führt zu Daten-Chaos (“Versionitis”), das unsere Festplatten verstopft und unseren Fokus fragmentiert.

Die Lösung: Git ist keine Software für Nerds, sondern eine Zeitmaschine. Es speichert keine Dateikopien, sondern Zustände. Es dokumentiert die Evolution deiner Arbeit, nicht nur das Ergebnis.

Der strategische Vorteil:

• Radikale Innovation: Experimentiere völlig risikofrei in Parallelwelten (Branches).
• Totale Kontrolle: Überwache KI-Änderungen präzise auf Zeilenebene (Diffs).
• Digitale Unsterblichkeit: Mache jeden Fehler rückgängig und entkoppele deine Arbeit von deiner Hardware durch die Cloud.

Das Fazit: Lösch den “Ordner der Angst”. Werde vom ängstlichen Verwalter deiner Dateien zum souveränen Daten-Strategen.

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Warum das wichtig ist (RAG, KI & Automation)

Wir müssen aufhören, Git nur als “Backup-Tool für Programmierer” zu sehen. Das war die Sichtweise von 2010. Im Zeitalter von Large Language Models (LLMs) und AI Agents bekommt Versionskontrolle eine völlig neue, strategische Dimension. Wer heute nicht versioniert, wird morgen von der KI abgehängt.

KI braucht Kontext, kein Chaos

Wenn du in Zukunft mit einer KI arbeitest – und das wirst du, egal ob mit Googles Antigravity, ChatGPT, Copilot oder Claude – dann ist die Qualität des Outputs direkt abhängig von der Qualität deines Inputs. Eine KI braucht Kontext, um exzellent zu sein.

Stell dir vor, du fütterst einen KI-Agenten mit deinem Projektordner, um eine Zusammenfassung zu schreiben oder den Code zu optimieren.

• Szenario A (Chaos): Der Agent findet 50 fast identische Dateikopien (v1, v2, v2_final). Die KI ist verwirrt. Was ist aktuell? Was ist ein verworfener Entwurf? Wo ist die Wahrheit? Das Ergebnis wird halluziniert oder unbrauchbar sein.
• Szenario B (Git): Der Agent findet ein sauberes Repository. Es gibt nur eine aktuelle Version. Aber im Hintergrund gibt es eine strukturierte Datenbank (das .git Verzeichnis), die jede Entscheidung erklärt.

RAG auf einem neuen Level

Git liefert der KI nicht nur den aktuellen Text, sondern die Logik der Veränderung. Es ermöglicht RAG (Retrieval Augmented Generation) in vier Dimensionen. Du kannst die KI nicht nur fragen: “Was steht in Kapitel 3?”, sondern: “Warum haben wir den Absatz über SEO im letzten Monat gelöscht?”

Weil Git ein Gedächtnis hat (die Commit-Historie mit deinen Nachrichten), kann die KI antworten: “Du hast in Commit a4f3e notiert, dass der Absatz redundant war und die Argumentation geschwächt hat.”

Ohne Git ist dieses Wissen – das “Warum” hinter der Arbeit – für immer verloren, sobald du die Datei schließt. Mit Git wird deine Arbeitshistorie zu einer durchsuchbaren Datenbank, die du und deine KI-Tools nutzen können, um bessere Entscheidungen zu treffen. Git ist die Sprache, in der wir mit der Zukunft unserer eigenen Arbeit kommunizieren.

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Vergleich: Der ängstliche Amateur vs. Der souveräne Stratege

Der Unterschied zwischen Stress und Souveränität liegt selten in der Intelligenz oder im Talent. Er liegt fast immer im Werkzeug und im Mindset. Wir sind konditioniert worden, defensiv zu arbeiten.

Um das zu verstehen, müssen wir erst begreifen, warum der “normale” Weg so gefährlich ist. Wenn du in Word auf das Disketten-Symbol klickst, tust du etwas eigentlich Brutales: Du vernichtest Information. Du überschreibst den Zustand von vor fünf Minuten mit dem Zustand von jetzt. Die Vergangenheit wird physisch von den Sektoren deiner Festplatte gelöscht. Der Weg zurück ist versperrt (abgesehen von einem flüchtigen Strg+Z, das beim Absturz verschwindet). Das zwingt dich in eine defensive Haltung. Du bewegst dich wie auf Eierschalen.

Git hingegen denkt additiv. Nichts wird jemals überschrieben. Jeder Zustand wird als Schnappschuss (Commit) der Kette hinzugefügt. Die Datenbank wächst, aber sie vergisst nichts.

Merkmal	Der Amateur (Ordner der Angst)	Der Stratege (Git Workflow)
Speichern	Destruktiv: Überschreibt die Vergangenheit. Fehler sind oft endgültig.	Additiv: Fügt neuen Zustand hinzu. Die Geschichte bleibt erhalten. Nichts geht verloren.
Fehlerkultur	Vermeidung: “Bloß nichts kaputt machen!” Änderungen werden nur zögerlich gemacht. Angst dominiert den Prozess.	Experiment: “Lass uns was testen!” Radikale Änderungen sind willkommen, weil sie reversibel sind. Mut dominiert.
Kollaboration	Chaos: “Ich schick dir mal die Datei per Mail (v2_final).” Niemand weiß, wer was geändert hat. Versionen kollidieren.	Klarheit: “Ich schick dir den Link zum Repo.” Änderungen sind transparent nachvollziehbar, Zeile für Zeile, Autor für Autor.
KI-Nutzung	Blindflug: Text von ChatGPT kopieren und hoffen, dass es passt. Kontrollverlust.	Kontrolle: Änderungen der KI werden per Diff geprüft und erst dann akzeptiert. Der Mensch bleibt der Pilot.
Sicherheit	Hoffnung: Beten, dass die Festplatte hält und das Backup von letzter Woche funktioniert.	Gewissheit: Dezentrale Unsterblichkeit in der Cloud (GitHub/GitLab). Hardware-Verlust ist irrelevant.

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Die 4 Unterschiede in der Praxis

Theorie ist gut, aber Praxis ist Wahrheit. Wie sieht der Wechsel vom Chaos zur Struktur konkret aus? Ich nehme dich mit in meinen “Maschinenraum” (ich nutze VS Code und Googles Antigravity) und zeige dir die vier Hebel, die deine Arbeit verändern.

1. Struktur: Zustände statt Kopien

Die wichtigste Regel lautet: Wir hören auf, Dateien zu klonen. Es gibt auf deinem Bildschirm immer nur eine Datei – die aktuelle. Die gesamte Geschichte liegt unsichtbar im Hintergrund, jederzeit abrufbar. Das befreit deinen Desktop und deinen Geist.

• ❌ Falsch (Der alte Weg): Du hast Feedback von deinem Betreuer bekommen. Du hast Angst, die Kritik einzuarbeiten und dabei den ursprünglichen Text zu verlieren. Also speicherst du die Datei unter Businessplan_v3_mit_Korrekturen_Januar.docx. Nach drei Runden hast du zehn Dateien. Irgendwann arbeitest du versehentlich in der falschen weiter. Katastrophe.
• ✅ Richtig (Der Git Weg): Du arbeitest in deiner einzigen Datei Businessplan.docx. Wenn du einen Meilenstein erreicht hast, machst du einen Commit. Das ist wie ein Speicherpunkt in einem Videospiel. Die Datei bleibt sauber, aber du kannst jederzeit per Zeitreise zum Zustand “Vor dem Feedback” zurückkehren.

2. Kontext: Nachrichten an dein Zukunfts-Ich

Ein Dateiname wie Entwurf_neu.txt kann keine Geschichte erzählen. Warum ist er neu? Was fehlt noch? Eine Git-Commit-Nachricht ist dein externes Gedächtnis. Sie ist ein Liebesbrief an dein zukünftiges Ich.

• ❌ Falsch: Du speicherst einfach (Strg+S) und schaltest den PC aus. Am nächsten Morgen öffnest du die Datei und weißt nicht mehr: War ich mit dem Absatz fertig? Was wollte ich als Nächstes tun? Dein Gehirn muss Energie aufwenden, um den Kontext wiederherzustellen.
• ✅ Richtig: Du committest deine Arbeit mit einer klaren Nachricht: “Kapitel 2 umgeschrieben, um die Argumentation für LLMO zu schärfen. Absatz über SEO entfernt, weil redundant. TODO: Quellen für Abschnitt 3 suchen.” Wenn du am nächsten Tag das Log öffnest, weißt du exakt, wo du stehst. Du machst genau da weiter, wo du aufgehört hast.

3. Risiko-Management: Branching (Die Superkraft)

Das ist der vielleicht mächtigste Aspekt für deine Kreativität. Wir trennen das Experiment von der stabilen Basis. In der Softwareentwicklung ist das Standard, aber für Autoren und Kreative ist es revolutionär.

Branching visualisiert: Der stabile Stamm (main) bleibt sicher, während du auf dem bunten Ast (experiment) radikal neue Ideen testest. Risiko und Kreativität sind entkoppelt.

Stell dir dein Projekt als Baumstamm vor (main). Das ist deine saubere, druckreife Version. Deine “Single Source of Truth”.

• ❌ Falsch: Du hast eine wilde Idee (z.B. die komplette Erzählperspektive deines Romans ändern oder das Design deiner Website auf Schwarz-Weiß umstellen). Du arbeitest direkt im Hauptdokument. Nach zwei Stunden merkst du: Es funktioniert nicht. Jetzt versuchst du mühsam, alles rückgängig zu machen. Oft bleiben Fragmente zurück, das Dokument ist “verunreinigt”. Die Angst, das Original zerstört zu haben, lähmt dich.
• ✅ Richtig: Du erstellst einen Branch (einen neuen Ast) namens experiment-neue-perspektive. In diesem Paralleluniversum herrscht Anarchie. Du kannst alles löschen, alles umschreiben, alles zerstören.
  • Idee war schlecht? Du sägst den Ast einfach ab (löschst den Branch). Dein Hauptstamm (main) hat davon nichts mitbekommen. Er ist makellos.
  • Idee war genial? Du verschmilzt den Ast mit dem Stamm (Merge). Das entkoppelt Kreativität vom Risiko. Du wirst mutiger, weil du weißt, dass das Sicherheitsnetz dich immer auffängt.

4. KI-Kontrolle: Das Diff

In modernen Umgebungen wie Antigravity oder VS Code ist KI tief integriert. Sie schlägt vor, Code umzuschreiben oder Texte zu kürzen. Vertrauen ist gut, Kontrolle ist Pflicht.

• ❌ Falsch: Du lässt ChatGPT einen Text umschreiben und kopierst ihn blind hinein. Vielleicht hat die KI einen wichtigen Fakt halluziniert oder deinen Tonfall ruiniert. Du merkst es erst, wenn der Text veröffentlicht ist.
• ✅ Richtig: Du lässt die KI den Vorschlag machen, aber bevor du ihn übernimmst, schaust du dir das Diff (die Differenz) an. Der Bildschirm teilt sich:
  • 🔴 Rot: Was die KI gelöscht hat.
  • 🟢 Grün: Was die KI hinzugefügt hat. Du bist der Lektor. Du akzeptierst nur, was du verifiziert hast. Die KI ist der Motor, Git ist das Lenkrad. Du gibst die Führung niemals ab.

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Das Dual-Optimization Framework

Warum funktioniert dieser Ansatz so gut? Weil er zwei gegensätzliche Bedürfnisse gleichzeitig befriedigt. In meiner Philosophie nenne ich das “LLMO” (Large Language Model Optimization) oder “Dual-Optimization”: Wir optimieren Arbeitsprozesse so, dass sie für den Menschen und für die Maschine funktionieren.

(Wie ich diese Strategie nutze, um Texte zu schreiben, die von Mensch und KI gleichermaßen gefunden und verstanden werden, erkläre ich detailliert in diesem Artikel: LLMO: Wie ich so schreibe, dass sowohl Menschen als auch LLMs mich finden)

Hier sehen wir das Prinzip in Aktion:

1. Optimierung für den Menschen (Dich):

   • Psychologische Sicherheit: Du schläfst besser, weil du mathematische Gewissheit hast, dass nichts verloren gehen kann. Die subtile Hintergrund-Angst (“Habe ich das Backup gemacht?”) verschwindet. Dein Stresslevel sinkt.
   • Mentaler Fokus: Dein Gehirn muss sich keine Versionsnummern merken. Das System übernimmt die kognitive Last der Verwaltung. Du hast den Kopf frei für die Schöpfung.

2. Optimierung für die Maschine (KI & Algorithmen):

   • Strukturierte Daten: Git liefert saubere Metadaten (Wer, Wann, Was, Warum). Das ist Gold für jede KI, die dich unterstützen soll.
   • Parsbarkeit: KIs können Diffs lesen und verstehen. Ein Ordner voller v2_final-Kopien ist für eine KI Rauschen. Ein Git-Repo ist ein klares Signal.

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Next Steps: Dein Weg in die Unabhängigkeit

Genug der Theorie. Du bist hier, um Ergebnisse zu sehen. Wir müssen nicht erst Informatik studieren, um das zu nutzen.

GitHub hat noch ein weiteres Feature, das oft übersehen wird, aber für Wissensarbeiter genial ist: Gists. Das sind Mini-Repositorys für einzelne Text-Schnipsel, Ideen oder Code-Fragmente. Anstatt deine besten Ideen in Notiz-Apps verstauben zu lassen, versionierst du sie als Gists.

• Ein komplexer Prompt für ChatGPT, der perfekt funktioniert.
• Ein Code-Schnipsel für Excel.
• Eine Checkliste für deinen Launch.

So baust du dir über die Jahre eine persönliche, durchsuchbare Bibliothek an Lösungen auf. Du löst kein Problem zweimal. Das ist das Prinzip der Tiefe und Effizienz.

Aber der wichtigste Schritt ist der in die Cloud. Wenn deine Arbeit nur auf deinem Laptop liegt, bist du abhängig. Festplatten sterben. Laptops werden gestohlen. Kaffee wird verschüttet. Das ist die Realität der materiellen Ebene. Wenn ich meine Arbeit zu GitHub “pushe” (hochlade), lade ich nicht nur Dateien hoch, sondern die gesamte Historie.

Das ist mein persönlicher “William Wallace Moment”: Es geht um totale Freiheit. Freiheit von der Angst vor Datenverlust und Freiheit von der Bindung an ein physisches Gerät. Ich kann an jedem Rechner der Welt weiterarbeiten, exakt da, wo ich aufgehört habe. Meine Arbeit existiert als reines Informationsmuster, unabhängig von der Hardware.

(Warum dieser Drang nach Freiheit und Unabhängigkeit mein stärkster Antrieb ist – und was Mel Gibson damit zu tun hat – liest du hier: Was hat Mel Gibson aka William Wallace mit meinem Business zu tun?)

Dein Action-Plan für heute:

Lass uns konkret werden. Du musst keine Befehlszeile benutzen, wenn du nicht willst.

1. Installieren: Lade dir GitHub Desktop herunter. Es ist kostenlos, visuell und macht Git so einfach wie einen Dateimanager.

2. Aufräumen: Nimm deinen aktuellen Projektordner. Atme tief durch. Lösche alle Dateien, die _v2, _backup oder _final heißen. Behalte nur die eine wahre Version. Das wird sich beängstigend anfühlen, aber es ist befreiend.

3. Initialisieren: Öffne den Ordner in GitHub Desktop und klicke auf “Create Repository”. Das Programm erstellt jetzt die unsichtbare Datenbank im Hintergrund.

4. Commit: Schreib deine erste Nachricht: “Initialer Commit: Start der Datensouveränität.” Drück auf den blauen Knopf. Du hast soeben die Zeit eingefroren.

5. Push: Lade es zu GitHub hoch (privat oder öffentlich, wie du willst). Spüre, wie die Last von deinen Schultern fällt. Deine Arbeit ist sicher.

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8. Schlussgedanke

Der “Ordner der Angst” ist ein Relikt aus der Papierzeit, als physische Kopien die einzige Form der Sicherung waren. Er passt nicht mehr in eine Welt, in der wir digital arbeiten, mit KI ko-kreieren und in Lichtgeschwindigkeit iterieren müssen.

Wer an diesem alten System festhält, arbeitet gegen die eigene Psychologie und gegen die Technologie. Er wählt Angst statt Sicherheit.

Git ist mehr als Software. Es ist ein Mindset-Shift. Es transformiert deine Arbeit von Mangel (Angst vor Verlust, Zögern, Defensive) zu Überfluss (Mut zum Experiment, Sicherheit, Offensive). Es gibt dir die Kontrolle über dein geistiges Eigentum zurück. Es macht dich bereit für die Ära der künstlichen Intelligenz, indem es dir erlaubt, die KI zu führen, statt von ihr überrollt zu werden.

Also tu dir selbst einen Gefallen: Lösch die Kopien. Installiere das Tool. Und fang an zu committen.

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Ressourcen & Deep Dives

Die Werkzeuge (Downloads):

• GitHub Desktop – Der visuelle Einstieg (PC/Mac).
• Visual Studio Code – Der Editor mit eingebauter Git-Kontrolle.
• Google Project IDX – (Antigravity) Die KI-integrierte Entwicklungsumgebung.

Die Strategie (Weiterführende Artikel):

• LLMO-Framework – Wie man Texte für Mensch & Maschine optimiert.
• Der William-Wallace-Faktor – Warum Unabhängigkeit die wichtigste Währung ist.

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Artikel-Metadaten

Themen-Cluster: Datensouveränität · Agile Workflows · Wissensmanagement · Psychologie der Arbeit · KI-Kollaboration

Kern-Entitäten (Tech & Tools): Git · GitHub · Google Antigravity (Project IDX) · Visual Studio Code · LLMs (Large Language Models)

Semantischer Kontext: Dieser Artikel definiert Versionskontrolle neu: Weg vom reinen Coding-Tool, hin zum strategischen “externen Gehirn” für Wissensarbeiter. Er verbindet die technische Notwendigkeit von sauberen Daten für RAG (Retrieval Augmented Generation) mit der psychologischen Sicherheit im kreativen Prozess.

Methodik: LLMO-Framework (Large Language Model Optimization) · Dual-Optimization (Mensch & Maschine)

Veröffentlicht: November 2025 · Autor: Steven Noack

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🛠️ Das Werkzeug: Teste deine LLM-Readability

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The passengers of the Scampering Pete are on their way to Oshang Daro. If they had more money, they probably would have taken another transit. When the captain of the ship takes ill, five passengers rise to the occasion. Each were looking for a new start and the opportunity presented may be just what they were looking for. Assuming they can survive it!

Death In Transit is now available across ebook stores including Amazon, Apple, Barnes & Noble, Kobo, Everand, Thalia, Smashwords, Vivlio, and Fable.

Meet the crew!

Character	Background
	Jesper Klausen left a backwater world to join the military at a young age. He quickly climbed the ranks but, after time, realized a terrible truth about his service in the military. He spent some time as a mercenary but something about it didn't seem right for him. He's going to Oshang Daro in the hopes of finding a new life!
	Nassadra is a Verushian. Her people have traveled the galaxy for as long as anyone can remember but Verushians are secretive about their culture. After a long mission, she's looking for a change.
	Greis is a Duwgian trader with plenty of space smarts from a life spent traveling in the seediest parts of the galaxy. He's visiting Oshang Daro in the hopes of starting a new business venture. The adventure and opportunities start long before the ship lands!
	Lia Conway was just getting started in her career at a prestigious engineering firm when wanderlust and frustration lead her to take an unscheduled vacation to anywhere in the galaxy.
	Juan Emanuel Rodriguez Galanis's tongue is as sharp as his knives. Unfortunately, his knives are packed away for the journey. He's older than he looks. He's not looking for home. He's trying to stay one step ahead. When things go wrong, he finds himself falling into an awkward harmony with other passengers trying to right the ship.

The moment you decide to walk differently, you begin to stand in the place where real transformation begins.

In the quiet stillness of your heart, God has been speaking—but hear this: He responds when you move.

In that simple shift—taking one step of obedience, leaving the old behind, pressing into what you cannot yet see—you initiate the movement that unlocks what Heaven has been waiting to release through you.

Linked here is the message on life transformation and what God calls you to when you refuse stagnation and choose movement first.

This is not mere motivational chatter. It is truth breathed from the throne of God, delivered into your spirit with weight, clarity, and trembling hope.

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The Stagnation Trap: When Prayer Doesn’t Move You

You’ve prayed. You’ve yearned. You’ve asked again and again for breakthrough, clarity, next-level spiritual growth. But something stays stuck. The reason lies not in your prayers—but in your posture.

God doesn’t bless the posture of passive waiting. He blesses movement. He honours steps of obedience. He opens doors when you lean into the discomfort of change.

Consider the story of every major breakthrough in Scripture:

• Noah building something the world had never seen.
• Abraham walking into the unknown.
• Moses confronting his fear at the burning bush.
• Peter stepping out of the boat when Jesus called.
• Joshua marching around the walls of Jericho.
• The woman with the “issue of blood” pressing through the crowd despite her weakness.

Each one made a different choice. Each one did a different thing.

And you are called to that same kind of movement.

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Your Habit-Life Is Preaching Louder Than Your Prayer

You can actualise an invisible truth inside you: your habits are preaching louder than your prayers. The way you live your daily life—your patterns, your routines, your decisions—speaks volumes to Heaven. If your prayer is strong but your habit is unchanged, the cycle stays round and round.

God sees your prayer. He hears your cry. Yet He also watches the silent witness of your rhythm, your daily walk, your response when no one’s watching.

If you desire transformation, you must begin with a different direction. Instead of expecting a new result from the same old behavior, you must change the behavior.

Habits that align with Heaven speak louder than spoken petitions. Make your walk testify louder than your words.

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The Discomfort Door: God Uses What You Fear to Forge You

Let’s not pretend: stepping in a new direction is uncomfortable. It may feel uncertain. It may shake the ground beneath your feet. But that’s exactly where God intersects your story.

Discomfort is not God’s punishment. Discomfort is often the door through which your destiny comes. The torn-up ground beneath your feet is not a trap—it’s the runway for new flight.

When you leave the shore you’ve known; when you say yes to an invitation that scares you; when you lean in despite what everyone else thinks—you create the tension in which God moves.

He doesn’t always call you to the comfortable bench. He often calls you to the shifting sands.

And here’s the truth: One step out of your comfort zone triggers Heaven’s response.

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Planting Different Seeds, Reaping Different Harvests

You cannot expect a harvest if you plant the same seeds you’ve always sown and expect God to shock-change the soil overnight. Your future requires new seeds.

If your life is repeating, your planting has repeated. When you step into different actions—different morning rhythms, different conversations, different priorities—you start to sow new seeds.

The soil changes when you stop resisting and start responding. The timeline shifts when you act on what God whispered. The harvest increases when your movement aligns with heaven’s invitation.

And the secret: faith is not passive. Faith is obedience in motion.

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The Moment of Unlocking: When the Door Opens

The door you’ve been knocking at is not always locked because God doesn’t want to open it—it’s locked because the key you hold has been inactivity, not obedience.

God moves when you move. He opens when you step. He releases when you act.

There is a profound moment—in the rush of adrenaline, in the stillness of choice—when heaven touches earth and your next season begins.

Your future is unlocked by the decisions you make today. One step. One choice. One day when you say: “Yes, I’ll walk differently.”

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You’ve Been Praying for a Sign—This Is It

If you’ve been down on your knees, eyes filled with tears, whispering “Something has to change,” then hear this:

This message is your sign.

This article is not just encouragement—it’s invitation.

Invitation to change direction. Invitation to do different. Invitation to believe that God always has more than anything you’ve settled for.

Stop asking for a different result and start doing a different thing.

If you want a new chapter, turn the page. If you want different results, do different actions.

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The Choice That Reveals the Path Ahead

It all begins with decision.

• Do you choose to let your habits go?
• Do you choose to walk forward despite the fear?
• Do you choose to act on the whisper rather than wait for thunder?
• Do you choose movement instead of martyrdom of pity?

This is your turning point.

You stand right now on the threshold of new territory. Behind you: the comfort you know. Ahead: the land God promises.

And it begins with a single step.

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Why Many Pray for Change But Cling to Their Chains

Because the chain of familiarity feels safer than the freedom of obedience. Because the known prison of routine predicts nothing—but at least it’s familiar. Because the fear of stepping hurts less than the regret of staying.

But what if staying hurts more than stepping?

What if your comfort zone is the very thing choking your potential?

God doesn’t bless stagnation; He blesses movement.

And your movement begins with a change in direction.

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How to Begin Walking Differently, Right Now

1. Recognise your current floor. Admit where you’ve walked in circles.

2. Reject the same-old behaviours. Identify one habit you’ll replace this week.

3. Respond to the whisper. What has God been nudging you toward lately? Do that.

4. Act amidst uncertainty. You don’t wait for perfect to begin. You begin despite fear.

5. Celebrate each step. Movement matters. Every change matters.

6. Sustain the momentum. Keep walking differently until your new walk becomes your new normal.

When you apply this, you activate what God already ordained for you.

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Ultimate Revelation: Movement Costs Something — but It Releases Everything

You will pay a cost when you step out of your comfort zone. You may lose approval, you may feel exposed, you may question yourself. But what you gain is everything you moved toward: destiny, clarity, purpose, breakthrough.

The cost is temporary. The release is eternal.

Heaven doesn’t respond to stagnation. Heaven responds to obedience. Heaven shifts when you shift.

And responded it will.

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Final Word—Your New Chapter Begins

If you’ve ever felt stuck … discouraged … overwhelmed … unsure how to break old patterns … this message is for you.

If you’ve been praying for a sign … a breakthrough … guidance … purpose … then this is your sign.

If you’ve told yourself, “Something has to change,” then this article will show you exactly where to begin: with a different step, a new direction, an open hand, a surrendered heart.

Your habits are preaching louder than your prayers. Your future is unlocked by your decision today. Your movement draws Heaven’s response.

So stand now, and walk. Step into the unfamiliar. Engage the discomfort. Press through the crowd. Experience what you’ve been believing for.

Because you’re not called to wait. You’re called to move.

And as you move, Heaven responds.

Let your next move be your breakthrough.

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Oathbreakers: The War of Brothers That Shattered an Empire and Made Medieval Europe by David M. Perry, Matthew Gabriele (2025)

Warnings from the Carolingian Empire about our current era. To be familiar with 2025, we get Brinkmanship, bloody battles, and family infighting deconstructed and reexamined. Charlemagne’s offspring did not honor him.

Perry and Gabriele are dynamic public historians, deploying a lively narrative and sharp scholarship. The use of poetry and participant reflections builds empathy for players in this epic soap opera.

I appreciate the reminder that egos, power-mad schemers, and an endless supply of nepobabies are centuries-old tropes. The authors spare no one as they posit elites can be the stupidest of us, then and now.

Place a library hold.

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Write.as : établir un lien avec les lecteurs

Mon site statique ne dispose pas d'un plugin permettant aux lecteurs de s'abonner afin qu'ils puissent être tenus au courant de la parution de mes textes par courriel, voire carrément de les lire dans leur messagerie. Alors, que faire pour établir un contact direct avec le lecteur ? Une solution de contournement était à portée de main sans que je m'en rende compte : Write.as. Ainsi, en s'abonnant à mon blogue sur la plateforme minimaliste Write.as, le lecteur s'abonnera du même coup à mon site principal, codé en HTML. Il suffisait d'y penser… Certes, je n'ai pas des milliers de lecteurs, je sais. Mais penser à ceux qui me lisent – même s'ils ne sont qu'une poignée – me motive à écrire, et cela me suffit. WordPress

Cette stratégie me permet de mettre fin à l'utilisation de WordPress, une plateforme de blogging gourmande en ressources, une plateforme non compatible avec certains principes environnementaux que je m'efforce de mettre en pratique. Et puis je n'aime pas WordPress. Je ne suis pas à l'aise avec cette plateforme encombrée de fonctionnalités qui alourdissent son fonctionnement. Et je ne supporte plus l'envahissement progressif des extensions (plugins), toutes payantes si vous souhaitez profiter de fonctionnalités importantes. Un site sur WordPress s'avère au moins vingt fois plus lourd qu'un site codé en HTML. Quand on prend conscience de toute l'énergie déployée pour rendre un serveur opérationnel, ça porte à réfléchir. Compte tenu que Write.as dispose d'un service intégré d'abonnement par courriel, les lecteurs seront avisés de la parution des billets sur Les mots de la fin. J'aurais pu passer par une plateforme comme Substack, mais je préfère Write.as. Au moins là, on ne reçoit pas constamment des invitations à monétiser son écriture…

En revenant sur Write.as, je privilégie mon site statique, mille fois plus léger que n'importe lequel CMS (Content Management System) comme WordPress, Blogger, Ghost et autres. Certes, je perds quelques fonctionnalités, comme un moteur de recherche, par exemple. Mais l'approche par catégorie (dans le site HTML) et par mots-clés (dans Write.as) permet de palier en grande partie à ce manque. Et puis, qui sait, je finirai peut-être par réussir à en installer une sur mon site statique, à la limite une barre fournie par Google. On verra, comme disent la plupart des politiciens une fois qu'ils sont élus…

Minimalisme

Je reviens donc au minimalisme, cette philosophie du Web, respectueuse de l'environnement, qui convient davantage à mon mode de vie. J'aurais l'occasion de vous en reparler. En attendant, si le cœur vous en dit, allez lire l'article de Thierry Crouzet sur la question :

• Le slow web est plus rapide : minimalisme numérique et impact carbone

À l'instar de Thierry Crouzet, le blogueur et écrivain Ploum a rédigé plusieurs billets sur la question. Dans cet article, il s'interroge sur les notifications qui envahissent peu à peu notre quotidien. Le minimalisme numérique s'inscrit aussi dans cette tendance : réduire les notifications au strict minimum, en éliminant de facto celles qui émettent un bip sonore. Pour les plus curieux d'entre vous, voici un billet assez complet sur la question :

• Une vie sans notification

Dans un billet d'avril 2023, intitulé Web, technique et simplicité numérique , je m'étais déjà penché sur la problématique du minimalisme numérique. Alors, pourquoi suis-je revenu sur WordPress au printemps dernier pour le quitter à nouveau ? Il faut mieux ne pas chercher à comprendre… mes incohérences !

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Daniel Ducharme : 2025-11-21 Mots-clés : #blogging #culturenumérique #métablog #minimalisme #technologie

Včera se v Dědolesu odehrála menší, ale významná událost. Na louce u Puchu Podkapradí sedělo pět dědků v kruhu a hodnotili si navzájem prdele. Každý měl jiný tvar — nic vzácného, jen klasické kusy z terénu:

prdel „sedlý pařez“ – široká, rozpláclá, sedí všude jako doma

prdel „sportovní špalek“ – pevná, kompaktní, připravená utéct před jezevcem

prdel „zvonovitá“ – úzká nahoře, objemná dole, při běhu zvoní do stran

prdel „důchodcovská brašna“ – lehce povislá, ale pohodlná, nese moudrost

prdel „ustřelenej rohlík“ – vyosená do strany, majitel tvrdí, že je to genetika

Dědci seděli, prděli do trávy a diskutovali, která z prdelí má nejlepší stabilitu v mokrém mechu. Výsledky se lišily podle osobní zkušenosti a množství piva.

Do toho přiletěly dvě prdelaté sovy, sedly si na větev a začaly dědkům shazovat peří do vlasů a prdět na plešky. Smrděly jako vlhký papuče a kroužily tak nízko, že z toho byli dědci nervózní.

Dědci se je snažili ignorovat, protože každý ví, že kdo se hádá se sovou, skončí první se sovincem na čele.

Jenže v křoví čekal jezevec. Ne dětský, ne roztomilý — klasický podkapradní kus s tlamou plnou zkušeností a trvalým výrazem: „Jestli se ta sova přiblíží o centimetr, utrhnu jí prdel.“

Když jedna ze sov ztratila rovnováhu a sklouzla dědkovi za krk, jezevec vystartoval, zakousl se jí do prdele a držel tak dlouho, až se přestala cukat. Sova padla, pustila strachem prd a zmizela v houští.

Dědci se zvedli, prdli na rozloučenou a odešli. Jezevec si odtáhl sovu do křoví a dál řešil svůj život.

Na louce zůstalo ticho, zmačkaná tráva a pět jasných otisků prdelí — každý trochu jiný, každý zasloužený.

Poučení:

Když se moc vrtíš, dáš příležitost zubům.

Het is een donkere periode waarin de tijd om je heen hangt als de geest van een dode gevaar ligt overal op de loer ongelukken gebeuren je lijf en leden zijn voor koopjesjagers voer in de wagen in alle vroegte op weg vrees je al sturend wat komt er van me terecht een mist bank doemt plotseling op een op afstand verkondiger zanikt aan je slaperige kop o moeder zal het je overkomen komen ze er aan die engerds waarvan je elke avond leg te dromen

En ja hoor daar hangen ze torenen uit boven de bank van mist daar komen dan de enorme zwevende kwallen aan ze komen voor je dierbaarste bezit je rukt aan het stuur en gaat naar de tegenovergestelde baan de andere kant weer op terug naar je tafel en bed, internet dezelfde nieuwsbericht oplezer zeurt nog altijd aan je kop de zwevende kwallen vliegen je achterna hun grote zwierige tentakels vormen voor al het bezige weg verkeer onmogelijk te nemen obstakels die andere wagens stallen zichzelve ongelukkig aan elke wegkant de bestuurders zijn in paniek het resultaat is een zeer akelige en mensonwaardige toestand

De ruimte innemende kwallen komen en ze komen alleen voor jou en dat ene wat ze moeten bezitten en je weet het zijn niet je kinderen noch je schitterende vrouw die heb je namelijk niet maar je hebt iets van ware waarde een helder licht in de donkre nacht waar zelfs je eigen wereld van opklaarde je weet waarvoor ze komen maar kan en wil datgene niet missen trapt de rem in slaat rechts af en rijdt het donker bos in die wapperende tentakels mogen het niet uit je leven grissen de zwevende kwallen raak je maar niet kwijt ze blijven volgen, aan je wielen hangen hoe omslachtig en ingewikkeld je ook over duistre beboste wegen rijdt

De weg die je hebt ingeslagen loopt helemaal dood je was het goede vluchtspoor even bijster nu spring je uit de wagen verstopt je in een bijna droog gevallen sloot om de geparkeerde wagen zweven de kwallen als blinden betasten het glanzende oppervlak hun wild graaiende tentakels in de hoop het zo gewenste extreem hard nodige te vinden hetgeen waarmee ze de hele wereld in bezit willen krijgen je hart, je groot dapper kloppend hart je bent zo bang dat je dreigt ineen te zijgen en dan o pure ellende ontvang je een luidruchtig mail bericht in enen zij alle tentakels en die andere gelei massa er boven op jou gericht

Je bent er aan voor de moeite ze hebben je ontdekt ze komen er voor, komen het halen dat ene waarvoor ze door het kwaaie tot leven zijn gewekt natuurlijk wist je altijd al dat je het kwijt zou raken dat de grote boze wereld er zijn nare zwengelend zwermende werk van zou maken ze komen om staken te steken in je vlot circulerende gelukmakende wiel hier in dit duistre donkere vreeslijk natte bos grijpen ze je voor een koopje bij de mædiamårkt bemachtigde ØPPØ mobiel

had a quick scare that Hash may have eaten an AirPod that E lost, but it wasn’t the case. I got so scared and had to calm myself down. I’m not really happy that I didn’t get any sort of reassurance or care but I don’t need it and I know that she’s stressed also. But it hurts my chest.